I, who possess the Darkness inside me... the Count of Darkness

k4r-kun is just an ordinary guy with an ordinary life. He is an Indonesian Chinese and he loves his family and his friends very much. He was born on March 18th, 1981 and that makes him a Piscean. He is now a student at Atma Jaya Catholic University of Indonesia and at this moment, he is writing his thesis. He is majoring in Accounting although he has no any interest on Accounting at all. He is currently a big fan of Arisue Sei in YASHA, Ashihara Ryou a.k.a. Kamen Rider Gills in Kamen Rider Agito series, Fubuki Keisuke in Ultraman Cosmos series and Kitaoka Shuichi in Kamen Rider Ryuki series. His only obsession in his life is Ito Hideaki and he would do anything to meet this guy. He is also a proud member of IYF and ISF and he does not care that much about yaoi haters. He is also addicted to so many things in his life such as anime, manga, tokusatsu and of course, bishounen. That is the reason why he gave the name Bishounen no Sekai for his own weblog. At this moment, he is falling for the sexy voice of Alex Band, the vocalist of The Calling, who is also a bishounen.

Wish list:
All Ito Hideaki's doramas and movies
Chobits Calendar 2002
CLAMP no Eshigoto NORTH SIDE*
CLAMP no Eshigoto SOUTH SIDE
Kamen Rider Agito - HYBRID FILE*
Kamen Rider Ryuki - NAKED SEVEN*
Kamen Rider Ryuki Chouzenshuu: Joukan*
Romantic Garden (VCD)
A new cell-phone, preferably Nokia 5510, Nokia 7650 or Nokia 9210
A new computer with the latest technology and Internet connection, plus a CD writer, a flat monitor, a printer and a scanner
Adobe Photoshop version 6.0 or version 7.0

* = currently in shipping

Favorite animanga characters:

Aria
Arisue Sei
Cerberus (Kero-chan)
Chibi Inuki
Chii
Chikage
Dark Mousy
Himura Rikuou
Iwakura Lain
Kamina Ayato
Kasumi Karen
Kazuma
Kinomoto Sakura
Kinomoto Touya
Kokubunji Minoru
Kotoko
Kudou Kazahaya
Kurosaki Ken
Kurz Weber
Lady Une
Luna
Lune
Mireille Bouquet
Mishima Reika

Mizuki Kaho
Nagare Ryoma
Nakatsu Shuichi
Niwa Daisuke
Noin
Quatre Raberba Winner
Sakuma Ryuichi
Saotome Michiru
Sherrice Adjani
Shia
Shitou Haruka
Souma Ayame
Souma Hatori
Souma Hatsuharu
Souma Kisa
Souma Ritsu
Spinel Sun (Suppi-chan)
Sumeragi Subaru
Sumomo
Suu
Tenjou Utena
Umeda Hokuto
Yuumura Kirika
Yuzuki


Favorite seiyuu
:

Hisakawa Aya
Hoshi Souichirou
Inoue Kazuhiko
Inoue Kikuko
Kamiya Akira
Kuwashima Houko

Miki Shinichirou
Mitsuishi Kotono
Sakamoto Maaya
Sugita Tomokazu
Tanaka Rie
Yuzuki Ryouka


Favorite tokusatsu characters
:

Akama Kenichi
Ashihara Ryou
Fubuki Keisuke
Hikawa Makoto
Hoshikawa Gaku
Imamura Miku
Kanzaki Shirou
Kirishima Miho

Kitaoka Shuichi
Madoka Daigo
Momozono Miki
Ohgami Tsukumaro
Samezu Kai
Shibaura Jun
Yazumi

Favorite dorama characters:
Arisue Sei --- YASHA (performed by Ito Hideaki)
Hotto Kohji --- Female Announcer (performed by Ito Hideaki)
Ono Yusuke --- Antique ~ Seiyou Kotto Yogashiten (performed by Fujiki Naohito)

Favorite manga:

Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon
Cardcaptor Sakura
Chobits
Clover
Count Cain
D.N.Angel
Fruits Basket
GoHou Drug
Hanazakari no Kimitachi e

Inu Yasha
Mahou Kishi RayEarth
Meitantei Conan
Tenshi Kinryouku
Tokyo Babylon
X
Yami no Matsuei
YASHA

Favorite anime series:

.hack//SIGN
Ai no Kusabi
Aquarian Age ~ Sign for Evolution ~
Ayashi no Ceres
Azumanga Daioh
Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon
Captain Tsubasa
Cardcaptor Sakura
Chobits
Choudenji Machine Voltes V
Fruits Basket
fullmetal.panic!
Getter Robo

Getter Robo G
Gravitation
Inu Yasha
Jyuuni Kokki
Mahou Kishi RayEarth
Noir
Oudorobou Jing
Pita Ten
RahXephon
Serial Experiments Lain
Shin Kidousenki Gundam W
X
Yami no Matsuei

Favorite tokusatsu series:

Chikyuu Sentai Fiveman
Choriki Sentai Ohranger
Dai Sentai Goggle V
Denji Sentai Megaranger
Hyakujuu Sentai Gaoranger
Kaiketsu LionMaru
Kamen Rider Agito
Kamen Rider Black

Kamen Rider Ryuki
Kyukyu Sentai GoGo V
Megaloman
Uchuu Keiji Sharivan
Ultraman Cosmos
Ultraman Gaia
Ultraman Tiga

Favorite dorama:
Antique ~ Seiyou Kotto Yogashiten
Kyuumei Byouto 24 Ji II
YASHA

Favorite movies:
Bishounen no Koi
Onmyouji (currently looking for this title)
Shurayukihime (currently looking for this title)

Favorite actors:
Fujiki Naohito
Ito Hideaki
Nakamura Shunsuke
Stephen Fung

Favorite actresses:
Koyuki
Matsushima Nanako

Current fave songs:
Adrienne - The Calling
Aka to Kuro -  ALI Project
Alive A Life
- Matsumoto Rika
Believe Yourself - Fuuga Naoto
Canta per me - Kaida Yuriko
Canto Alla Vita - Josh Groban feat. The Corrs
Coppelia no Hitsugi - ALI Project
Could It Be Any Harder - The Calling
Dearest - Hamasaki Ayumi
Desert Rose - STING
Everlasting Love - SeYUN
eX dream - Myuji
Final Distance - Utada Hikaru
Glaring Dream - Kotani Kinya
Hemisphere - Sakamoto Maaya
in the moonlight - BAD LUCK
JUST COMMUNICATION - TWO-MIX
Kamen Rider Agito - Ishihara Shinichi
Let Me Be With You - ROUND TABLE feat. Nino
Ningyou Hime - Tanaka Rie
no more words - Hamasaki Ayumi
Obsession - See-Saw
One - V6 featuring Shoo [S.E.S]
Raison d'etre - Tanaka Rie
RHYTHM EMOTION - TWO-MIX
Sadame
Salva nos
- Kaida Yuriko
Sleepless beauty
- K. ITO + D.K
SOUL TAKER - JAM Project
Spirit
- Project DMM
Stigmatized - The Calling
Strength - Koizumi Kouhei
To Where You Are - Josh Groban
Ultraman Cosmos ~ Kimi ni Dekiru Nanika - Project DMM
Wherever You Will Go - The Calling

IYF :: I love Sei x Moichi!
ISF :: Aragorn x Legolas

People who possess the Darkness
Alex // Alexia // Anggun // Aoi Ayanami // Aoi Housen //  Aoi Minami // Aya Mikage // Cherie // Chihiro // Chikage // Choti Girl // Crescent // Dechi // Delin // Devin // Diva // Ephi // Eve // Eveana // Febriani // Ferrum // Fleur // Garnet // Hana // Haruka // Hendy // Hopes // Jenn // Jess // Kaoru no Kanojo // Kat // Kazuma-kun // Kenchan // Kou Yagami // Kyo // Lyn // Leeza-chan // Mamoru // Pau // Roger // Ryuu Nagareboshi // Silver Wind // Slasher Bird // Sumeragi Sakura // Tyas Palar // Wil-kun // Xera // Yos-kun

Other Website
+ Icchan +
+ Studio Neko-Han-Ten +
+ Super Sentai Official Page +
+ TOEI +
+ TV Asahi +
+ TV Tokyo - Anime +

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Realm of Darkness

I, who have the Darkness inside me...

