***Okay…so
I said that I would be able to post more frequently, that was about 3 weeks
ago, I know. See….
I jinxed myself.
I had more than half of it done three days after I had posted the last
chapter and then there was
a family emergency
and I was several states away for more than a week. Not that you guys really
care about
my problems.
Anyhoo…I’m rambling now aren’t I? (
Their Room
by
aleximoon
Chapter
21
Another
Dream Sequence?
A light rain
was falling outside the Gryffindor tower when Hermione awoke that morning.
The dampness beyond the
walls could
not penetrate the dorm room though. A warm fire was blazing gaily away
a few feet from Hermione’s
bed; the reddish
light outlining her face as she began to wake, she never closed her curtains
when she slept. Hermione
opened her
eyes and gazed up at the canopy of her four-poster, content for the moment
to lie quietly and revel in her
solitude.
It was nice to have one place that was safe for her; one place where she
could stop and think without being
bothered by
Ron or Harry, one place where she could hide from the penetrating looks
that Draco would watch her
with. In fact,
Hermione’s dorm room had become her one sanctuary from the outside. It
was the one place where she
could hide
under red and gold quilts and pretend that the whole school wasn’t whispering
about her as she passed.
It seemed that
what had been a rather well kept secret was suddenly the most interesting
subject in the entire school.
Not to say
that no one knew of Hermione being assigned to work with Draco. That had
been acceptable to most
people, especially
those that knew Hermione and understood her absolute devotion to her schoolwork.
But, as if
overnight,
Hogwarts seemed to have sat up and taken notice that not only was Hermione
working with Draco Malfoy
more often
than one would think, but she also seemed to enjoy it. And the Slytherin
in question didn’t seem too
perturbed
about the arrangement either.
Those close
to her had known that there was something more than class work going on
with Malfoy. There had been
several opinions
amongst her friends as to what was happening with Draco, the most prevalent
belief followed more
or less along
with a statement of Ron’s.
“She’s gone bloody daft!”
Hermione knew
that he meant well. And she knew that Harry and Ron were only trying to
protect her. But Hermione
had always
liked being an only child; she certainly didn’t need any over-protective
brothers.
It had seemed
that her friends had decided that whatever shame Hermione was bringing
upon herself by being with
Draco, it
was something that should be kept to themselves. Everyone seemed fairly
content to ignore her strange
behavior and
odd acceptance of Draco. The school had continued on unaware of the pair
sequestered in their room
off the library.
That had all
changed, of course, when Draco had confronted her outside of Transfiguration
the day before. Nothing
had been said
that could implicate either of them. But people who had watched didn’t
need solid proof; they had all
heard the
anger and desperation in Draco’s normally sardonically calm voice. But
more surprising than that was
Hermione’s
own acceptance of his demands.
Rumors had
begun immediately. How long had they been on speaking terms? Why hadn’t
Hermione hexed him yet?
Why was Draco
tolerating a mudblood in his presence? Were they friends? Were they more
than friends? There was
very little
excitement occurring at Hogwarts this year, no triwizard tournament, no
petrified students, and no escaped
convicts.
So this little bit of gossip about a possible budding relationship between
a Gryffindor and a Slytherin spread
through the
halls like wild fire. Hermione didn’t think she’d been this embarrassed
since the time in her first year
when she lost
all those house points.
She snuggled deeper in her blanket and closed her eyes again. She never wanted to leave this room again.
“Hermione? Are you awake?” An all too close voice whispered.
Hermione opened
her eyes and glanced to one side to find Parvarti and Lavender sitting
on a neighboring bed.
Something
about the way that they were eyeing her speculatively made her groan inwardly.
“Hermione,
we’re so glad that you’re awake, we wanted to speak to you. A girl
to girl talk, you know?” Lavender
said smiling
a smile that Hermione didn’t like.
“You see
Hermione, there’s been a lot talk going around the school and…” Parvarti
began but was cut off by
Hermione kicking
of her blanket and climbing quickly out of the bed.
“Oh no, look
at the time, is it really already seven-thirty?” Hermione questioned
while ducking into her closet and
emerging mere
seconds later pulling a robe over her clothes.
Lavender and
Parvarti weren’t going to be so easily dissuaded and they followed her
around the room while
Hermione gathered
her quills and books. “Are you going to meet Malfoy?” Lavender asked.
