°¥° The Little Things °¥°
Chapter Seven

Sarah walked down the stairs, her hair in a messy bun; her PJ bottoms two sizes to big. She sat down on the couch and started to flip through the channels, it was 2am in the morning and she couldn’t seem to fall asleep. JC and Adrea seemed happy to be home and with Hailee again.

Adrea seemed a little different; maybe it was being out of the country for two weeks, and away from her daughter. Sarah yawned as she stopped on MTV; reruns of undressed were on. She shrugged, there was nothing else on TV, and this was going to have to do.

The past two weeks was stuck in her head the whole time. She couldn’t help but think of Justin, but now, now it was getting hard. Nick Carter started to hang around, wanting to get in with her be her boyfriend. She didn’t want to date Nick Carter; she just wanted to get her mind off of Justin, the guy up stairs sleeping peacefully in his bed.

Justin walked down the stairs, and seen Sarah sitting on the couch watching Undressed of all shows. He laughed a little as he walked the rest of the way into the front room. She was looking at the TV, but she wasn’t watching the show, she was thinking about other stuff.

“Boo!” Justin said sitting down next to her on the couch.

Sarah jumped a little and turned her head to look at him. He was wearing boxers, and his hair was messed up.

“What are you doing up?” Sarah asked looking away from her really fast.

“I couldn’t sleep, and I heard the TV turn on so I came down stairs to see who was watching my TV on my couch.” Justin said with a slight smile as he leaned back on the couch, plopping his feet on the coffee table.

“Yeah, well I couldn’t sleep either.” Sarah said still not looking at him, she just didn’t and couldn’t look at him, she was afraid that if she did, she’d attack him then and there.

“Uh huh, I see and you pick undressed as the TV show. Very nice Sar, I thought you didn’t like watching that whole sex thing.” Justin smirked bringing his arms to rest behind his head.

“There was nothing else on. You can change it if you want to.” Sarah said biting her lower lip sitting up, she grabbed the remote and handed it to him, not looking at him still.

Justin grabbed her hand and the remote, something was up with her and he wanted to find out. He pulled on her hand a few times before she turned her head and looked at him. Sarah was still biting her lip, she was right; she wanted to kiss him the moment her eyes looked at him. Maybe it was the fact that he was only wearing boxers.

“Don’t chew on your lip, you’re going to chew it right off.” Justin said moving his free hand up to her face and through her hair.

“Justin…” Sarah started but stopped as she closed her eyes.

Justin looked at her just after she said his name. Her eyes were closed and her mouth was slightly parted.

Sarah’s eyes opened and she looked at him; he was staring at her. She moved his hand away from her face and stood up. She couldn’t be there with him, something was just going to happen and she couldn’t be there with him.

“Um… I need to get out of here.” Sarah said walking away, Justin jumped up and grabbed her hand.

“Wait, what is wrong? You’ve been acting different the past few weeks.” Justin said pulling her to a stop.

Sarah stood there her eyes closed as she sighed; she turned around and opened her eyes slowly looking at him. She opened her mouth a few times trying to tell him something, but couldn’t seem to get it out. A few, “I” and a few “We” came out of her mouth, but nothing other then that.

“I, we, I, we…” Justin smirked at her with a slight laugh. “Girl, spit it out already!” Justin added lowering his head so he was eye level with Sarah.

Sarah closed her eyes and opened them again. Justin could hear her groan a little, but what he wasn’t expecting happened a few seconds after she groaned.

Sarah pulled away from Justin, rather fast making his eyes open wide for a few seconds. With both her hands, one on each of his shoulders she pushed him so he was sitting on the couch. She didn’t know what she was doing, everything was just happening and she could stop it. Sarah leaned down and pressed her lips against Justin’s hard as she ran her right hand into his curly hair. Sitting down, her legs on each side of his body she pushed with her tongue to open his mouth even more.

Justin was taken aback a little but then proceeded to do what she wanted to do. He opened his mouth and let her tongue into his mouth. His hands found the bottom of her T-shirt and started to work their way up the shirt. Sarah pulled out of the kiss as Justin laid her down on the couch, his mouth eating her mouth up. He had wanted to do this for years, and for some reason it didn’t feel right.

