***Okay…
so my belief was that I should be able to post more often, but then I had
to go and get blocked.
I swear, I
had most of this chapter done two weeks ago, but then I just couldn’t
finish. Very frustrating. (
****And thank you Thalia for all the wonderful adjectives! (
Their Room
by
aleximoon
Chapter
23
Watcher
in the Woods
“Now, now
girl, stop crying. It’s not so bad.” Madame Pomfrey tutted gently as
she examined Lavender’s face.
“Ms. Granger
took the brunt of it I think.”
Hermione was
worriedly sitting on the bed next to Lavender. “Will she be all right?
I can’t believe I was so stupid
to do that.”
Madame Pomfrey
began to tenderly dab a little bit of some dark blue cream onto Lavender’s
face. “There now,
all better.
You only got burned a little bit. It will all be cleared up by lunch. You,
on the other hand,” she said turning
to Hermione,
“you need to keep these bandages on until tomorrow morning.”
Hermione looked crestfallen, “that long? But I have homework to do.”
Madame Pomfrey
gave Hermione a penetrating gaze; it was unusual to have students complain
about not being able
to do their
homework. “I’m sure you’ll make do.” She said finally after deciding
that Hermione was not, in fact, pulling
her leg.
Hermione turned to Lavender again, “are you all right? I’m really very sorry.”
Lavender, who
had finally managed to stop crying, looked at her with wet, red eyes and
said in a shaky voice, “it’s all
right Hermione.
I’m the one that tripped into you.”
“I know,
but Snape was right, I shouldn’t have been measuring the lotus root over
my cauldron. I know better than
that.”
And she did
know better than that. Hermione knew all the safety rules when it came
to Potions. And measuring your
ingredients
away from heat was foremost on the list. But she had been distracted, had
been distracted ever since she
had come into
the classroom. Ever since she had let him catch her eyes, and then it was
too late, he had her. Hermione
had spent
the rest of the class with faintly flushed cheeks, shaky hands, and what
felt like a thousands butterflies
fluttering
about in her stomach.
She couldn’t
be sure, but Hermione could swear that someone was watching her throughout
most of the class, and
she could
easily guess who that person might have been. But Hermione hadn’t dared
turn around to see. For as long
as she didn’t
look, she wouldn’t know for certain. And not knowing seemed much safer
than the possibility that
Draco Malfoy
was watching her, and remembering.
“Well I’m
done with the two of you.” Madame Pomfrey’s voice pulled Hermione out
of her internal ponderings and
back into
the hospital wing. “Now you remember what I said, Ms. Granger, you keep
those bandages on. You
needed more
ointment than Ms. Brown did and it won’t sink in if it’s exposed to
air.”
Hermione nodded
wordlessly and stood up. She looked at her hands; they were covered in
thick white wrappings.
Things always
seemed to happen to her hands. It was as if fate knew that the only true
torture for Hermione was to
somehow keep
her from doing her class work. And as she gingerly tried flexing her fingers,
Hermione knew that
there wasn’t
any way she’d be writing tonight. Even without the encompassing weight
of the bandages, moving her
stiff fingers
caused more pain than she would care to repeat.
Lavender and
Hermione parted ways at the stairwell above the entrance hall. Lavender
was intending on using her
afternoon
off to mix together some of her Mavis’ Magical Makeup with a bit of Hannah
Abbot’s muggle blush,
supposedly
this created quite an interesting combination that Parvarti swore could
be seen from almost a kilometer
away. Hermione
personally couldn’t understand why you would want to glow like a traffic
light, but she was getting
along with
Lavender far too well to actually say so. Hermione did politely refuse
the makeover that Lavender eagerly
offered and
decided to take a walk around the lake instead.
A light spring
breeze drifted across the crystalline water of the lake and Hermione was
pleased that it wasn’t cold.
In only a
few short months they would be taking their OWLS. Hermione grimaced, she
could be using this time to
study for
them, but no, she had to go and blow up a cauldron.
Hermione stopped
near the edge of the lake; the Forbidden Forest was once again encroaching
on the path that
traced the
bank. She had read in Hogwarts: A History that every few years magic had
to be used to drive back the
forest. The
trees themselves seemed to have a mind of their own and sometimes appeared
to want to devour the
school. Hermione
shivered as the sun passed behind a cloud leaving an ominous shadow reaching
for her from the
dark trees.
