10 by sohna
The house he had acquired needed work. Normally, he liked them like that after an assignment, particularly a difficult and exhausting one such as he’d just completed. He’d plunge right in to the structured creativity of therapeutic carpentry (as he termed it). But he’d been on his own here now for a full two weeks following his physical recovery, and the blueboard they’d supplied him with to repair the plaster walls still lay in a spare bedroom untouched. Not that the house was unliveable, he acknowledged, but maybe that was the whole problem. He’d grown so accustomed to living on the edge, fighting every day just to stay alive, that non-emergencies just didn’t seem important any more. Denby wouldn’t have cared if the plaster was chipped and cracked, only if the rain was pouring in on his head. He’d been Denby too long, an alcoholic ex-cop who’d turned to stronger poison, then tried to screw the mob. A manipulative S.O.B. He sighed and picked up the wallet that still lay open on the unmade bed. Again. Checked the name on the I.D. Again. Jeffrey Alan Neill, PhD., Visiting Adjunct Professor of Criminal Justice at Saint Louis University. Nice guy, but somewhat boring. Bookish. Denby was dead. The thought, curiously, weighed on his chest, making it hard for him to breathe. Silly, he thought. He’d no more been Harry Denby than he was Jeff Neill. His real name - his true identity - had long since passed away itself, and he’d felt less remorse at its demise. And it wasn’t as if Denby had been someone he liked. In fact, he despised him, a fact that easily worked to his advantage since Denby despised himself so vehemently.
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