i wish i could wish
if i could have...?

i long for longing
if i could love...?

my life was ill begotten

i am a pathetic creature
i am nothing, i am taken
i am empty, i am eaten

i was mighty, in my eyes
i failed you all, even god dies

i am lost, i am wrong
i was god, now i am gone

why did you kill me?

why didn’t you finish?

why can’t i be angry?

is this life after death?

for me there is no life, except in death.
will my death be for all time?
even this cannot last forever

where is the end?

why don’t i care?

why am i dead?

i don’t remember
i just faded out

give me your thoughts
i have so few of my own
i have nothing

wait...
let me get my wings
i need them
i use them...

they carry my empty soul...
into you

i feel your pain
ecstasy!

i feel insane
bliss!

finally, i feel!
and, i give you my mind
and... you stop feeling.

it feels good not to feel
but, i want to feel

take my place, soul
take my place, being

be my mind
be my soul
i will trade
i will take

give me pain.
just take the DEATH away!

take my fate
i’ll give it
take my PLACE!

Death loves you
Death desires you
Death covets you
Death longs for you

you’re so close
just step across,
and you’re there

i need you
i need to feel
i need to want
i need to lust
i need to hurt

you don’t have to die
just GIVE IN
just give up
just give...

give me your life
i’ll give you my death
and, we can be in a better place

you can have it all...