* It is Cold
Tuesday, October 19, 12:24 am
"Trick Me" by Kelis

Aaaahhh Ryan emailed me back. <3 <3 <3 Oh God, if I ever give him my blog, remind me to delete this >.<

Anyhow, strike was fun. Went on unitl about 5:15. I got a Ryan hug >.< And Sai was trying to be Sai in her...Sai-ish way. -_-;;

I fell asleep during Cold Case Files again. I keep falling asleep between 11-12 am shows. Hmmm. Too bad.

My parents picked up the typewriter from my grandparents' and now I can finish my college apps. *does the herpes dance*

* I Am Sleepy
Sunday, October 17, 1:06 am
"When You Cry" by Vertical Horizon

Went to Montage for the cast party. Persuaded Ryan to go with some later help from others. Yay. But then everyone (about 30 people) split apart when we got there- some went to Coffee Time, others to VooDoo Donuts or Pancake House. Too many cooks spoil the soup. Only four of us remained- Emily, Margaret, Sai and me. All the n00b theatre people swallowed their Oyster Shots, except for Sai. Bwahahaha. Ironically, we got to sit right by Ashley/Jeff. Yeah, Jamie's friend. That was interesting. Haha, he's a great guy. I ate the Old Mac and some of Margaret's Mud Pie. So good. Our parents picked us up around 12:30. We had a spiff time.

I think...I would like to get to know Ryan. We'll see. I have another day.

My head is whirling, I gotta sleep.

* I Have a C in Religion, Baby
Friday, October 15, 11:17 pm
"Let's Get It Started" by the Black Eyed Peas

A few days ago, Sarah and I heard this remark from a freshmen. We thought it was quite hilarious.

My senior quote is "Bill Gates, (what?), he owes me 5 bucks!" When Ms. Dina read it, she was like "...Jade" in that amused/exagerated sense.

First performance tonight for Dracula was jawesome. Rosie/Reinfeld was so good in the interrogation scene. I think it has been her best scene yet. Everything went pretty well. Got flowers for Sai and Ryan. Ryan stuffed his in his backpack -_-;; I was like "hey, you threw away my flowers" and he points to his backpack. Then Mai screams "YOU THREW JADE'S FLOWERS AWAY!" and he's like "no it's in my backpack" and waves goodbye >.> Punk. I had to stand by him during Pat's prep talk (techies are only required to go once, hahaha) and his hands were sweaty when I held them for the circle thing. And he was shaking out of nervousness, the poor kid. I wanted to give him a hug. But I didn't! ooooh. But then everyone gave each other hugs and I poked him in the stomach and hugged him later blah blah blah. Yeah. Ryan. Ha.

Anyhow, Helen got me flowers because she was bummed that techies didn't get any crowd lovin'. I must admit, sometimes it's depressing to see the actors getting their lovin' after the show while you just stand there. But hey, it's tech. We're just too cool for that. The last scene is really intense on lighting. I have to do a bunch of manual lighting shiznit, not just pressing the "Go" button like usual. I have to bring up Non Dim 7, then slider 41, bring it back down, bring down ND7, all the while doing lightning, then wait for "lightning end" from Ren, count the hits on the bier, do the triple flash bumps, wait for cue 89.2 and bring everything to black. I was shaking the whole time and breathing really hard. I freaked out so much at the end of the show, but I felt alright because Pat said I did a good job- which is a lot.

There's this really cute Freshman named Emily. She is a Nosferatu and really cute. Ummm...Oh yeah. Mai also dictated some info to me about a girl who thought I was hott...yeah...ummm...what? I thought this chick hated me but I guess not. I dunno, it's kinda weird because I . am . not . hott .

Oh, I gotta scan senior pics.

I also got my first pap smear today. All I can say is x_X

One more thing, after 13 months, Jamie and I have broken up.

