I, who possess the Darkness inside me... the Count of Darkness

k4r-kun is just an ordinary guy with an ordinary life. He is an Indonesian Chinese and he loves his family (especially his Mom and his little brother) and his friends very much. He was born on March 18th, 1981 and that makes him a Piscean. He used to be a student of Atma Jaya Catholic University of Indonesia and he is majoring in Accounting although he has no any interest on Accounting. He always considers that he is the stupidest person alive and he knows that he is right about that. He is known as a useless and worthless person but he does not care that much about that since he has decided to live as an introvert guy (that is the reason why he does not have many friends in his life -- but once he finds a good friend, he would be a loyal friend for sure). He is currently a big fan of Arisue Sei in YASHA, Ashihara Ryou in Kamen Rider Agito series, Fubuki Keisuke in Ultraman Cosmos series and Kitaoka Shuichi in Kamen Rider Ryuki series. His only obsession in his life is Ito Hideaki and he would do anything to meet this guy. He is also a proud member of IYF and ISF and he does not care that much about yaoi haters. Because of his own obsession, he used to feel confused about his own sexual preference. But he has decided that he would never care about his own sexual preference anymore. He is addicted to so many things in his life such as anime, manga, tokusatsu and of course, bishounen. That is the reason why he gave the name Bishounen no Sekai for his own weblog. At this moment, he is falling for the sexy voice of Alex Band, the vocalist of The Calling, who is also a bishounen.

Wish list
All Ito Hideaki's doramas and movies
Angel Sanctuary Postcard Book "Angelic Voice"
CLAMP no Eshigoto NORTH SIDE*
Hideakizm
Kamen Rider Ryuki: ANOTHER FACE
Kamen Rider Ryuki: NAKED SEVEN*
Ryuki Knight - Kamen Rider Ryuki VISUAL BOOK
Super Sentai Chouzenshuu
A new cell-phone, preferably Nokia 5510 or 7650
A new computer with the latest technology and Internet connection, plus a CD writer, a flat monitor, a printer and a scanner
Dreamweaver program

* = reorder (currently out of stock)

Favorite animanga characters

Aria
Arisue Sei
Cerberus (Kero-chan)
Chibi Inuki
Chii
Chikage
Dark Mousy
Himura Rikuou
Iwakura Lain
Kamina Ayato
Kasumi Karen
Kazuma
Kinomoto Sakura
Kinomoto Touya
Kokubunji Minoru
Kotoko
Kudou Kazahaya
Kurosaki Ken
Kurz Weber
Lady Une
Luna
Lune
Mibu Kyoshiro
Mireille Bouquet
Mishima Reika
Mizuki Kaho

Nagare Ryoma
Nakatsu Shuichi
Niwa Daisuke
Noin
Oni me no Kyo
Quatre Raberba Winner
Sakuma Ryuichi
Sanada Yukimura
Saotome Michiru
Sherrice Adjani
Shia
Shitou Haruka
Souma Ayame
Souma Hatori
Souma Hatsuharu
Souma Kisa
Souma Ritsu
Spinel Sun (Suppi-chan)
Sumeragi Subaru
Sumomo
Suu
Tenjou Utena
Umeda Hokuto
Yuumura Kirika
Yuzuki


Favorite seiyuu

Hisakawa Aya
Hoshi Souichirou
Inoue Kazuhiko
Inoue Kikuko
Kamiya Akira
Koyasu Takehito
Kuwashima Houko

Miki Shinichirou
Mitsuishi Kotono
Okiayu Ryutarou
Sakamoto Maaya
Sugita Tomokazu
Tanaka Rie
Yuzuki Ryouka


Favorite tokusatsu characters

Akama Kenichi
Ashihara Ryou
Fubuki Keisuke
Hikawa Makoto
Hoshikawa Gaku
Imamura Miku
Kanzaki Shirou
Kirishima Miho

Kitaoka Shuichi
Madoka Daigo
Momozono Miki
Ohgami Tsukumaro
Samezu Kai
Tezuka Miyuki
Yazumi Jun

Favorite dorama characters
Arisue Sei --- YASHA (performed by Ito Hideaki)
Hotto Kohji --- Female Announcer (performed by Ito Hideaki)
Ono Yusuke --- Antique ~ Seiyou Kotto Yogashiten (performed by Fujiki Naohito)

Favorite manga

Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon
Cardcaptor Sakura
Chobits
Clover
Count Cain
D.N.Angel
Fruits Basket
GoHou Drug
Hanazakari no Kimitachi e

