| Why should i change If it's all going to end up the same I can buy an unbrella But still be stuck in rain I can try my hardest To try to be good enough for you But it will never happen And this knollege isnt new I relized this before That i'll always be below u in your eyes I?ll never be to your level But i still havent found out why I tried my hardest To be ok But it seems you hate me more Everyday I can't stand Being no one to your vision So i'll stop the work now I hope its my final decision I know you think i'm no body I kno you do But i'm sick of working to be like You |
| You |
| My feeling aren't real My happiness is fake It?s like i'm in a nightmare And i'm unable to awake Sometimes I just shut my eyes Because i can't stand listening To my whole life's lies I just can't stand The smile on my face Because i can't show my true colors And the depression i try to erase I lie to myself To try to make this pain end I lie to them To try to make this pain mend It won't go away But I cant express this shit to my friends I can't let them know How this stinging just won't end My life isn't real It's like i'm a whole different person outside I can't feel anything anymore Because of how many times i've lied Lied to myself Cried to myself Lied to them Who think they're my friends Crying alone With no one to dry my tears Because this joy is fake And this pain is pure |
| Lied |
| Im lookin for a way to become What everyone wants me to be The person that I fake The person that aint me I want to be my face That i put on everyday I want to be the smile That is lying in every way I want to be Just like everyone I want to be normal But im done Im sick of trying to be Fake I'm sick of them always willing to Take Take my courage Take my fears Wipe my eyes Wipe my tears Kill my soul Dont let it rise Just lie to me While u look me in the eyez See through my facade See through my smile Stab me in the back Like you've done for awhile Dont let me be Like me Dont let me be Me |
| Me |
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| I love being alone I love having no one I love how I can't stand being here I love how I always run I love how you hate me I love how you don't care I love being depressed I love how this frown I wear I love being fake I love wearing this face I love having unstoppable pain I love how my depression won't erase I love how I want to die I love how I'm afraid to be here I love how my smiles are fake I love how this pain is pure I love being crazy I love how I'm so insane I love how no one knows who I am I love how I'm the girl with no name I love how they won't talk to me I love that they're afraid I love how my life is so hard I love how they have it made I love how I cry I love all those tears I love how I'm afraid I love all those hopeless fears I love how I hate it I love how I hate all that shit I love that now I hate it I love how I'm through with it |
| I Love |
| The world is turning It's causing my burning That I feel inside But no matter how I try to escape I can never hide I don't need pain I don't want to try I don't need tears I don't want to cry Cuz the world is turning I am burning From the pain within I try my hardest But the world always wins |
| Burning |
| Don't tell me what to think Don't tell me what to do Don't tell me what to feel Don't tell me to worship you Don't tell me how to act Don't tell me what to say Don't tell me to listen Don't tell me it's your way Don't tell me forgive Don't tell me to forget Don't tell me what to choose Don't tell me what to pick Don't tell me you're my all Don't tell me I'm of no use Don't tell me my mind's too tight Don't tell me my mind's too loose Don't tell me what to say Don't tell me what to see Don't tell me what to feel Don't tell me |
| Don't Tell Me |
| When you stab me in the back Keep the knife in Because I want to see it grow And revolve into my skin Soon it's just a scar A scar of pain you made But I don't think it'll effect you But my pain cannot fade I'm like a candle You blew out my hope What's my use to living If everyday I fall further down the slope It seems I've fallen And I'm paralized From the fears And all my hopeless lies They can't pick me up Because they don't really care And they're the ones Who made my heart slash and tear But day to day Its all the same My pain's erupting And I'm just trying to keep it tame But when I finish I'll still long for happiness to be a friend But I think it all breaks down In the end |
| End |
| Sometimes i feel like i'm a puppet And controlled by everyone's strings They tell me what to do And I do anything I want to be like them So I try my hardest to do what they say But it gets tiring When I'm told what to do everyday I wish I could be normal Be who I want to be But I know they'd all hate If I was ever me |
| Puppet |
| I'm sorry I'm not good enough To be one of you I'm sorry I do different Than what you all do I'm sorry I can't be normal I'm sorry I'm not myself anymore I'm sorry you're so perfect I'm sorry I don't know what you need me for I'm sorry I can't be broken I'm sorry I'm not what you see What good am I to you? If I can't even be me??? |
| I'm Sorry |
| What did I do to you To make you hate me? What did I not do for you? To make me be like you want me to be What could I do for you? To make me pass your test What am I not giving you? To make me be like the rest Why do you hate me? Why can't you see? That I try my hardest To be like you need me to be I'm sorry for doing whatever Just tell me what to do To make me OK Make me OK to you I'm tearing out my soul I'm giving you all I got It's still not enough for you But to me this shit is a lot If you can't like me for me I'm sorry but I don't know what to do Just tell me How to be like you |
| How To Be Like You |