Mood:	09.29.04 - can you believe it's almost october??? what the heck! this year has been flying by. my nephew is turning 2 in nov and my neice turning 2 in jan, these kids better slow down, they better stop growing up without me... sheesh... they are the cutest things, and they'll be all mine when i get to PI in january evil laugh, of course i'll take lots of pictures

	i felt your heart for the first time. no more words, now it's time for some action. patience does pay off!

Mood:	09.16.04 - not even in my farthest of fantasies would i have dreamt today like it is. you there, and me here.
	not even in my wildest dreams. but if you're happy, then that's all that matters

Mood:	09.13.04 - training, wasn't too bad. the employees here are very easy to work with and ask lots of questions, so i know they're genuinly interested. so that's good for me. makes my job a bit easier when they actually pay attention! so two more days and i'm going back home

	if i had your ear for just a moment, i would tell you how much you matter to me. and dispite everything going on in your life and all the things i'm working on in my life, i would stop the sun from leaving just to speak to you for a little while longer. i'd stop the night from setting to explain to you how the stars layout the symphony my heart plays when i think of you. i know this is not what you're looking for, and i know that this is how i feel all to myself, but if i had the chance... just maybe

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09.10.04 - happy birthday aimee

, happy belated birthday issa

, happy early birthday annie

, happy early birthday jilen

. that's just in ONE WEEK! goodness, wussup with all this baby making in january?

God is everywhere, everything happens for a reason, if it's meant to be it'll happen... as much as you preach, bitterness is your friend. why you say? well, if you hope and you wish and you pray every night, every opportunity, every chance you take to ask for your love back, you're just wasting your breathe. give it up. God does everything for a reason. ok, so maybe he ripped away your girlfriend and left you with not even that friendship with her, but suck it up. you can't grovel and just sit there and waste your time. as much as you hope and loved in one person, everyone is human. everyone will make mistakes. that person you trusted so much in and love with everything you got will disappoint you! it's true! don't let love's wonderful ora and timeless sensations get you distracted. love will always be true, but that person will falter. it's just a matter of accepting their faults and working with them again. the person i loved fell away, and left me with nothing more than just a cold shoulder, but i know that love has something better. bitterness will take love's place for now. then when love happens to me again, i can get sucked into the trap again. isn't that grand.

Mood:	09.09.04 - why the heck is everyone's bday in september? what's up with all these virgii? i mean really?

	if you'd give me another shot, i know i could make you melt on my lips. if we could start over from the beginning, i would start slowly and savor every moment you are upon me. but until next time, we'll only know as much as our imagination remembers of our most intimate moments. i love you jaf. i do


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