* Calvin Hobbes Machiavelli
Sunday, October 10, 12:47 am
"Shakin" by Rooney

That is what I'm naming my son- after the political minds who believed men where evil. Bwahahahaha.

Had dry tech today with mainly lights. Oh yeah, good stuff. Right. I remembered things, but Fate retrained me anyways.

Partied with some awesome n00bs in RO. Then tanked an aco in Byalan Dungeon for about an hour. But he died. Somehow. I think he hit the wrong thing. Oh yeah, he's in our guild now.

Miyazaki, I made your list of requirements. And it is quite a list to grapple.

I went grocery shopping today. I was standing by these two girls, and I noticed one of them raised her eyebrows at someone who happened to be a guy a couple yards from me. I rolled my eyes and he was like "no no...we know each other." It was amusing. And then I was getting the money order for Sarah's RO account (which I sent in today) when some guy was like "hey" and I thought great, he's gonna hit on me. But he was like "oh, you got to SMA. I got to De La Salle blah blah blah." Yeah. Eventful.

And then Jamie didn't call me. So now I'm like "wtf?" alt + 8

Time to sleep. Wet tech tommorow T.T

* /yawn
Friday, October 8, 3:35 pm
"World (Price of Love)" by New Order

So, on Thursday, the Morp (Prom backwards) Queen pageant happened. Now, I busted my assmar with my costume. Maybe I'll find pics later. But it consisted of total tackiness. There was no costume rival. So, I get into the finals with my hott costume and booyah dance (was my dance not awesome?) Questions were asked. Each class put a plug about their class color- and it was lame. And unoriginal. So when they got to me, they asked "you're on a really hott date and you spill chocolate cake on your skirt, what do you say?" I was not gonna say something about the color red. I replied "my dog did it." 80% of the audience got it- the judge did not. In the end, it was the Freshman vs the Junior and everyone cheered for the Freshman except the Juniors. She won. Booyah. Many say that my losing is a travesty, and shyeah, I guess it's depressing when you hear people throughout the day exclaim "omg Jade, you're gonna win. If you don't, something is wrong." But I'm just happy the Juniors didn't win.

Anyhow, we didn't win. Sad. Even worse, the Juniors won the whole spirit week thingy...which pissed a lot of people off. The Seniors, who lost 4 years in a row, acted like we won. Oh shyeah. Jimmy fever. Miyazaki was dipheaded enough to saunter on by with her green. Yeah. No.

Sarah, Miyazaki and I went to the SMA vs CC powderpuff game. We lost, of course. Sorry, CC has practiced since August and we have practiced since Wednesday. But CC had no moral, and their boy cheerleaders had the nerve to take off their shirts, which made them look worse. We yelled "put back on your shirts" and "that's not dresscode." Sr. Linda was amused. SMA students pretty much cheered the whole time while CC was kinda silent. Lame.

Sarah came over. We watched CSI with mom. Omg Sarah, you're such a wuss.

Had college interview today at the Heathman. Yeah, it went pretty well. I forgot to mention CMS team though. Whoops.

* Vanilla Raper
Tuesday, October 5, 9:06 pm
"24" by Jem

Blue's Bridge Walk was today. Yeah, Sarah and I kinda died. I was really hungry and happily chomping down my sandwich, but then Kate called us to our flag football team so I left my food with someone. Okay, yeah, we lost to a Freshmen team. Damnit. Anyhow, I went to look for my food and I was gone and I was sad because I wasn't hungry anymore.

Then we went back to the school. Hung out in Junior hall for a bit. Sarah went home with me. We watched the ant farm for awhile, then we ate, then she did homework and I played RO, and we finally watched the Vice Prez debates.

For some reason, my computer is working fine atm. >< What if the guy comes tommorow and finds nothing wrong, then the next day it gets all whack? T.T

The subject is Sarah.

* Punk is Dead, Emo is In!
Sunday, October 3, 12:03 am
"Chemicals Between Us" by Bush

We all know that's not true. Or is it?

