me [it just floated in]

Animal

so many of us humans see ourselves as above every other form of life. we see ourselves as somewhat "above" animals and its really sad. after watching a documentary i was thankful that i didnt live in the wild, but then realised that i actually am in the wild, and there arent any rules or laws or boundaries really, humans just created them..... just another excuse to control people. i was brought up to believe that i was more than just another animal, but thats so false. we are animals, made to hunt. our eyes are at the front and we are made to kill and hunt. its a reason why i get a huge adrenaline rush when i fight or do something violent. it usually feels good to do such things, because we are made to do them.

Squiggly Humidity

i can see humidity. well, at least i used to think i could.... that was right up until now. when i'd look up at clouds i would see what is kind of like floaties, but not quite. they are like multi coloured squiggles that are just going absolutely manic. the thing that suddenly made me realise that this isnt humidity, is that i can see them right now, against my mostly white computer screen. the room was really dark and i turned on my screen to write this and my eyes arent used to the light. so my conclusion is that whatever these squiggly things are, they only come when i look at something that is very white and too bright. it is not humidity, and i take it they are some abnormal kind of floaties. oh well, there go my supernatural powers.

What a comfort to find that you're losing your mind

people say that i'm losing my mind, but i think my mind is more active now days. it doesnt ignore all the confusion that goes on, but infact wraps itself around it. when you think about it, everything's just a bunch of confusion that cant decide where the fuck its going.

[negative shit relief] me