CRAPPY GREEN NOTEBOOK
1.  Back and Forth
2. 
Bullet to the Brain
3. 
Suicidal Thoughts
4. 
Davey
5. 
Insomnia
This notebook still has many unfilled pages, but I'm really writing to say, "What's up with all the suicide in this notebook?"  Was I sorely depressed or something?  Sure, one of them is about a kid I know who killed himself, but aside from that, what's the problem?  Also, since the first is so different from the rest, I thought I'd point out that it was written over two years before any of the other ones.