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15 April 2007 | 11:11
Flow (feat. Hinouchi Emi) - Epik High
   With me, Eternally...

Epik High pwns. I couldn't stop listening to them yesterday. I want translations to their songs because (according to wikipedia), their fourth album has a lot of profanity and they talk about controversial issues. =o. They even had some of their songs banned from being played on the radio due to the subject of their songs. So I want to see what's the big deal. =D Off to soompi I go? On another note, Hey!Girl pwns too. The song by TVXQ. I finally read the whole translation of the song and omg. If any guy sang that to me..I think I'd just die right there. Even if the translation isn't that great...OMG -flails- Match up the words with their voices *o*. Makes me want to post the whole dang thing just so you could read it..but too lazy. It's going to be in my bookie anyway. I don't think the lyrics make it all that awesome..but put it together with the music and whatnot..you have heart stoppage-ness. Onto a rather crappier topic: my immune system fails at life. I don't think I'm getting any better. =D I wish Micky Park was here to take care of me. -cackles- Then again..he might get sick..and then give bad performances. XO Like that one performance of Hey!Girl...oof. It was horrible. The only thing that saved him was what he was weearing. Blahh I'm so hungry too...but I'm not in the mood to eat anything. Or to cook anything. This sucks..boo on the person who got me sick. Peh. Ahhh XO sorry for being a pooper and complaining. New KAT-TUN album out this week! They make it seem like Jin isn't coming back anymore..T_T. He was so pretty. And new Koda Kumi pv out. Meh, kinda boring. But she's still hot and awesome. I wish I was like her. Wait..not really. Yeah..scratch that. Anyway, I'm off doing whatever a sick person is supposed to be doing~

12 April 2007 | 20:31
完整演 - 黃義達
   Just loving you.

Chupark is on a rampage. To find that stupid girl with her ugly coach purse and her ugly red backpack with her ugly hair. WHY? Because she walks by me and goes "Excuse me...little person." And then I was like, EH. OH NO YOU DID NOT JUST CALL ME A LITTLE PERSON AS IF I WAS A PIECE OF POO ON THE SIDEWALK. Hmph. I should spit on her so she'll get sick. AHAHAHAHA TAKE THAT. Ooh, did I ever talk about the movie, ただ、君を愛してる。? Guess not. Love it how I can type in Japanese by the way. ANYWAY. THAT MOVIE. WAS..AWESOME. Partially cause I love the actress in it~Miyazaki Aoi. She's the cutest thing ever. But the end made me sad. I knew it was gonna be a sad ending...but..I was still crying and going "WHY!!!!" But it's so nice. *o* She embodied the ultimate form of love for someone. "I want the person I love to fall in love with the person he loves." When she said that, I was like...ToT WHY?! THE OTHER PERSON IS UGLY. Not really..but she was so adorable. And then more stuff happens..*o*. Love that movie. -goes into pile of favorites-. I want to rewatch it again tomorrow..after I fail my wonderful calculus test. Sigh..I felt so sorry for the guy. I don't think I"ll ever do what she did to him. Anyway...today was rather interesting. Felt like dying half th etime. I was sick..and still sick. A bit dizzy...I kinda don't want to go to school tomorrow. But chumama will wake my butt up and force me to go to school. I left my bookie at school today. It made me so sad. I opened my backpack in cal and I was like..NO O_O! And so I think that's why I failed everything. Meh, there will be better days. Anyway...I think I'll go study for cal now. Deep post will come later?

08 April 2007 | 11:10
작은 가방 - 손호영
   I wanna hold you.

Woke up at 8 today. Which was ridiculous considering the time I slept last night...and the fact that I was so tired. I really wanted to go back to sleep..but thoughts kept clotting my mind. All I ever think about is one thing. Which is stupid. I wish I could focus on other things...and then maybe I'll get some decent sleep. So basically, I laid there for about an hour or two...and then got up. Felt the pain in my legs xo. They were so sore and then brilliant me ran into the bed post thing. That hurt. Went online...read some fanfics. Decided to sleep on the couch. Again with the thoughts. -headdesk- I wish I could just go get some decent sleep. So here I am, ranting about my misery. I wish I had someone that could just talk about stuff without it having it feel awkward. I just want to rant without having them feel weird about it. Or at least me thinking that they feel weird about it. Meh. I wish I knew more stuff too..about things. Maybe then I won't feel ridiculous and stupid all the time. Anyway, sorry for being a pooper. I blame it on lack of sleep...and other things. Have a happy easter and whatnot. Keep warm, be safe.

