I want this song. Now. Yarr. My cat is asleep on my monitor, again. I should probably call Mai to get my Bad Credit cd back. I miss it like the desert misses the rain. Oh man, I hate that song. Hmmm, but does the desert really miss the rain? I mean, it seems to do pretty well on its own without the rain.

This brooding feeling in the back of my mind says that I will never become a priestess on RO. Job lvl 50 is just too much.

* Males are Lucky
Sunday, November 7, 12:00 pm
"Super Drive" from Gravitation

because they don't have to deal with periods. Oh yes. Periods. The cycle. That time of the month. Mr. Dot. I hate them all. The bloated, sleepy, uncomfortable, crampingness, crankiness, mood swings blah blah blah. And the pimples. Those little fuckers. Usually I only get about 5 and complain. But noooo, this time, I have something around 25. I blame it on this stupid birth control patch (allbecauseimessedupthesystembytakingit offfortwodaysandmyperiodstartedearlyso nowitsallwhackbecausenowismy"freeweek" formyperiodexceptitsOVERandifrigginHATE YOUALL!!! But of course, that's not true) Okay, yeah. Periods. Males- be glad you don't have them. Bwahahaha.

Umm...I guess I should talk about the dance since I didn't say much. Helped decorate. We put blue christmas lights around the gym and silver raindrops on the wall. Then there were some blue and white banners in the front hall. Hahaha, SMA colors. Booyah. I went with Sarah to the cafeteria to get pop (well, she did.) There was a crazy book thing going on. Don't ask. And Ms. Tevik pops up and is like "what are you girls doing? You're not supposed to be here." And then we just looked at each other. "Wait...how did you get in?" Sarah and I just kinda saunter to the elevator and she nods knowingly. I understand that whole paragraph did not make sense.

So, after we cleaned up, we kicked it on the stairs and Alex (my little bro...the angsty one) came by and was like "What's up?" But not. So then the lines opened and guess who gets the alcohol test...AGAIN! I guess it isn't as bad as Sarah, who's gotten it three times. But I had to take the test at the last Froshmore dance.

Alex and I asked Sr. Linda what "inappropriate dancing" was, and .... .. ..... ... It was amusing. She gave examples with her hands. You could only have been there to understand.

I asked Mr. V if he had ever sent anyone to the Cool Off room and he said no. So then I asked "so...if I start making out with a random guy in front of you, would you send us to the Cool Off room?" And he responds with a somewhat wide-eyed look "No Jade...I think I would go to the Cool Off room myself and cry." Bwahahaha. And later on, I saw him looking at a group of kids freak dancing. Then he looked over to me and gave me that same wide-eyed look while I laughed at him. Pobrecito.

Yes, and Ben. My other little brother.

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<3 <3 <3

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Exactly. It was Bennerific.

Hmm, Ryuu, Chihiro and Mai wore Harry Potter houses. Mai = Slytherin, Ryuu = Ravenclaw, Chihiro = Hufflepuff. They asked me if I wanted to by Gryffindor and I politely declined ("wtf? no, you punk!") But in the end, I wore it. On my pant leg. Yeah.

That's all I can think of pertaining to the dance.

Now it's time to talk about YESTAAAARDAAAAYZ000RRR (Saturday)

I woke up around 10. I knitted (have I told you I learned how to knit? Well, I did. ph33r.) And did stuff I can't remember. Then Ben calls and we talk for about 10 mins. Maybe not even that long. Well, I was out of it. Mom and I go to a holiday bazaar with Abby and her mom and her little sister. I got a vanilla cupcake. Yaaaay. Mom also bought me this sahweet looking hat. I'll take a picture of it when it comes. Then we go to a birthday party. Where we ate (duh.) I kicked it with a few friends and we listened to music. Novia kept on racking me over J-pop bands and I was like bwaaaaah. She went to this site where the music streamed and it kept buffering and buffering and buffering and Novia kept on listening and listening and listening AND I COULDN'T HANDLE THE NESS!!! We left around 1 am.

Jenny didn't know Franz Ferdinand. Novia didn't know Gackt. This made me feel like it was the end of the world.