Set con was alright. There were too many people and Demitri kind of bugged out because there were too little jobs and too many people- even though we're a bit behind. I'm supposed to watch the runthrough tommorow with Howard for lights, then help paint the set (again.) Ah well.

Went to dinner with parents and grandparents. Comenzo estar enojado con mi mama porque ella apoya Measure 36. I was on the verge of telling her that I was a lesbian...well, more lesbian than straight ^^;; Anyhow! Shyeah, not cool.

Talked to Richardo today for about 30 mins. That was exciting. The bastard got to see Franz Ferdinand.

I've been trying to get all my homework done today so I have tommorow free. I just have my abstract and research to do for APE. Bleargh, I'm sleepy. I want my RO.

Oh Chris, here's the link with the 2005-2006 Junior/Senior feud thing.

* I Better Blog Before I Forget
Friday, October 1, 7:49 pm
"Into the Fire" by Thirteen Senses

Our highschool has been spoiling us a lot lately. Ever since last year's Student Appreciation Day, they've been treating us to all sort of...fun. Today was the start of Spirit Week with Construction Day (because our school is under construction.) I was in TA when we looked outside because there was music and food. Yeah, food will always get SMA's attention. So, the ASB makes the announcement that Mill Street's been closed and that there's a parteh. So, we ate for 5 mins and danced for the rest of the 25. It was hott (sorry if you don't want me to link your lj, Mackenzie.) We also busted the skank, running man, C Walk (well, I did,) the electric slide and various other motions. Then everyone went back to class.

So, for lunch, I particpated in the Jenga competition. It was all good until we had to elect one representative. So they chose me >.< And then I learned it was now "speed" Jenga T.T Had to pull out 1 block in 5 seconds, if not, had to pull out 2 blocks in 5 seconds, etc. Well, yours truly got up to 4 blocks in 5 seconds...and by then, I had pulled out 8 blocks under the "5 second" rule. So the ASB was like "... .. ...just pull out 4 more" because I was screaming "I CAN ONLY PULL OUT SO MUCH!!!" Yeah, it toppled. I was the first to topple. It was terrible. In the end, it was Soph vs Juniors. And you know who we were rooting for (Soph.) But...the Juniors one. I felt mas o menos triste.

Talked about Freud in Theology. That was hott, since I had my research paper last year related to his pupil, Carl Gustav Jung. So busted everything I knew about Freud > Jung. Wahoo. Poor Kylie seemed scarred for life that Freud realized he had Oedipal thoughts towards his mom (go mother complex! bwahaha!)

After school, made the Indulgence video tape with Beth, Rebecca and D. It was hott. Beforehand, Rebecca and I tried to sell Indulgences to people. Jawesome.

Oh, and I'm a Junior Encounter leader for February.

* I Am Sleepy
Wednesday, September 29, 10:28 pm
"24" by Jem

Something awesome happened today, but I don't remember what. Hmmm...there was a hott guy on the bus, but then I looked down and he was wearing yellow flip flops T.T

Watched Animal Farm. Yeah, it was interesting. I thought the ending was interesting because in the book ending the mule just looks in the window and sees the pigs looking like humans while in the film he actually does something about it and rallies up the animals as well as others on the farm to storm the house and kill the pigs. It also hints Benjamin as their next leader. So I was like hmmm.

Omg, I am in love with the anime Happy Lesson.

* Pu
Tuesday, September 28, 10:31 pm
"Sei Solo Tu" by Nek

Father-Daughter dance went well. I started to cry during the end of my speech. Yeah, I'm a sucker. I thought it was safe because all I talked about was going to Baskin Robbins with my father when I was little after we got mad at eachother and how I wished that would still happen even though I'm much older. I tried explaining how I always got the clown ice cream and the audience just kind of looked at me. And then when I got to the part about how my father always made me drink water afterwards and would have to carry me to the fountain and stick my face in the the water...yeah, I started to laugh. And I could't stop. It was kind of embaressing and then I started getting sad and started to cry. I apparently made Koi cry and almost made my uncle cry. I felt kind of silly because when I returned to the table, Helen's dad kept on looking at me in an empathetic way and my eyes were all red and flusterred...Okay, enough about that.