06 April 2007 | 17:36
까만안경 - Eru
   Stolen my soul, stolen my heart.

Yep, my heart, mind and soul has been stolen. (kakaakaka TVXQ reference.) My heart goes doki doki every single time. =o. Anyway, today I went to Borders. And today, I discovered Banana Yoshimoto o_o. She has the coolest name. EVER. Well...pen name, but wahtever. I wanted to read one of her books for English..but I wasn't sure if it was okay since it's not really an English book. Just translated. What else did I do today? I painted stuff. Less like 'stuff' and more like the curb. The black and white paint makes me want to make my own Micky Park monoprint. I havn't visited Nessa's at school XO. It's been up for like a week now.. ^^;; sorry. How can one audition to be a casting director for SM? o_O.. Odd. It's like "HEY! I foudn someone cool~ can I be casting director now?" Sigh. So bored. SOOO UNBELIEVEABLELEBLY BORREEEDDD. I think I'll take a nap...cause I have nothing better to do. Sucks to not have friends. Where's chumama with my candied apple? T_T

04 April 2007 | 20:02
다시 내 곁으로 (Duet with 손호영) - As One
   Am I suppose to be sorry for falling in love with you?

I'm so in love with that song. As One just gets better and better every day. =D It's off their new single...and the only reason why I wanted to listen to it was because of Son Ho Young. And then, when I was finished..I was like..HOLY CRAPS. I NEED LYRICS O_O. GAM has nothing on them. =D Anyway, I'd love to sing with Son Ho Young one day. 8D He's hot. OH OH I FOUND IT. YAY FOR SOOMPI. Anyway, stuffs been boring lately and now it's just failing all our tests and quizzes. Like that bio quiz that I oh-so-gracefully hiroshima-ed. Sigh. ACK! XIAH JUST FELL XO. Scared the crap out of me. Anyway, I sat here..doing...nothign. o_o. XO So much for studying for bio test. Seems like that's all I ever do..."study" for bio. Two months left of school though =D. I hope things get interesting though...cause it's kinda boring to just sit there and not do anything cept be a nerd and sleep all day. More drama perhaps? Ahahahaha kidding. Just something interesting I guess. I'm a spectator in life. You people should make it more lively. On another note...does it get more obvious everyday? o_O I feel like it does...cause I'm a loser. And..I've been a bit..distant. bleh. Whatever. At least I'm not like anna ying. Such a disgrace. Off to sing along to BoA...=D I think she's awesome.

01 April 2007 | 15:17
Timeless (feat XIAH) - 장리인
   If it's once in a lifetime, it's us.

Ah I love that song. I love singing to it too. So much fun! Anyway, I present to you, WILLIE!

There he is all cute XD! He's so tiny~ Look at his little tail. When I approached his little blue tub thingy, he was running around in circles. Lol.

Wahhh I love his little tail.

Haha trying to get out. His little feet are so cutee XD. On the right is his little tree. X3 I like this picture the best. Sigh, he's going to grow big and hang out with his other big turtle friends. It's been a while since I've posted pictures. =D I have other ones too..but whatever. It takes too much work to upload it. I'm gonna take a nap. Oh yeah, flipped the calendars today. Desktop = JunSu x 2; Korean hanging one = YOOCHUNIE!!!!!; Japanese one doesnt change..sooo it's...YOOCHUNIEEEE!!!!! And my old one, its YunHo. It's a YooSuHo month, but since there's more YooChunie..that means it's a good month XD!