Hermione turned
to Parvarti and Lavender. “Malfoy? Of course not, I was going to watch
Harry and Ron practice
for the next
game.” This was a lie of course, she had been planning on heading to
the library to meet Draco, and
Hermione wasn’t
even sure if Harry and Ron even had a practice scheduled for that morning.
“Well let’s
all go together then.” Parvarti said brightly and linked her arm with
Hermione’s and pulled her through the
door.
“No that’s
all right, I think I can find my own way there.” Hermione pleaded desperately,
knowing that an
interrogation
was close at hand.
“Nonsense! Parvarti and I love to watch Quidditch, and we never spend enough time together. Do we Parvarti?”
They pulled
her down a flight of stairs and Hermione was struggling to think of anything
that could get her away from
her roommates
that were beginning to remind her of a pair of harpies.
“Hermione!”
a voice called from the fourth year girls’ doorway. “Oh I’m so glad
that I ran into you, I wanted you to
help me with
this problem in my Charms homework.” Ginny stepped out of her room and
beamed at Hermione.
“Hermione’s going with us to watch Quidditch practice,” Parvarti told her coolly.
“Oh this
will only take a minute girls,” Ginny grabbed one of Hermione’s hand
and tugged her away from the others.
“She can
catch up with you!” Ginny pulled Hermione into her room and shut the
door in Lavender and Parvarti’s face.
Hermione sat down on the edge of Ginny’s bed and sighed in relief. “Thank you.”
“Don’t
worry about it, you looked like you could use a rescue. Don’t those two
have anything better to do?” Ginny
was still
wearing her pajamas and flopped back onto her bed next to Hermione.
“Well no one else seems to have anything better to do either.” Hermione grumbled.
“Well honestly, what did you expect? You are with Malfoy, aren’t you?” Ginny looked at Hermione.
“What?” Hermione flushed, “I…I am not! Is that what everyone is saying?”
“It’s one
popular theory. It’s right behind the belief that you’re using Draco
to make Ron and/or Harry jealous or
that he found
something to blackmail you into doing all his homework. My personal favorite
is that you’re actually
Malfoy’s
long lost twin sister and that the two of you are so happy to have finally
been reunited that you’re
spending all
your time together.”
“But I don’t
even look like Draco,” Hermione muttered. She looked dumbfounded for
a moment and then glared at
Ginny, “you
just made that one up!”
“Well yes, I suppose that I did. But really, some of the things people are saying are absolutely ludicrous.”
“You’re not helping Ginny,” Hermione muttered morosely.
Ginny smiled
kindly at Hermione. “It will blow over, I promise. The school is just
bored right now. Remember all the
rumors that
were flying after you went to the Yule Ball with Viktor Krum last year?
What can I say Hermione, your
love life
is just too exciting for Hogwarts to ignore.”
“I’m flattered, really.” Hermione stood up and paced around the room. “What should I do now?”
Ginny had ducked
into her own closet and emerged in a school robe, “come to breakfast
with me of course. Eating
meals all
by yourself just to avoid the rest of the school can’t be healthy. And
besides, the more you hide from
everyone,
the guiltier you look.”
“How do you know all this?” Hermione asked.
“I’ve got
six older brothers and you’ve met my mother. I know how to get out of
the way of trouble. The best thing
you can do
is face them and laugh.” Ginny linked her arm with Hermione and led the
other girl out of the room.
“This can’t
possibly be a good idea.” Hermione muttered as they left the Gryffindor
tower.
Breakfast turned
out to be more bearable than Hermione would have suspected. While the hall
had buzzed excitedly
upon her entrance,
the resolute expression that she wore seemed to overcome even the staunchest
gossipers. After a
few disgruntled
glares in her direction over her refusal to add fuel to the fire, most
students settled back down to their
own meals,
leaving Hermione to hers.
“Oooh, Hermione,
try some of this.” Ginny heaped a large portion of eggs onto her plate.
There were tiny pieces of
brightly colored
edible eggshells scattered throughout it.
Hermione looked
quizzically at her plate then back up at Ginny, “you know Gin, my Mum
usually tries to leave the
eggshell out
of the breakfast food.
Ginny wrinkled
her nose, “why would you want to do that? The shell is were all the flavor
is.” She sunk her fork deep
into her own.