And quite suddenly, Hermione knew that she was being watched.
She spun around
but there was no one there. The feeling still lingered however, the icy
absolute belief that someone
was staring
at her. The feeling was so intense, and the intensity was familiar.
“Draco?” She called out softly, her voice traveling farther than she had meant it too.
Hermione continued
to nervously scan the woods. Her eyes fell upon a splash of sinister movement
deep in the
canopy of
green. For a moment she thought she saw a figure.
“’ermione?”
Hermione cried out and whirled back around as Hagrid’s voice rumbled to her. Hagrid was walking along the path.
“Hagrid,
there’s someone…” But Hermione’s voice trailed off as she looked
back into the forested gloom. There
wasn’t anyone
there. “I thought I saw…” Hermione frowned bewilderedly.
“Why are’n yeh in class?” Hagrid asked coming to stand next to Hermione.
The sun escaped
from behind the passing clouds and once again, the path was blanketed in
the warm spring light.
The portentous
trees seemed to have almost recoiled under the lash of sunlight and Hermione’s
feeling of being
watched had
all but vanished. She gave the suspicious thicket one last glance before
turning to Hagrid, who was
waiting for
an answer. In response, Hermione held up her bandaged hands.
“Wha’ happened? Did Neville blow up a cauldron again?”
“No,” Hermione said glumly, “I did.”
Hagrid choked back a chuckle and said in a commiserating voice, “well, tha’ happens e’en to the best of us.”
“I can’t
even do my homework,” Hermione muttered morosely, feeling rather sorry
for herself as she suddenly found
that one of
her hands had become immensely itchy.
“Well yeh
can come and ‘elp me then. Don’ worry, yeh won’ be needin’ yer
hands.” Hagrid grinned toothily. “Just
got me some
bimestris in today. And I’m havin’ a hard time keepin’ calm while
I unpack ‘em.”
Hermione walked along with Hagrid, glad to have something to do, and relieved to be no longer walking alone.
She had never
heard of a bimestris' before, which was never a good sign since Hermione
had a rather expansive
knowledge
of magical creatures and Hagrid had been known to have a fondness for illegal
class subjects. The feeling
of foreboding
grew as they approached his clearing and a shrill sound could be heard.
Upon reaching the hut, the
noise was
almost unbearable, it seemed like a thousand tiny voices were squealing
in terror. However, her unease all
but disappeared
when she saw just what Hagrid was talking about. Inside several open crates
near his door, were
very small,
different colored, furry animals. The animals themselves, which were no
bigger than the palm of Hermione’s
hand were
squealing in fright and scrabbling over each other in a rush to get to
nowhere. A few of the furry little beasts
paused their
frantic struggle and looked up at Hermione with undisguised interest, their
pink noses twitching, before
giving back
into their fit of fright and rejoined the fray.
“Hagrid,” Hermione asked smiling, “what do they do?”
“Well, when
they aren’ bein so skittish, they do all sorts of things.” Hagrid reached
his hand down to one of them and
like a school
of fish they all sheared off just out reach. “They’re generally used
to get rid of weeds in wizards’ gardens.
Yeh see, they
love to munch on fresh grass and such, but they 'lways seem to know which
plants not to touch.” Hagrid
smiled affectionately
at the scurrying little things. “Oh, 'nd since yeh c' see how skittish
they are, yeh hardly ever see
‘em. Yeh
could put 'bou a hundred of ‘em into Professor Sprout’s greenhouse
and n'ver see a single one. They’re
kinda like
house elves in that respect.”
“Well I think
it’s wrong for everyone to expect the house-elves to stay out of sight.
Of course, that’s probably how
most people
have been able to overlook the cruel conditions that a house elf lives
under in the wizarding society. Out
of sight out
of…”
“’ermione,” Hagrid said gently, “you’re upsettin’ the bimestris.”
Hermione broke
off her rant and glanced back down into the crate and found that the little
furry rodents were now
even more
frantic than they had been a moment before. “Oh I’m sorry,” she said
quickly to Hagrid, “I hadn’t meant
to frighten
them. How do we calm them down?”