31 March 2007 | 22:35
会いたい - SE7EN
   If it's once in a lifetime, it's us.

I wish I had a boyfriend...so I can make him bento lunch like in those dramas. *o* Wrap it all up in a cute little piece of cloth thing...UWAH~ Haha, anyway, enough of that. Yesterday, Bonnie and I continued the wedding planning. =D It's so much fun. Makes me want to get married so I can go plan one. Ehmmm, there were some emo kids last week...made me worried. But I don't ever ask if they're okay, cause I think it's weird coming from me. I wish I had some way of telling them that I'm here to listen, or to cheer them up and whatnot. I feel bad sometimes for spilling my emo-ness on others too. So, if I've been complaining and talking about stupid people ("person") and you're annoyed...sorry. Let me know and I'll stop. Tomorrow I get to visit Willie. He's a quarter-sized turtle. He's my god-turtle, so if Nessa ever dies off, I get to keep him =D. Sigh..I'm tired. I was going to rant about "person" because...there's no one I really want to rant to about him at the moment. It's a bit awkward I guess. I'm so scared that it's obvious. BLAHH Whatever. It can't get worse than this....I think.

27 March 2007 | 18:05
～約束～ - JYONGRI
   Tell me why...

EDIT | 22:08 Sometimes, I wonder why you're the only guy that has made me feel this way twice.
I can type in Japanese and Korean now :D. No more copy and pasting! Actually, I have to learn how Korean works, but I can do it. And Chinese...we'll see about that. Anyway, prom is causing lots of drama. @_@ I just want to go to L.A. and stalk Brian, BoA, Eru, and SuJu...and I can have my own prom with them. KAKAKAAKA. But alas, I'll go to this one and pay a gazillion dollars for it. I hope I have someone to split the ticket with, cause couples pay less. Kakaka being the cheapo that I am. Ehm, the thing that I thought was obvious, wasn't really obvious. So :D! YAY! A bit relieved..and maybe not really. Cause keeping secrets in isn't any fun. I like to tell people my own stuff, don't know why. I'll keep this short...GAH I really hope all this drama stuff dies down soon. @_@ Off to take a nap~

25 March 2007 | 10:59
Y (Why...) - 장리인
   You leave me powerless.

I am pooped. Sore. My feet hurt from those cursed shoes. Bonnie was right...I shouldn't have worn them. Katy Mills had candied apples. I want candied apples. Yesterday, I collapsed around 1030...and then Arria rudely interrupted by calling me. Went back to sleep on the couch. Didn't wake up until 5 ToT. I huddled back into my room, cause that's where a sleeping wissa belongs. Then woke up to give Arria a wake up call...went back to sleep. Then woke up at 10. I felt that potatoe and whatever else we ate at SouperSalad. It was probably a bad decision to sleep in my room, cause I was so filthy. My throat hurts a bit from the Korean food from yesterday. It was so good *o*. Too bad they didn't have potatoes or the tofu stuff for side dishes T_T. I like potatoes. Oh yeah, yesterday, Bonnie and I went to Barnes&Noble and bought our....eh, I guess it's safe to say..planner :D. The lady at the front was probably like...wtf. Puwahahaha. Not motivated at all to finish my layout. My colorizing skills have went down the poopers. No inspiration. I'm so brain dead. And now I'm hungry. I haven't cooked anything in a while either. ChuMama always wants me to make cookies. She steals my chocolate too. Her excuse, "You don't want it. You don't like it. You won't eat it." D= But it's my chocolate. ChuMama is addicted to sweets. WAO. Bikutoria is awake. She's usually never awake this early. I think ChuPapa went and woke her up. I can't sing to my songs today T-T. Stupid spicy food. BoA has a new Japanese single. :D It's entitled Sweet Impact. Her hair is short o_o. It's cute though!! Uwah..she's so awesome. I don't think Zhang Ri In can catch up to her awesomeness. Then again, they're different. So who knows. Anyway, Mitchell sucks. Haha just kidding. He's too nice to suck. Allergies suck though. My car is covered with pollen. ToT......OMG BRIAN IS GOING TO BE THE MC FOR THE HOLLYWOOD BOWL THING. O_O WITH SUJU AND BOA?! PEOPLE THAT ARE SOMEWHAT RELATED TO TVXQ?! LET'S DITCH PROM AND GO. I LOVE "JOO" BRIAN~ -huggles-

