Guestbook of
Marlene Bouldin
May 27, 1998
Dani, Your page dedicated to your mom is just beautiful...she must be looking down right now from heaven
and is beaming with love and pride for you...look in the sky and the brightest star you see...that is her And thank you for
holding my hand, since my husband Tom can no longer hold it. God bless you always Love and hugs,
Maria
May 28, 1998
Dani, It is just beautiful. So well done. I wish I could do something like this for my mom. I just love it. The music is beautiful. You'll have to tell me how to join the ring. Keep up your therapy and I will stay in touch.
Maggie
P.S. Your mom would be so impressed!!!
June 2, 1998
Thank you for contacting me. You have a beautiful webpage. Even though it's been nearly two years since my mom's death, I still find it difficult to look at these webpages. It's good to know others share the same loss.
Judy Taylor
 |  | June 5, 1998
Hi Mom,
I picked some pretty virtual flowers, and an angel too, to
set at your new Memorial Mom. It's a beautiful page here.
You would like it, I know. You are so far away in Havasu, that I can't come and put fresh flowers on your grave whenever the feeling hits me...which is just about all the time. This will be a nice place to come and talk to you, tell you about things going on....like getting ready for little Dennis' graduation. He did it Mom, he squeaked by - (I think I am more excited than him!)
Wish you were here to come with us! Bob is going to try to come, and Mary too. Debbi is for sure coming. Doug and family are coming down next week to see Bob. Debbi will probably get out there. She is hanging in there, she goes through little periods of fog now and again, but she and I are leaning on each other quite a bit, I don't know what I would do without her. Bob is doing OK - He misses you so much. He's a little lost some times, you two were together all the time. He takes Pepper with him alot, it looks like that helps. Grandma and Larry are doing OK to - like the rest of us, there hearts are a bit heavy while we get used to not having you with us, not seeing you, or talking and laughing with you. We all miss you Mom! I love you! I will be back here soon. I will thank Teresa for this page, she did a beautiful job! You would like her creativity Mom.
Love always,
Your baby!
Dani
D-Zone
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 | June 8, 1998
Hi Mom
Good morning, I have my cup of coffee. Sometimes I still look over my list of Emails looking for something from you. I ran across the old Juno program at work a week or so ago. Found my self frantically searching for every Email you had ever sent to that address, printing them out and reading them over and over. One was talking about your and little Dennis' trip to Mesa last August. How much you looked forward to "next year", as he had won free entry. Well, now we are coming up on "next year"..... I will probably go with him, maybe making it into a vacation so we can stop and see Bob on the way, and then again on the way back. Dennis had said you all had so much fun together, and how all his friends started calling you Grandma. By the way, Little Dennis took 4th place in JAT yesterday. First time he has made top 5 since he won the JAT in December. He was in San Diego, with Mark and Christina. Guess who ended up winning? Jackie! She has started bowling on the boys division, and she has won 2 out of three. Top 5 in all! She's having a ball. (Her Mom sent her sympathies.... she said she enjoyed getting to know you at the tournaments, and she too was looking forward to 'Hanging out" again in Mesa.) When he went, Dennis took the car for the first time overnight. He had to work on Saturday, so he left Sat. evening, and came home late last night. (Too late, have to put a stop to that!) *grin*
All for now Mom, have to take Derik to school - only 4 days left and he's off for summer. He may leave with Bob after graduation, and spend a week with him. I have to work it out with Bob yet. But Derik already asked him, just didn't say a date. We'll put it together. It'll be good for both of them!
Rest well Mom, I love you - I miss you. Wish you were with us.
Dani
Dzone
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 | June 9, 1998
Hi Mom,
Guess who came over last night? Dad! First time I have seen him since last Father's Day. Nearly a year ago. He came to deliver a Graduation gift to Lil Dennis. He is pretty broken up about you. I know.... you guys have been divorced for 26 years, but you know, he never, (ever) stopped asking about you. I gave him some pictures. Showed him the web pages, and printed out Dougs Eulogy. He was grateful. He's not doing to well. Sounds like Donna can't handle him getting on in years, like maybe she is getting kinda mean to him. (What does she expect when she marries somebody 20 years older than her, that he will stop aging so she can "Catch up"??) But it was good to see him. I wish we were closer. Bob is not coming for the graduation. I tried not to cry on the phone, but I failed. I don't know if he understood, or just didn't know what to say. He said he was sorry. He has a good reason, he needs to take Larry to Phoenix to take some tests..... it's just that he is like my last link to you. Without him here, it's just going to make it even more painful. I miss you so Mom! But... I guess if I can make it through this first "milestone" without you... than I will be OK. I know you are with us in spirit. All for now.