“Well, they 'lways seem t' like a good hum.”
“A what?” Hermione asked.
“A hum, they
like humming. But no' mine fer some reason.” Hagrid’s grin momentarily
faded over this. “But I think
they migh'
like yers.”
Hermione glanced at the bimestris and then back at Hagrid, “what should I hum?”
“Eny ol' tun'll work.”
She furrowed
her brow and tried to think of a song. Being suddenly put on the spot had
momentarily wiped all songs
from her head.
Hermione took a breath and finally began to hum a slow melodic tune. A
song that she couldn’t quite
remember the
words to, although looking back on it, Hermione would have remembered that
it was the same tune that
she danced
to so very long ago out in the garden when the snow was still falling.
One by one,
the bimestris took notice of the gentle humming and they began to sway
slowly along with the sound,
allowing Hagrid
the opportunity to reach down and pluck them up. He examined their fur
and their eyes and gave
each one a
smart tap on the nose, which made the bimestris squirm, squeal, and then
finally sneeze a fine dust that
sparkled as
it dispersed in the air. Then Hagrid kindly deposited each one into a large
hutch that was waiting nearby.
Hermione spent
the rest of the afternoon keeping the bimestris distracted while Hagrid
went through this process
again and
again until each and every single one had been examined and then put into
their new home. When they
were finished,
Hermione bid her adieus and walked back up to the school. With her heart
fairly light and her mood
mild. Even
if she couldn’t do her homework, she had still been helpful to a teacher
and that always made Hermione
happy. She
had just reached the door when she felt the urge to glance back over her
shoulder. There, at the edge
of the forest,
stood a figure. Hermione squinted her eyes against the setting sun, trying
to see if it was Hagrid, but
the figure
was gone back into the darkness before she had a chance. Hermione stood
nervously, watching for a
moment longer
before continuing on into the school.
A gust of wind
blew the portrait shut behind her and Hermione flinched, she couldn’t
explain it, she did not consider
herself to
be a high-strung person. Well, yes, maybe when it came to her studies,
that was all though. But Hermione
had felt as
if she had been walking on eggshells all day. The halls of the school had
seemed strangely deserted when
she returned
from Hagrid’s hut earlier that afternoon. The bright sun couldn’t seem
to penetrate the inner halls of the
school. The
normally dazzling fires and cheery candles only served to spread deep shadows
that reached hungry
fingers towards
Hermione.
There was a
creak behind her and Hermione held her breath. A hand came down on her
shoulder and she felt
something
wild and panicky come to life inside of her. Hermione spun around and struck
out as hard as she could.
There was
an exclamation and the hand fell away.
Fred stumbled
away from Hermione, grasping his side where Hermione had just punched him.
George stood behind
him in the
portrait hole, staring with open shock.
“Ow Hermione!” Fred grumbled, “what was that for?”
“Fred?”
Hermione seemed to be having trouble catching up with the moment. “Oh
goodness, Fred. I’m so sorry.”
Hermione stepped
towards him.
George had
started to snicker. Hermione and Fred both glared at him but he only began
to laugh harder. “That’s
what you get,
Fred!” He said in gasps, “I told you not to go around, sneaking up
on the girls. It might be okay for
those Hufflepuffs
you were so taken with earlier, but our Gryffindor girls are a whole other
class.”
“Shut up George,” Fred exclaimed mildly, some of the color returning to his face.
“I’m so
sorry Fred, I didn’t know it was you. I thought…I don’t know what
I thought.” Hermione felt just awful, she
didn’t consider
herself to be a violent person either.
The portrait
hole opened again, Ron and Harry climbed through, laboring over a large
stack of books that they had
taken out
from the library for their Charms homework.
“What’s so funny?” Ron asked cautiously.
“Nothing!” Fred interjected.
“Why are you holding your side like that?” Harry wondered as Fred grimaced.
“Nothing,”
George agreed, “Fred just found out that our Hermione is going to grow
up to be a boxer for the national
British circuit.”
Hermione blushed as Harry and Ron turned to look her. “Well he did sneak up on me.” She said contritely.