A couple of days ago, I randomly looked through my archives and, damn, did I have xxhardcorexx grammar/spelling errors. But did I change them? Hell no.

That is all.

* Yay for Rebounding
Saturday, November 6, 10:51 am
"Glaring Dream" from Gravitation

I honestly don't know why I've been listening to Gravitation music. It's not even that great.

So shyeah, dance last night. Booyah grandma..monSENIOR!!!! I helped set it up along with Sarah, Ren and a bunch of other people. I don't even know if the christmas lights worked during the dance.

...I should probably level up now.

* Mary of Guise Was Not Assassinated or Executed
Wednesday, November 3, 6:58 pm
"Hysteria" by Muse

Sarah and I talked last night. I don't remember what about. RO? Hmmm...then I called Monika (the goth...hehe) around 8 and watched the elections with her over the phone for a couple of hours. It grew depressing. I called the Young Democrat's Club election night parteh thing and Katie informed me that they had all sadly dispersed. She told me Jimmy-Fever looked like she was going to cry. Well, I did cry when I watched the numbers for "yes on measure 36" go up.

School today. Most students and teachers were bummed about the presidential results. The teachers constantly checked articles and polls whenever they could. I got angry with Ingrid because she was pro-36 and kept saying how it was good that it passed. I wanted to punch her. Really hard (Sometimes I wonder about my slap/punch uses.) But I didn't say anything, or do anything for that matter. During the morning, everything irritated me. I hated hearing people talk, the rustle of Samurai Michelle's chip bag, and the ASB on the intercom. Egh.

But things perked up during the motivational speaker's talk. I have a love-hate feel for motivational speakers. But I thought he was very good. He kept our attention, and he kept the student body dead silent with his stories. He had a spiff sense of humor too. Bwahaha. Yeah, I paid people compliments at the store today. Shyeah.

I went driving around for red puff paint and white shirts for the SMA Froshmore dance. Booyah. Seniors '05!

* My Body Hurts
Saturday, October 30, 11:50 pm
"Vertigo" by U2

Filipino thing. Yeah, kinda lame. Blah blah blah Jade tall maganda blah blah blah. It was 8 o'clock, and I get angry about being late. Mom brought me and we had amusing conversations in the car, like about dresses, my (future) daughter, Gabo and other stuff.

Mai's party was jawesome. Got there, walked around to see who was there. Changed into pants and flat shoes and took their lampshade because I forgot mine at home. I only wore the lampshade for 5 mins during the whole party because it was just too much. I danced a lot at first, but then I stood around and talked when this tall kid in a brown shirt went up to me and was like "my name is Ben." I'm like "really?" and he says "well, it's actually Joseph. That's my first name. But I use Ben because I couldn't spell Joseph when I was little." So I respond, "...my name's...Amy. But Jade. My first name is Jade Catherine, but you don't see anyone calling me Catherine." Yeah, he was cute. He was also 16. I adopted him as my little brother. Hmm. So I traversed back and forth between talking and dancing.

Hannah, Sarah and I went trick-or-treating. To one house. They were having a party. And it was adults. They seemed kind of confused at first. One of them was like "seriously?" But they gave us candy. So then the three of us just kinda stood around on the sidewalk for a few moments. I flashed a light at two people going towards. Joshana (sp?) and Haley. I called him commet later, like Haley's commet. I adopted him also as my little bro.

My eyes are red and I don't know why. I didn't realize it until I got home about now. My left one is really red because Holly poked it when I bit her wrist (she put it in front of my face.) Mom thought I was doing drugs -_-;; Not in the accusing way, but the pokey way. It was kinda amusing because I probably seemed high. I had trouble answering a lot of her questions. Hehe.

Freak danced with Sai, she's very good at it. Mai is not. Hannah is a comfy person to sit on. Ben/Joey/Boe's legs are too long. Sarah was Alex from A Clockwork Orange. Alex, my angsty little bro, actually danced by the end of the party. Rin stuffed something down my shirt. D didn't notice Mary Anne and I licking her ankle. It was kind of funny. I hope Holly's car didn't get towed. Sai's bf is really boring. Miyazaki...no. Mackenzie is xxposercore. Chewi's mom kicks the nose. Commet had a hat that said American Red Cross. Callie wasn't as hott as usual, which was depressing. However, her sister, Hannah was. Maybe it's because she's comfy. I don't think the punch was spiked.

