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Their Room
by
aleximoon
Chapter
22
Trouble
in Potions
Deep below
the Hogwarts castle, Draco awoke. He was covered in a thin veil of sweat
even though the fire had
gone out a
long time ago and a chill was in the air. He knew that it must be very
late but Draco was wide- awake
now. He couldn’t
remember what had awoken him or what his dreams had been about, but for
that he was thankful.
Draco’s
dreams were far darker than Hermione’s, but then, he had known more violence
than she had. Being
Lucius’
son, Draco had been present several times when Lucius was going to make
an example of someone. And
considering
how great his knowledge of dark spells, he had quite an active imagination.
Throwing back
the green satin coverlet, Draco swung out of bed and crossed the room to
his dresser where he
changed into
a thick school robe. He exited his room and entered a long dark hall dimly
lit with dripping candles.
Doors led
off of from either side into other dorm rooms but Draco headed straight
down towards the common
room.
It was empty
and silent when he got there. Surveying the room he went to the portrait
hole and slipped out. He
wanted to
pick over the letter again; maybe something would give him a clue as to
what was really going on. Draco
knew that
this was probably an effort in futility, all of his tricks had been taught
to him by Lucius, there was little
doubt that
he would have been extra cautious in his wording. But Draco couldn’t
sleep and it would help him to
focus on something,
anything.
The walk to
the library took a long time, he’d had to hide several times behind suits
of armor and even ducked into
a deserted
classroom a time or too. The blasted cat kept trying to sneak up on him.
The mangy thing seemed to
know that
he was there but just couldn’t find him. He was surprised that there
hadn’t been any teachers roaming the
halls. It
use to seem as if they were everywhere when he snuck out with Crabbe and
Goyle. It felt like a very long
time since
he had snuck out with them. Or had gone out with Pansy to take in the view
from the Astronomy tower.
But he didn’t
miss it. Most of his free time was spent working with Hermione, thinking
of Hermione, or fighting with
her. And of
course, he had messed that up again, he had hurt her again. No sooner had
she forgiven him for some
nasty indiscretion
than he went and did another one. Honestly, if he had been in her position
he probably would
have hexed
himself by now. Draco frowned as he thought; he just wasn’t very good
at being nice.
He reached
their room and unlocked the door. As it opened a glimmer of light shone
through the crack and he
opened it
all the way with a bit of surprise and found her sitting at the table,
deeply involved with her book. She
glanced up
and for a moment her brown eyes held relief but they changed suddenly to
fear and then worry as if
she were remembering
something. She looked back down.
His letter lay on the table where it had been left earlier. “Isn’t it a little late?” He asked quietly.
“I couldn’t
sleep,” she muttered, “I had a dream.” She added when he looked at
her more closely. “Why are you
here?”
“I couldn’t sleep either,” he replied.
“Bad dream?”
“Probably,
but the details seem to have slipped my mind at the moment.” Draco closed
the door behind him. She
jumped a little
at the sound that it made. “So what was your dream about?” Draco asked
with interest; she wasn’t
usually so
jumpy.
“Nothing,” she muttered looking away from him, which was always a sign that it had definitely been something.
“Was I in it?” He smirked seductively.
“No!” She
cried out in alarm and he just grinned more, she wasn’t very skilled
at lying. “And even if you were in my
dream, it
wasn’t that type of dream.”
“But you’ve had those types of dreams before? About me?” Draco grinned with triumphant delight.
“I…I didn’t say that,” Hermione’s voice faltered and she blushed.
Draco smirked at her and she buried her head in her arms. “You’re such a prat Malfoy, you know that, right?”
“You might
have mentioned it once or twice Granger.” He said gently still smiling.
“So your dream, which wasn’t
that type
of dream, what was it about?” He sat down on the window bench and looked
at her.
“I’m not sure, maybe a warning?” Hermione muttered, lifting her head to look at him.
“I thought that you didn’t hold with all that divination mumbo- jumbo.”
“I don’t
normally, this just seemed different though.” Hermione flipped another
page in the book and started to
make more
notes. “I think that I might almost have something, but I’m not sure,
I’m having difficulty with the
translation.”
