Title: Secrets Don't Make Friends (Pt 21-Something's Missing…)
Author: DivaDelilah (divadelilah@aol.com)
Description: Set in late Season 4, after Faith has body switched and is in prison. Adam isn't in play, Spike is working with the Scoobies reluctantly.
Disclaimer: They're not mine, but at least I treat 'em right. Joss, Mutant Enemy, and Fox own all…I'm just daydreaming.
Distribution: Fanfiction.net, assorted lists, and anything I okay. Just let me know where it's going…
Feedback: Feed my addiction…pretty pleeeeeeeease with Spike on top?
Author's Note: Since writing this, I have spoken to a doctor and a nurse. It is no longer considered helpful to place an object in the mouth of someone having a seizure, unless (and it's unlikely) you are trying to keep their airway open. The new practice includes loosening tight clothing and giving them space while calling a medical emergency team. However for a non breathing vampire and artistic license, I opted to keep that part in the story. Thanks-deli.
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Angel suddenly collapsed on the floor, his body shaking like he was having a seizure. Xander's eyes widened in panic, and he yelled for Giles at the top of his lungs. Wesley came running from the kitchen, and gasped at the sight of his friend prone on the floor.

Giles came running down the stairs, assessing the situation as quickly a she could. "He looks as if he's having a seizure. I doubt that's what's happening, but nonetheless it can't hurt to take precautions. Xander, retrieve some pillows from the guest room to prop his head under. Wesley, find something strong to hold his tongue back. Remember he's a vampire and his jaws will crush normal things. When you two return, I'll go in the kitchen and brew a small amount of Hecate's Mark."

Wesley ran to find something they could use, and shrugged when the only thing could find strong enough was a crowbar. "I'm sure he's had worse things in his mouth in two centuries," he muttered. He walked into the living room just as Xander came down the stairs and together they held Angel in place.

Wesley stared at his friend as his breathing became labored, the shaking increased, and a cold sweat broke out on his forehead. Something is very wrong here, he thought. When Angel's demon came forward, he shrunk back, but gradually he realized it wasn't attacking him, just the unseen illness. "Rupert, what are you concocting in there?" he asked, his eyes never leaving Angel's struggling face.

Giles threw the last few roots in the mix, and leaned over the bar. "I told you: Hecate's Mark." At Wesley look of utter ignorance, he sighed. "Don't they teach anything to Watcher's anymore? Hecate's Mark is a very harmless potion that will detect the exact number of spells or hexes on a person. It works for us better than just a spell detector because always has a spell cast on him…his curse. This will let us know if anything else is in the mix causing him this trouble. Each spell will leave a different color spot in a line to the area we apply it to. Dark spells like his curse will leave a dark jewel toned color; those of the light will, of course, be lighter. The colors will also tell us what kind of spell it is, like aura rings."

"Why don't people use this spell more often? It seems a very useful sort of spell for a Watcher to have in arsenal."

"Yeah, G Man, what's the catch?"

"Xander, I've told you repeatedly- Nevermind. The 'catch' as you call it is it only works right on demons. If you apply this to a human, it tends to, well.."

"What?" Wesley asked sharply.

"Make them explode," Giles finished quietly.

"Well, no wonder they don't teach it anymore. I can't think of anything more unpleasant to clean up," Wesley muttered. "Especially if an untrained amateur was dabbling about with my spell books."

Giles acknowledged the jab about Willow and made a mental note to lock his cabinets more securely. She was quite an inventive young woman when there was something she wanted.

"Speaking of Wils, even if it is in the bad sense, where is she and the rest of that crazy gang of girls I've kissed? Well, excluding Tara of course," he added.

"They went to the Museum library to follow up some lead Willow had on that dreaded thing," Giles replied, carrying a small bowl of foul smelling liquid out of the kitchen.

He knelt beside Angel and motioned for the other two to hold his arms down jut in case. He carefully pushed Angel's sleeve up and daubed a few drops of the brew onto his arm, blowing air across it. The potion dried as soon as the air hit it, and the colors started to appear. A large, dark blue dot was first, followed by a light pink dot. The three men shared a relieved look when they realized that whatever spell Angel was under was one of lightness. When they glanced back down, they were astonished to see the pink dot fading and the blue dot slowly changing color.

"Extraordinary," Giles breathed, his eyes never leaving the tiny dot as it lightened from a dark navy to light cerulean in a matter of seconds. When the color stayed a solid blue, Angel's body stilled. His eyes glowed a bright red, then his demon retreated. He slumped, out cold for the moment.

"Most intriguing," Wesley murmured, removing the crowbar from the limp vampire's mouth and setting it aside. "Have you ever seen anything like that?"

Giles shook his head emphatically. "No. It was like the pink dot's spell was modifying Angel's curse in some way. I can't wait until he wakes up to ask him what he feels like."

Wesley nodded in agreement, then turned to Xander. "Perhaps you could fetch a cold cloth for his head, and heat one of the pig's blood packets in the fridge? Giles and I will clean up the chess board mess while we wait for him to awaken."

Xander hopped to it, and the Watchers sat, staring at the Angel's prone body together. Xander returned with the cloth and they placed it on his head, still examining him for the slightest movement. It was imperative they find out what had happened to their friend.
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Spike raised his head from Buffy's lap slowly. Something's…different. I can sense it. He sniffed the air carefully, trying to ascertain if something was watching them, or worse stalking them. Nothing but the flowers and Buffy's cologne caught his attention, but he still cut his gaze around, examining their surroundings.

"What's up, baby?" Buffy yawned. They hosed themselves off at a beach shower after making love in the sand, then walked hand in hand to the park, where they were currently half napping under a large tree.