23 March 2007 | 00:26
Timeless (feat. XIAH) - 장리인
   Everyday I love you more and more.

Just finished a...38? chaptered fanfiction. Finally~ What an ending *o*. Reading sappy love stories always make me go "I wish I had a love like that". It's so beautiful. All the fluff and angst. I love it. Now I have to go search for another one. Peh. Kinda sad how the only thing that I really ever read are fanfictions. But whatever, my life is boring, therefore I entertain myself with other people's lives. Anyway, did you know that BoA and Super Junior are going to be in LA during prom weekend? I want to ditch and go see them. HanKyung, BoA, SiWon, and EuueraruTeuk(?) - love. Too bad TVXQ was there two years ago. And, I have concluded, I have no expectations. He can do whatever he wants, and I don't think I'll care. Or at least I'll try not to care. Ehm, still a bit emo, cause this week sucks. Even my horoscope in the paper says it's supposed to suck. Tomorrow (er rather, today), I better get five stars. -kicks stupid article- Sing to Zhang Ri In's Y (Why...). It's fun...but if only I can get the lyrics right. - You leave me powerless.
To Nessa: psst, don't share the TVXQ stuff. And don't share anything with anna ying. Cause..I'm selfish and she/he pisses me off sometimes. :D We need to do a drama trade off before the spring ones start. Theres 12 that I'm interested in. We need to go over the list.

21 March 2007 | 22:56
작은 가방 - 손호영
   His name and not my name, but someone else's.

Son Ho Young makes things better. So does TVXQ. So far, this week has been pretty bad. Well maybe not the most horrific week ever, but it's pretty bad considering how boring my life usually is. Monday was hectic and failed some quizzes. Was seriously ticked off for the first time..in a while. Tuesday, failed some more tests and quizzes. Today, failed some more tests and quizzes. Three whole days of failing stuff. It's amazing. I'm probably partially to blame...being lazy. But for some reason, I'm not motivated anymore. My memory is going. I can't remember things anymore, or maybe I don't make the effort to. And right now I'm emo. Being emo over stupid people. Well maybe not emo, but probably just thinking. They're too nice. But I guess I'm a little bit more mature in this. Partially because this has already happened before. Sometimes I think that I act a little bit childish, or rather just plain childish. Always whining and moping about things. I think it's annoying sometimes, but I don't know why I still do it. Anyway, I really hope this week ends well.

17 March 2007 | 23:25
miss you -ballade ver.- - 東方神起
   I'll be your rain.

If you had three months left, who would you want to spend it with? Sometimes I wish that someone lied to me and said that I had cancer or I was going to die. Maybe then I'll take my life a bit more seriously. No more beating around the bush, but actually doing the things that I really want to do. Say 'I love you' to those people that matter and telling all the people that annoy me why they're annoying. But alas, I'm not dying and I don't have an uncurable cancer...or at least I don't think. I guess I should be grateful for that, but it's not like I'm going to get up off my butt and start doing stuff that matter to me. Kinda sad but I'm known for being a lazy butt that needs a little push to actually start doing something drastic. Maybe a big push. Then again, I don't think that a lot of people would give a crap about what I think. Like all the guys that I actually really really liked. Or the people that probably hurt me in some way. Or the people that I've hurt in some way. The people that really left a mark on me..The people that I drifted apart from..and so on. Soo I guess in the end, it doesn't really matter. Well, to those of you actually reading or just passing by, you should do something that you don't normally do. Tell someone something. Catch up with an old friend. Run around like you're five again. Do something different. Consider this my push for you.

