Hokuto no Koibito's Room

Sunday, February 1, 2004
Arif Budiuntoro's Birthday!!
Otanjobi ha omedetou Gozaimasu! happy Birthday! I hope what ever U wish will come true! And... Happy IDUL ADHA! I hope all Ur sacrificed will bring U to the better future and clean Ur heart! But I must learn for PAA and Pemmat exam! Wish me luck!

Saturday, January 31, 2004
l3ack_12, I LOVE U very much!
I'm bored! So I decided to play RO for a while. Black promises me to GB my novice character until become merchant. WOW! He add my voucher! THX a lot! He gave me (AGAIN) so many tools! Incubator, hair coloring (5 kinds), frame, katana, money, wedding head accessories, etc. He's very nice! I like to talk with him! He is also IT student! WOW! I don't know how, but he got so many money to give to me. Some times, I fell guilty. I can't pay all his kindness! I only able to chat with him, and make him suffer. Thx a lot! I owe U much! More than U can imagine! Btw, my merchant now lv 23, job 17! I'm happy! Very fast from lv 0! Hahahaa
At the first time, he bring me to kill Poporing and Drops. WOW! One Poporing able to increased me one level when first time I kill it! Hehe.. After its ratter difficult to killed one, I killed Rocker and also, butterfly. He also helped someone name Onizuka. At least, my job level is 10 now. Oni san want to be a acolyte. So, we separate. I go to Aldebaran and meet the Merchant Leader. He asks me to find Javadullihan dyer on morroc. And my series number is 3487372. Hahah... I made mistakes when first time meet him. I was misunderstood with the order. So, I go back to Aldebaraan. I think wasting many Black's Blue Gymstone. I really sorry. So, I give him 5 Blue Gymstone. He pay me for that! OMG! At least, I become a merchant. And we play at morroc. Try to killed hode. But I think he doesn't know where the place of hode. Hehehe. He lead me on wrong way. I knew but I think he will bring me to other place. We meet peco-peco, and he try to killed him. But when I also hit it, Peco-peco turns attack me. I'm die! Hehehe At last, I lead him to hode's place. We try to kill steel concon. Failed again. Hahaha, I'm die again. He fell very sorry! For what? Daijobo! It's nothing than Ur sacrifices for me! One hode increased one level! Hahaha! Anaconda 80%! WOW! Less than 3 hours, I become lv 23! My overcharge lv 8, Discount 5, Ittem Apraisal 1, Enlarge Weight Limit 3. After I got Overcharge 10 and Discount 10, I'll take Enlarge Weight Limit till 5, and took Pushcart 3 to take vending 1! Wow... Its need job lv 30 to finished it. Will he GB me until that lv? I created merchant just for support my mage money. Hehehe!