I came from this place...

I want to give my strength to you... (darkness)

Layout is by k4r-kun. Current layout is featuring Ito Hideaki and the picture is taken from Ito Hideaki's newest photo book, Morocco, which is published by Kodansha.

 

 

Wednesday, September 25th, 2002

Song: Pan Sou Ren (Half Beast) - Jay Chou

Indonesian mode ON:
Semalam mati lampu lagi. Masih mending kalau matinya nggak lama-lama banget. Ini matinya dari jam 9 malam kurang dan baru nyala tadi kira-kira jam 11 siang. Bisa dibayangkan dong penderitaan gue sepanjang malam. Gue benar-benar nggak bisa tidur semalam. Udah panasnya minta ampun, trus insomnia gue kambuh pula. Jadilah gue ngeronda sampe jam 2 pagi. Karena sampe jam 2 pagi belum ada tanda-tanda kalau listriknya bakalan datang, gue memutuskan untuk tidur. Daripada menyiksa diri nggak karuan, mendingan tidur aja. Lagian gue juga sebenarnya sudah ngantuk banget. Tapi begitu baring di atas ranjang, kontan insomnia gue kambuh. Entah berapa lama gue bolak-balik di ranjang (gara-gara kepanasan) sampe akhirnya gue bisa tidur. Yang pasti tidurnya nggak nyenyak dan tadi pagi gue bangun sebelum jam 6 soalnya gue punya perasaan kalau air di kost bakalan mati. Dugaan gue benar... begitu bangun jam 6, gue langsung ke kamar mandi dan menemukan ketiga kamar mandi di kost gue dalam keadaan kosong. Kontan aja gue bingung abis... mo mandi dimana? Lagian gue bangun pagi juga demi mandi doang... nggak enak rasanya kalau nggak mandi.

Akhirnya setelah bingung beberapa lama, gue memutuskan untuk mandi di kampus aja. *ngakak* Gue sendiri juga nggak tahu darimana gue bisa punya ide edan kayak gitu, yang penting gue niat banget merealisasikannya. Langsung aja gue sibuk nyiapin handuk, shampoo, sabun muka dan sabun mandi gue. Semuanya gue masukin ke dalam kantong plastik yang sudah gue siapkan di dalam ransel gue. ^^;;; Waktu itu sih gue udah nggak mikir malunya lagi kalau ketahuan ama orang. Daripada nggak mandi mah mendingan gue 'banting' harga diri dan mandi di kampus aja.

Begitu nyampe di kampus, gue langsung ke gedung FE lantai 10. Untung aja WC di sana kosong (belum ada yang datang soalnya) jadinya gue bisa langsung mandi di sana... he he he, anak-anak di kost pada nggak bisa mandi puas-puas dan gue malah mandi sepuasnya di kampus. Mereka semua pada mandi dalam keadaan minim air sedangkan gue mandinya normal-normal aja (cuman tempatnya aja yang nggak normal). Kelar mandi di kampus, gue balik lagi ke kost dengan muka cerah ceria. Di tengah jalan, gue ketemu ama junior gue yang mo berangkat ke kampus. Gue sih cuman cengar-cengir aja waktu dia nanya gue pake bahasa isyarat apakah urusan gue udah kelar di kampus. Gue bilang aja udah... lagian urusan gue di kampus kan cuman mandi aja tuh. Nggak ada urusan yang lainnya.

Nyampe di kost, teman-teman gue pada nanya "Darimana kamu?". Gue dengan santai dan cueknya bilang "Abis dari kampus. Mandi..." dan mereka semua pada bengong. Pada nggak nyangka kalau gue benar-benar merealisasikan niatan gue itu. Gue emang ada ngasih tahu mereka kalau gue mau mandi di kampus aja tapi mereka mungkin nggak percaya dengan apa yang gue katakan itu. Fu fu fu... nggak tahu mereka kalau gue ini udah rada edan belakangan ini. Tiap kali gue punya ide gila, pasti gue realisasikan semuanya. Mumpung masih kuliah... nanti kalau udah kerja kan nggak mungkin lagi kayak gitu. Lagian yang kali ini kan keadaannya benar-benar mendesak. Gue sih nggak bakalan mungkin mandi kayak teman kost gue... ada yang mandinya pake air seember kecil aja dan herannya mereka bisa mandi dengan air yang sedikit itu, ada pula yang cuma cuci muka doang trus langsung berangkat kerja atau ke kampus. Nggak ada yang segila gue deh... ke kampus pagi-pagi hanya untuk mandi aja. Untung aja kampusnya sepi. ^^;;; Ho ho ho, gue hujat banget yah? Tapi itu kan dalam keadaan kepepet. Kepepet banget... XDDDD
Indonesian mode OFF

Social blogging is coming soon, maybe tomorrow or two days again. Let's wait and see.

k4r-kun --- 04.30 PM
(who wants to laugh because of his stupid action this morning)

Tuesday, September 24th, 2002

Song: Sadame

Just want to rant, still have no time to do social blogging.

Well, how should I start it? I hate myself (again) for being so stupid and useless. I know that I'm the stupidest and the most useless person who exists on this world. I don't need anyone to remind me about it. ¬¬;;; I just hate myself very very much. I'm incompetent and I can't do anything like people do. As an example, all of my friends can finish their theses this semester but I just can't do the same thing. What should I say? I'm unlucky because I have such an annoying thesis counselor? Well, that's one of the reasons why I can't finish my thesis as fast as my friends did. But I think the major reason here is me!!! There isn't any major reason except me. I'm stupid, I'm useless... what else? You could add anything else if you want it and I won't mind at all. I won't make any excuses or anything... I will accept it. Even if you want to hang me up on a tree, I would accept it gladly. I just hate myself!!! Don't ask me the reason... there are too many reasons why I hate myself and there are also too many reasons why I can't love myself. I think that being narcissist is just a camouflage for me. I always pretend that I love myself and I can appreciate my thoughts (or anything that come from me)... and actually, I never appreciate myself at all. Why should I appreciate such a stupid and useless person? There's no need for me to appreciate myself. Just wasting time and energy if I want to appreciate myself. Oh well, I think being a stupid and useless guy fits me pretty well since no one can count on me and no one can depend on this stupid person.

Finally I have finished my review on Kamen Rider Ryuki. I will send it to Kachou this afternoon along with the pictures and I think he's going to be mad after he reads my review. The reason? Well, he asked me not to write a long review and the total pages I have written are 14 pages... and actually, I still have to add the information about Kamen Rider Femme and Kamen Rider Ryuga this afternoon before I send the review to Kachou. I have asked one of my friends to help me with the information and he will send it this afternoon... so I have to edit it after I have received the additional information. Kachou's going to kill me. I'm so sure about that. Oh well, I know that I'm not a good reviewer.