I love you and miss you Mom!!
Dani
DZone
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 | June 10, 1998
Hi Mom! It's official! Dennis is a High School Graduate. The ceremony was real nice. He looked so handsome, he's so tall now, he just looks so grown up.... guess he is huh? I missed you, and thought of you so many times. Must have been you nudging me to let me know you were there too, huh? Debbi and Mary were both able to make it. Missed Bob too. I am going to see if I can work out going out this weekend with Debbi... I want to see Doug and Anna and the kids too! I met Dennis' girlfriend for the first time tonight. She is really sweet! Pretty too, with the cutest freckles running accros her nose. She's a good match with him. They make a nice couple. You would like her "Grandma"!
All for now. I am so wiped out - this has been so hectic.. I won't bore you about the cap and gown snafu... (They lost his order, I told them they surely didn't loose my check, which was cashed the 7th of April!- but it got straightend out!) Like I really needed more stress! Be back soon. I love you lots, miss you more!!
Dani
DZone
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 | June 16, 1998
Hi Mom. It's Tuesday. I got back from your house yesterday. It was a tough visit with Bob. We started going through some of your things. Uncle Larry told us that Bob had mentioned it... we thought it was time, we don't want him hurting more than he needs to! It's so strange there without you mom! This time we slept at Grandmas house. All these years of going to see you... we never slept at Grandmas before. We spent some time with her in the morning, and Debbi had her laptop, so we showed her your pages. She and Larry thought they were wonderful. Shed some tears, but really liked them. Debbi just added more to hers again. She added a page with the Ladies auxilary, and a thanks to the Fire department for their wonderful escort at your funeral. It's a nice page! Doug and Anna and the kids were at Bob's too. They stayed at the tamarisk, swam and were having a nice time. We all went down at saw your tree at the park. It's a nice, pretty one. Right next to a cabana. Are you missing us as much as we are missing you? Can you see us? I try so hard to say that I am doing OK - bu I am not. I cry every day. I just seem to be frozen. I don't know how to do anything anymore. I just go through the motions. I read all these things about "remember with laughter, not with tears"... but I can't stop them. They just come all the time, anytime. I am trying Mom. I just wish you were here.
I love you always,
Dani
DZone
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 | June 19, 1998
Hi Mom. I am better today. I was just teary the other day. Derik is still at your house with Bob. I am going out tomorrow or Sunday to get him. Little Dennis is back down in San Diego again this weekend. This is for the State Tournament. He is actually leaving after work, around 9:00. I worry about him driving so far, so late, after having worked and been up early and such. Dennis tells me to quit being a "Spaz". He'll be fine. This is the beginning of him being on his own. I know.... but.... Debbi starts a new job next Monday. It's actually back with Rycoff, but they have been bought out and it's in a different location. She is excited! I am waiting for her now. She is coming over to bring Bobs father's day present for me to deliver AND to show me her new "'do". She said it looks really different! But good. I can't hardly wait for her to get here.
All for now. I love you and miss you. Be back soon.
Love, Always!
Dani
DZone
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 | June 25, 1998
Hi mom. Thinking about you alot today. Not sure why. You are just on my mind more than usual. Maybe cause I was off today... no work, my mind is a bit free-er (?) We went down to visit Dennis' Dad. He got put back in the hospital over the weekend, but was home on Monday. He is OK - he just had an irregular heart beat. I went to see Bob last weekend, and picked up Derik. They had a nice visit - fished and hung out together. We spent Fathers Day with him. Debbi sent a blood pressure machine. He was tickeled with that! Derik and I found him an organizer for behind the seat of his little truck. We all had breakfast with Grandma, Grandpa, Larry Bonnie, John and Nancy. It was a nice Day. All for now. Love you lots Mom. Miss you!