Friday, January 30, 2004
ICE RAIN? What happen with my blog?
Yesterday, I watch Justice League On SCTV. Heheh...my favorite TV channels. But, its to be continuo. I hope I able to see the second episode this time! I like the art! My favorite character is Wonder Woman. Cute!
I confused with this blog. I don't know which part is wrong and need debug. I try to fix it with debugger Internet Explorer. But fail. Also try to fix it by my self. :( Anyone able to help me? Pls.....
CB exam! actually, its not exam because we only give our last project! Hehe.. I wrote about "Yaoi in Indonesia (Yaoi on Indonesia)". Btw, I buy Keren Beken tabloid. because the cover is Roy Jordi and Chocky! kyaa.... I remember my favorite dubber Tato Sudarto if see Roy's face on Suliwa dresses.
I'm arrive from Bekasi at 11 AM. And I play internet for 3 hours. And its rain! Cold! WOW! this weather is very abnormal. I'm feeling cold! I heard hard sound. One car alarm rang. Wecs. What happen? Doak bletak... (sound effect for Something hit roof). When I come out from Cyber because its very cold, I saw something strange, I saw Ice fall down from the sky and one of them whirr to my feet. WOW! Indonesia got Ice rain? Tropical island got Ice rain? wahahaha! That's great!
Sorry, I'm using Indonesian language, because, I don't want to make miscommunication or maybe misunderstood. THX
Hari ini aku membaca milis Siapp. Membaca email dari salah satu member yang mengkritik tajam tentang salah seorang penyiarnya dan mengatakan bahwa gak pantas dia diidolakan oleh banyak pendengar. Juga beberapa kritik langsung dan tajam tentang pergaulan di Jakarta yang memang menyimpang! Aku kaget! Aku memang bukan fansnya dan tidak merasa sebagai orang yang dikritik. Tapi alangkah sakitnya jika kita dikritik tajam, di depan orang banyak (khusus untuk Imam sang penyiar). Bukankah lebih baik jika kritik tersebut dialamatkan secara pribadi ke email penyiar itu? Aku paham, gadis itu memiliki pemahaman tentang Islam yang jauh lebih baik daripada aku. Aku bukannya membela Imam dan menyalahkan dia. TIDAK! Aku gak ada masalah dengan isinya kok! Hanya mungkin kami berbeda pendapat tentang cara penyampaiannya. Aku lebih menyukai cara yang halus dan lembut ketimbang kritik yang pedas dan tajam. Aku tahu sakitnya saat seseorang mengklaim kita salah secara langsung dan mengatakan hal itu di depan banyak orang. Karena itu, aku gak mau melakukan itu. Yang lebih hebat lagi, Pasopati mendukung cara itu. Maka akupun mengeluarkan uneg2ku di milis. Aku hanya mengatakan, kalau kita berdakwah dengan cara keras, aku khawatir banyak orang yang akan kabur sebelum mencoba menjalaninya. Juga, aku gak suka saat dia berkata 'semua' orang Islam takut menerapkan hukum Islam karena mereka 'semua' takut menjalankannya! SEMUA? Semua bagaimana? Ah...tidak semua! karena aku percaya, dia maupun Pasopati mau menjalankan Islam kan? Berarti gak smua donk? tak sedikitpun aku bermaksud membuat gadis itu, atau siapapun yang setuju dengannya untuk mengikuti jaalanku. Berdakwah dengan lembut. Sungguh tidak! Ah... malamnya, aku mendapat sms dari pasopati. Intinya ia mengatakan aku masih HIJAU dalam menghadapi hal hal spt ini. Dan aku perlu lebih banyak berfikir dan merenung sebelum mengeluarkan pendapat. Aku terdiam. Salahkah aku? Aku memang masih Hijau dibanding dia meski umurku hanya terpaut 1 tahun lebih muda. 'ada kalanya kita berdakwah dg hard&soft way'. Pasopati juga berkata begitu. Aku tahu. Tapi, bagiku, aku bukan tipe orang yang bisa memaksakan sesuatu pada orang lain. Jika masih ada cara lembut, mengapa harus memakai cara yang keras? Menurut pandanganku (ah..pantaskah aku memiliki pandangan?), SIAPP masih bisa di dakwahi dengan cara lembut. belum sampai batas dimaana kita harus memakai kekerasan! Entahlaah... Salahkah jika orang yang masih hijau mengeluarkan pendapat? Salahkah jika aku mencoba mengatakan apa yang ada di hatiku? Ah... haruskah aku kembali seperti Kaze yang dulu? Kaze yang hanya merenung untuk dirinya sendiri? Kaze yang gak pernah mau mengatakan apa yang dirasanya pada orang lain? kaze yang tidak perduli orang disekelilingnya berbeda pendapat dengannya? Kaze yang hanya berfikir supaya ia tidak tersesat, sementara mendiamkan apa yang ia rasa salah disekelilingnya? Aku bimbang. Cukup lama aku berusaha untuk merubah itu semua. Mnjadi Kaze yang sedikitnya perduli pada sekitar dan menyampaikan isi hatinya pada orang disekitarnya. Namun kini aku kembali ragu. Mungkin aku seharusnya diam.... mungkin aku seharusnya tak usah berkomentar. Biarlah orang berbeda denganku. Biarlah...orang tak mengetahui apa yang aku rasa. Ini mungkin cobaan untukku. tapi untuk sementara aku akan menenangkan diriku dulu. Aku tak akan melihat milis SIAPP unuk sementara waktu. Menjernihkan hati dan pikiran. Dan berusaha bersikap lebih tegar jika pendapatku disudutkan. Tapi, terima kasih untuk Pasopati dan Blue_girl! Kalian Insya Allah akan dipandang sebagai orang2 yang memiliki derajat lebih tinggi di mata Allah karena keimanan kalian. Aku salut! Seperti kata Pasopati, 'Tetap istiqomah!'