Justin pulled away from Sarah and stood up, he looked at her and ran his hand through his messy hair.

“I… I can’t do this.” He said before he could say anything else, Sarah was already out of the front room and up the stairs.

Justin sighed as he fell back and sat down on the couch, what was wrong with him? He had her right where he wanted her, and didn’t take her. Justin sat on the couch for a few more minutes before he got up and walked up the stairs.

Justin pushed open the bedroom door that Sarah was sleeping in. He closed the door and looked around the room; she was lying in the bed, acting like she was sleeping. He walked over to the bed and sat down running his hands through his hair. Sarah didn’t move she just sat there with her eyes closed, she didn’t know what to say. She just did something that she couldn’t stop, and he turned her down.

“Sarah… Listen, let me explain…” Justin started but stopped when the bed started to move.

“Go away.” Sarah said through her pillow, she turned over on to her stomach and put her face in her pillow.

“No, talk to me.” Justin said grabbing her shoulders and turning her over, her hair was in her face and her eyes were closed.

“No, I don’t want to talk, go away please.” Sarah said pushing Justin’s hands away from her.

Justin looked at her; eyes closed trying to push him away. He did this all from not kissing her down stairs.

“It didn’t feel right, kissing you on my couch at 2am. I don’t know it just didn’t feel right.” Justin said biting his bottom lip.

Sarah sat up in the bed and looked at him, anger was growing in her. She threw the covers off of her and got out of the bed.

“Kissing me when no one is around don’t feel right, but kissing me in front of 50 cameras feels right!” Sarah said pulling some sandals on. “You are fucking messed up, I’m out of here.” Sarah said running out of the bedroom door.

Justin jumped up and ran after her but was to late, she was already out side the house. Justin ran up stairs and pulled on some PJ bottoms, he walked out the front door to see Sarah unlocking her car door with reporters taking her picture.

“Fine I’ll admit it, it gives me some kind of sick thrill when people watch me kiss you. They can’t have you, or me, and seeing us kiss let’s them know that.” Justin said pulling Sarah’s hand away from the car.

“God leave me alone, maybe you and Britney were meant for each other.” Sarah said pushing Justin’s hand away from her.

Justin stood there watching Sarah try to unlock her car, her eyes were burning with tears and she couldn’t see if she even had the right key in her hand. Justin was breathing hard from running up and down the stairs, and now hearing her speak of him and Britney being meant for each other. Justin grabbed Sarah’s arm and twisted her around to face him.

“If anyone was meant for each other it was you and I.” Justin said as he smashed his lips against Sarah’s.

With his hands he held her close and tightly against him not letting her struggle away. When Sarah stopped struggling to get away, she started to deepen the kiss; Justin let his hands roam her back until she jumped into his arms. Justin’s hands went to her legs and held her up tilting his head kissing her deeper.

Justin walked backwards until his back hit the half-opened front door, which he pushed open with his left foot and walked in the rest of the way. This time, there was no way in hell he wasn’t going to take her.

Justin let Sarah go, and she slid down him until her feet were touching the ground. With one of his hands he found the bottom of her T-shirt, just before he could pull it up Sarah pushed away. Justin stood there looking at her, not knowing what was going on. She just freaked out on him for not wanting her, and when he does she stops.

Sarah looked at him, wearing Boxers and PJ bottoms his bare chest shinning from the light the TV was giving off. She was just in PJ bottoms and a T-shirt, with underwear on. If anything more happen she was going to be his, all his and no one else. With her right hand, she ran it down his chest to the top of his PJ bottoms. Pulling on the elastic, Sarah started to walk backwards towards the stairs, not saying anything just looking at him, while she pulled him with her by his PJ bottoms.

“You’re right.” Sarah said as she opened his bedroom door letting his PJ’s snap back to him.

She sat down on the bed and looked at him that was almost the last thing any one said the rest of the night. Justin walked over to her and smashed his lips into hers. Now was his time to do what he wanted, nothing was standing in between them at this point, well almost nothing.

“I love you.” Justin said in between kisses as he pulled Sarah’s shirt off of her kissing between her breast and to her belly button.

Justin’s heart started to pound faster and harder as the seconds past by, waiting for her to say the three words back to him.