16 March 2007 | 21:12
EYES ON ME - 山田優
   Never knew I could feel like this.

Like I've never seen the sky before. Anyway! Guess what I'm listening to?!..Besides all those new singles and Moulin Rouge soundtrack...NEWS!!! I'm re-hooked on their old stuff. *O*. I miss them. Sigh...Next I'm going to find my KANJANI8 stuff and start fangirling over Johnnys. AND ZOMGS! I need to find ARASHI stuff too. Don't worry, I haven't forgotten TVXQ ;D. I haven't written in my bookie for like...a week. Hahaha. I'm so lazy. Downloaded a new pv by BOO BEE BENZ!!! It's actually pretty catchy, but I still like "to me" and "kimi to iu hana" better. Ehm, what else...I AM BORED. I want to go to Korea. I miss Nishikido Ryo. He's a fan of Leah Dizon, and she's hot. What else...I don't know what else. I'm so boring. Dirt is going to be on soon. I like that show. I wish I had something better to do than to sit here, and whine. Nessa's making an original soundtrack of her life. I wish I could make one, but I'm too lazy and it's too difficult. All time favorite songs? I have a lot. Too many. But what comes to mind is...some Nakashima Mika songs, REMIOROMEN (KONAAA YUKKII EHHHHH), TVXQ, Orange Range...and lots more. HEAVEN by AyuHamasaki is love. I think that soundtrack is going to be pretty emo though. A lot of songs I like are all depressing. Or they're lovey dovey and slow. Anyway, I would like to announce to the world that danny boy doesn't exist anymore. Or at least I would like to think. But...yeah. Only three people know why. So life's a bit better now. No more worrying about random crap. Time to wait for Dirt. =D
-chupark thinks that Yamada Yu is hot.

15 March 2007 | 00:03
Moulin Rouge
   Come what may, I will love you.

Finished watching Moulin Rouge, again. =D I'm so in love with Come What May and Your Song. I want to find the original soundtrack that nessa burned me so I can stick it in my car and sing to it. I wish I had a love like Satine and Christian's. Minus the scary duke guy and the dying. Sigh, if only in life we can break out in song and dance. My gift is my songgggg, and this one's for youuuuuu. *o* My favorite. If a guy could sing that to me, I think I would die right then and there from a heart attack. That is..if he could sing it right. So...one way to make me go oogly boogly is either sing Your Song or play Insa on the piano (singing Insa would be a bonus). I have a craving for mashed potatoes. o_o. So random...but I do have a craving for it. Ahh, darn yesasia for sending me another five dollar coupon. I have two now...tempting me to buy something. Nessa says that hot and talent guys are potatoes. Lol. She's a little weirdo XD. Anyway, I'm tired. If anyone wants to watch Moulin Rouge...tell me so I can watch it again with you...and scare the crap out of you by my singing XD! (I can sing both girl and guy parts..since no one sings with me..XD)
-chupark..MY GIFTTTT IS MYYY SONGGGGGGGGGGGG~

14 March 2007 | 14:12
Hello again - 東方神起
   baby i'm with you when i think of you.

Today is White's Day, where the guys return the girl's feelings if she gave the guy chocolate on Valentines Day. They give out white stuff (Like the white ribbon in DNAngel). How cute. I don't give chocolate out cause I'm a cheapo. I'm finally putting the search feature on iTunes to good use. It's pretty handy dandy...but I wish I knew how to type in Korean and Japanese so I can access the songs that are all squiggly and whatnot. I am praying and hoping that Five in the Black will grow on me. It'll make me sad if it doesn't...but I'm liking Yakusoku and Hello again. ZION is a really nice way to start it off too, but Hello again just pwns my soul. Mr. Yumho has more parts =D Nessa should be happy. Proud still pwns me too. Specially that verse where JaeJoong goes: kono machi de meguriatta ima mou wasurenai yo ano hi kara. *O*! IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL~sigh. Such nice lyrics. Oh and I listened to Insa all over again and became re-obsessed with it. The instrumental version is really really nice. If any guy could play it on the piano for me, I think I might just fall in love with them. It'll be even better if they hauled the piano to the outside of my house and played it to me from there *o*...with paper cranes all over it. Like in that banjun drama with ChangMin and BoMi. Ehm, enough TVXQ talk. I miss bpan T_T. She called me just to tell me she saw her hubby on the TV. ==; How loserish. ;D. Kakaka, sounds like something I would do =x. I want to make a new layout, but I have no inspiration and no cool picture to work with. I mean, the concert poster is nice and all, but it's so..agh. Can't work with it. I'm kinda tired too. RAIN!!!!! So much of it. I love rainy weather. Rainie Yang...Rain. hot guy...hot guy is Micky Park. Ahahahaha. Okay I'm gonna go fun gao.~
-chupark is so confuddled.