Speaking about review... *looks at Tyas* ...are you sure that you only want to review Weib Kreuz Gluhen? Would you mind if I say that I want to make review on Gundam Seeds? And about the Wild Adapter OVA, you can find it here. But the CDs are pretty expensive. Are you sure that you want to buy the CDs there? They sell things online so you don't have to visit the store.

k4r-kun --- 01.15 AM
(who thinks that his Kachou is going to kill him after he have sent his review)

Sunday, September 22nd, 2002

Song: ---

Finally I have finished my review on Another Heaven. That was a good movie although I had to hide my face when the scary scenes appeared. You can say that I'm a coward or something but I know that I wouldn't be able to survive if I see those scary scenes. Can you imagine when someone's brain is taken out from his head by a murderer and then the murderer cooks the brain? If you could watch that scene without using a pillow to close your face (like I did), I would bow down to you. Fortunately I didn't puke when I saw those scenes... there were more than one scary scene and I really wanted to shout every time the scary scenes appeared.

Now I have a problem. The problem is... my review on Another Heaven was a crap!!! How could I write an interesting review about a movie which has two hours of duration only in one page? ^^;;; I just hope that Joe would accept the review without any complaint since I know that I'm not a good reviewer every time I have to write a short review. *gets bricked*

Must admit that Eguchi Yosuke was very very cool in that movie. Oh my God, he really looked like Ito Hideaki in that movie. *screams hysterically* And the scene when Kashiwabara Takashi kissed Eguchi Yosuke's lips is my favorite scene. Such a maniac, ne?

Ajeng, theme song dari Another Heaven itu bukan My Lover. Theme song-nya justru lagu gravity-nya Luna Sea. My Lover cuman dijadiin insert song doang... ^^;;; ...eh, gue nemu bishounen lagi lho di Another Heaven. Gue nggak tahu namanya dia tapi dugaan gue namanya Kato Haruhiko deh. Nanti coba gue cek lagi deh.

k4r-kun --- 01.50 AM
(who wants to make a new pairing for IYF)

Saturday, September 21st, 2002

Song: It's All Coming Back To Me Now - Celine Dion

I went to the book fair again yesterday and I guess that Joe was bored with my attendance at the book fair. But I wanted to meet Ajeng yesterday so I went to the book fair with my friends. And then my friend left me alone (I told them to do so) and I waited for Ajeng at the Megindo's counter. I talked to Joe about several things and then he asked me a question. That question really shocked me and I was speechless for seconds before I gave him the answer. Oh my God, how could he know about 'that'? *massive sweatdrops* I really had no idea about that. But thank God that he didn't get mad because of that. Thanks a lot for your understanding, Joe.

Finally Ajeng arrived at 3.30 PM. I talked to her and she told me that the soundtrack of Another Heaven is Luna Sea's My Lover. Thanks for the information, Jeng. And the three of us (me, Ajeng and Joe) went to Kinokuniya at 5.00 PM (almost 5.00 PM, I guess). ^^;;; That means that I went to Kinokuniya for three consecutive days in a row. What a record.

I got a bad news at Kinokuniya. ¬¬;;; Both Kamen Rider Ryuki Chouzenshuu: Joukan and Kamen Rider Ryuki - NAKED SEVEN are out of print in Japan. That means that I have to reorder those books again because the Kamen Rider Agito - HYBRID FILE will be arrived next week (so I have to take this book without both books). Damn it!!! I really wanted to breakdown and cry at Kinokuniya when the shopkeeper told me about that. I really need both books for my review. And I asked him whether my CLAMP no Eshigoto NORTH SIDE is out of print in Japan. It would be a bad new for me if NORTH SIDE is out of print too. But the shopkeeper told me that Kinokuniya hasn't received any notification from Japan about NORTH SIDE and he guessed that the book is still available in Japan. Great... now I have to reorder two books!!! >_<;;; I really hate this situation because I really want to see the pictures in NAKED SEVEN. Then I asked him about the NewType THE LIVE Extra - Kamen Rider Ryuki THE SPECIAL. The shopkeeper told me that the magazine should be arrived by the end of this month but I'm not that sure that the magazine would arrive by the end of this month.

Finally I have ordered Ito Hideaki's photo book, Morocco!!! I know that I still have no money to order this book but I really ordered that book yesterday. ^^;;; Ajeng, I would scan the pictures from the photo book if the cover of the book is hard cover.

I'm very tired now... ^^;;; ...just came back from hanging out with my friends. We went to Kelapa Gading and then Hailai. My friends said that they wanted to play bowling so we went to Kelapa Gading first because there was a new bowling centre there... but since the service was very bad, we decided that we wouldn't stay there so we moved to Hailai. But too bad that Hailai was very crowded tonight so we couldn't play at all. We were in the waiting list but one of my friend said that she has to get up early this morning because she wants to go Puncak with the other staffs in her office... and finally we didn't play anything at all. It was 12.00 AM already when we left Hailai. It took me about one hour to reach my boarding house... I said to my friend that I would love to have a longer hanging out session tonight but my friend said "Ah, you're the one who asked us to go home as soon as possible but now you're the one who says that you don't want to go home yet. Maybe we should throw you out of this car so you have to walk alone to your boarding house." ^^;;; What a cruel friend. But I must admit that I was an annoyance too. I was bored because we had a long queue before we could play the game (and actually, I didn't want to play any game and I just wanted to watch them playing bowling... that's all). But my friend asked me whether I want to go out again with them after the mid semester exams... and I said that I would love to go out again with them. Kalau bisa mah pulang jam 3 pagi aja tuh... *gets bricked*

k4r-kun --- 01.45 AM
(who wants to get berserk because of the Kamen Rider Ryuki Chouzenshuu: Joukan and Kamen Rider Ryuki - NAKED SEVEN)

Thursday, September 19th, 2002

Song: Wherever You Will Go - The Calling

I went to IKAPI's Book Fair today with Dhieta, Ajeng and Joe. When I woke up, I received a SMS from Dhieta. She told me that she was on the way to my campus and we would go to Mall Taman Anggrek together. But after I arrived at my campus, she sent another SMS and told me that she would go to Mall Taman Anggrek without stopping at my campus. She asked me to go to Mall Taman Anggrek alone and we would see each other in front of Gramedia. I arrived at Mall Taman Anggrek on 11.00 AM and Dhieta arrived there on 11.30 AM. We walked together and had lunch together while waiting for Ajeng and Joe. It was almost 1.00 PM when Ajeng and Joe showed up. They had lunch at the food court and the four of us talked about several things like the CLAMP edition of Anima etc. there.

After that, we went to JHCC to see the book fair. Wow, it was very crowded there. A lot of people were there and I never thought that people would go to a book fair on weekdays like today. We stayed at the Megindo counter and I could read free magazines there. *gets bricked* Before 3.00 PM, I went to Kinokuniya, Plaza Indonesia with Dhieta. She wanted to take the Tennis no Oujisama shitajiki from Choti Girl and I accompanied her. We went there by taxi and we talked about a lot of things when we were in the taxi.

After Dhieta met Choti Girl, we went back to the book fair again. At the book fair, I asked Joe whether he has got the pictures of all Kamen Riders in Kamen Rider Ryuki and he said that he haven't got the pictures yet. ^^;;; I also asked him whether I could have more pages for my next review. Did you know his answer? He said that maybe my review would be divided for two editions... ^^;;; ...I couldn't believe it!!! I was shocked for a few seconds. Oh my God, thanks a lot for your kindness, Joe!!! You must have known that it's very difficult for me to make a short review for such a series that has a lot of characters and a lot of intrigues.

