My Poems

To the One I've wanted all my life: (August 17th, 2002)

As I lay down to sleep. I stop & think,: of what our future will be like.
As I lay down to sleep. I stop & think,: of what happiness you will bring to me.
As I lay down to sleep. I stop & think,: of all the love you hold inside.
As I lay down to sleep. I stop & think,: of all the happy times we have shared & the others that will come soon.
As I lay down to sleep. I stop & think,: of how great it will be to grow old with you.
As I lay down to sleep. I stop & think,: of how perfect you are for me.
As I lay down to sleep. I stop & think,: of how wonderful life is with you in it.

I wish, (August 19th, 2002-we split up for a short time)

I wish,: That you felt the love I hold for you.; That you felt the same way too.; That you knew why I loved you the way I do.
I wish,: That I could hold you tight.; That I could make love to you all night.; That I could show you my true feelings.
I wish,: That I was the one to wake up next to you every morning.; That I was the one to kiss you goodnight everynight before bed.; That I was the one to make you breakfast after a long night at work.
I wish,: That I could spend every holiday with you.; That I could care for you while you was sick.; That I could feed you popcorn during a movie.
I wish,: That I could be the one you have candle light dinners with.; That I was the one you took long walks in the park with.; That I was the one you went to the movies with.
I wish,: That I could be the one dressed in a dress to go out with you.; That I could have dinner with you everynight.; That I could watch you sleep at night.
I wish,: That I could fall asleep next to you everynight your off of work.; That I could wake up next to you everymorning when your off of work.; That I could hold you in my arms & never let go.
I wish,: That you knew my true feelings for you.; That you could feel what I feel for you.; That I could tell you I lvoe you & show how much I care for you.

Touch (August 19th, 2002-we split up for a short time)

Touch,: I love the feel of your touch.; I longed for such a gentle touch.; I thought of your touch beening wonderful & it is.
Feeling,: I love the feeling you being to my heart everyday.; I longed for the feeling to finally be there.; I needed the feeling to be there & to stay.
Memories,: I love the memories that are in my mind.; I longed for the good memories to erase the bad ones.; I needed the memories to make me happy again.
Sight,: I love the sight that I have every morning when I open my door.; I longed to see that sight but only closer.; I needed that sight to be an everyday thing.
Need,: I need to feel your touch.; I need to see that sparkle, that look in your eyes.; I need to hear your voice.
Knowing,: I now know what it has been this whole time.; I now know why I do the things I do.; I now know when it started to happen.
Questions,: I question everyday why must it be like this.; I question everynight why do I sleep alone.; I question every minute why can I not hold you.
Longing,: I have been longing for your gentle touch.; I have been longing for your sweet kiss.; I have been longing fot your precious heart.
Waited,: I have waited along time to be with you.; I have waited so long to hear you say you want me.; I have waited awhile to feel your touch.
Wanted,: I have wanted you for a long time.; I have wanted to feel you close.; I have wanted to be the one to make you happy.
Happiness,: If only you knew how happy you made me.; If only you knew the happiness that sits in my heart.; If only you knew of the happiness that I have lost when you are not here.
Have,: All I have now is the saddness.; All I have now is the broken heart.; All I have now is the wonderful memories.

As I sit here & wait, (August 20th, 2002)

As I sit here & wait,: I pray that everything is ok.
As I sit here & wait,: I picture me holding you tight.
As I sit here & wait,: I can see a little bit of our future.
As I sit here & wait,: I pretend you are here.
As I sit here & wait,: I wonder if your coming over today.
As I sit here & wait,: I notice more & more that I need you here.
As I sit here & wait,: I feel an emptiness inside me that need to be filled again.
As I sit here & wait,: I watch the minutes pass & still no you.
As I sit here & wait,: I think of the day you made me some of my dreams come true.
As I sit here & wait,: I notice that I am not complete without you.
As I sit here & wait,: I notice how lonely I have become when you are not here.
As I sit here & wait,: I realize that you have become my everything.
As I sit here & wait,: I now know that you hold my heart in the palm of your hand.

As I sit & think, (August 26th, 2002)

As I sit and think,: the images slowly appear.
As I sit and wonder,: the thoughts slowly come together.
As I sit and dream,: the feelings slowly begin to liven up inside me.
As I sit and remember,: the sounds of your voice float in my head.
As I sit and think,: the images of your face become clear.
As I sit and wonder,: the thoughts of worry for your safety enter my heart.
As I sit and dream,: the feelings of your touch begin to give me goose bumps.
As I sit and remember,: the sounds of your breathe float in my ears.
As I sit and think,: the images of your body slowly come before my eyes.
As I sit and wonder,: the thought of what your thinking of comes more noticable.
As I sit and dream,: the feelings of a great kiss touch my lips again.
As I sit and remember,: the sounds of tears rolling down my face as you drive away.