14 March 2007 | 00:11
I'm Here - 伊藤由奈
   Reason Why

Five in the Black got leaked out. That makes me happy. Have NO IDEA why they put 'High time' on there. Such a meh song for such cool people. On the other hand, Ito Yuna and Koda Kumi's singles got leaked. They're REALLY AWESOME. You guys should go get them. Specially Ito Yuna's I'm Here. It's kind of like losin' but not as cool. But I still love it. Anyway, go watch 300 if you haven't already. The blood splattering is soo pretty. Same with the oracle part. It's flowy and all cool. Ehm..what else. Oh yeah, I got back from San Antonio! Shopped like none other. And one more thing, I'm done. With Danny boy and what not. I don't care anymore. It's so tiresome and troublesome to like someone, to think about them all the time. I don't care anymore. Maybe I still like him more than everyone else a bit, but...I just don't care. I give up.
-chupark is still mad at Micky Park.

10 March 2007 | 23:58
SAD SONG - 김정훈
   You are everything.

Anyway, I was enlightened today. After the TVXQ concert...haha just kidding. Still mad at Micky Park though. Well..anyway I was just enlightened at the moment. I think. I am hypothesizing that the reason why I told a bunch of other people about danny boy was because...the fact that I like him is partially untrue. Yeah sure I like him and all, but...I don't know. There might be some other kiddo, but let's not think about that. So confusing. Such stupid problems I have. Well..that's enough of my rant. I'm gonna go to sleep.
-chupark is in a mud puddle.

09 March 2007 | 23:58
Choosey Lover -R. Yamaki's Groove Mix- - 東方神起
   Choose me baby, uh. Sexy lady uh.

OMG! The remixed version of Choosey Lover is even better than the original version. If a guy sang that to me, I'd seriously keel over and die. *o* So amazing. Kim Jung Hoon's new single came out for download too. It's soo depressing. Reminds me of his pv..and his crying. Sigh..even when he's smiling, he looks so depressing. Anyway this week was full of drama. I'm just glad that it's SPRING BREAK!! XD Time to sleep in and not think about anything. Except maybe this one thing that is bugging me. A LOT. Gah. I'm so confused. 300 came out today. REALLY REALLY want to go see all those pretty graphics. Tomorrow is me and shimnippei's date...with five other hot guys! Kakakaka. Let's see what else...my burner officially died yesterday. So sad. Now I have to ship everything off to my sister's computer so she can burn it. I seriously need a new hard drive. I'm not so motivated to make that new layout of mine anymore. No inspiration what so ever.And I got the sneezies today. Stupid allergies. Uwah, can't stop listening to Choosey Lover. It's so awesome. I'd definitely choose you ;D. Got my blood test today. My arm still hurts. Almost done though ^^b. You know what's sad? Bonnie hears more about danny boy than Micky Park. ToT That's not a good sign. It's all his stupid fault. Hey listen: choose me baby uh. *O*!!!!!! WAHHHHHHHHH. Such a good song. You guys should to listen to it while I go read a fan fiction.
-chupark needs a new iPod and dvd burner.