*evil grins* Ajeng lent me Another Heaven!!! *hugs* Thanks a lot, Jeng. And when I asked whether I could review Another Heaven, Joe told me that he has a plan to make reviews on horror movies like Honogurai no Mizu Soko Kara and The Eyes... and then he asked me to write a short review on Another Heaven if I want to do it. That short review would be compared to Honogurai and The Eyes. Since I thought that Honogurai and The Eyes are more scarier than Another Heaven (and I don't want to watch both titles), I said that I would love to review Another Heaven. Before I left, he told me that I should give him the review as soon as possible. Oh my, does that mean I have to finish my Kamen Rider Ryuki review along with the Another Heaven review? ^^;;; *is confused* Beneran nggak sih Joe nyuruh gue review Another Heaven? *mendadak ragu sendiri* Pengen sih nge-review... ^^;;;

k4r-kun --- 11.50 PM
(who bows down deeply to Joe because of his kindness)

Tuesday, September 17th, 2002

Song: Every Heart ~ Minna no Kimochi - BoA (InuYasha ED Song #4)

*is drooling maniacally over his new screensaver* Finally I got it. Thanks to my oneechan who has sent me the YASHA's screensaver. And she has sent me 2 CDs full of anime songs too. Thanks a lot, oneechan. Oh yes, have you received the CD I've sent yesterday?

As-chan, iya juga tuh. Yang udah nonton RahXephon sampai full juga belum tentu ngerti ceritanya. Kok kamu nontonnya bolong-bolong sih? Oh ya, waktu balik ke Indonesia kemarin kan nggak nonton yah. ^^;;; Yang kamu bilang itu masuk akal deh... Ayato pacaran dengan Haruka sebelum Tokyo Jupiter terbentuk. Cuman yang bikin aku bingung, kenapa Ayato bisa nggak ingat kejadian yang dulu itu yah? ^^ Oh, RahXephon ada movie-nya juga yah? Waaaaaa... jadi penasaran!!!

Choti Girl, you can look for the information on my TagBoard. Thanks to Chikage who has given you the information.

Futago-chan, kalau gitu gue tunggu elo di kampus gue hari Kamis jam 11-an gitu aja yah. Eh, sebenarnya kita berangkatnya itu bareng ama Ajeng nggak sih? Soalnya kemarin gue udah minta Ajeng untuk ngejemput gue di kampus kalau dia nggak keberatan. Kan enak kalau bisa berangkatnya bareng-bareng. OK deh, balik dari sana kita langsung ke Kinokuniya. Gue juga mau mesan buku (lagi) di sana.

Ephi, I know that. But since I don't have the program to cut a picture, I can't cut the pictures. I'm so sorry (again) for the inconvenience. But I also find difficulties to load your blog too. It takes me about 1 minute or more to open your blog... although the connection at my favorite Internet cafe is kinda fast. I've never gone to Toraja before. A lot of people say that Toraja is a beautiful place... maybe you can give me some short descriptions about Toraja if you don't mind. Are you sure that my sense of art has evolved? ^^;;; Thanks a lot. I only did what I like and this is the result. Because my mood was very bad when I made this layout, the layout turned out as a dark and angsty layout. Eh, you also used three days to make the Lilo & Stitch layout? Yes, Yami no Matsuei is a shoujo manga too. The mangaka is Matsushita Yoko and it has a lot of hints. ^^;;; Yes, I have three little brothers and they're all naughtier than me. But I can't say that they're sucks. Sometimes I do think that they're too naughty but I can never say that my brothers are sucks.

Leeza-san, you were joking about that quote? *suspicious eyes* Are you sure? ^^;;; And you can say that he's a nice guy just because he lent you mp3? o______O;;; Eh, did he give you the mp3 or he just lend you the mp3? And I rarely look for my friends if I have problems so I guess it's my own fault. I'm too afraid to tell them about my problems. Because I rarely ask for advices, I guess almost all of my friends can't understand me at all (especially my friends in campus and in my boarding house). Well, it can't be helped. And what should I worry about now? ^^;;; The only thing I have in my mind is my thesis and it really worries me. Sounds like a very selfish person, ne? You weren't staring at him when you said that? *suspicious eyes* Somehow I can't believe your statement. *gets bricked* Oh well, I think being a yaoi guy isn't that bad... *suddenly changes the topic* ...eh, we're not talking about that, right? Off the record!!! ^^;;; And why should I feel angry about that? OK, I'll send your regard to her if I see her online.

NewType THE LIVE Extra: Kamen Rider Ryuki THE SPECIAL*massive sweatdrops* Don't tell me it's true. Don't tell me it's true. Don't tell me it's trueeeeeeeee... *shouting hysterically* ...they're too cruel!!! My books haven't arrived yet and I have to order this book. *looks at the picture with tearful eyes* NewType THE LIVE Extra - Kamen Rider Ryuki THE SPECIAL. I think this book is released to commemorate the Kamen Rider Ryuki Special that will be aired this Thursday. The price of this book is 552 Yen (I have no idea whether the price is tax included or not) and there are a lot of important information inside this book. *sighs* I think I should buy this one. Oh my, I'll order it on Thursday and let's hope this book isn't out of print yet in Japan. Since Kinokuniya rarely has the NewType Live magazine (yes, it's a magazine), I have to order this one.

k4r-kun --- 08.22 PM
(who wants to go to Kinokuniya at this moment to order a magazine)

Song: Kamen Rider Agito 24.7 version - Ishihara Shinichi (Kamen Rider Agito OP Song #2)

Just finished watching Kamen Rider Agito episode 46-51. ^^ I really like the ending of Agito. All of the questions are answered... err, almost all of them. I only have one question about Kamen Rider Agito. Why did Yami no Chikara decide that people who were born under the constellation of Scorpio should be killed first? I don't understand his motivation at all since there wasn't any explanation about that. People who were born under the constellation of Scorpio killed themselves after they saw their own reflections and no one had the explanation about this mystery. There were scenes which have showed me about the movement of the stars in the constellation of Scorpio. The red star, Antares, were moving very fast and the other stars in the constellation of Scorpion like Delta and Gamma also moved together... and finally, the shape of a scorpion turned into the shape of a cross. Does the cross mean 'death' for all people who were born under the constellation of Scorpio? Was it a coincidence or the script writer already had this idea in his mind? After I looked at the constellation of Scorpio clearly, I knew that a little movement could turn the shape of a scorpion into a cross. ^^

My favorite version of ending? It must be Ashihara Ryou's ending. One year after the battle against the Unknowns, he lived alone. He was laying on grass (beside a small river) when a puppy came along. He picked up the puppy and then asked the puppy " Would you go with me? Together?" And then he put the puppy inside his jacket, rode on his motorcycle and then left the place where he has laid before. The background of the scene was a beautiful sunset view... *is drooling maniacally* ...Ryou was so cool and the puppy was very cute. What a perfect combination.

But Tsugami Shouichi's ending is kinda cute too. He had a restaurant called "Restaurant Agito" and he's the chef of the restaurant!!! Oh my God... and the special menu at "Restaurant Agito" was Shoichi's Special. *collapses laughing* But I must admit the ending for Shouichi is very very cute and funny... at least for me. The last scene of Agito showed us that Shouichi was smiling at us. Finally peace on earth.

k4r-kun --- 02.20 AM
(who wants to add some revisions again on his thesis)

Monday, September 16th, 2002

Song: A Day Without Rain - Enya

As I thought before, the torturing session was sucks. The thesis counselor didn't tell me what changes I should make in the next revisions and he kept telling me that he was very busy because he wanted to attend a meeting. That's what I call a nice thesis counselor... damn it!!! I really want to say "Omaeo korosu..." in front of him. For God's sake, he's such an annoying person and I really hate him. I never chose him to be my thesis counselor, for God's sake. I really want to curse the person who has decided that the annoying guy would be my thesis counselor. Now I have to do some revisions again... ¬¬;;; ...and I won't have the chance to enjoy myself anymore.

Let's start the social blogging. Don't let that annoying thesis counselor ruins my day.

Delin, really? Oh my, I really have no idea about that.

Ephi, that's the reason why you gave the name "My Daily Mooo..." for your own blog. That name sounds cute for me. And I can't do anything about the picture since I don't have the program to cut that picture. I'm so sorry for the inconvenience.

