Crash headfirst into my dreams
then run away so scared.
Burn the bridges we have made
and all the things we've shared.
Give to him your gifts to dear,
I want them but who cares?
It's not like I exist anymore,
I'm just too much to bear.
Of course I never cared for you,
didn't give up a thing.
I only pledged my life to you,
I guess you weren't listening.
You must believe that I'm nothing more
than a bad joke thats too wry.
Just suck back another one
so you can sit and cry.
I hate the way I'm feeling now,
I hate that you don't know.
I hate that all your professed love
never seems to show.
I hate how I sound to my own ears
when I say it's all okay.
Because now I truly believe
it'll never be that way.