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24/07/2003
I am becoming, well, different to say the least. Now that Mum and Dad finally approve my boyfriend, things are coming good with my family. I am getting along with them so well, and that they are finally getting to know him as a person, which is just the biggest relief. It makes my life easier you know what I mean? I can just be happy now, and live the life that I really kinda always wanted. I just wanted to be happy with my family, and the guy that I love. I had to choose before, and I decided on the guy I love, but now, I get both. Do you know how happy that makes me!?
So yeah, today was droll. I am getting my hair cut tomorrow, which is GREAT. I am looking forward to that very much indeedy.
Yeah, that is pretty much it!!
lol
Ciao all!
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22/07/2003
Ai ya! The past few days have been full on I tell you! I have been working, doing homework, being at school, being at uni, and going out. I have barely been home since the 19th, I have been virtually living at my boyfriends house. But I am back home now. I loved it there, he has the nicest house and all, and his mother is great, but it is nice to be at home, especially seeing as thing are going so well at the moment
Something honestly life-changing happened tonight. Mum and Dad finally accepted my boyfriend. They actually said to me that they approve of him. I have known him and have dated him for so long now, I started dating him last February, and now they decide to approve… that is wonderful! And I am not being sarcastic here either! It is actually really, really great!
Hrm, I saw 'Confessions of a Dangerous Mind' last night. Brilliant flick. I recommend it to anyone!
I don't have much to say........
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18/07/2003
Ah, the media is a shithouse I tell you!!
I was working my other job today, which, needless to say, is about 50 gazillion times harder than my normal job! But that is fine, i can handle that. You see, my normal jb (check-out chick at car store), is quite a no-brainer, though I am fucking brilliant at acting happy and perky 24/7. So yeah, that is that job... but my other job, it is for the government (I am serious!!) I am the researcher for my local MP... which is VERY rare for someone that is 17. lol. I found out the toher day that I am the youngest researcher employed by the government. Which is damn cool.
But yeah... to much media today. See, this thing passed through government, and the guy I worked for said something controvesial... and HEY PRESTO, media swampage!!
Gah, too tired to write
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15/07/2003
As a general rule, I try to make things easy for myself, and for other people. I do not like to put pressure on anyone to do anything. Which I think is fine. But apprently, and according to various source it is not. I don't get it. Why am I trying if I am going to make peole hate me!? It doesn't make any sense! Ack, sometimes people suck. But I love them all the same!
I did a career tester thingo today, it says that I should be a psychologist. I wanted to be one when I was younger, but when I found out the TER to get into it at uni, I gave up and decided to do teaching. So many people don't see me as a teacher. Apparently, for all of my 'friendliness', people just don' see me doing it for a living. Most of them think that I should be a lawyer or a politician, arguing is my thing apparently. I beat the pants off people when I argue.
Enough about that though. I get to go laser skirmishing tomorrow! How much fun will that be!? I am looking forward to it like you would not believe! I have never been, so it should be a total and utter ball for me! All the good things in the world I tell you!
I will prolly write more later tonight.
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14/07/2003
Today started off as normal as any other day really. Except for a slight glitch! lol. See, last night, I decided to go out with some of my friends. We went into the city, and you know, as far as the city goes, it was pretty decent fun. We ran into my boyfriend there (ooops, someone forgot to invite him), and he drove me home (we ended up at my place at about 3 am). He had a few beers, and I decided that I did not want him to drive home by himself. I was not so worried with me in the car, because I knew that I could keep him alert (yes, I know that driving in a car with someone that has had 3 beers is not cool, but I really needed a ride home). So I decided that I would ask him to stay the night, and he could leave in the morning.
So I woke up this morning and got the strangest feeling of 'oh-my-gosh-I-have-gone-back-in-time'. It has been a long time since he has been in bed with me... since April. It was weird to feel him there again. But it was good too. Made me feel very... secure I suppose. However, that was soon to come to an end, because you see, I have this horrid habit of sleeping in, so most of the time, Dad has to wake me up. So imagine the look on his face when he walks in and finds me sitting on my desk chair and my boyfriend sitting on my bed, talking away like there is no tomorrow.