School is okay. Still trying to catch up a bit with AP English, Government and H Pre-Calc.

* Ouch T.T
Sunday, September 26, 3:27 pm
"I'm Like a Bird" by Rooney

As I tried to get up this morning, a whole load of pain shot through my entire body. I drove my Dad to the airport and turning the wheel sent spikes through my arm T.T Been taking Naproxen, but it's not doing much.

Father-daughter dance tonight. Since Dad can't make it, I'm bringing one of my uncle's. I'm making a speech anyways. Wahoo. Well, impromptu one. When I get home, I'll be watching Animal Farm for Am Gov. Good stuff.

* Mac, this is Intense
Saturday, September 25, 9:45 pm
"I'm Shakin" by Rooney

Went to set construction for Brad Stoker's Dracula from 9 am to 4 pm. Mac and I work on Reinfeld's cell which is friggin awesome. It took forever for such simple, abstract pieces. We also made the tombstones. Yeah. Was pretty awesome. I kept on saying "Mac, this is intense" until she finally said "Jade, you've said that about 8 million times." Even then, I kept saying "Mac, this is intense."

Parent's party going on downstairs. I'm not down there spending time with the a) adults or b) little kids because it would be awkward for both worlds. Yeah...one teenager in either situation. Umm...maybe, but not tonight.

I really should start my Government homework.

I made a new layout. I'll put it up when I become a priest in RO, which may be awhile.

* Withdrawal
Friday, September 24, 11:35 pm
"Brick" by Ben Folds

Yes, xXhardxxxcoreXx withdrawal. I went on Sarah's account today and started a new character because I kept on killing MC Sidekick ^^;; No swordie for me. Leveling up a novice for a thief kind of sucks because I can't handle the Fabre mobs in the training grounds. It's really sad. I can't go on now though because I think Sarah finally got in to MC. Hehe. I don't know why I'm up now. Usually I'd be playing RO, but I'm not. I've spent most of the time looking at the site and playing with character designs.

Downloaded Firefox today because the spyware has become too much. Yeah...I accidentally uninstalled my cd burning program. I am so good.

I should be doing that huge pile of Government homework sitting on my floor. But I'm not.

Can someone please tell me what is wrong with the girl in this song? Okay, I can't tell if she's dying and what she's dying from. At first I thought she was pregnant because they're all like "son, it's time to tell the truth" and then they both started freaking out ("she broke down and I broke down.") So, wtf is wrong?

* Just Kidding
Thursday, September 23, 8:15 pm
"(I Hate) Everything About You" by Three Days Grace

Not inspired anymore. I'm having a hard time balancing RO and hw right now. I do hw when I regen for sp. Is that good enough?

* Yay for Angry, Angsty Music
Thursday, September 23, 7:54 pm
"(I Hate) Everything About You" by Three Days Grace

Shyeah, homework load isn't that bad. Teachers were patient and sympathetic as usual, so all my due dates are spread out. Wahoo! Finished all my Spanish tonight, and I have American Government to work on tommorow.

A line of poetry from the Exeter book (Anglo-Saxon Riddles? I don't really understand my teacher's titling of sources) inspired me to make another layout. "At times a fair maiden fills me with breath." Great, now I have to find the perfect picture to match that.

Tommorow, my Ragnarok subscription ends. I sent in my payment today, so I'll probably return around Tuesday or Wednesday. Meanwhile, I'll be updating the guild site once in awhile.

Father-Daughter dance on Sunday. My dad can't make it because he'll be going to a funeral, so I'll be bringing one of my uncles. Shyeah, I'm making a speech. 4th person in the 3rd group. I'll write it tommorow. Bwah.