I come before you Lord to thank you: (August 29th, 2003-back together for good :) )

Lord I can never trully thank you for what you have given me in life.
It seems as if I'm thank you left & right.
But this time Lord I am thanking you for one very special Angel that you have sent to me.
I know I will never be able to thank you enough for what you have done for me in life.
& I know that I have done wrong in your eyes.
& have taken the wrong path many times.
& I'm doing my best to follow your word.
& as I feel as if I do not deserve this Angel you have sent to me.
I am thankfull that you have forgiven me enough to give me this perfect gift.
And this Angel of yours that I am talking about would be David.
He is the perfect man that has ever touched this earth next to your son.
& I could not ask for anyone better to be given to me.
& as I lay down everynight before bed.
I pray to you Lord that you do not take him from me or ever make me give him up.
For as I can not ever give up this perfect Angel that you have given me.
& I thank you for all the love you have shown me as well as what he can show me.
& I will do my best to show you as well as him the same kind of love in return.
He has shown me things that no one else can show me.
& through him you have shown me everything in life.
Through him you have shown me true love,: The meaning in life.; The Passion behind every feeling.
& without you & the Angel you have bestowed upon me,: I would have never seen any of it
This Angel makes rainy days better,: Makes cold days warmer.; Makes all hurt & pain disappear.; Makes a sparkle in my eye & a fire in my heart that was never there before.; Makes all the fears of mine fade away as if they never existed.
& I know that I will never be able to thank you enough for this Angel.
But I will do my best to show you as well as your Angel the love & happiness that you ahve him have shown me.
Now all I see is brighter days,: Happier nights,; & a love that is undescribable.
& I owe it all to you & the Angel you have given me.
& everything I feel for him I pray he will in time feel the same for me.
For all I feel is love and happiness and passion this is out of this world.
& I thank you Lord for sending this Angel to bring that out of me.
My life is complete now.
I have you & four perfect Angels that you have sent to be in my life.
So I come before you now Lord just as I always do pure and humble,
To thank you for the Angel I can now call my own,: My Angel, David

As I dream, (August 29th, 2002)

As I dream,: I dream of love.
As I dream,: I dream of happiness.
As I dream,: I dream of pictures on the walls.
As I dream,: I dream of cuddling on the couch.
As I dream,: I dream of a candle light dinner for two.
As I dream,: I dream of a nice long walks under the stars.
As I dream,: I dream of a face so sweet.
As I dream,: I dream of lips so full.
As I dream,: I dream of eyes filled with passion.
As I dream,: I dream od a tender touch.
As I dream,: I dream of a smile that brightens any dark night or sad day.
As I dream,: I dream of a voice so sweet that the birds would sing to it.
As I dream,: I dream of you!

Once in a life time Love, (August 29th, 2002)

Once in a life time Love,: comes when you don't expect it.
Once in a life time Love,: comes when you need it.
Once in a life time Love,: shows the true meaning of the word.
Once in a life time Love,: shows everything they hold inside.
Once in a life time Love,: knows how to be gentle.
Once in a life time Love,: knows all the way to make you feel special.
Once in a life time Love,: hurts when you hurt.
Once in a life time Love,: makes toy smile when your down.
Once in a life time Love,: feels you near when your not really there.
Once in a life time Love,: full fills your every hearts desire & need.
Once in a life time Love,: only happens once, so don't close your eyes & let them pass you by.

When I think of you, (September 10th, 2002)

When I think of you,: I notice...; How beautiful your eyes really are.
When I think of you,: I notice...; How perfect your lips are.
When I think of you,: I notice...; How gentle your touch is.
When I think of you,: I notice...; How happy I am with you near.
When I think of you,: I notice...; How sweet your smile is.
When I think of you,: I notice...; How my day brightens when I see you.
When I think of you,: I notice...; How my nights are not as lonely when your in my dreams.
When I think of you,: I notice...; My day isnt complete without you in it.
When I think of you,: I notice...; How my heart beats faster when I talk to you.
When I think of you,: I notice...; My life seems like a dream when I hug you.
When I think of you,: I notice...; That I no longer have my heart.
When I think of you,: I notice...; How much I love you.

I sit & ... (September 12th, 2002)

I sit & look out the window...: I think to myself...; Can you see me?; Do you know I'm here?
I sit & stare at the clouds as they roll by...: I think to myself...; Do you know true love?; Do you know that I care?
I sit & watch the birds fly by...: I think to myself...; Do you know how free I feel when you are near?; Can you tell how happy I am when I am with you?
I sit & look out the window...: I think to myself...; Can you feel my love?; Do you know my heart skips beats when I think of you?
I sit & stare at the clouds as they roll by...: I think to myself...; Do you know you have my heart in your hand?; Do you know that you are my world?
I sit & watch the birds fly by...: I think to myself...; Do you ever think of me?; Do you ever care what I am doing?
I sit & look out the window...: I think to myself...; Do you think you could ever love me in return?; Do you think you could ever care for me like I do you?
I sit & stare at the clouds as they roll by...: I think to myself...; Do you know that I love you?; Do you know I want your heart?
I sit & watch the birds fly by...: I think to myself...; Do you ever notice the smile you put on my face?; Do you ever see the look in my eyes when your near?
I sit & look out the window...: I think to myself...; One day will you feel the love I hold deep inside for you?

My Poems.