05 March 2007 | 19:13
I'm Here - 伊藤由奈
   Can you feel it?

I haven't mentioned all the new pvs lately. I love Ito Yuna's I'm Here pv. The song is SOOO awesome. She still needs to work on her dancing, but OMG she gets prettyer and prettyer. I love it when she's in that white dress and in that little ball thing. I don't know why, but she looks so cool. *o*. It's for the Unfair movie I think...cause the only thing that I know of with Shinohara Ryoko in it...and that litlte girl..is Unfair. Too bad ---- died in the drama. Sad stuff. Next up! Koda Kumi's But. o_o...You guys have to see it for yourself. She's cute..yet slutty at the same time. It's so weird. I'd have to say she has more clothes on than normal. I like the song though. Catchy. And...instead of being all over guys this time, she's all over girls. A nice spin on things I guess. NEXT! NEWS Hoshi wo Mezashite. OMG I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THEIR RETURN *O*! IT'S FINALLY HERE! It's such a nice happy song! Tegoshi looks like a girl in the pv. His hair is unbelievably straight. Sigh...Nishikido Ryo's smile is to die for *o*. If I didn't discover Micky Park, I'd still be married to him. Omggss..he's hot stuff. Massu looks the same. I like it when Shige and Koyama harmonize together. It sounds nice. Sigh...I love them so much *o*. Now they're like hte PERFECT JJrs group because Uchi and Kusano are out. Arashi is nice too but they don't have Ryo...and KAT-TUN..is missing Jin. So therefore, NEWS PWNS. KAKAKAKA. The only thing that probably bothers me is YamaPi's uneven teeth...It's gross. I like their clothes too. They've been upgraded to nice clothes XD! And lastly, Yamada Yu's EYES ON ME. She's SOOOO GORGEOUISDFUPSODIFU. I like this song. XD She has gorgous clothes too~ I don't get the people dancing around in the background though. Uwah..she's so cool. I think I"ll listen to her other single now. And..maybe start on homework. Oh, and my mail man pisses me off. WHY? Because, he didn't deliver the mail today. I AM WAITING FOR MY O CONCERT PHOTO BOOK. My sister paid big bucks to have it shipped from Korea. (It's the bookie from the actual concert XD!!) I would also get the s-cubes...but meh. I want the pendants instead. So..anyone wanna give me like..500 dollars? Oh I like the Japanese ones too..so I'd like another 500. Kakaka. Sigh..I'm horribly addicted...but whatever. OH! And 300 comes out this week. Anyone wanna go see it with me? It's rated R so you little kiddies can't go. -laughs in your face-
-chupark is sneezing like crazy.

04 March 2007 | 23:04
Heaven - 浜崎あゆみ
   ano hi kitto futari wa ai ni fureta.

Yes I'm updating again. Why? Because I am so unbelievably BORED. I don't think I have ever been so bored in my life. I kinda just sat here the whole day..thinking about random stuff. The only productive thing I did was probably make myself lunch and bake cookies. Nessa's tragic love story is about me and Micky Park. It's an alternative take on our ChangMin+train tracks story. Sigh..makes me sad. Why can't I be with YooChunie?! -sobs- It's basically me and him seeing each other at the opposite sides of the train tracks. I run towards him and then BAM. I get hit by a train. Tragic stuff. Today, there were also sucky fanfictions. There were a bunch of angst/deathfics posted. I want stupid fluffy romantic stuff. GAR. And if you're going to have angst, don't put depressing endings where people go kill themselves. THAT'S JUST SAD. AND WRONG. Listening to Heaven by Hamasaki Ayumi makes me want to cry cause it's so pretty. That's my favorite song out of her...gazillion million other ones. Did you know that HeeChul makes a pretty decent girl? Oh nessa was talking about how she wanted a ChangMinnie. I want a YooChunie. Maybe one that does the sappy romantic stuffs. Cause that stuff pwns my Heart, Mind and Soul. (OOH TVXQ REFERENCE!) Hm, shall I talk about a dream that I had last night? Or..rather early in the morning. I guess I will..soo, I was dating a song writer person? Musician I guess. I really hope it wasn't Micky Park. So we're all happy. And then he dumps me for some reason..I forgot. I think it was because his friend was a pooper..and his friend didn't like me much. And then he wrote a song for me saying that he was sorry...although we didn't get back together. And I woke up..mad and angry. What a stupid guy. Lesson learned? Not all musicians are super cool like Micky Park. I can't believe I remember it. The other half had to do with Danny boy, which wasn't exactly a happy dream either...but I couldn't remember it. Subconscious is probably saying "get over him cause he's stupid." And I agree. So starting now, I'll work on that.
-chupark wants a YooChunie.

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