Eve-san, Ito Hideaki has 2 photo books already. The first photo book is Hideakizm which was released last year and the second one is Morocco which is released this year. Anoooo... actually, Odin's voice done by someone (not Kikuchi Kenzaburo who plays as Kanzaki Shirou) so I guess we can consider that guy as a seiyuu. Maybe he's a real seiyuu but too bad that I have no information about that guy. The thing that I have in my mind is... why should they (who make Kamen Rider Ryuki) use a seiyuu for Odin? They can use Kikuchi Kenzaburo's voice, right?

Imouto-chan, I'm fine too. You have bought Chobits Original Soundtrack too? What do you think about the songs?

Jenn, thanks for the compliment. Eh, you couldn't view the picture? How come? *is confused* Something's wrong? o.O

Kacoa, are you sure that you don't want the yaoi layout anymore? *teases Kacoa*  You really want to use a yaoi picture as the layout of your blog? o.O Sorry that I can't burn the CD I've mentioned before. So you started to adore yaoi after you watched Yami no Matsuei and Gravitation? I'm the same with you. My first yaoi anime was Gravitation and I really like Gravitation very much. I've just started to like Shin Kidousenki Gundam W since last weekend. I love the political intrigues inside it. And thanks a lot for the prayer... hey, I also want to take revenge on him, especially to what he has done these times. Eh, what's wrong with your lecturer assistants? Maybe you could share it with me, Kacoa? ^^

Kat, thank God that I got it right. Eh, your new layout rocks!!! It's so beautiful and angsty!!! Me love your new layout.

Kazuma-kun, I've started to like Gundam W. ^^

Kou, sebenarnya sih pengennya... *merasakan tatapan tajam dari Kou* ...eh, gimana dengan skripsi elo? Udah sibuk nge-print? Good luck yah... :)

Seme-samaaaaaaaaaaa... *hugs* ...I miss you!!! *gets bricked* I bought those CDs at Butik 2000 but they don't have the Fruits Basket Original Soundtrack. Too bad, right? You also like the Furuba Songs, seme-sama? *blinks his own eyes* Are you sure that you want to take a bath with me? *evil grin* Take off your clothes then, honey... *maniacal laugh* ...don't worry, I won't throw grenades since the idea came from me. I'm sure that you will love the bathing session. Oh yes, Bishounen no Koi also has that scene, right? *throws grenades back to Wil-kun* Eh, gue kan nggak pernah baca doujinshi selama ini jadinya pikiran gue polos. Dan dari dasar hati gue yang terdalam, gue selalu menganggap kalau Quatre itu adalah ultimate uke. Masalah dia rape Duo mah bukan urusan gue. Yang penting buat gue, Quatre tetap uke sampe kapanpun juga. Lagian mana gue tahu elo adalah anggota dari front pendukung Heero sebagai uke? Buat gue, tampangnya dia itu ultimate seme kok... XDDD ...hmmm, but you can access my blog when you're online in your room, right? ¬¬;;; You don't have to access my blog in the lab, you know? But I think that I would use a yuri layout next time... *gets stabbed* ...and what would you do to the photo? Tell me... jangan setengah-setengah ngasih tahunya dong. Penasaran nih... ¬¬;;; ...yah, kira-kira elo kayak Nobita deh. *gets bricked* He he he, sebenarnya gue sudah pernah nonton Endless Waltz kok cuman waktu itu masih belum tahu nama-nama karakternya aja. *gets bricked*

Let's see... what am I going to do now? Watching Kamen Rider Agito or doing some revisions on my thesis... *is confused* ...I think I'll do both. I will do some of the revisions and then watch Agito. *gets bricked* Sisa revisinya dikerjain besok aja... males gue ngelihatin tulisan-tulisan menjengkelkan itu.

k4r-kun --- 10.03 PM
(who wants to do some revisions on his thesis)

Song: Soramimi Cake (TV version) - Oranges and Lemons (Azumanga Daioh OP Song)

Today is Monday and that means it's the day for me to have the torturing session. I wonder if I could get back from campus happily. Oh well, I think that won't happen since my thesis counselor is such an annoying guy. ¬¬;;; I really hate him for giving me a lot of troubles... why can't he just understand that I want to get graduated this semester?

Finally got the information about the 10th, 11th and 12th Kamen Rider. Now the information is almost completed... *is dancing happily* ...all I have to do now is waiting for the information about the Vent Cards of all Riders and their profiles. I wish that I could finish the review before the end of this month. Oh yes, Ryuki will turn into Kamen Rider Ryuki Survive next week on episode #34. I've read a little synopsis of it and it said that Kanzaki Shirou himself gave the Survive Vent to Shinji... and the Survive Vent is Honoo no Card. The element of the card is fire... ^^ ...as I guessed before.

As-chan, Sam really jumped from the top of that building. It can't be helped since he's the only son of his family and of course the family put their hopes on him. His Mom ever said to Jet that "I caught him when he was smoking alone but when he realized that I was there, he threw his cigarette that moment. And he said that he would never smoke again. I wish that he could be a little naughtier." (if I'm not wrong because I haven't watch it again). The girl on my layout? I have no idea either. I think she's just a model... but I don't think she's a Japanese.

Chesa, you can tell that I'm an anime maniac. ^^ You have to go to Canada to get one? Where are you studying? o______O;;;

Dechi, thanks for the compliment. Glad to know that you like this layout. Of course Ito Hideaki's handsome. He's one of the coolest guy I've ever met in my life. And your new layout is great too. That's OK. I think I should convince more and more people to join IYF. *maniacal laugh*

Kamen Rider Ryuki: ANOTHER FACE*is drooling maniacally* Oh my God, this book... this book... *collapses crying* ...I don't think I can buy this book. I don't have money anymore. *is crying loudly* This book is also a photo book of Kamen Rider Ryuki. The title is Kamen Rider Ryuki: ANOTHER FACE and this book has photos of 4 actors that made appearances in Kamen Rider Ryuki The Movie: Episode FINAL and they're Suga Takamasa, Matsuda Satoshi, Ryouhei and Hagino Takashi. The price of this book is 1,500 Yen and the ISBN is 4-331-50914-1 but too bad that I have no idea about the publisher. I must admit that the cover of this book is more beautiful than NAKED SEVEN. But they have the same prices. Oh well, if the NAKED SEVEN I've ordered is out stock, I think I would order this one to replace the NAKED SEVEN. Too bad that I've decided to buy Ito Hideaki's photo book, Morocco. If I haven't decided to buy Morocco, I would happily buy this one. It's cheaper than Morocco.

k4r-kun --- 01.35 AM
(who is drooling maniacally for Kamen Rider Ryuki: ANOTHER FACE)

Sunday, September 15th, 2002

Song: Raison d'etre - Tanaka Rie (Chobits ED Song #1)

*just watched RahXephon episode 21-24* I still have a lot of questions about RahXephon. How come that Ayato is Quon's Ishitori? Does that mean Ayato is the heart of Quon's Xephon? (I have this question because Reika is the heart of Ayato's Xephon) She also got a Xephon, right? And about Haruka, I know that she used to live in Tokyo Jupiter but I never thought that Ayato was her first love. But how come that she is older than Ayato in the real world outside Tokyo Jupiter? I know that there's a time difference between the real world and Tokyo Jupiter but this is too extreme. Haruka said that she used to date Ayato when she was 14.

