SubmissiveNeeds

After tossing and turning most of the night, it became quite clear that sleep was not in the cards for me. Carefully, I slipped out of bed, trying not to disturb you. Quietly, I crept into the bathroom and gathered my things. I showered in the other bathroom, hoping I wasn't making too much noise, as you did not need to be up for a few hours yet.

I took my time in the shower, standing under the hot spray, eyes closed. I welcomed the soothing heat as my thoughts raced. Things had changed between us. You were less aggressive with me, less severe in our scenes. I seemed to get away with anything I threw your way. And I can't even remember the last time you just took me. Used to be there wasn't a safe room in the house, nor a safe position for me to be in. You would simply grab me, fuck me, and leave me wanting more. And, although I loved making love to you, I needed you to use me like that again.

When I brought it up nervously last nite, you treated me like a spoiled brat. Telling me I had become too used to getting whatever I wanted. You asked what was the point of you 'taking me' if I asked for it to happen. I didn't know how to explain it to you. You had always just KNOWN. So I went to bed with an ache in my heart.

Rinsing my hair under the hot spray of water reminded me of a scene oh so long ago ....

i stretched out on the couch when you got up for another soda ....arched my back ....my hands reached far behind my head ....i stretched all the way down to my ankles .....as i brought my arms back down in front of me ....i felt your hand grasp my hair ....twisting it around your fingers ....you lifted me up ....until i was on my knees on the couch in front of you ....then you pushed me forward ...you held my forehead into the arm of the couch ....i gasped softly as you slapped my ass a few times ....after each sting i felt your hand soothing the tender skin ....rubbing it ....but after one of them ....your hand did more than caress ....you slipped your hand between my legs ....forcefully fucking me with your fingers ....the grip you had on my hair tightening ....i felt the couch sag a little as you knelt on it behind me ....you dragged your fingers from my pussy ....sliding them back over me ....then just as suddenly you pressed one quickly into my ass ....my reaction was inmediate ....i tensed ....inhaled sharply ....the tensing of my muscles sending a pain through me ....i tried to relax as your finger slid in and out of me ....the sensation changing to a pleasant one ....my moans grew louder ....my hips and body swayed with your motions ....and then i felt you hard cock thrust deep into my pussy ....

I shook my head under the water, I had to stop replaying those scenes in my thoughts. They only managed to frustrate me more, only served to remind me of what wasn't happening now. Something that I needed as much as the air I breathe, for you to use me. I turned off the water and dried off, noticing I wasn't merely wet from my shower. Again, I chastised myself for my thoughts. I decided to let my hair air dry, so I didn't wake you with the blow dryer. I brushed it straight, brushed my teeth, and quietly went downstairs.

As I stepped out onto the balcony and breathed in the fresh morning air. The slight coolness raising the soft hairs on my arms. I lit my cigarette and set my soda on the patio table, then sat in your chair, lifted my shapely legs up to rest my feet on the edge of the balcony wall. Absentmindedly, I ran my hands over my thighs, in an attempt to warm them. I dropped my head back, watching the sky brighten as the day was born. Before long I was daydreaming, the images quite clear before me ....leaning over the balcony wall smoking ....i smiled as you stepped out to join me ....you stepped up behind me ....taking a long sip from your beer ....you reached behind you to pull the patio table up against the wall ....then you lifted my leg up and rest my foot on the table ....i took one last drag from my cigarette and flicked it into the parking lot below ....then turned my head to you ....you placed your hand against my cheek and turned my face away ....grinnng as you did so ....your fingers quickly found me ready for you ....wet from your mere presence ....i shivered and arched my back as your let your beer bottle slide down my spine ....i laughed softly as the neck slid between the cheeks of my ass ....and i gasped loudly when i felt it push inside me ....the cold glass sliding into my pussy ....your other hand gripped my hip ....pulling my hips towards you ....then it slid up my side ....up to my shoulder ....as you pushed my shoulders down onto the balcony wall ....i laid my head on my hands ....as you fucked my wet pussy with your beer bottle ....before long i was squirming ....moaning loudly ....you slid your hand around my hip ....your fingers sought out my clit ....i cried out as you pinched it ....the pressure inside me needing so much to be released .....you leaned over my back and whispered in my ear "do not cum my little slut" ....i fought to do as you said ....and just as i felt i was losing that battle you stopped ....your hand gripped my hair ....pulling me to face you ....you ran your tongue around the neck of the bottle ....then took a long sip ....without a word you went back inside ....leaving me breathless on the balcony ....