Thursday, January 29, 2004
Retsuya Really being hacked?
Retsuya sms me and told me that his Hunter character now has been hack! And all his items was gone! Hah? He was told me the same thing few days ago? Do U still remember it Hokuto san? He told me that now, his character is really being hacked. WOW! Its a punishment for him to being lie to me! I hate if some one un honest with me! I can't reply his sms, but maybe I try to help him to send with GM. But I'm not sure he will get the new character from them. GM RO is very useless!
My Matrix bill not come yet! WHERE IS MY BILL? I'm getting depress if like this!
Learn PAA. I wish I able to get A on this mark even though almost impossible. God...help me!
Got phone calls from Ifan after I miss call him. Hehehe Thx!
What? My sister's friends loosing my favorite CD? SUPER SOUNDCHECK 3? Wecs? I don't believe it! She must find it! I don't care how is it! I love that cd! NOOO!
I watched The Eye on SCTV. Hanimah, Edi, Hesti etc, dub that film. Actually, I was watched it on piracy vcd. But I want to watch it on dubb version, beside that, the light is very clean on tv. But I don't watch it until end. Only until the main character meet his eyes donor. heheh.. my sis doesn't want accompanied me. So I'm afffraid to watch it alone. So, I'm sleep. Hehehe

Wednesday, January 28, 2004
WHAT THE HECK?
I can't do anything seeing my KBP exam. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?! God! I only need 76 to get A this smt! Pls.... Oh.. Ya Allah...don't make me got B! Pls..give me A on KBP! I beg U with all my heart!
About Love ...Pasopati send new email about it. :) Umh... like U told me before, I just repairing my self. :) But THX.. Why U misscall me?
Come back at Bekasi. Try to creating new Alv Band Site! Sis, help me pls....!

Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Play at Cyber Access for two and half hours!
DeFra can't print her KBP job for us. So we must Dl it from email. Wow...Cyber in the morning got very fast access! I play at Animindo, Nippon and Phantom forum, I can type all topic that I like. WOW! Its very unusual, because usually, on Nippon club Forum, I only able to type 1-2 post! Umh... I'm become a new moderator at SEPUTAR FORUM thread on Nippon Club Forum! hehehe I hope I able to finished this job well! And can U guest, on Phantom Forum, I got the most posting on Forum. Heheheh!
I got new email from B'T x fans who come from Rome! WOW!
Checking Siappselalu mailing List. wecs.. this mailing list never loosing it fans. Hehehe! Thx for Pasopati for the advise.
"Janganlah selalu memandang kesalahan orang lain. Namun berkacalah dengan hati untuk mengetahui dan memperbaiki kesalahan diri."

Monday, January 26, 2004
Where is my Calculus response?!
When I'm In hurry going to my college, my friends Joy calls me at bus. She asks me where the calculus response took place. I answer, maybe at lecture room! So, she try to get there. I bring a lot of thing! My bag and my folder is very heavy! But I decide not to put it on my kost and continuo my trip to college But how surprised me when see Joy sit down on food court alone and study by herself. "Where is Calculus Reponses?" She doesn't see it on lecture room. :( So, we study by our self waiting English lesson at 9 PM. Sad!
When English lesson almost begin, my friends Anwar told me that the responses was on Lecture room, and only 8 people who followed it! WHAT? Hixs... I'm very sad! I'm very caught this responses. :(
Learning KBP (Konsep Bahsa Pemrograman-Programing Language Concept) together with Evelin, D3v1, Joy, DeFra, Touda, William, and Eric. Thx for everything. Wish me luck ok!

B'T X

B'T X and B'T X Neo are old anime! Manga-ka behind this anime, is Masami Kurumada. He is also the creator of the legendary anime, Saint Seiya! B'T X mangas were published on Kadokawa Shoten Shonen Ace from March 1994 till Dec 2000, and the whole story was published in 16 tankoubon by Kadokawa Comics Ace. In the last part of 1996, the anime version of B'T X was made by Tokyo Movie Shinsha The 29 eps anime was shown on TV in Japan from 6 Apr to 21 Sep 96. Having succeeded in getting many fans, B'T X Neo was released on 21 Jan 98 in 14 episode! Hokuto is one of Shireishou who help Teppei against Kikaikou Koku Eliah. With other reishou, he fight until death! I love him so much!

Hokuto is the Best Anime Character 4 me!