Draco held
out his hand for the book and Hermione glared at him momentarily before
joining Draco on the window
seat. Draco
examined the book; it was one of the first encrypted ones that they had
worked from.
“I remember
this book.” He muttered and began to look over her translation. “Well
you’ve done pretty good
considering
that Latin isn’t your strongest subject.”
Hermione glowered
at him and Draco knew immediately that she had just fought down the urge
to push him off the
bench. She
chose instead to ignore his comment. “This word here, and that phrase
the next paragraph down. I can’t
figure out
either of those.”
Draco glanced
over what she had just pointed out and then his eyes widened. “I know
what this means,” he said
quickly pointing
to the phrase. “It says nex necis. It’s what they use to call the unforgivable
curses, the original name.”
“What?” Hermione asked, the color draining from her face.
“Oh don’t
tell me that they keep you little Gryffindors that sheltered? The unforgivable
curses, you know, Cruciatus,
Imperius,
and Av…”
Hermione interceded, “of course I know what they are! But why is he writing about them?”
Draco frowned, “well it’s probably because they were created right about that time as well.”
“They were? I didn’t know that.” Hermione was starting to get her color back.
“Well it
isn’t a very well known fact, but supposedly they were created by some
group of wizards during the seizure
of the Ministry
back at the turn of the fifteenth century.”
Hermione looked surprised, “how do you know that?”
Draco grinned
with pride; “well I just put my knowledge of the dark arts together with
that scroll you lent me by
Greyson. I’m
can be very ingenious at times.”
“I’m thrilled
that your knowledge of all things dark and evil is so great Draco.” Hermione
said sourly. “So then the
wizards that
took hold of the ministry created those spells.”
“No,” Draco
said quickly, “no, they were made by someone else. Lucius always said
that we owed a great deal to
a few unknown
simpletons that were trying to do the right thing.”
Hermione sat
quietly, the fingers of one hand were absentmindedly playing with a lock
of dark hair, “You don’t
think,”
she paused and then continued in a whispered voice, “that O’Leary created
them? He couldn’t have, could
he? They’re
evil spells.”
“Well he
sounded rather desperate in his earlier journals.” Draco said thoughtfully.
“And we know that he can make
his own spells.”
“B…but,
they’re evil.” Hermione whispered again in apparent shock. “And he
was good, he couldn’t have, he
wouldn’t
have!”
“Just because they’re evil spells, that doesn’t mean that they aren’t useful.” Draco said automatically.
Hermione looked
at him with a horrified expression before standing up, “you’re terrible.
Really, really horrible. Do
you know that?”
“Well it’s
true.” Draco replied simply, as he watched her begin to angrily to pace
around the little room. “Just because
something
does bad things, that doesn’t mean that it has no place in our world.”
“Those spells
have hurt so many people, don’t you understand that? That one spell killed
Harry’s parents! Don’t
you care?”
Hermione didn’t give him time to respond as she continued on ranting.
“Of course you don’t care, you’re
almost just
as bad as those death eaters, no matter what you say. You’re just mean,
and nasty, and evil…”
“I am not evil! And I’m certainly no death eater!” Draco snapped breaking Hermione’s tirade in-mid breath.
“Why not?” She asked him softly, the anger gone from her eyes, only curiosity left.
“Because of you; I think,” he replied quietly.
“That doesn’t make any sense.” Hermione came and sat back down next to Draco.
“I know that it doesn’t.” He muttered.
She closed her eyes for a moment. “Draco, are you in danger because of me?”
Her question
held so many unanswerable worries and so many hopes. Draco felt a sudden
unbearable pressure with
her words
and lashed out before thinking. “Of course I’m in danger because of
you. What? Did you think my father
would be happy
if he knew that I enjoy kissing a mudblood?”
There was an
echoing moment of silence in which Draco fervently wished that he had been
born a mute before
Hermione stood
up. She didn’t look at him, only quietly gathered her things. Pausing
before the door she finally met
his eyes.
And for once, Draco knew exactly what they said; she wasn’t coming back.
He launched
himself after her and Hermione pushed through the door. She darted down
the walkway to the stairs
but Draco
was faster. He grabbed her arm and jerked her backwards. She struggled
against him and her hand darted
towards her
pocket where he knew her wand was. He forced it out of her hand as she
pulled it out and she glared up
at him with
furious eyes.