* My Unscathed Body is No Longer
Tuesday, September 21, 9:12 pm
"When You Cry" by Vertical Horizon

...unscathed. And Vertical Horizon always does that thing in their songs. The soft little synthesizer thing in the background when there's barely any guitar.

I'm going back to school on Thursday. And guess what? JADE IS DOING LIGHTS FOR DRACULA!!! BOOOYAH GRANDMA!!! and I swear to remember to lock the lights -_-;; I'm excited. I could feel it in my heart because I wrote "1. Lights (BECAUSE DOING LIGHTS FOR DRACULA WOULD BE TOTALLY JAWESOME!!!)" So shyeah, how could Ren/Pat turn a note down like that? Plus, I <3 Howard. I just hope I'm not missing anything important as I am sick.

Our tenant called today and asked how I was doing. I told him I had the chicken pox and he couldn't stop laughing. In between the gasps for air, he kept on saying "Calamine...calamine..." It was interesting. I was somewhat amused.

I am afraid of the homework load when I get back (not to mention I've missed two labs, two tests and a quiz,) but something tells me I can get through it.

* Happy Birthday, Jamie
Tuesday, September 21, 2:25 pm
"Pure Snow" by Yuko Sasaki

Finished the episodes of Najica. Man, I hate endings like that. Started watching Devil Hunter Yohko, which was just...yeah. Interesting. Also started Happy Lesson, which I actually kinda liked. The ending credits are so cute! But opening sucks. But shyeah.

I emailed my encounter application to Dr. Shelia. Shyeah. I should probably do my homework. I've been watching tv all day. I should probably eat too.

* I Remember This
Sunday, September 19, 12:06 am
"Chemicals Between Us" by Bush

"Writer's Block"

Calliope, my dear,
you walked out on me again
and left my hands to tremble
in lost eloquence.

Eck, bad poem. Whatever. Unearthed Quill Driving. Wahoo...I was working on the new layout about a year ago and it actually looks good. But there were so many poems (both written and not written by me) that I gave up. Psh. I guess I could start it up again. Right. Along with my archive, I found "A Tribue to Sappho." Can any SMA girl please tell me what the hell is good about it? Why all the Seniors were freaking out on their palancas? Okay. Yeah. It wasn't that great. *is bitter* It's because we hate males, isn't it?

I've picked up Samurai's Garden by Gail Tsukiyama again. I forgot how well her books flow. Yeah. I'm sleepy. Jamie, I am going to make your birthday present. Somehow. I promise you it'll be awesome.

* Chicken Pox
Friday, September 17, 8:09 am
"Tiempo de Vals" by Chayanne

Yeah, it sucks. I need to be at school. Tech, block classes, etc. It's spreading to my fingers so now it tingles when I type, like when your leg is asleep. My lips are very irritated too. Man, this is too much for me. My mother should've exposed me when I was little.

Ah well, I'll be busting the RO.

* I Caught Helen-kun's Cold
Thursday, September 16, 7:16 am
"Ningyo Hime" from Chobits

But it's not that bad. Just pounding headaches and the occasional itchy throat. But somehow, I have 3 seperate cold sores. "Often the trigger is unknown, but in some people overexposure to sunlight, fever, physical or emotional stress, hormonal changes such as pregnancy or menstruation, or certain foods and drugs seem to reactivate the virus." Yeah. Great.

In happier times, our Theology teacher tried to sing "Slip Sliding Away" by Simon and Garfunkel. It was cute. We clapped and he puts on his "serious" face and says "I'm not done yet."

Man, lamez0r. I still want to stay home, but I can't. Tech sign-ups. It took me 3 hours to do section 2-6 of my H. Pre-Calc homework last night, and I'm gonna frickin do those examples on the board.

