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"Any Dream"

Diary

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October 5

Today my life began. My parents do not know it yet,
I am as small as a seed of an apple, but it is I already.
And I am to be a girl. I shall have blonde hair and blue
eyes. Just about everything is settled though,
even the fact that I shall love flowers.

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October 19

Some say that I am not a real person yet, that only my
mother exists. But I am a real person, just as a small
crumb of bread is yet truly bread. My mother is. And I am.

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October 23

My mouth is just beginning to open now. Just think, in
a year or so I shall be laughing and later talking.
I know what my first word will be: MAMA.

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October 25

My heart began to beat today all by itself. From now on
it shall gently beat for the rest of my life without
ever stopping to rest! And after many years it will tire.
It will stop, and then I shall die.

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November 2

I am growing a bit every day. My arms and legs are
beginning to take shape. But I have to wait a long time yet
before those little legs will raise me to my mother's arms,
before these little arms will be able to gather
flowers and embrace my father.

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November12

Tiny fingers are beginning to form on my hands. Funny
how small they are! I'll be able to stroke my
mother's hair with them.

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November 20

It wasn't until today that the doctor told mom that I am
living here under her heart. Oh, how happy
she must be! Are you happy, mom?

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November 25

My mom and dad are probably thinking about a name
for me. But they don't even know that I am a little girl.
I want to be called Kathy. I am getting so big already.

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December 10

My hair is growing. It is smooth and bright and shiny. I
wonder what kind of hair mom has.

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December 13

I am just about able to see. It is dark around me. When mom
brings me into the world it will be full of sunshine and flowers.
But what I want more than anything is to see my mom.
How do you look, mom?

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December 24

I wonder if mom hears the whispering of my heart? Some
children come into the world a little sick. But my heart is
strong and healthy. It beats so evenly: tup-tup, tup-tup.
You'll have a healthy little daughter, mom!

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December 28

Today my mother killed me.

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My Awards Page The Child I Never Knew My Favorite Scriptures Didn't She Care? A Child's Angel
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A special "Thank You" to the Pro-Life Action League,
for the "Diary of An Unborn Child".

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