Inu Yasha
Mahou Kishi RayEarth
Meitantei Conan
Tenshi Kinryouku
Tokyo Babylon
X
Yami no Matsuei
YASHA

Favorite anime series

.hack//SIGN
Aquarian Age ~ Sign for Evolution ~
Ayashi no Ceres
Azumanga Daioh
Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon
Captain Tsubasa
Cardcaptor Sakura
Chobits
Choudenji Machine Voltes V
Dragon Drive
Fruits Basket
fullmetal.panic!
Getter Robo
Getter Robo G
Gravitation

Inu Yasha
Jyuuni Kokki
Mahou Kishi RayEarth
Megami Kouhosei
Noir
Oudorobou Jing
Pita Ten
RahXephon
Saint Seiya
Samurai Deeper Kyo
Serial Experiments Lain
Shin Kidousenki Gundam W
Shoujo Kakumei Utena
X
Yami no Matsuei

Favorite tokusatsu series

Chikyuu Sentai Fiveman
Choriki Sentai Ohranger
Dai Sentai Goggle V
Denji Sentai Megaranger
Hyakujuu Sentai Gaoranger
Kaiketsu LionMaru
Kamen Rider Agito
Kamen Rider Black

Kamen Rider Ryuki
Kyukyu Sentai GoGo V
Megaloman
Uchuu Keiji Sharivan
Ultraman Cosmos
Ultraman Gaia
Ultraman Tiga

Favorite dorama
Antique ~ Seiyou Kotto Yogashiten
Kyuumei Byouto 24 Ji II
YASHA

Favorite movies
Bishounen no Koi
Lan Yu
Love Song (currently looking for this title)
Onmyouji (currently looking for this title)
Shurayukihime (currently looking for this title)

Favorite actors
Fujiki Naohito
Ito Hideaki
Nakamura Shunsuke
Stephen Fung

Favorite actresses
Koyuki
Matsushima Nanako

Current fave songs
Adrienne - The Calling
Aka to Kuro - ALI Project
Alive A Life - Matsumoto Rika
Ao no Requiem - Tsubokura Yuiko
Can't Hold Us Down - Christina Aguilera feat. Lil' Kim
Canta per me - Kaida Yuriko
Canto Alla Vita - Josh Groban feat. The Corrs
Complicated - Avril Lavigne
Cui Hou Te Can Ie [Final Battle] - Jay Chou
Desert Rose - Sting
Dirrty - Christina Aguilera feat. Redman
Everlasting Love - SeYUN
eX dream - Myuji
Glaring Dream - Kotani Kinya
gravity - Luna Sea
Hemisphere - Sakamoto Maaya
Hua Xiang - Ambrose Hui
Kamen Rider Agito - Ishihara Shinichi
Ki. Se. Ki - Takizawa Hideaki
Negai - Takizawa Hideaki
Ningyou Hime - Tanaka Rie
Obsession - See-Saw
RHYTHM EMOTION - TWO-MIX
Sadame
Sleepless beauty - K. ITO + D.K
Sora no Screen ~ rainbow in my soul ~ - Takizawa Hideaki & Imai Tsubasa
SOUL TAKER - JAM Project
The Game of Love - Santana feat. Michelle Branch
To Where You Are - Josh Groban
TRUE - Shimokawa Mikuni
True Heart - Takizawa Hideaki & Imai Tsubasa
Wherever You Will Go - The Calling
Xing Fu Te Sun Cien - Ambrose Hui
Your Body Is A Wonderland - John Mayer

Current fave albums
Camino Palmero - The Calling
.hack//SIGN Original Soundtrack 1
Hatachi - Takizawa Hideaki & Imai Tsubasa
Josh Groban - Josh Groban
Stripped - Christina Aguilera
The Eight Dimension - Jay Chou

IYF :: I love Sei x Moichi!
ISF :: Aragorn x Legolas

The cursed ones
Honda Tohru - Delin
Souma Ayame - Wil-kun
Souma Hatori - Leeza-chan
Souma Hatsuharu - Anne-neechan
Souma Kureno - me
Souma Ritsu - Chikage
Souma Shigure - Ephi