“I’ll scream,” she hissed.
“You won’t,” he replied firmly hoping that he sounded more sure than he was.
He dragged
her back into the room and pulled the door closed behind him. She was still
struggling to break his grip,
but she wasn’t
having much luck.
“Would you
stop that? You’re just wasting your time, not to mention your energy.”
Just to make sure, Draco
tightened
his grip.
Hermione glared at him but stopped struggling.
“Look, I’m sorry,” he began gently, “I don’t think of you like that, not anymore. You know that I don’t.”
“I don’t
know anything about what you think Malfoy. You’re always saying something
different, or even worse, not
saying anything
at all and I’m rather sick of it.” The fight seemed to be going out
of her and she sagged slightly, “I fight
with you more
than I fight with Ron.”
Draco felt
a hot flash of anger, “well if being with me is so terrible, why don’t
you go be with him.” And with that
Draco let
go her and she stumbled backwards.
Her eyes sparked
dangerously and she seemed to swell in anger, “I’m not with you!”
She stepped to him and pointed
her finger
at him. “The only time we’re ever together is in this room.”
“Is that it then?” He snapped, stepping closer to her.
“Of course that’s it, we wouldn’t want to soil your good name by associating with a mudblood.”
“It doesn’t
have anything to do with my name!” Draco’s head was beginning to hurt
and he knew that if they got
much louder,
surely someone would hear.
“Doesn’t have to do with your name? Of cou…”
Hermione’s
voice had risen to such a shrill crescendo that Draco imagined that he
could hear doors opening closing
and could
see Filch pounding up the stairs. Knowing that he needed to silence Hermione,
Draco did something that
would generally
be considered very foolhardy. He kissed her, breaking off her rant mid-sentence.
She was so
surprised that she didn’t do anything for several seconds, which was
enough time for Draco to pull her
closer to
him. And when she finally did respond to his advance, it wasn’t by pushing
him away, but by pulling him
even closer,
her hands curling around the back of his neck.
Draco didn’t
pause to question this surprising turn of events, he was too busy becoming
aware of how every part of
his body seemed
to have woken up. He was wondering at how a rush of endorphins from a few
simple kisses could
have such
a profound effect on him. A faraway part of Draco’s mind was marveling
at how he could want Hermione
more than
anything else. His mouth left hers and began to trace across her jaw. She
tilted her head back and his lips
came to rest
at the silkily soft skin right below her ear. He breathed in the scent
of her hair, a faint trace of vanilla.
Draco broke
away without letting go and studied her face. Her eyes opened and met his.
“You’re with me now,” he whispered huskily.
Hermione closed her eyes, “I’m with you now,” she agreed in a breathless voice.
Draco kissed
her again, his lips zealously seeking hers. Her fingers tightened, pulling
his pale hair. He drew her along
with him as
he stumbled through the stacks that littered the room. They found their
way to the window seat and Draco
pulled her
down with him as he sat. One armed wrapped around her back holding her
close while his other hand
cupped her
face. Her own hands dropped from his neck and ran along his chest, finding
a way through his robes, her
cool fingers
leaving little burning wakes upon his skin. He hadn’t bothered to put
a shirt on when he had left, only
taking time
to drape a robe over his shoulders and pajama bottoms, and the first moment
her fingers found contact he
was immensely
thankful for his earlier haste.
Hermione pulled
him along with her as she leaned farther down against the seat and Draco
certainly put up no
argument as
he kissed the shallow hollow at the base of her throat. Draco pulled up
from her and gazed at her face,
hers cheeks
had become rosy and her eyes were glassy. The sudden lack of contact seemed
to almost pain her and
she breathed
hard. He held her gaze and gently lifted a hand to brush a stray curl back.
She shivered against him as
his fingers
touched her temple. Draco swallowed, finding his mouth suddenly very dry,
and let his hand trace back
down her face.
Hermione’s eyes widened when she seemed to realize what he was attempting
but she made no
effort to
stop his fingers as they found the clasp of her robe.