Dani
DZone
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| July 8, 1998
Good morning Mom,
I am sitting here with my morning cup of coffee. Wishing I was answering one of your Emails that I used to get. I met a nice person online yesterday.... one of the "Motherless Daughters" group. Her mom passed away the day after you did. I wonder if you two are watching together as we try to get through this.... encouraging us, nudging us along. I had a dream about you the night before last. Not the first, but the first that I woke up feeling good about. It was about you being with me where ever I went. And I could see you, and others could see you, and I had to tell them that you really weren't here... and you would just smile at their confusion. It was quite comical. Maybe you were reminding me to laugh once in a while. I haven't quite remembered how to do that yet. But I am working on it.
Be back soon!
I love you always!
Dani
D Zone
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 | July 16, 1998
Your page is so beautiful.....
I am glad that I came.....
I am breathless.....
Love and Hugs....
CORRIE |
| July 17, 1998
Dear Dani,
Your tribute to your mom is beautiful! Your mom has such a pretty smile. Thank you for sharing it with us.
Hugs,
Susan |
| July 17, 1998
Thank you for visiting my site and signing my Guest Book at A Momement in Heaven. Your tribute to your mom brought tears to my eyes. I am lucky enough to still have my Mom with me. She is 78 years old and I treasure every moment I have with her because I know she is getting on. God Bless your mom and God Bless you. You have a lovely site.
CCTaylor
A Moment in Heaven |
| July 20, 1998
Your tribute to your mother is beautiful. I too lost my mother. She left November 17, 1997 at the young age of 75. I lost my father the year before, August 26, 1996. I took care of both of them. I just had my 34th birthday this past Thursday. Boy was it hard. My parents always made my birthdays special - even when I was an adult. Boy do I miss them. When I figure out how to do it up real nice, I think I'll make pages for both of them. Hang in there. We are not alone.
Holly Souza |
 |  | July 22, 1998
Your website is so beauiful and lovely word about mom's. My mom is still alive and I just love her to death, she is a super A 1 mom in the world to me anyway. I have diabetes since I was 9 years old. My mom and late dad{GOD BLESS HIM I LOVED MY DAD SO MUCH}They both had look after me, and now my husband and daughter as we went backrupted 6 years ago. It is tough for everyone now a days, but your readings of Moms are great. Great work done here.
earth_angel_48
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 | July 22, 1998
Hi Mom,
We are all OK here..... Miss you like mad! Think about you all the time. The boys are both fine. Dennis is on his way to Hawaii for the tournament almost as I type this. His plane leaves at 8:35am. He is so excited! Derik is doing well. He still has 2 weeks left of Summer School. He has been spending alot of time at Robbies lately, learning how to work on cars. They have been trying to put in a transmission in Robbies car. Dennis and I are fine too. Seems like we are having such a hard time though. Were not fighting.... we're just not anything. Money has gotten tight so he has gone back to 6 days. It's so tough on him. I am trying to get back to "normal"... what ever that is. There is just no joy in our lives right now. We will work on it though.. just take us some more time. I haven't been to see Bob lately, I know I need to. But it's so hard to plan to go out there when we know he is working those weird hours on Sat. and Sunday.... he needs his sleep. Maybe I can get out during the week. I have to go, get ready for work. I wish you were here Mom. I miss you so much. I miss your phone calls, your Email... you! It just seems so hard to except that I will never in my life have you with me again. I am getting better on the crying I think..... But the hole in my heart and the emptyness I feel is just as bad as the first day when you left us. Still trying though Mom.... we'll get through it. I love you always.
Dani
D Zone |
| Augus
t 4, 1998
Hi Mom,
Well, it'a happy birthday to me day.... don't feel like celebrating. Just feel very alone. I miss you so... I just never knew how big a hole was going to be left by your leaving us. I think of you constantly, hear your voice... your "hello" when you used to answer the phone, the way you would call out to Bob across the house. Miss you miss you miss you!!! I think you must have been with me this morning. I went grocery shopping and bought good for me things! Lots of fruit and veggies, bottled water to start drinking again. Frozen lunches for work so I will quit buying fattening expensive fast food!! I even bought some Special K - but here I am eating the kids's..... :-) sorry! Maybe a new beginning for me Mom, I know I need to get this weight off. Almost 200#! Ater I worked so hard to lose all that weight last year!! Now it's back plus more! You must have been there at the store... nudging me!
I love you mom, and miss you so!
Dani
DZONE
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t 4, 1998
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