People who possess the Darkness
Alex // Alexia // Angga // Anggun // Anjie // Aoi Ayanami // Aoi Housen // Aoi Minami // Aya Mikage // Bart // Cherie // Chihiro // Chii // Chikage // Choti Girl // Crescent // Dechi // Delin // Devin // Diva // Ephi // Eve // Eveana // Febriani // Ferrum // Fleur // Garnet // Hana // Haruka // Hendy // Hopes // Icchan // Jenn // Jess // Jingu // Kaoru no Kanojo // Kat // Kazuma-kun // Kenchan // Kou Yagami // Kourin // Kyo // Lyn // Leeza-chan // Mama Panda // Mamoru // Pau // Razzly // Roger // Ryuu Nagareboshi // Sangue // Silver Wind // Slasher Bird // Sumeragi Sakura // Tyas Palar // Wil-kun // Xera // Yos-kun

Other Websites
+ CLAMP +
+ Icchan +
+ Studio Neko-Han-Ten +
+ Super Sentai Official Page +
+ TV Tokyo - Anime +

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Realm of Darkness

I, who possess the Darkness inside me...

I came from this place...

I want to give my strength to you... (darkness)

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Monday, November 25th, 2002

Song: Independent Women Part I - Destiny's Child

Went to M&C Gramedia this morning (with one of my friends) and I had a brainstorming session with M&C's staffs. Talked about several things and issues there and I really enjoyed the brainstorming session. All I have to do now is waiting for the result of the brainstorming... ^^;;; ...hope that I would get a job soon or I would live as a poor guy from now on. *looks at Tyas* I never thought that... well, you know what I mean, Tyas. Hope that you're not angry with that. *bows down deeply*

I found a lot of cool wallpapers today and I have decided that I would use some of them as my future layout... but after some failures, I decided that I'm not a talented guy in web designing. I have tried to make three layouts today and the only result was failure. Too bad that I couldn't make cool layouts for my own sake... padahal gambar-gambarnya bagus tuh. T______T

Oneechan, I have no idea about that. Why does Kinokuniya accept orders on Asuka Ciel now? Padahal mereka sudah jelas-jelas bilang kalau mereka nggak mau memasukkan buku-buku yang ada unsur yaoi ke Indonesia. Do you want to order Asuka Ciel, oneechan? I could order it for you if you want. ^^ And thanks God that you have the archive section now. *is dancing happily* Please don't worry about GoHou Drug's scan. I can wait for that and I still have no idea about my next layout. Since I have no talent at all in web designing, maybe I would only change my layout if I've learned how to create a cool one. And you shouldn't laugh like that, you know? ^^;;; You make me feel like... *is blushing*

Anjie-imouto, why did you do such a mistake when you're registering yourself? Yeah, and I think the name "Kuya-chan" isn't cool at all so I won't call you using that name. *laughs* C'mon, you know you can't dodge my attacks. XP And if you said that kicking someone is one your normal reactions, I wouldn't want to know about your abnormal reaction. ^^;;; *keeps running away from imouto-chan* You can't trick me with Ito Hideaki's plushie anymore. *sticks tongue* I have got plenty in my bedroom, thanks to you who have always given the plushie for me. Yup, I want to be Kusakabe Kaname. Any problem? Maybe someone is using that name? ^^;;; Tell me 'bout that, 'kay?

Kou, gue belum bilang kita bakalan gathering di PS tanggal 8 Desember nanti lho... ^^;;; Tempatnya belum ditentukan kok. Nanti kalau sudah ada kepastian tentang tempatnya, gue kasih tahu elo deh. ^^ And thanks for giving me the Shoujo Kakumei Utena: The Movie. Are you sure about that? BTW, elo nanya siapa aja yang dateng yah? *langsung mundur perlahan sambil nyebutin nama-nama yang diajak* Anne-neechan, IYF-ers, trus gue juga mau ngajak futago-chan dan Eve-san. *langsung digeplak*

k4r-kun --- 11.59 PM
(who thinks that he's not talented in web designing... he's just a person with no talent at all)

Sunday, November 24th, 2002

Song: Dasenai Tegami - V6

*yawns* I'm so sleepy. Me wanna do a quick social blogging and quick private blogging.

Had dinner at Tony Romas tonight. I had pork ribs for my dinner and I didn't pay for my dinner. ^^;;; My uncle treated me and my family. Well, it's the first time for me to eat at Tony Romas.

Doing nothing today except went to the Internet cafe and looking for the newest information of Kamen Rider Ryuki. And I was too lazy to translate the Japanese characters of this week's episode guide / summary. Looks like Yui is going to be blind in next week's episode. Ah, let's wait and see. The script for episode 43 is written by Inoue Toshiki and episode 43 is directed by Ishida Hidenori.