I know, I know, I should ahve been more considerate and all that, but I was NOT about to have my boyfriend driving home under any sort of alcoholic influence, no way in hell. I like him too damn much for that to happen!I am not lying when I say that he means the world to me.
But, after we got that all sorted out, he had breakfast with us, and then had to leave to go to work, which, considering that he had to go home and get into his uniform and what-not, meant that he ended up nearly an hour late. But he didn't get fired!! Which is a very good thing. I went down to the mall today, I had to change my prom dress because the one that they gave me was shitty. Various parts of it kept on falling off, which is a total arsehole. I wish i could find a photo that somehow resembles it, but I cannot. It is a grey cocktail drss, totally stunning, it looks wonderful. I wish that I had a photo of it. But anyways, my prom is not until December, so I have ages until I have to wear the damn thing! I am so excited.
But yeah, the mall was good fun, got some new CD's, a couple of new tops and what-not, just the usual.
But I did get a call from some of my friends and we are going laser skirmishing on Wednesday... that is going to be awesome fun!
Hrm, I don't really have that much to say.... only a couple of days until Terminator 3!!
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13/07/2003
Today.... well let's face it, nothing of any consequence. But what was I expecting!? I got up at 4 am so that I could be at work but 6:00... the sun had not even risen when I got there!! Getting ready for a sale my butt! Most of my time there was spent talking to Gavin because I was so bored. Gavin is a honey though... total hottie too, but I am too involved with various other people to really notice that one too much. But he is wonderful, really interesting to talk to.
He has a lot of opinions, and so do I,and they are very different a lot of the time, and it is always so interesting to listen to his view on so many different things. Oh gosh, I swear, if not for my boyfriend, I would latch onto Gavin in an instant! Luckily, I adore my boyfriend just too much.
Things are going good with him. He had been wonderful to me this time around, which I am eternally grateful for. That just makes my life simple, and makes it so much more pleasent than when we are at odds, trying to control each other. So yeah, there you go.
But Gavin, he is a funny creature. He acts as though we are dating. I was standing in the team room today, and he comes up and next thing that I know, he has his arms around my waist and his chin on my shoulder. I do not mind guys when they do that really, that is fine by me, but the thing that I am worried about is if he thinks it is okay to do whenever he wants. I mean, if he does that in front of my boyfriend, ever, his face WILL be smashed into a bloody pulp in seconds. He knows that I am not available, I have made sure of that much, to the point where I said flat out "I am not available at all". But yeah, I just really want to know that he gets that. Flirting is healthy. I don't mind if he flirts with me, I don't flirt back, that's not me, I have someone to do that sort of thing with... lol.
Enough of Gavin though. I have been supremely ugh-ed out the last few days (blame it on work). Mwa ha ha!I hope to get more of this page done soon though! :)
Ciao peoples!
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11/07/2003
It's just being one of those days. Isn't it always? I mean, I am happy, I am always happy, I have to be after all! If i am not the happy one, who on earth would be? (hint - no one seems to want the position) So I am sitting here, happy as always, wondering why the hell I don't get to ever be the one with the problem. It doesn't matter.
I am starting to regret moving back home, thinking that I should go back to the only person that matters to me, the only person that actually treats me like I matter. But should I worry about it? No. I'll survive here. I have to after all! Fuck them all, if they think that they can push me out again, they have another thing coming. I am staying, and I am going to give them as good as they give me. They think that he is all that I can throw in their faces!? HAH! They won't know what hit them.
But enough of that. Things are generally remotely satisfactory. Nothing horrific, but a few really nice things. Certain boyfriends are being so ood to me lately, I swear, he is the most wonderful thing in my life at the moment, he is the only thing that I have right now that is worth actually having. Everything else is just a joke, I total and utter joke. But he makes it okay... he has done that since the day that I met him, and i have done my best to do it for him. I try so hard to be everything that he could want... I hope I am.
Well, I don't think that I have much to say really. I have been surfing websites, looking around at various bits and peices. Oh, got the Evanescence album, and "Are you Happy Now?" by Michelle Branch, that is good, some new clothes... AWESOME. Ummm, but yeah, other than that... not much is happening in the life of Kimmy.
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