The other questions that I have in my mind... Ayato and Itsuki were created from Quon's DNA? So, both Ayato and Itsuki aren't human since Quon and Maya (Ayato's mom) aren't human either. One thing that surprised me was the truth that Quon is Maya's big sister... how come? I think Quon's younger than Maya. She's only 17 and Maya... I think she's about 40 years old. And then, Itsuki also said that he's Ayato's little brother (because he called Ayato as 'niisan' and they share the same sign on their bodies. Wait a minute... ¬¬;;; ....Haruka used to date Itsuki too. Don't tell me that Itsuki is the Ayato from the future (which I think is impossible). Another question, what's the relationship between Kunugi (TERRA's Commander) and MU? Is he a Murian too? He was a subordinate of Kuki, right? And Kunugi also created the barrier which was very similar to Tokyo Jupiter's barrier in Nirai Kanai. So, it's possible for human beings to create a barrier like the one which covered Tokyo Jupiter? And then, what's Helena's role in RahXephon series? She's such an annoying girl. And Lord Barbem, who is that old guy? Oh yes, how come that the Vermillions could turn into a Dolem look alike thing before they were destroyed by the Dolem?

k4r-kun --- 10.48 AM
(who is very confused about the story of RahXephon)

Saturday, September 14th, 2002

Song: Let Me Be With You - ROUND TABLE featuring Nino (Chobits OP Song)

Went to Mangga Dua Mall with my friends this afternoon and I bought anime VCDs and anime soundtracks there. I bought RahXephon volume 6, Azumanga Daioh volume 4 & 5 and I also bought Chobits Original Soundtrack and Chobits Sound Collection Character (I didn't know the songs inside this CD but I bought it). I've looked for .hack//SIGN volume 6 and the OVA, .hack//LIMINALITY but I couldn't find both. And I was almost yelling like hell when I saw Shin Kidousenki Gundam W boxset... I really want to have that!!! Oh my God, I want it badly. And I was almost laughing loudly when I saw the English-subtitled version of Kamen Rider Agito. That's because the picture on the covers were the picture of Kamen Rider Kuuga!!! Oh my, how could they do such a big and stupid mistake? *collapses laughing*

After that, I had dinner with my friends. We ate pork satay in Mangga Besar. The satay was delicious... but too bad that the satay was very expensive.

Alex, I couldn't access your blog yesterday but too bad that I have no idea about the time.

Delin, I'm waiting for the new layout. Oh yes, are you sure that my grammatical errors aren't as much as yours?

Ephi, really? They are lucky... ^^ ...too bad that my faculty never gives us the chance to make a thesis in a group. C'mon, you're not that introvert... I know that you can find interesting topics to talk about. Just try it. I know that I'm a talkative guy. Most of my friends say so but sometimes they're confused because sometimes I never speak to them. I think I have two personalities in one body. ^^ About finding a koi, it has nothing to do with my parents. It's for my own sake. I have three brothers and I don't think my parent would force me to find a koi as soon as possible for the sake of the family. Although some relatives of mine keep asking me to find a girlfriend, I still can't find one. Yes, I've been looking for a koi since I was in my 5th semester.

Eve-san, Shinji is very stupid and I don't like him either. But somehow, he has the purest motivation deep inside his heart to protect human beings from monsters so we can say that he's the ultimate good guy. Yes, the voice of Kamen Rider Odin is done by a seiyuu, but the human form of Odin is Kanzaki Shirou. Eh, Shinji is a CLAMP type of guy? But I think Tsugami Shouichi (Kamen Rider Agito) is the real CLAMP type of guy... and I would prefer Shouichi rather than Shinji. My layout? It's Ito Hideaki, not Alex Band. Yeah, I finally can access your blog again now.

Kat, gue nggak ngerti apa maksudnya JS itu... otak gue sih bilang kalau JS itu adalah singkatan dari Java Script. Iya, bete banget waktu mati lampu itu. ^^;;; Begitulah kalau dua orang sama-sama nggak mau ngalah dan saling beradu panjangan e-mail seperti kita... semoga aja minggu depan balasannya sudah selesai.

Kou, gue tunggu gambarnya... tapi gue gak mau digambar pake kostum Kamen Rider Ichigo... ^^;;; ...gak demen soalnya.

Leeza-san, I'm fine. Thanks. I was too lazy to do social blogging these days too because of the bad mood so you don't have to apologize for that. What do you mean with "Are you serious about that nice person?"? He's just nice... that's why I like him like I like everyone in my life. I think I should ask people about my bad points because it would be more objective if you ask people for that. Since I'm a very narcissist guy, I will only say about the good things. Anne-neechan? She's fine, I think. I still have no idea about what has happened on her. Hope that she's OK. I really miss her. And I also have no idea about her blog. Well, you can give me some financial supports to buy artbooks and photo book. *gets bricked* Yeah, you did stare at Wil-kun when we're talking about yaoi guys at BiNus. Don't tell me that you didn't stare at him that moment. *gives Leeza-san death stares* Yup, he's the stupidest one in Kamen Rider Ryuki. Still interested with that guy?

Tyas, I think that's because Treize-sama was one of the antagonist characters and I rarely like antagonist characters. But I would prefer him rather than Wu Fei. ^^ My favorite yaoi couple in Gundam W? It would be Heero x Quatre. Both of them would make a great couple. He he he, yang gue kenal di Kinokuniya kan cuman Mbak Narti aja tuh. Too bad that you couldn't join us last week... maybe next time, OK? The prices for both NORTH SIDE and SOUTH SIDE? The price for NORTH SIDE is 2,100 Yen and the price for SOUTH SIDE is 2,500 Yen. I've ordered NORTH SIDE because it contains illustrations from Mahou Kishi RayEarth and CLOVER. I only like GoHou Drug from SOUTH SIDE.

Seme-sama, don't worry about that. You didn't make my mood worse. If there's somebody who could turn my mood from good mood into bad mood, it would be my thesis counselor. Yeah, I found that you're very quiet during our conversation last night... and I know that I was too talkative last night. Did I annoy you with my loud voice? O Mi God, you really thought that my current layout consists yaoi scene? ^^ If you want me to use any yaoi layout, just ask me. I would use a yaoi layout if I have a nice yaoi picture. *feels death stares from everywhere* Use the picture from the CD I've gotten from Ghia? That's a nice idea... I'll search for interesting pictures from that CD. You can sleep every time and everywhere? ^^;;; Gosh, sounds like you're a heavy-sleeper (emang ada kata ini?). *gets bricked* And you also like Noin and Lady Une? Kok bisa sama dengan gue sih? ^^;;; Kalau gue bilang sih double personality-nya Lady Une itu keren banget. Yeah, candle light bath sounds interesting for me... would you mind if I ask you to join the candle light bath? *gets bricked* I haven't finish it yet... you can use the other bathroom. I won't share the same bathroom with someone if that person's not my koi. Oh yes, I also hang up a flashlight when I took a bath so I had two sources of light. Yes, the topic about yaoi guys at BiNus has nothing to do with you... at least I do have that thought. Or you would like to consider yourself as one of the yaoi guys at BiNus? *gets bricked* Just kidding. Don't take it seriously, OK? Oh well, I also heard some rumors which said that a lot of BiNus guys are gay but I don't know whether those rumors are true or not. What's wrong with that photo? You should explain it. Now!!! *gives Wil-kun death stares* I never said that I would make a Trowa x Quatre pairing. Although I like Trowa, that doesn't mean that I would make a pairing that consists him. How come that Quatre becomes a seme? *throws grenades* His face is the face of an ultimate uke... ^^ ...I've never asked you to leave IYF, right? And I don't think you should leave me there. I need you as a companion there. Don't leave me, 'kay?

k4r-kun --- 11.25 PM
(who prepares himself to kill an intruder in his room)

Friday, September 13th, 2002

Song: Coppelia no Hitsugi - ALI Project (Noir OP Song)

I didn't pass the torturing session successfully today and I really have no idea about what did he have in his mind when I came to him today. ¬¬;;; Good job, Sir and thanks a lot for the coret-coretan di skripsi gue. *mumbles* And I still have to meet him on Monday... *pukes all over the floor*

The electricity was down again this morning and it annoyed me because I was sleeping when the electricity down. Thanks a lot for that, PLN. You've disturbed my sleeping session.