Omg, I am tired.

* I Am Hungry
Saturday, October 30, 4:47 pm
"Look What You've Done" by Jet

Last night, Sarah and I went to Mai's to help her decorate for the party. Alex (my little pseudo-bro,) Rin and her bf Demitri were there. Oh God...PDA up the wazoo. Yeah, we ate pizza and put dark plastic thingies on the walls. And stuff.

After I dropped mom off at work today, I went to this altar serving changing session. Apparently, Rome sent out a new decree to the ritual of some stuff for the Church during the concecration of the bread and the wine, so we had to learn that. I kicked it with Steve/Travis/Hunter/Trevor whose name I never remember so I call him whatever I want. Got gas at Safeway and got googlied eyed (must be the stupid Otter Pops shirt.) Then I visited Mom, and slept.

Oh yeah, Chris called. That was nice. We didn't really talk about anything. Then I called Jamie to ask about the Cheney oil scandal, which he didn't know much about. Then everything blew up in my face. So, I slept again and then called Butto. We talked about crop circles and I kept laughing at him. Haha. I watched the alien crop circles/dead animal/flashing lights Unexplained Mysteries with him over the phone. And then I picked up mom from work.

I have to go to this Filipino thing with my parents. I usually don't care, but this time I have Mai's damn costume party afterwards, so I'm gonna be tired and not hungry.

I have to go find my costume now. I'm going to be a lamp.

* The Lord Hears the Cry of the Poor
Tuesday, October 26, 3:22 pm
"Out of Control" by Hoobastank

...blessed be the Lord.

Sunday was a sob fest, so mom let me stay home on Monday to recuperate (sp?) I pretty much played RO all day and worked on my college application. Went to school today.

I went to mass because, well, I'm on CMS team and it's mandatory -_-;; But this one really got to me (not the "frizzle dizzle" thing, I thought it was kind of lame...I guess only Miyazaki gets this.) It made me rethink about entering a convent. I dunno. The responsorial song, "The Lord Hears the Cry of the Poor" really got to me, and I think it got to a lot of other students as well. But yeah. It was nice.

I found out activities get my mind off of things, so maybe I should make myself more busy >.<

One of the guys that works at Rice Junkies played RO. Yeah, we were talking and he noticed the lack of the Sci-Fi Club shirt (I told him only on Mondays.) So shyeah, he was a swordie. Umm yeah, I think that was the climax of my day.

* I Played RO All Day
Saturday, October 23, 9:26 pm
"Out of Control" by Hoobastank

Called Mai last night. Don't know why. Then she three-wayed to her depressed friend, named Alex. I had fun scaring him. He is now my little brother who I shall noogie each time I see him.

I woke up in the middle of the night with a really bad stomach ache. Then I developed a fever and chills. Soon my body was shaking, and for some reason, my throat was closing in like an allergy attack. Somehow, I was thinking "I should take benadryl." But it wouldn't make sense, except for the closing throat part. Then again, it would put me to sleep easier, but I was too out of it to grab the pills out of my bag. Then I started to think "what if I had to use my epipen?" and started worrying that I didn't have the strength to inject the needle into my thigh. Yeah, I needed to calm down. I tried to think of someone to call, so they could act as some sort of tranquilizer. Normally my mom would fix everything, but she wasn't home, and I didn't want to call her. I thought Sarah, but she wouldn't be home either. Mai or Sai would be like "ugh..." So I tried Jamie, but he didn't answer. So I suffered for an hour and a half, and somehow went to sleep. Yeah, good times. I think it was something I ate.

Got out of bed around 11:30 this morning with my cat yowling outside my door. I played RO for the most part. I think the pinnacle of the day was getting two emails from Ryan.

Mai called, and she three-wayed to Ali. Yeah, no conversation there.

I am very tired.

