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News of the year 2001

July, 21 2001

Well it's been awhile since i last wrote.....Alot of good things have happened alot of bad things have happened! I have been loved hated lied too blamed for things i did not do and alot of other things...Right now i am working through it....Still loved by some still hated by others! Well thats their problem either way! Some of you have known me for years and know the true me....you are the ones that count! The rest (And you know who you are) i wouldnt piss on if you were on fire!
Work is going good, keeping me busy! I start my basic EMT class in August, Yeah going back to school:), I actually havent been better physically in quite some time..have a minor problem but its being taken care of slowly but surely! My nerves and stress level however are keeping me awake but that too shall pass in time! Sometimes i wish i had no feelings.....would be easier to deal with life!:) Anyway , It's going to be a busy month i have over 16 shifts on EMS and workin all the time so like i said i will stay busy:) Thats all for now, I will try to update more often:)

Febuary 21 2001

Well it's Febuary now and its still cold as hell here in indiana..i think the high of the winter was 52 degrees a freak incident here lol! No matter on the 28th i head back to sunny Florida to see my Dad my 2nd Mom and Tracy! Lemme tell ya the ol' wulf is lookin forward to this trip! Yessir i is! Things have been escalating slowly for me towards the good..Im healed up purty good from my operation(if i could kick this damn flu itd be great)! Tracy has kept me smilin alot lately! Can feelings last through time? Can they grow? I think they can ! Not going into much more of that , will wait to see what happens! Anyway Thats all for now.. will update after my vacation!!

January 25 2001

Well its been a long time since the last news..... I am in Indiana now living with my sister, bother-in-law, and nephew. I have been working as a computer tech and tower climber,fixing antennaes up on those big towers! I am also a member of the local volunteer EMS, as a driver for now! I have recently had a major surgery to remove a calcimic mass in my stomach it was a blood clot that hardened from an old operation. Needless to say i am not doing much right now except for healing and relaxxing! One of the major things in my life right now is someone from the past is in my life again. It has been 12 years since we were togther and we are plannng a reunion soon. Her name is Tracy, we were once very close.Things happened and we have been seperated since.It will be good to see her again..We have been in touch just about every day now for a few weeks and i feel rejuvinated from this.its good for me!Thats all for now more to come as it happens!

September 27 2000

Hello family and friends all is well and good on the homefront! Work is good, git tired alot but that is the definition of "work" isnt it? I have alot of things going on in my life ,, yet nothing seems to be happening! Why is that does anybody know? I sure as hell dont! Anyway i tend to be happier these days...My stress level is trying to stay down...My healh..well lets just say that i have been better..but like i say cant kill me...its been tried to many times LOLOL I have been fighting off dpression too! Being with family and especiaaly Alan(most of the time) i have been in pretty decent spirits..unlike the recent past:) Anyway thats all for now..... Love Me!

Febuary 26 1999

Well im back online...hehehe look the hell out!!!!!!!!!!!! lol just kidding. got to do something today that made me smile.......... i got to apologize to someone i hurt and it felt good to apologize to her!!!!!!!!!!! yepper it did!!! anyway thats all for now....time to take care of my sick self...Love to all my friends!!!!

March 2 1999

Well last night i got really drunk and did stupid things that even now i still dont know what they were...........Par for the course for me!! Oh well anyway.........what else is new today??? im gettin alittle better but now my roomate Jim is sick as a dog so im sure to get it back........ we were supposed to go job huntin today but........... oh well we are free white and over 21 so we'll survive for now!! ok im going to cough my lungs out now so thats it for today!