“It’s all
right Hermione, I’ll forgive you, in time. Maybe after a long, painful
recovery, I’ll be able to find the strength
to look past
this slight and…” Fred broke off as Hermione glowered at him. He suddenly
fell to his knees, clasping
his hands
together in front of his chest; he crawled towards her, “please don’t
hit me again Hermione. I’ll do anything!
Please.”
Fred begged.
“Oh for heaven’s
sake,” Hermione turned her back on the four boys who were now howling
with laughter and
walked back
out through the portrait hole. She was almost to the library when Hermione
realized that she had meant
to go to her
dorm room before her friends had waylaid her.
Whispering
voices echoed off of the voluminous stacks of books and Hermione breathed
in deeply, air that wasn’t
quite stale,
but certainly old. She loved it, the smell of books and bindings, the quiet
of so many students intent on
learning,
even old Madame Pince, with her officious glare always felt like a welcome
to Hermione.
The little
room was empty, but she hadn’t expected Draco to be there anyway. It
was oddly comforting to not have
him here.
She could sit and do work and not have to worry about him. Not that she
could do anything with her
bandages on.
Hermione sat down glumly. Her brow crinkled as she stared bleakly at a
stack of books. She fought
back a yawn;
Hermione hadn’t gotten much sleep the night before, what with Draco and
all.
Draco, Hermione
sighed dreamily, he plagued her thoughts constantly. She knew that it was
ridiculous to let herself
feel something
for him. He was a Slytherin, and she was a Gryffindor. He was as pureblooded
as a wizard could
come and she
was just a lowly muggle-born. Her friends hated him, and he seemed to revel
in their loathing. Hermione
knew all the
reason why she couldn’t fall for Draco Malfoy. Her methodical mind always
saw the truth, but no matter
what her mind
told her, Hermione couldn’t fight down the intense happiness she felt
when Draco would look at her
when he thought
she wasn’t paying attention. When his smirk would fade into a gentle
smile. Or the pleasure she felt
when he would
brush her hair back from her face. Or the peculiar tingling that she felt
when he touched her.
Hermione groaned
and buried the memories as far back in her head as she could. Forcing herself
to think of anything
other than
Draco, her mind stumbled back upon her earlier unease by the lake, and
then the continued discomfort that
she had felt
while walking through the halls. Even after all of the terrible things
that had happened to Harry inside of
Hogwarts and
the surrounding grounds, Hermione still believed Hogwarts to be one of
the safest places in all of
England, and
yet a trace of her fear still lingered on the periphery of her subconscious.
That absolute knowledge that
someone had
been watching her by the lake had frightened her. Had there really been
someone there?
The fire in
the grate snapped and Hermione jumped. “This is ridiculous!” She snapped
out loud, the sound a relief in
the all too
silent room.
Hermione began
to furiously tug at her bandages, finally managing to untangle one end.
She began to carefully unwrap
her damaged
hands, she didn’t care that they were supposed to stay wrapped for at
least another hour, she had to
find something
to occupy her mind. Her hands were raw and red looking, but there weren’t
any open sores. Hermione
flexed them
a few times trying to relieve the stiffness and then tentatively picked
up a quill and held it loosely, testing it.
Her fingers
twitched with a spasm of pain and Hermione gritted her teeth, determined
to force her hand to do what
she wanted
it to do. For a few minutes, Hermione didn’t think she would be able
to do it, but Gryffindors are
tenacious
and after awhile, the sharp pain emanating from her fingers subsided and
she threw herself into the work.
They had been
progressing nicely, Draco and her, but in the past month since they had
discovered the spell books,
they had focused
on little else than interpreting and then testing each spell that they
found. The other books had been
neglected,
and with the school year more than half over already, Hermione worried
that they might not finish.
Professor
Vector had never said whether she expected all the work to be completed
by the end of term. Hermione
wondered if
maybe they could work on it over the summer. She tried to imagine herself
sitting with Draco at Florean
Fortescue's
Ice Cream Parlor scrutinizing some ancient text written in Latin and then
transcribed into an Arithmantic
code. It almost
seemed like a date. Hermione grinned wryly to herself.