Hermione said
nothing and reached for a piece of toast. She generally enjoyed wizarding
food. But today something
nice and familiar
would be better.
A rustle of
movement caught her attention and she looked up to see the morning owls
swooping down upon them.
Hedwig landed
at their table and looked around for Harry.
“Sorry Hedwig,” Ginny told the snowy owl, “Harry’s at practice.”
The owl took
flight in annoyance and Ginny watched her spiral upward, but Hermione’s
eyes were following a
different
owl. Draco’s eagle owl had descended rapidly to the Slytherin table,
pulling back only at the last second and
narrowly missing
sinking it’s sharp claws into Draco’s head. The bird was clutching
a letter and Hermione dropped
her piece
of toast. She knew without a doubt that Draco was going to do something
very stupid, she knew that he
was going
to open that letter from his father.
Hermione had
done her best to convince him that if his mother really was sick that the
Headmaster would tell him.
She hoped
that she had sounded more sincere than she felt. Draco had had a good point
about the Headmaster being
less than
forth coming on occasion. But Hermione couldn’t believe that Pansy was
telling the truth, it had to be some
type of trick.
Draco glanced
up from the far side of the hall and she met his gray eyes. Even from this
distance she knew what he
was thinking.
He had to know, even if this letter held some vile curse. Even if his father
was lying, he had to know.
Draco stood
up abruptly and several Slytherins stopped eating and looked at him. He
held eye-contact with her a
few moments
more before turned and walked swiftly from the dining hall, letter in hand.
Hermione stood
up immediately almost knocking a glass of pumpkin juice down. Ginny looked
up at her in surprise
but Hermione
was already pushing her chair back and scooting around the other Gryffindors.
“Hermione
what are you…” Ginny paused as she followed Hermione’s gaze and saw
Draco exit the hall. “Hermione,
that’s really
not a good idea.” She whispered because the other students were beginning
to take notice.
Hermione ignored
her and sprinted past the tables and through the doors after Draco. It
was almost refreshing to
realize that
at the moment she didn’t care what anyone thought.
She didn’t
even need to think about where he would be. The room off the library was
just as ingrained in his mind
as it was
in hers. Hermione headed to the library dashing down the hall stopping
to walk only when Professor
McGonagall
and Professor Flitwick emerged from a classroom together. It struck Hermione
as she sped up again
how ironic
it seemed that she was chasing down a hallway after Draco Malfoy when just
a year ago, maybe even
a few months
ago, she wouldn’t even have a batted an eyelash over his suffering. But
then, maybe if it weren’t for
her he wouldn’t
be suffering. Hermione had never considered that any of this might have
something to do with her.
She had never
asked Draco why he wasn’t becoming a Death Eater.
She knocked
over a stack of books when she entered the library but ignored the librarian
who yelled after her.
A few students
looked up in surprise as she went by, Hermione was a regular fixture of
the library, but to see her
running and
knocking things over seemed quite out of character with the quiet young
bookworm. She took the
steps up the
little spiral staircase two at a time and threw open the door to their
room with such vehemence that
it struck
the wall.
“Draco don’t,” she called out desperately.
Draco was standing
a few steps into the room, already ripping open the envelope, “Don’t
worry,” he told her without
looking up
as he unfolded the piece of parchment, “it’s just a letter.”
“Are you sure?” She said in between breaths.
He nodded and
she collapsed into a chair with a sigh of relief, and began to gingerly
rub her side where an angry
stitch had
developed somewhere along her race to the library.
“You can
read it if you want,” he said dully and dropped the letter into her lap
before turning to picking up a book
and then sat
down.
Hermione eyed
the parchment warily and then glanced at Draco, he had begun to make notations
in the book and
seemed completely
uninterested in her and the letter. Shrugging she picked it up and started
to read it.
Draco,
I have no means
of which to get this information to you other than hope that you will eventually
lay aside
some of your childish stubbornness and read the letters that I send you
through the owl
post. I imagine
that you destroy most of them but hopefully some sense will sink in and
I will be
able to reach
you.
I fear that
there is very little time left for your dear mother. She has come down
with a fearful case
of Aucupor
and the specialists at St. Mungo’s have assured me that they are doing
everything
possible to
aid her in recovery. However, this is a very difficult illness and your
mother has always
been a fragile
woman with a very weak constitution and I cannot believe that she has the
vigor to
pull through.