"I don't know. Something feels…off. Do you feel it?"

Buffy searched around in her mind, trying to locate the feeling he was describing. A frown creased her face as she found a small spot inside where she felt unbalenced. He was right; something was wrong. But what? "It feels like someone, not something, is different. I'm not sure if it's good or bad, but it is certainly not normal. Did this just start? And why didn't I notice it as quickly as you?"

"Maybe it has something to do with the claiming. Maybe it's something in you that's changed, although I don't really think that's it. Maybe it's someone I have closer ties with than you. But we only know a few people in common…"

"And only two of them could be closer to you…oh, God, it's Angel. We have to go. Now." She got up abruptly, dumping him off her lap onto the grass.

Her face belied none of the panic Spike could feel radiating from her every pore. "Relax, pet. We're vampires, er, sort of. We can run there faster than you could drive. Ready to fly?" he asked, taking her hand and smirking. She grabbed his hand and squeezed and they took off together. Spike said something that could passed as a prayer under his breath as they headed toward Giles' house.
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Buffy and Spike arrived at the apartment just as Angel was waking up. A quick conference with Giles and Wesley confirmed their fears: something was up. Buffy paced the room frenetically, her worry blanketing the room with tension. Finally, Spike yanked on her arm, pulling her onto his lap on the couch. She glared at him and made to get up. Then she heard his voice in her head.

'Luv, why don't you just dip into his mind and see what you can find? I don't know if it's possible, but maybe you can figure it out by peeping a bit. I didn't say this out loud because the Watchers wouldn't let you do it. I wouldn't let you if I could do it instead. He's bound to have some pretty sick things in there, and I don't want you to get hurt. So if it's too much, get the hell out, okay?'

'Yeah, I get it. Lemme get comfy and I'll try.' She thought in reply.

Buffy situated herself on Spike's lap and stared at Angel, concentrating on getting into his mind. Her face scrunched up as she slipped past his mental wards to get into his inner most thoughts. She searched around, inwardly cringing at some of the memories she was finding. She saw things about Angel and Spike that she'd always wondered, and lately, fantasized about. She saw lots of blood, sex, gore, and death. And then she found the motherload. She entered the part of his mind that was helping to bind his soul to his body, and along with it, she found a place where it felt like something was missing. It was like something had been ripped away recently. Gasping, she shook her head, falling out of his mind immediately.

"What? What did you find, luv? Cuz if it was me, he's making up. I didn't do it, no matter what you saw," he declared forcefully.

Buffy smiled at him, her heart almost bursting with love for him, and then winked. "I didn't see much I didn't like," she replied in a sultry voice. Her demeanor changed rapidly, and she frowned. "What I did find was that there is something changed inside Angel, and it seems like it has to do with his curse. I couldn't get anymore than that. He has some pretty tough mental wards put up." Her eyes grew troubled and Spike hugged her close.

"Why don't you tell the Watchers what you saw? Maybe it will help them figure out what's up with the old pain in my arse," he teased. There was a smile on his face but not on his heart as he looked at his Sire. For years, he had hated Angel for taking Drusilla away, but since he'd fallen for Buffy, that hatred had faded, and even more so in the past few days. It was like old times, when he and Angel had been inseperable, and he had adored the elder vampire in an almost obsessive fashion. He longed for Angel's acceptance and love again, though he'd cut out his tongue before he'd admit it to anyone. Except maybe Buffy. She, too, had a rocky past with his Sire, and knew what it was like to yearn for him from afar.

A tap on his forehead brought him back to reality and he shook his head to clear his vision. A quick glance at Buffy, her forehead ridged and yellow softly shining at him, told him she'd been mucking about in his thoughts again. He growled softly and she answered him playfully. Leaning in, she nipped his lower lip and flicked her tongue across it. "Bloody hell, woman. Do you realize I still have sand in places my mum never even saw?" Buffy giggled, and Angel snickered from the couch. Spike quirked an eyebrow at his Sire. "And suppose I said that you've probably seen them, though?"

Angel growled from the couch, but in his weakened state it sound more like a puppy than a Master vampire. He sighed, and settled for flipping Spike off instead.

Spike's laugh echoed through the room. "A bit testy there, poof? Not my fault you're a pansy."

"I think that's enough witty repartee for today, you three. Now what did I over Spike saying you should tell us, Buffy?" Wesley asked, a smug grin on his face. He sat in the chair opposite hers, and poised his pen over a legal pad.

Giles walked in, handed Wesley a cup of tea, and Angel his mug, then sat down on a straight backed chair from the dining room. "Yes, and do be thorough because we really need all pertinent details to investigate accurately, Buffy."

Spike glared at the Watcher. "And where's my mug, then?"

"Since you are no longer chained to the bathtub, I feel no compulsion to make sure you are fed, Spike. I suggest you get that growth off your lap, and walk yourself to the kitchen and get one. Your favorite mug is clean," he taunted.

"Oh, bollocks," he muttered. Sitting Buffy aside, he stalked to the kitchen. As soon as he took the blood out of the microwave, he looked for his mug. To his horror, the only clean one left was dreaded 'Kiss the Librarian' mug form his tub days. "Oh, ha ha bloody ha, Rupert."

As he was making his way back to the living room, he heard Angel ask "When was Spike chained to the bathtub?" and Buffy replying offhandedly, "Two weeks ago.....oh shit!" then gales of laughter. That woman will be the death of me, even if it is from embarassment....
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On to Chapter Twenty-Two

No. Take Back to Series

Damn deli this is good!