Anne-neechan, I know that John Mayer is so sexy and good looking. ^^ Or maybe you have another comment about this guy? I'd love to see him when he's singing live... but too bad that I rarely watch TV. ^^;;; I'm still looking for his PV. Eh, Your Body Is A Wonderland PV is a romantic PV? Me wanna see it... me wanna see it. Although it's not an ecchi one, I still have a lot of imaginations when I'm listening to that song. Well, I do have a contaminated mind. *gets bricked* I'm imagining Ito Hideaki while listening to Your Body Is A Wonderland... imagining that I'm touching Ito-sama's skin and... *nosebleed*

Ajeng, ketemuannya nanti tanggal 8 Desember aja, sekalian gathering IYF. He he he, gue baru nyadar kalau elo nonton dua film itu pas bulan puasa gitu. ^^;;; BTW, Platonic Sex itu bukan dorama yah? Itu movie kan? Ijima Ai itu pengarang buku Platonic Sex yang kelihatannya diangkat dari pengalaman pribadinya dia yah?

As-chan, 2000 Yen (plus tax). It's kinda expensive, ne? ^^;;; But I think it's a worth buying for their fans.

Futago-chan, asyik nggak jalan-jalan ke Bandung-nya? Elo sudah lihat CLAMP no Eshigoto NORTH SIDE dan SOUTH SIDE di kantor? Waaaa... bagusan yang mana tuh? ^^;;; Seharusnya elo bisa embat salah satu buku itu tuh... *langsung digeplak ama Boss* BTW, ntar cerita lagi tentang anak anjing yang ada di tempat Uwak elo itu yah. :)

Ephi, since when Meme had the idea of that name? Gimana, jadi tidur siang abis kirim SMS ke aku? Beneran mati lampu di tempat kost kamu yah? ^^;;;

Eve-san, it's not a privilege for those who have reached 40,000 posts. I haven't reached that number yet. ^^;;; I asked the administrator to change my user name and he changed it the next day. You want to change yours too? Just ask the administrator to do it. :) Yeah, thanks God that the person isn't my friend anymore. BTW, any progress on your next review? Ganbatte ne, Eve-san.

Kat, I have received your e-mail and I have just finished replying it. ^^;;; Sounds like I'm a maniac in replying your e-mail, ne? Iya, kenapa sampe kekirim tiga kali sih? ^^;;; Gue sampe kaget waktu ngecek e-mail gue. Apa mau gue balas tiga kali juga biar mailbox elo meledak? *evil smirks*

Kazuma-kun, mahal banget harganya. 25000/CD? Ke laut ajeeeeee... mahal banget. Yang jualan kelihatan banget motif mau mengeruk keuntungannya. ^^;;;

Kourin-chan, silakan link ke sini. ^^

Leeza-chan's new layout is great!!! :)

Ryuki Knight - Kamen Rider Ryuki VISUAL BOOK*points the picture* Oh my God, a new book? o______O;;; Ryuki Knight - Kamen Rider Ryuki VISUAL BOOK!!! It's one of the books for Kamen Rider Ryuki series (damn, how many books have been published for this series?) and it costs 2,200 Yen. The first edition of this book was published on September 2002 and the ISBN of this book is 4-8443-5658-5. From the title, I can tell that the book has a lot of pictures inside it... abisnya namanya aja VISUAL BOOK. Me wanna have this book!!! T______T But this book is too expensive for me now. I have no money left.

I want to go to bed now. Still have an appointment with someone tomorrow. It's an important appointment. Ah, hope that everything would go fine tomorrow.

k4r-kun --- 11.55 PM
(who is looking for a job for himself)

Saturday, November 23rd, 2002

Song: Feel your breeze - V6

The graduation ceremony today was tiring. ^^;;; I had to sit for more than four hours and I felt like my ass was on fire during the graduation ceremony. But thanks God that nothing bad has happened during the ceremony. After the ceremony's over, I took pictures with my closest friends. Gosh, I was almost blind because of the blitzes. But since I can't meet my closest friends (at the campus) for a long time, I forced myself to take pictures with them. For me, they're one of the reasons why I could exist till today at my campus. I have shared more than half of my time in Jakarta with them and they're the most precious friends for me along with my online friends. I'm going to miss them... guys, thanks for being my friends. I luv ya all... :)

After the graduation ceremony, I went to Plaza Senayan with my Dad, my Mom, my little brother, my Aunt and her daughter. We had lunch here and I ate like a monster there because I didn't eat breakfast this morning. ^^;;; After having lunch, I accompanied my Mom because she wanted to do some shopping.