* Nihil ex Nihilo
Friday, October 22, 5:40 pm
"Never Let You Go" by Third Eye Blind

I haven't heard this song for a long time, and no, I am not a nihilist.

Yesterday started up crappy. The night before, Jamie answered his cell with a "what do you want?" and yeah, that hurt. Then I woke up at 7:32 because my alarm didn't work. I find out 3rd block is first, which is Hon. Pre-Calc, which I do not want to be in the first thing in the morning. And I didn't do my homework for the block. And then in theatre club, I flicked a "hat" (tupperware thingy) off of a girl's head, and consequently, there was a white chocolate covered nut in it, so Fate/Pat's all like "Jade?!?! Did you just throw food?" "...no...? I pushed it off her head" And then he condemns me to mopping the stage after school. I had CMS, and I hate mopping. All throughout the day, my birth control patch did not help at all, I must have gone through at least 15 different emotions in those 8 hours.

After school, it got much better. I didn't feel like being around a lot of people, so I was happy I skipped out on CMS. Mopping gave me a strange peace of mind, and switching puns/mockery/ideas about tech with Pat cheered me up a whole lot. He also complimented me on being a good assistant conductor- which I swear to God I was not. It was an easy job, though. He wants me to "train" another one. Dude, you can't really train an assistant conductor, it's too easy. I guess music theory is helpful, and knowing where things are is too (but that I only know because of tech -_-;;) When I was finished, he pointed out how long I took, "but you're thorough, which I like." Aww, thank's Pat. And then we had a conversation about mocking and each other and then I left. Yeah, even though Pat can be really harsh and likes using the whip, he's pretty jawesome. And then Jamie apologized, which was nice. But somehow, by the end of the night, I fell asleep sobbing. Don't ask.

Shyeah, so, Founder's Day today. Our alma matar rocks. Duh. Hahaha. Ummm, I had a small taco with Kelilah and her sister, and then I went to get some pho. It was very nice. I went home and watched some Anime. Gravitation is getting horrible, and Pretear is getting pretty bad too. Then I slept.

* Driving
Wednesday, October 20, 6:50 pm
"Senyaichiya" by See Saw

I drove around today while listening to Franz Ferdinand. I stopped by the school to pick up Grendel and my abstract for Madame Bovary. Pweeh...cute...guy... T.T But I think he is younger than me. Hahahaha. He is pretty. Pretty pretty pretty. Anyhow, then I picked up stuff for mom and went to Safeway. Yay.

So now I'm at home trying to type up my outline, and it sucks. I also have a debate analysis to do for American Government -_-;; Peh. AND I WANT TO FINISH MY COLLEGE APP NOW!!!

Pu...when will Ryan email me again? T.T AAAH WHAT IF HE NEVER EMAILS ME AGAIN?!?!?!?! *runs away* So many pretty boys, I could cook them and eat them for dinner. Yar.

* Okay
Wednesday, October 20, 3:49 pm
"Jesus Freak" by DC Talk

There, I bolded the text so you can read it. I hope you're happy now. And I've decided not to do anything about the menu =P

This song is probably my favorite Christian rock song, even though I'm not much of a fan of Christian rock.

I fell asleep during math class today. I can't help it, she just kept talking and talking and talking without giving us any breaks in the long block. Meh.

I need to finish my college application tonight.

* Quite Different
Tuesday, October 19, 11:28 pm
"Calma e Sangue Freddo" by Luca Dirisio

...from the usual layouts. Well, this one is dark, too. But my last one wasn't really. Yeah...I'm still job lvl 42, so I won't be a priestess on RO for awhile T.T I hope you like the layout.

Stayed after school with Sarah to call Helen and Emeril "goobers" and talk about the play, Dracula. Good stuff. We also annoyed the hell out of Bisio by singing lyrics of whatever came out of her mouth.

Can you read the writing okay? Is the menu-bar too high?

Michael Moore was on the block next door during Theology and lunch. Half the class was obsessed with what he was saying and would stick their heads out the window. A bunch of people went over during lunch, but I had college things to attend to -_-;;

This application is hell. I need to talk to my college counselor homies tommorow.