Another thought
occurred to her then, what was Draco going to do over the summer? If he
wasn’t speaking to his
father, and
if Lucius was so dangerous, was he going back to the Manor? Maybe he had
some relative somewhere
that would
take him in. Hermione didn’t think Draco would be very happy over the
idea of ‘being taken in’ and she
also doubted
whether there was a relation that Lucius Malfoy couldn’t control. Hermione
didn’t even consider
Draco’s
mother. She had little doubt that the story of some grand illness was all
just a farce to upset Draco.
Sighing, Hermione
cleared a space on the table on then went to fetch some of the long neglected
tomes. She pushed
one crate
over towards the table with the tip of her toe, not wanting to use her
hands any more than she had to. Her
face flushed
pink with exertion and Hermione strained harder in order to move the large
box. There was a creaking
noise, and
the old wood that made up crate gave way and Hermione stumbled and fell
into a pile of boxes.
She lay stunned
for a moment not believing the horrendous luck that she was having today.
A thick cloud of dust
had risen
when she landed and now it was settling back over everything, causing Hermione,
who was not a good
conductor
for dust, to sneeze.
“I should just go back to my room and go to bed!” Hermione grumbled crossly under her breath.
She got to
her feet and began to carefully restack the books that she had fallen into.
Turning back to the box that
had been her
downfall, literally, she noticed that just poking through the hole she
had created was a thin and very
fragile looking
piece of folded up parchment.
Hermione was
so use to looking at Arithmancy codes and Latin translations now that it
took her a moment to
recognize
English. It was old English of course, but Hermione would pick it over
Latin any day. The paper turned
out to be
a letter written in the same scratchy style that O’Leary used.
My Dear McKenna,
I know not
where to begin. It has been such a long time since I have seen the waters
that surround
our old homestead,
and I fear that it might be longer still before I return. I wish not to
alarm you, only
to pray that
you’ll remember me to my young nieces and nephew. Our resistance has
been futile thus
far. I know
that every able-bodied wizard must help fight back this plague, but you
know that I was
never one
to battle.
I have killed,
my dear sister, killed one of the dark ones. He was looking for me, he
knew of my
home in the
forest, and of my work. I could not allow him to tell the others of our
plans. Only, I had
not meant
to kill him, I swear to you I had not. I had only meant to stun, the spell
I had made was
only meant
to stun. But I was so angry, and hate-filled, and the spell took a life
all it own. And when
the putrid
green light had faded, I wished that I had never joined this fray, that
I had never taken a
wand into
my hand even.
Morson was
there when it happened; he was a witness to my sin. But he rejoiced in
the act. He
pleasured
in the horror left apparent in the dead man’s eyes. And then, I’m ashamed
to admit it,
I taught him
how. And he taught the others. We dealt a great blow to the ministry. There
was much
rejoicing
amongst my friends, but how can anything good come from so much death?
I wish only
to come home now, I wish only to relinquish this ill-forsaken quest of
righteousness
and come back.
But I fear that this is not possible, that this will never again be possible.
The letter
ended abruptly and Hermione set it back where she had found it with shaking
hands,
wishing that
it had remained hidden. Turning, Hermione let her eyes traipse over the
rest of the
collection.
A look of nauseous determination came into her eyes, and Hermione threw
herself
into the old
spell books with abandon, looking for what she hoped wouldn’t be there.
But it was.
It was well
after curfew when the door creaked open again. Hermione didn’t move at
all. Draco slipped into the
room not noticing
her immediately. Setting his bag to one side he looked up, seeing her finally.
“What’s wrong? Do your hands still hurt?” He asked her, noticing her odd behavior.
She raised
her eyes to meet his and he could tell that she had been crying, there
was a rosy hint to her face and she
sniffled.
“He did it,” she whispered.
“What?” Draco stepped to her and gently touched her cheek, “Who did what?”
“I found
it, in the books, that one there,” Hermione pointed to a book at the
far end of the table. It was bound in an
old, nondescript
binding. She was sitting in the farthest chair from the table, eyeing the
book with a look of queasy
disbelief.
“Hermione,” Draco kneeled in front of her and turned her head to look at him, “what did you find?”
Her eyes began
to mist with tears again and her voice sounded painfully fragile, “I
found Aveda Kedavra.”
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