My Secret
My secret I hardly ever tell,
When my secret happens, I will burn in Hell,
Some think I'm normal, some think I'm weird,
I'm insane, death's the only thing I've feared,
I am suicidal, and that is the tricky part,
Lonliness and Depression have killed my broken heart,
There is only one thing would help me heal,
That is the thing every human needs to feel,
No love makes any life way too hard,
Whether you are smart or a retard,
"Trenchcoat Mafia" was made fun of way too much,
It didn't help not getting love at home and such,
I have more control of my insanity than they did,
Mine hardly shows, because it has mostly hid,
I want to die, ain't that a shame?
I wanted to be an actor with a famous name,
Although my heart will probably never mend,
It will soon witness my life come to The End!
Insanity
Insanity has taken over my brain,
believe it or not I am going insane,
I have no friends to confide it all in,
Anything I do lately turns into a sin,
What do I do with this brain of mine?
It's made me belligerent, yet I used to be kind,
My cuckoo clock has now been wound,
My attitude is now known as profound,
Do I put a hole through my empty head,
So that I would be declared as dead,
Would I be wacky in Heaven or Hell,
Wait, what is that, that I happen to smell,
It's a pepperoni pizza, my favorite food,
Is there some for me, the coolest dude?
I now have something I can defend,
Ah, sooky, olives, that's right, it's The End!
This is me
This is me in the eyes of you,
Same old shirts, lame shorts, and an untied shoe,
Stained socks, no hair, and an ugly face,
It's all just a waist of unused space,
Pretty eyes, unpierced ear, and a little wimp,
Ugly nose, ugly smile, and a wanna be pimp,
Face a fright, weird, annoying, yet quiet,
Walks funny, poor, smart??? I don't buy it,
You don't know who I really am,
How do you see me? I don't give a damn,
Forgiven or not, I just don't care,
My personality is so very rare,
It doesn't matter is always my plea,
Yet it does, I live my life to touch thee,
I try to bring smiles, by acting like a retard,
I'm a musk melon, soft inside, but outsides hard,
I get hurt easily, although I try not to show it,
I'm always depressed, but you probably don't know it,
My heart was killed, whiling it was trying to mend,
By the end of this month, my life could see The End!