He pushed the
dark cloth away, forcing himself to move slowly, not giving into his desire
to rip it to pieces. A
slightly bemused
expression spread across his face as he realized that Hermione was also
wearing her pajamas under
her robe,
supple flannel with a pattern of small stars. Hermione seemed to notice
his expression and frowned. Draco
sensed that
she was about to say something and he kissed her again before she could.
And once again, Hermione
melted into
his arms. Under his robes, Hermione’s hands gripped his shoulders and
brought him closer.
Her closeness
was intoxicating and Draco was having a hard time fighting the urge to
go faster, to kiss harder. He
didn’t want
to do anything that would make her slap him and storm away again. Draco
realized that his hands had
slid down
her sides and had paused at the bottom of her nightshirt; it had risen
up a bit and exposed a stretch of pale
skin right
above her navel. She stiffened as his fingers explored the naked skin.
His fingertips paused at the hem of
her shirt
before sliding under the warm fabric. They moved further up and she whimpered
softly. Her hands suddenly
pulled out
of his robes and she caught his before they could go any farther.
She held his
hands in her own, her eyes pleading for forgiveness. Draco sat back, his
hands still clasped tightly; he
took a deep
breath and tried to calm himself. Hermione’s eyes began to sparkle with
an early hint of tears. She
seemed on
the verge of getting up when Draco pulled his hands from hers and shifted
her so that she was leaning
against him.
He draped an arm around her shoulders and gently kissed the crown of her
head.
She had gone
very rigid when he pulled her to him, but she finally let out a deep breath
and let her head rest upon
his chest.
He listened to her breathe without saying a word. Draco knew from past
experience that it was a good idea
to keep his
mouth shut and avoid the possibility of saying something impeccably stupid.
Hermione grew more still and
eventually
Draco knew that she had fallen asleep. He waited a few moments more, enjoying
the defenseless closeness
of her. He
wasn’t sure if he had ever been near someone that trusted him this much.
Draco smiled
and closed his own eyes, not believing that he would sleep, but wanting
very much to have this moment
extend indefinitely.
His head seemed to become heavier and before he knew it, before he could
fight against it, Draco
had slipped
into a deep and blessedly dreamless sleep.
He knew that
it was ridiculous to believe that her absence was what woke him up several
hours later when the sun
had finally
cleared the horizon of mountains. Draco knew that it was probably just
his internal clock telling him that
he would be
late for potions if he didn’t get up soon. But he couldn’t help but
feel, when he opened his eyes that
morning and
found the room deserted, that her non-existent presence had been responsible.
Draco hadn’t
even been surprised when he jolted awake. A breeze ruffled the scrolls
on the table as if she had just
shut the door
but when he had peered down the slowly lightening walkway it was empty.
Shafts of early
morning sunlight had begun to stream through the high windows and Draco
remembered that he was
still wearing
his pajamas. If he went to change now he would just make it in time for
class. Professor Snape might
favor the
Slytherins, but he had always frowned upon tardiness. Draco sped out of
the room, pausing long enough
to lock the
door, hoping that if anyone saw him, they would just assume that he had
gotten up especially early,
instead of
staying up especially late.
Draco settled
himself into his seat and glanced around the dungeon. The entire class
was nearly here, minus Hermione.
Potter and
Weasley were wearing equally surprised faces; Hermione was never late.
By chance, or maybe suspicion,
Potter glanced
at Draco. Not wanting to disappoint, Draco treated the Gryffindor boy to
a knowing smirk.
All eyes turned
as the door flew opened with a noticeable rush of haste, and Hermione practically
tripped into the
room.
“Ahh, Ms. Granger, I am so pleased that you have decided to join us for class today.” Professor Snape said coldly.
“Professor Snape, I’m so sorry. I…” Hermione tried to explain.
“I don’t
want to hear your paltry attempts at an excuse. Ten points from Gryffindor.
Now sit down before you hold
up our precious
class time even more than you already have.” Snape’s bracing voice
made Draco frown; she had
apologized
after all.
Hermione nodded
quickly, looking very embarrassed, and started towards her seat. She stopped
when she saw
Draco. Her
eyes went wide and she blushed deeply. Draco felt like he should say something
to her, which was
absurd really
since Snape was impatiently waiting for her to take her seat.
