Face numbing to the realization of what he knows,
(My face was numbing, and did my teacher in that class realize I was not in any shape to perform?)
Seeing light in colors that could never grow.
(Thinking about how cool it would be to hallucinate, but it didn't actually happen)
Taking an extension past the colors to your eyes,
(I heard the word extension)
And starting breaking for a beautiful surprise.
(Heard the word break, or was anticipating it to be said)
But trust me for a while if you can hold me to your star,
(I don't fuckin' know)
The bright little trinket that makes you what you are.
(I think this line and the last line were LOTR related)
Ladders leading me to nowhere finding brightly gone,
(There's a ladder in the room that I noticed right then)
But taking sides on ladders one's a pro against my con.
(If two people climb up a ladder from either side, if it falls, it sucks so much more for one person than the other)
Nine thirty ticked away to black and the war rolls to the star,
(In the skit: "What time is it?" "9:30" "Where'd you get that watch?" "The black market in Baghdad." "You know the war is starting again." Take from that what you will)
Words believed from false pretensions is where amusements are.
(Another case of taking words from the scene. But is there something in my life where I believe something that may not be true, and perhaps that belief is all I need to amuse myself? hmm...)
And a girl so small she could slip through nightmares,
(Is there a girl that is less than tall in my life lately that gives me self-doubt?)
But she's terrifying to my soul and I find she makes me scared.
(Self-explanatory)
Shadows lurkings, nothing alright believe me from my flower,
(LOTR and I believe mixing in with the scene again)
Statue's paranoia in between you two and draining off my power.
(Totally taken from the scene)
A denim beauty of him you love and a mocking little frown,
(Thinking about my patched pants and stuff from the scene)
Serving evil to the crime of home that never gets you down.
(Scene)
When you're alone a different similarity why is this my world,
(Scene)
And nightmares are more real to me than the question of the girl.
(The mystery behind this girl is so mysterious, I begin to question if there is a mystery, or maybe the fears I have are more real than the unanswered questions (footnote: Perhaps some deep thought that the answers to those questions are inside my head? I hope not... that'd be so cliche)
Unholy priests of evil rights making certain ways come true,
(Scene)
Attach in me a rosy dancer and I'll hold it back to you.
(Scene)
And here do I die. What?! I'll not die now. Give me back my eyes for these are ill met to my needs.
(I felt miserable, and kept asking Fil if I was going to die. My eyes were twitching, and they felt out of place in my head.)