Alex, thanks for the compliment. Oh yes, why can't I access your blog?

Delin, I think you should change your layout too... but your current layout is cute.

Futago-chan, thanks a lot. I think he's very good looking in that picture. ^^

Diva, really? I have no idea about that since I can access my blog pretty fast at the nearest Internet cafe. Or maybe this new layout is heavier than the previous layout?

Ephi, I also know that we can make a thesis in a group of three at BiNus. The students there are lucky, right? Too bad that my faculty doesn't allow us to make our theses in groups.

Kou, maksudnya apa tuh? ^^

Seme-sama, thanks a lot for the compliment. *hugs* Of course that's a girl. Don't tell me that you think the person in front of Ito Hideaki is a guy. And you feel weird because I made a straight layout? You want me to make a yaoi layout again? That's OK for me... just give me the picture. *bows down deeply* I didn't know that you were sleeping when I called you last night. I thought that you might have some fun with your friends and you didn't bring your cell-phone out of your room. But... you could sleep when the electricity was down? Oh my, you really make me jealous. I can't sleep every time the electricity's down.

k4r-kun --- 07.17 PM
(who is very angry at his thesis counselor)

Song: ---

*sleepy eyes* Finally I've finished the revisions for the fourth chapter of my thesis. Hope that my thesis counselor would feel satisfied with those revisions.

Tell me that I'm a conformist, tell me that I'm a maniac... I just don't care about that. I'm addicted to Shin Kidousenki Gundam W at this moment. *laughs maniacally* I don't know why but at this moment, I really love Shin Kidousenki Gundam W. I even have a plan to buy all the VCDs of that series. Sounds like a maniac, I think. But I just don't care... I really love Gundam W. And if you ask me who is my favorite character there, I would give you two names. Lady Une and Noin. Both characters are my favorite. I used to hate Lady Une but later I think that she's just too cute. *gets bricked* And Noin... I love her, just that. Have no other reason. She's beautiful and somehow she reminds me of someone.

Gosh, I thought that I would have to sleep in such a hot weather. The electricity was down for about 5 hours and I think I was in hell for 5 hours. It's so hot!!! Fortunately my friend came to my place and picked me to our friend's house so I didn't feel bored at all. If someone asked me to spend 5 hours in a place without electricity, I would reject his order and then ask him to do it himself. I think I'm lucky enough that the electricity was finally on (or came or whatever... I just can't find the right word) at 11.30 PM. Finally I could turn on my air conditioner and I felt like I was in heaven when I turned on my air conditioner. I was almost fell asleep when the electricity on and I was so glad that I didn't fall asleep. I called my friend immediately and asked him whether the electricity has came (or on) at his house and he said no. Then I teased him for a while... ^^ ...I'm such a bad friend, right? Oh my, I really hate the situation when the electricity was down. I had to take a bath using a candle and I had to move very slowly in the bathroom in order to protect the candle.

k4r-kun --- 01.26 AM
(who wants to go to bed at this moment)

Thursday, September 12th, 2002

Song: WHITE REFLECTION - TWO-MIX (Shin Kidousenki Gundam W ENDLESS WALTZ Theme Song)

Suddenly I have the interest to do social blogging and I don't want to waste any time. Before the bad mood comes again, I will finish the social blogging. ^^

Ajeng, you're welcome. Since I know the ISBN of those books, I thought that I should give you the ISBN too. Maybe you will need the ISBN for the article. I haven't buy Ito Hideaki's newest photo book, Jeng, since I have no money to pay the deposit. Hey, what do you think about the new layout? Oh yes, I will wait patiently for Another Heaven. I wish that the scenes you've mentioned are hot enough for me.

Alex, I usually use English every time I'm in a bad mood.

Chikage, I rarely buy artbook now since the artbooks are very expensive. I have to save my money for months before I buy a new artbook. May I ask you a question? What is Magical Cute? It's a magazine, you've told me about that but I want to know the details about that magazine.

Dechi, you're right about that. I have to struggle very hard every time I want to buy a new artbook. Now I understand what quote you have mentioned before. That quote was taken from Kamen Rider Ryuki website. I didn't make it myself and I also have no idea about the meaning of the quote. Don't worry, I won't quit IYF since I really like yaoi. You also want to join us? That's great. I want to see your name in the IYF's member list.

Delin, calm down. I used to know some yaoi guys from BiNus but don't worry about that. You're afraid that they might seduce your boyfriend, right? ^^ And thanks a lot for the kind offer. Maybe I would tell you my problem later if I'm ready. At this moment, I know that I still want to keep it as my own problem. C'mon, my English isn't that good. You'll find a lot of grammatical errors if you read the sentences correctly.

Devin, you also have the same feeling with me? How come? Maybe you could tell me about that (if you don't mind).

Ephi, you always minimized the window when my layout was the picture from Bishounen no Koi? Hey, I never blink my eyes to every guys and girls I meet. That's not my habit. *laughs* And I do feel that I'm not a talented person in web designing. My blog is kinda plain and boring, I think. I keep comparing mine to other persons' and I know it clearly that I'm not a talented person. Thanks for saying that I'm a nice person... and I know that I'm talkative (only when I'm in a good mood). But one thing that confuses me, kok bisa-bisanya cerewet itu jadi salah satu kebaikan gue? And I also want to ask you... why did you give the name "My Daily Mooo" for your own weblog? *grin* I really wish that I could find a koi as soon as possible. Not because of the bad mood, of course. I've been looking for a koi since I was in my junior year in the university. Thanks a lot for your opinions, Ephi. Oh yes, I really used 3 days to make this layout... now you should believe that I'm not a talented guy. I've read Gravitation TV FanBook once so I knew it instantly that the article is a duplicate from the FanBook.

Eve-san, but I always feel annoyed every time people look at me with suspicious eyes. Although I didn't do anything at Kinokuniya except reading books about dogs and cats, those guards really made me feel uncomfortable. Yeah, I can't access Anne-neechan's blog either. And what's wrong with yours? I couldn't access it either today.

Ferrum, what's wrong? You also want to know about the yaoi guys at BiNus? And nothing has happened here. Oh yes, why didn't you come to the gathering last week?

Imouto-chan, thanks for the compliment. ^^

Kacoa, I can't accept that offer. You're the one who asked me to use hardcore yaoi pictures as my layout so you must take all the responsibilities. I'll use the picture as my layout as long as you would take over the sins. *gets bricked* Too bad that I don't have a CD writer... I can't burn that CD for you. And you're addicted to yaoi since you watched Yami no Matsuei and read Gravitation? Yes, Gravitation Remix is the doujinshi of Gravitation and Murakami Maki is the person who makes Gravitation Remix. I think you know about Murakami Maki. She's the mangaka of Gravitation. But I don't think that Gravitation Remix is hardcore enough for me.

Kat, I've got your e-mail here but I'm still replying it now. Maybe I would be able to send it next week. You asked me to bring a whip every time I have to meet my thesis counselor? Do you think I'm a wild animal trainer in a circus? ^^;;; Eh, yang gue pake ini Java Script yah? *bego banget* Karena gue lagi bete yah layout yang gue bikin jadi dark dan angsty kayak gitu... ^^

Kou, sekarang sudah nggak error lagi kan? Yang kemarin itu memang masih ada sedikit masalah waktu upload gambarnya. Paromanga yang elo cerita ke gue itu? Mau lihat dong... ^^

Kyo, kayaknya memang banyak yang lagi bad mood sekarang ini.