* It Has Been Fulfilled
Tuedsay, September 14, 11:16 pm
"Lovesong" by 311

Okay. Shyeah. I finally got the Lab Coat Mafia site up. Go, my comrades. It didn't turn out as bad as I thought it would. It took awhile to find the perfect link color though. I like how the pages are content skimpy. So...people need to tell me what to say. You know you want to.

I tried to get on RO, but it couldn't connect to the server -_-;; Mew...all I want to do is post the site up.
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* Oh Noes!
Tuedsay, September 14, 7:51 pm
"World (Price of Love)" by New Order

I've been getting huge headaches from Honor's Pre-Calc. It's intense. Everyone is like "shitz0r!" So, tonight I took it upon myself to get a tutor...a free tutor from our library website. It was all okay, until he told me I couldn't use synthetic division on the problem I needed help on and that I had to use long division. That's when everything went downhill. I kept on making mistakes and he kept making snide comments. Psh. And then I started doing things correctly and he misunderstood my positive and negative signs so that wasn't helpful. It took 35 mins to do one problem. It sucked, because I had many more problems I needed help with. His name was Justin. Mofo.

Mass was crazy. Someone jacked one of the clothes so Molly and I were freaking out (we had the job of dressing the altar with two freshmen.) Yeah, not cool. But whatever. We had to grab Ryuu to help with stuff. Booyah Ryuu!

Boondoggleophile.

* La~
Sunday, September 12, 7:56 pm
Chobits Soundtrack 002

Moved the menu. Better, but now there's space up there. I think I know how to solve it though. I'll do it later.

Shyeah, went to Seattle to pick up mom from the convention. We went to Uwajimaya for lunch. Wahoo, peach bubble tea. I went to their bookstore which is 5 times as big as ours in Beaverton. I went to their huge ass manga section and almost threw up my chicken adobo lunch out of envy.

Then dropped her off for another meeting and went to Great Wall in Renton (Ranch 99.) I went to their Anime store. OMG, THAT WAS WHACK. So that new song I'm in love with..."Ningyo Hime (Mermaid)," one of the ends of Chobits. Yeah...they were selling 001 and 002 soundtracks, and I didn't see the English title on there. So I asked the guy and we spent a good 45 minutes finding which episode it was from (#13) and searching the internet for the kanji. Haha, we found a Ningyo Hima no Kiss and looked at the kanji which didn't match anything on the cds. I looked at the genre of the anime and it said "hentai." I was like "eeeh...are you sure this is Chobits? It says 'no Kiss' at the end." We were both dismayed until someone suggested we hit up the guy at the shop next door that could translate it for us. He was busy so we waited another 10 mins before he came over. At first he said he didn't see it, but then realized he was translating "ningyo" as doll instead of mermaid. Hehe. Yeah...we found it. Poor clerk. Ah well, it seemed he was having fun.

Shyeah, I got Helen, Sarah and Jamie something. Wahoo.

* Yeah, Jade has her blog back
Saturday, September 11, 1:45 pm
"Reptilia" by the Strokes

So, I'm decided to put away the name Hisui because I don't maintain sites anymore. It's just my blog and whatever is necessary. Necessary. So...the layout...yeah. It's okay. It feels really messy. Oh well. Sorry Sarah, I didn't use any of the ones you made me because I need the sites that they came from. I'm not sure if I should make the font size bigger because, apparently, some people can't read it.

So yeah. Ragnarok. Been having some fun with that. It hasn't placed a huge gap between work and me. Right.

I don't really like the Strokes. I just like this song.

Oh yeah, I saw Donnie Darko about a week ago. I liked it. Yay for 4-d vs 3-d.

I'm supposed to run errands today. Dad doesn't like me going alone, so I'm supposed to ask Sarah to go with me, even though it's still my first 6 months. Ah well. Sarah's not home and I need to buy cat litter and other various items.

May 25 - June 27 2004
++ Layout ++

Layout pic is from the art site, Haradaya, the same person who did the pic for this layout. Yeah, I know the periwinkle link color is horrid, but deal with it.