I want to be, (February 18th, 2002)

I want to be,

The one you wake up next to every morning.

I want to be,

The one who makes you breakfast in bed.

I want to be,

The one you call baby.

I want to be,

The one you hold tight.

I want to be,

The one who makes you soup when you are sick.

I want to be,

The one you run home to after work.

I want to be,

The one who feeds you popcorn during a movie.

I want to be,

The one you call on the phone just to say I Love You.

I want to be,

The one who gets to love you forever.

I want to be,

The one you worry about.

I want to be,

The one who cry's on your shoulder during a sad movie.

I want to be,

The one you say I do to.

I want to be,

The one who is called your wife.

I want to be,

The one who says I love you everyday of your life.

I want to be,

The one who gets all your love.

I want to be,

The one who gets your heart and soul.

I lay in bed... (April 15th, 2002)

I lay in bed thinking,

of how wonderful you are.

I lay in bed dreaming,

of how nice it would be to be your wife.

I lay in bed thinking,

of all the things we could do together

I lay in bed dreaming,

of our future together.

I lay in bed thinking,

of our kids names.

I lay in bed dreaming,

of you all night long.

I lay in bed thinking,

of what our life would be like as a couple.

I lay in bed dreaming,

of the love we could be making.

I lay in bed thinking,

of what our wedding day would be like.

I lay in bed dreaming,

of candle light dinners.

I lay in bed thinking,

of long walks in the park.

I lay in bed dreaming,

of a dream that will never come true.

You are... (April 16th, 2002)

You are...

The only one,

The only man,

I can think about.

You are...

So special,

So great,

to be around.

You are...

The guy,

The boy next door,

that I want.

You are...

The knight in shinning armor,

The handsome young prince,

The man of my dreams.

I wish you were here, (April 17th, 2002)

I wish you were here,

to hold me tight.

I wish you were here,

to kiss me goodnight.

I wish you were here,

to keep me warm.

I wish you were here,

to keep me from harm.

I wish you were here,

to be my man.

I wish you were here,

to feel all i hold inside for you.

I wish you were here,

So I can say "I Love You!"

Everytime (April 17th, 2002)

my heart skips a beat everytime,

I hear your voice.

I start smiling everytime,

I hear you say "What's wrong Sweetie?"

My heart stops beating everytime,

I see your call pull up.

There's a sparkle in my eyes everytime,

I see you standing in my doorway.

I hurt everytime,

I see you hurt.

I get a feeling I have never felt before everytime,

I think of you.

I cry everytime,

I think about how far apart we really are.

I get a big smile on my face everytime,

I hear a song that reminds me of you.

I blush everytime,

You say "Sweetie"

I quit breathing everytime,

I hear you say "My Sweetie"

We Talk as friends (May 6th, 2002)

We talk as friends,

You let me cry on your shoulder.

You comfort me,

And say it will be all right.

I tell you how hurt I am that he left,

You tell me I don't need him.

I tell you how much I loved him,

You tell me that I'm to special to be with him.

I tell you how much I cared,

You tell me that he will regret losing me.

I tell you that life sucks without him,

You tell me that it seems that way for a bit.

I tell you that my days are sad & my nights are lonely,

You tell me that my days are never sad & my nights are never lonely.

I tell you my bed is cold without his warmth,

You tell me his bed is even colder without my warm smile and gentle touch.

We talk as Friends,

You let me cry on your shoulder.

You comfort me,

And say it will be all right.

As the tears roll down I realized something inside me,

Something that has been there all along.

As you wipe a tear from my cheek,

I look into your eyes.

The I realized why the tears are there,

& who I'm really talking about.

My heart sits with you,

& I didn't even know it.

We talk as Friends,

You let me cry on your shoulder.

You comfort me,

I hold you close.

As the tears roll down my cheek,

I wish I could tell you how I felt.

We talk as Friends,

You let me cry on your shoulder.

You comfort me,

You smile & say it will all work out in the end.

As a tear rolls down my cheek,

I glance at the floor,

& whisper,

"Not if I don't have you in my life"

In the begining (July 16th, 2002)

In the begining,

We liked each other as friends.

Later down the line,

I liked you more.

In the begining,

We wanted to be just friends.

Later down the line,

I wanted you as my man.

In the begining,

We just wanted to hang & watch movies.

Later down the line,

I wanted to hang & hold you close.

In the begining,

We shared soda's & chip's

Later down the line,

I shared my heart & feelings.

In the begining,

We would talk about other people we was seen.

Later down the line,

I started talking about you to other people.

In the begining,

We shared dinner for two as friends.

Later down the line,

I wanted to share dinner for two as lovers.

In the begining,

Our hearts belonged to others.

Later down the line,

My heart belongs to you.

In the begining,

We called each other sweetie out of friendship.

Later down the line,

I called you sweetie out of love.

In the begining,

We was just friends.

Later down the line,

I wanted you to be my man for life.

In the begining,

I looked at you as a friend.

Later down the line,

I looked at you as something much more than that.

In the begining,

I joking said I luv ya.

Later down the line,

I whispered to myself I trully love you, but you don't even know it.

In the begining,

We liked each other as friends.

Later down the line,

I love you & want to be with you for life & you dont even know.

My Poems.