She also suffered a mighty blow when you became estranged from us. I have
lead to
believe that
this owes more greatly to the undue influence of some unsavory elements
at your school,
namely the
Headmaster and his precious muggle-borns. You and I know the truth of course,
but
the knowledge
that you would betray your family in such a despicable manner would certainly
obliterate
any possibility of her recovery.
I am keeping
her illness as covert as I can. I believe that a sudden outpouring of support
from her
friends might
not be beneficial and there are those who would use this weakness to affect
my goals.
Only a few
close friends have been informed of the seriousness with which we are taking
her
sickness.
I have no illusions
as to your feelings for myself, but I would hope that I raised you well
enough that
you would
show some concern over the passing of your mother. But the choice inevitably
relies
upon your
rather unfaithful shoulders.
Father
Hermione looked
up, “Draco?”
“I don’t
want to talk about it.” He said simply without looking up.
“But you
can’t possibly believe…”
“I said,” Draco snapped his book shut and glared at Hermione, “that I
did not wish to talk about it.”
“You can’t
just accept this for face value,” Hermione stood up and started pacing,
“I mean, there isn’t any proof
that your
mother even has a cold let alone a critical illness.”
Draco stood and glared savagely at Hermione. “It isn’t any of your business Granger.”
Hermione stopped pacing and looked over at him in surprise, “what?”
“It isn’t
any of your business.” Draco turned his back to her and went to a stack
of books and pulled out the one
he wanted.
He returned to his seat and pulled found a quill under a roll of a parchment.
Hermione stood
speechless watching him. “So that’s how you want it then?” She waited
for him to say or do
something
but he sat stoically still. “Fine.”
She swept past
him and snatched a book off the table. Thrusting it into her bag she glared
at him over her shoulder
and then stormed
from the room. Draco never looked up.
Hermione sat
cross-legged on the floor at the foot of her bed and angrily opened the
Latin dictionary. A sudden
ripping sound
followed her actions and Hermione stared at the torn page in her hand.
“Oh blast.” She set the book down and pulled her wand out and quickly repaired the torn page.
Leaning back,
Hermione closed her eyes trying to force herself to forget the letter.
She wanted to forget all about
the Malfoys,
especially Draco. She wasn’t sure when he became the central figure in
her mind, but she now seemed
unable to
exile him from her thoughts.
Hermione just
couldn’t understand why he didn’t realize that none of it was true.
It just couldn’t be true, could it? It
seemed too
coincidental. And Draco just seemed to be accepting it. She just couldn’t
understand. And she couldn’t
understand
how when she had left their room earlier it had felt as if everything they
had gained, everything that had
seemed to
bring them together and blur the lines that had always separated them was
now gone. She had left that
room feeling
as if they were strangers.
“No, not
strangers,” she muttered, “enemies.”
The alley was
dim but the cobbled stones of the street seemed to refract the light of
the moon and send it glancing
deep into
the sanctuary of darkness that Hermione was cowering in. Voices could be
heard and Hermione strained
her ears trying
to listen. A raucous chorus of laughter overwhelmed the other voices and
Hermione leaned out of
the ally in
order to see what was going on. A group of men stood before a run-down
house. Draco was sprawled
on the ground
looking rather worse for wear with a bloodied lip and bruises marking his
normally alabaster cheeks.
His father
stood before him, casually pointing a wand at his son. Hermione gasped
and stumbled forward into the
street.
“Draco,” she cried knowing that she could do nothing to help him but seemed unable to stop herself from trying.
Draco glanced in her direction, “Is it all for naught then?”
“What?”
Hermione whispered not understanding, none of the other shadowy figures
seemed to take notice of her
presence.
“Has all my research been for naught?” Draco repeated.
Hermione shivered
as a frigid breeze ruffled her robes. But she wasn’t wearing robes; she
was wearing her flannel
pajamas that
her mother had given her for Christmas this year. She shivered again and
then woke up.
An icy wind
howled around the Gryffindor tower and a draft had leaked into the girl’s
dorm. At some point during
her dream
the quilt had slipped from her restless form and lay pooled on the floor.
Leaning down, Hermione scooped
it back up
and wrapped it around her shoulders. Sitting on her bed she lifted her
wand from the bedside table.
