We read, we study , we pray, and we go about our ways doing things we think
are important, but how many times do we just stop, and love our Father and His
Son? How often do we take time out to just praise them, and tell them how much we love them in
a different way, than when we pray.
I have sit up to the wee hours of the morning reading, writing down verses
and thoughts, that went through my mind. I would lay in bed at night before going
to sleep, or when I woke up during the night, and it was hard to go to
sleep or back to sleep because of talking and praising them.
Coming home to our Father and His Son, by spending more time than normal,
is like telling them they are extra important in our lives. I hate
the times of trying the heart, and one feels like they are standing all
alone. The joy and deep down love I felt days before seems to have just
fled from my life. I stand saying, " Father I love you, and even though
right now I feel so alone I know you are there." Some times it is many weeks,
but when it is over the most glorious sweetness flows though one. A
spiritual lesson is learned, and new higher level of understanding something
in our relationship with them is there.
Right now that is the place I am in, the one where you stand, and having stood, stand. It seems like when this
time comes, all I can do is say I have no other place but with you Father, in you
I live, and without you I die, so I will hang on. I know you hear me. I know
you love me. Help me, that the adversary not tempt me and me listen to him.
I know my Father, His Son, all the angels in heaven, and the Holy Spirit are pulling
for me. If I could see them I would see that they are right there ahead of me motioning
me on toward victory. Through the Master I can do all things, I can stand when
it seems like I am standing alone, because He loves me, and has proven it to
me many times and in many ways. When it is over, the sweetness of victory, having not given up, the blessing is greater than all the weeks of feeling so alone.
I was never alone, just my heart being tested, so He could know it.
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