Leeza-san, I know that he's a nice person but too bad that the bad guy here is me. I think it's not fair for him. He's being so nice to me and I can't give him anything except problems. That's not fair, right? Oh yes, Anne-neechan did tell me about WarungManga before and she told me that the members of WarungManga are Furuba fans. Am I right? And that's OK if you don't want to join IYF. ^^ What? Give you Minako Narita's artbook? I'm currently broke and I still have to buy a lot of artbooks and photo book. Maybe you could help me to buy those books... *gets bricked* ...your friend asked about what sadomasochist is? Don't ask me about that word. You should ask the person who used this word for the very first time. Of course I know the definition but I have no idea how to explain it. Oh yes, the topic about yaoi guys at BiNus has nothing to do with Wil-kun. Please don't stare at him like that. ^^ You've asked me about the guy in my previous layout, right? Do you think he's a good looking guy? *collapses laughing* Wait till you see him in Kamen Rider Ryuki... he's the most stupid person in that series. His name is Suga Takamasa and his role in Kamen Rider Ryuki is Kido Shinji, a junior journalist.

Sumeragi Sakura, that's OK now. I've talked to Mel about the pictures and we have solved the problem. Let's wait till Mel puts the pictures on her website.

Tyas, I won't quit IYF because I still like yaoi. Maybe I will think about quitting IYF later... when I begin to dislike yaoi (which I think is impossible).

Wil-kun, I really have no idea about that advertisement I've seen last week on your blog. What's the funny thing? Maybe you could tell me about that. And what's wrong if someone calls you using "-chan"? That's OK, I guess. *prepares sandals to brick Wil-kun* You think that I was enjoying myself and happy when you pulled my right hand and Chikage-san pulled my left hand last Saturday? Why don't you try it yourself so you would know how it's feel when two persons pull your hands? ^^ You asked me about the torturing session? The torturing session was annoying as usual and I still have another torturing session tomorrow. *bows down deeply* Please don't leave IYF, seme-sama. You should think about it again... don't leave me alone there. *gets bricked* My friend asked me to watch Gundam W so I watch it (and I find it interesting). The doujinshi of Gundam W? You say that you want to resign from IYF and you still ask me whether I want a CD full of doujinshi? Oh my God... ^^ ...what? You said that I shouldn't touch Heero Yuy, Duo Maxwell, Trowa Barton and Quatre Raberba Winner? ^^ And I can only touch Chang Wu Fei and Treize Kushrenada? *pukes* I also hate both guys... *kicks them away* ...I would prefer Trowa and Quatre and no one's gonna change my mind about it. *laughs maniacally* Oh yes, are you sure I have said that I dislike Gundam W?

Yos-kun, I used to know three yaoi guys at BiNus. One of them was my friend and the other two were his friend and his ex-lover. My friend is your senior, I think, but unfortunately I forgot his faculty. And you think that one of your senior is an uke? That sound's interesting. Maybe you should make a pairing for him. *gets bricked* Oh yes, I also found some yaoi guys at BiNus years ago when I still used the mIRC. They're Internet maniacs, I guess. Or maybe they're looking for a boyfriend on the Net? ^^

k4r-kun --- 05.11 PM
(who prepares himself to face the torturing session (again) tomorrow)

Song: Arashi no Naka de Kagayaki te - Yonekura Chihiro

Just finished printing those annoying data. ¬¬;;; And that damn printer also makes me mad. It always error every time a page is almost completed. If I'm not angry because of that, then I must be a saint. Damn it, I really want to put a grenade inside that damned printer to release my anger (and to show who's the boss here).

Oh well, let's talk about anything else. I shouldn't remember about that useless printer. It makes me mad and I know I shouldn't make things worse since I'm still in a bad mood. Never let the printer makes it worse.

Oh yes, for people who have sent SMS to me, I'm so sorry that I still can't reply it. *bows down deeply* I'm almost out of credit and I haven't get the cash from the ATM to buy credit. I'm really broke this month and I still want to buy Ito Hideaki's newest photo book. You can tell that I'm crazy and sadomasochist because I really like to torture myself with buying expensive stuffs when I'm broke.

My oneechan sent a SMS last night and she told me that I can get Chobits Soundtrack at an anime store in Jakarta. Oh my, I really want to get the Chobits Soundtrack!!! I really want to listen to the full version song of Let Me Be With You, Raison d'etre and Ningyou Hime. And Chobit's BGMs are great too!!! Thanks for the information, oneechan.

*looks at the clock* What, it's already lunch time now? Oh my, I didn't realize that.

k4r-kun --- 12.10 PM
(who wants to put a grenade inside his printer)

Wednesday, September 11th, 2002

Song: Kamen Rider Agito - Ishihara Shinichi (Kamen Rider Agito OP Song #1)

Finally I've got the last 6 episodes of Kamen Rider Agito today. But I don't think that I'm going to watch those episodes tonight since I still have to print my thesis and then make some revisions. Too bad that some of the episodes have poor quality pictures. I think that's because the master of the VCDs are from the VHS so the quality isn't that good. *sighs* I really wish that I would have the money to buy Kamen Rider Agito DVDs and Kamen Rider Ryuki DVDs. It's OK that they don't have subtitles for both titles as long as I could see good quality pictures.

I also got Kaiketsu LionMaru and I was (almost) laughed loudly when I played episode #5 on the Windows Media Player. The quality of the pictures isn't very good (or should I say, very poor) but I don't mind at all since Kaiketsu LionMaru was made about 30 years ago. What could you wish from such an old title like that? Good quality pictures? Forget it. Maybe if you're a millionaire, you could buy the LDs of that title. The thing that made me laugh was the words when Shishimaru transformed himself. When I was a little kid, I thought that the words were cool. And now, I think those words are funny. It can't be helped, I think. When you're growing up and you watch an old title anime or tokusatsu, you will feel that the title you're watching is funny (and sometimes it bores you).

I went to Kinokuniya this afternoon but I couldn't find the books I've ordered. I guess those books haven't arrived yet. Gosh, I really need the Kamen Rider Ryuki Chouzenshuu: Joukan now to supports my review (since I'm very lazy to look for the information about the Riders on the Net). The other books: Kamen Rider Agito - Hybrid File, Kamen Rider Ryuki - Naked Seven and CLAMP no Eshigoto NORTH SIDE can wait.

k4r-kun --- 06.17 PM
(who wants to read Kamen Rider Ryuki Chouzenshuu: Joukan at this moment)

Song: Glaring Dream - Kotani Kinya (Gravitation TV Series ED Song)

Still not in the mood to do social blogging. ^^;;; Sorry for everyone. Hope all of you can understand it. I really want to do the social blogging but my mood can't support me at this moment. Oh well, that's a consequence of being a moody guy, I guess.

What do you guys think about this new layout? I've spent 3 days to create this new layout and I must admit that I really like this layout. *feels stupid* But it doesn't mean that I can only make layouts when I have a bad mood. ^^ This layout was finished last night and I was shocked because I forgot to type the revisions of my thesis... damn it, I really enjoyed myself when I create this layout and I totally forgot that I have to give the revisions to my thesis counselor this Friday.

Today's plan are... going to Aptech to get the tokusatsu VCDs from my friend and then going to Kinokuniya with him. I know it's not a wise decision for me to go to Kinokuniya today since I really want to have Ito Hideaki's newest photo book and I know that I would order that book sooner or later. It can't be helped, I guess. ^^;;; And then I have to print the tables and data for my thesis tonight. Oh my, I have a lot of jobs today.

Be going to the campus to meet one of my friend. We're going to talk about tomorrow night's plan. My friend's grandfather passed out yesterday and I'm so sorry to know about that. The other friend of mine SMSed me and ask whether I could go to her house tomorrow night.

k4r-kun --- 11.38 AM
(who thinks that the new layout is very dark and angsty)