“Something wrong Ms. Granger? I never knew that Mr. Malfoy was so interesting.”
Hermione gasped and then fled to her seat turning her back on Draco.
Draco found
himself glaring at his favorite professor now. Normally Draco found it
amusing when Professor Snape
gave the Gryffindors
flak, but Hermione hadn’t really deserved all that. It was obvious from
the deep circles under
her eyes that
she hadn’t gotten much sleep the night before. Thinking of the night
before made Draco break out into
a wide smirk
and he leaned back in his chair and let himself remember.
His potion
was bubbling along quite nicely which was surprising since he had spent
most of the class watching
Hermione carefully
measure out her ingredients. She had pulled her dark brown hair back into
a loose bun that she
had affixed
simply with a single band. Draco thought that it looked rather evocative,
the back of her slender neck
naked except
for a few wispy tendrils that had escaped.
As he watched
one of the other Gryffindor girls, Lavender he thought, started up the
aisle. She slipped on the hem
of her robe,
which was fashionably too long and stumbled into Hermione. There was a
boom as Hermione’s pinch
of powdered
lotus root turned into a handful. Lavender fell down crying, holding her
hands over her face. But Draco
couldn’t
care less about her; he had already pushed past the fallen girl. Hermione
was staring at her melted cauldron;
a thick acidic
green liquid was still spilling over the edge of her table. Draco reached
her before almost anyone else
had time to
react. He noticed right away that her hands were covered in the same green
fluid, as was the front of her
robe. She
seemed oblivious however as she raised her eyes to look at the other girl.
“Lavender?” She whispered dully.
Professor Snape
was roaring up the aisle to them and Draco, having seen the affect that
lotus root burns could have
started to
wrap Hermione’s hands in rags. She seemed oblivious to him as she looked
at the other girl. Draco quickly
undid the
clasp of her robes and pulled it off of her, luckily enough for Hermione,
she enjoyed wearing muggle clothes
under her
robes. Unlike some witches who would have been putting on quite a show
in their knickers, Hermione was
wearing a
simple sweater and a brown, pleated skirt. Draco balled the smoldering
robes and dropped them on top
of the demolished
cauldron.
“Lavender are you all right?” Hermione’s voice was quavering from shock and pain.
“What have
you done you idiot girl!” Professor Snape, who had pulled Lavender’s
hands away from her face to
reveal that
only a few burning drops had struck, bellowed at Hermione.
“Is she all right? I hadn’t meant to. It was an accident.”
“An accident? There are no accidents.” Professor Snape pulled Lavender to her feet.
Lavender was crying uncontrollably and Professor Snape was glowering at Hermione.
“Professor
Snape,” Potter cried out, coming to stand next to Draco, “it wasn’t
Hermione’s fault, Lavender stumbled,
she knocked
into Hermione.”
Draco nodded quickly knowing that Snape would be far more likely to believe him than Potter.
“I don’t
care, Granger knows better than to measure lotus root above an open cauldron.”
Snape’s glare never left
Hermione.
“Get out of my class. Take Ms. Brown to the hospital wing and don’t
come back until you’ve written me
five feet
about proper safety standards in Potion making.”
Hermione nodded
mutely and wrapped a swathed arm around the other girl’s shoulders and
led her from the room,
her shoulders
shaking.
And for the
first time in his entire life, Draco found his own voice raised in anger
with the Gryffindors, not against.
Potter and
Weasley were now on either side of him and both boys looked at him in surprise.
But in the chaos, no
one else noticed
Draco.
“Sit down!” Snape’s generally calm voice cracked in anger and the room began to quiet.
“It wasn’t her fault,” Draco snapped back at the Professor.
“Yeah,” Weasley spit angrily, “it was Lavender who wasn’t paying attention.”
“Goyle did the same thing last week, he’s just singling Hermione out because she’s a Gryffindor.” Potter muttered.
“Of course he is,” Draco agreed.
There was an
awkward pause and the three boys looked at each other in silence. Draco
then turned on his heel and
headed back
to his seat. He spent the rest of the class with a look of boredom masking
his trepidation.
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