“lumos”
The tip of
the wand burst into a blue white ball of light that made her eyes go blind
for a moment. The radiance that
emanated from
the wand was comforting after the darkness of her dream.
“Hermione…”
a voice mumbled in the bed next to hers. Lavender, who had always been
an annoyingly light sleeper,
pushed her
own blanket back and looked bleary-eyed at Hermione. “What are you doing?
It’s…” she glanced at a
small clock
that rested on her table, “three in the morning.”
“Sorry,” Hermione whispered. “Just had a bad dream, I’ll turn out the light now.”
Lavender sat
up in bed and lighted her own wand, “a dream? Really? What type of dream?
Was it about a certain
Slytherin?”
“No!” Hermione replied too vehemently and then flushed, she had never been very good at lying.
“C’mon,
you can tell me, I know all about dreams.” Lavender beamed proudly at
her. “Professor Trelawney says
that dreams
are windows into the inner workings of the sub-conscious.”
Hermione raised an eyebrow in disbelief.
“All right, that’s mostly me, but dreams are very important.”
Hermione put
her light out and lay back down. She closed her eyes and tried to will
herself to sleep. It was to no avail
though; she
kept hearing Draco over and over in her.
“Lavender,”
she said rolling back over onto her side and relighting her wand, “in
my dream, someone repeated
something,
as if it was really important.”
Lavender, who had laid back down, propped herself up on one elbow, “well does it mean something to you?”
“I…I don’t think so.”
“Are you
sure? Had you ever heard it somewhere before? Or, knowing you, read it
in a book? I can’t believe I’m
saying this,
but think hard Hermione.” Lavender pulled her blanket tighter around
her before adding, “Sometimes
we lose sight
of things, and dreams can help remind us. And most dreams are based upon
things that you are familiar
with to some
extent.”
Hermione closed
her eyes and tried to focus. It was recognizable, of course, but she could
have heard it anywhere,
right? She
sighed dejectedly and glowered at the floor. The Latin dictionary lay open
next to one of the old journals
from the library.
She had been too frustrated to bother putting them away. It was very unlike
her to not treat books
well, or be
untidy for that matter. Hermione suddenly sat up again. She threw her own
blanket off and stumbled out
of the bed
and kneeled next to the stack of books. She opened the top one and began
furiously flipping through it.
Lavender leaned forward and watched with interest. “Think of something?”
“I’m not
sure,” Hermione whispered as she tossed aside the first book and started
with the next. It was one that
Draco had
read from so long ago when they had first learned who O’Leary was. She
skimmed along quickly going
to where Draco
had marked his place. They had never finished going through this text,
the spell books had taken
up most of
their interest. Her finger traced along the encrypted code until she found
what she was looking for.
Draco had
noted it with a little slip of paper.
“I can only hope that my research will not be for naught."
“Draco said this,” Hermione whispered softly, forgetting Lavender’s watchful eyes.
“Draco?”
Lavender asked with wide eyes, everyone knew the rumors, but this was more
intriguing than she had
imagined.
Hermione wasn’t
listening to Lavender anymore though. She got to her feet and headed into
her closet. She got
dressed hurriedly
and started to pack up her bag.
“Hermione, you’re not going to the library, are you?” Lavender asked in disbelief.
Parvarti grumbled
and sat up, “can’t you two talk quietly? Is it really three in the
morning?” The sleepiness gave way
to annoyance.
“Hermione
has been dreaming about Draco Malfoy and now she’s sneaking out to go
to the library.” Lavender said
matter a factly
as she watched Hermione pulled her boots on.
“What! Really?” Parvarti asked excitedly.
Hermione didn’t even bother to glare at her dorm-mates as she quickly headed to the door.
“Don’t get caught!” Lavender called out softly as Hermione pulled it closed behind her.
As she snuck
to the library Hermione couldn’t help but hear Draco’s voice in her
head, what he had said in the
dream and
what he read from the book before were so nearly identical, it had to mean
something. But there was
something
else to it. These were O’Leary’s words, not Draco’s. And they were
important.
**Well I didn’t
get to what I wanted to get to in this chapter so we’re now probably
looking at about 4 more
chapters……
at least… sigh….. anyhoo.. Please Read & Review!!!
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