At four o'clock, I went to Plaza Indonesia. *grins* Had a 'date' with my seme and I have promised him (and Izark) that I'd go to Plaza Indonesia after the graduation ceremony. Too bad that both of them arrived late... well, they said that there was a traffic jam so it took them about one hour to reach Plaza Indonesia. When they have arrived, my seme missed-call me and then I instantly ran to Kinokuniya (I was with my family that time). *hugs* Miss ya, seme-sama. And I missed Izark too although we met each other yesterday when I was at Mall Taman Anggrek. ^^ I had dinner with seme-sama, Izark, Izark's friend and Izark's little brother at Plaza Indonesia and after having a dinner, the five of us went to the supermarket to buy daily needs. Well, it's the preparation for the Idul Fitri. ^^

*grins* Finally I have V6's newest album, seVen, now!!! *laughs maniacally* Yesterday I 'forced' my Dad to buy that CD for me and he bought that CD!!! Oh my, finally I can listen to Dasenai Tegami and Feel your breeze. ^^ I love this album very much. There're a lot of good songs in this album. :)

*yawns* Me wanna go to bed now. I'm sleepy. I woke up early this morning and I didn't have enough sleep last night. Having headache now... better go to bed earlier.

k4r-kun --- 09.30 PM
(who feels that he finally have the 'freedom' now)

Friday, November 22nd, 2002

Song: Dirrty - Christina Aguilera featuring Redman

I have no idea why people don't like this song. ^^;;; I really love this song. One of the hottest song I've ever heard. Although Christina Aguilera's looked like a slut in the PV, I still love the song very much.

My Dad and my Mom came to my boarding house last night with my little brother, my uncle, my aunt and their daughter. My friends at the boarding house said that my Mom is beautiful and my little brother is so cute. ^^;;; I have no comment about that. Absolutely no comment. I think that's a normal reaction.

Oneechan, you're too lazy to make the archive section for your blog? ^^;;; But moving to Pitas won't solve the problem. You still have to make the archive section although you have moved your blog to Pitas. Well, her article is really useful for us, IYF-ers, right? I know that IYF-ers like that review. Hey, I'm still a novice in BL's world too. Still have to learn a lot of things about BL. Oh yes, thanks (in advance) for uploading the pictures that I have requested. Sorry if I make you busy with my stupid requests, especially with the GoHou Drug's postcard. And I'll go to Kirameki to grab Kusakabe Kaname's pictures there. Thanks for telling me about that, oneechan.

Anjie-imouto, so there was a mistake when you were registering yourself. *nods his head* C'mon, having two Sumeragi Sakuras is OK with me. But since I've called you with the name "Anjie-imouto", I know I'll keep calling you like that. ^^v *kicks Anjie-imouto* Why did you kick me, huh? It's a normal reaction, you know? :P *is trying to release his legs from imouto's hands* I'm running away from you, imouto-chan. *grins* XDDDDD

Chikage, you... *is preparing stones*

Ephi, this girl... *is totally speechless* ...belajar!!! For God's sake, you should study for the final exams!!! Duh, I feel like I'm a mother. ^^;;; Yup, Ultra sudah bubar kok, kalau nggak salah sudah lumayan lama deh. *siap-siap ngeplak Ephi* Have you got my number yet? ^^ What, he did ask you to harass me after giving my number to you? o______O;;;

Hana, you know that the person who reviewed Kamen Rider Ryuki was me? ^^;;; Eh, I did tell fella bloggers about that, right? *gets bricked* Yup, the picture of Takano Hassei in this month's Animonster was great!!! I wonder where did the Boss find the picture. ^^ Yeah, Tsumabuki Satoshi is so damn cute. Can you tell me more about that guy? Is he an actor or a model? *is interested*

Leeza-chan, I'm so disappointed that my seme refuses to call is as a date. T______T Maybe I shouldn't consider it as a date like him. A SMS-addict who has sent you SMSes during the midnight? *turns to certain someone* Ano hito? ^^ And what did you mean that I don't trust my seme anymore? Oh my God, I know it... you thought that my seme did tell my secret to everyone. No, it's not him. I was talking about somebody else, not my seme. ^^;;; Both of us didn't gossip about you at all. I only asked him about your number and he gave it to me... then I asked him if he has met you before and he said not. That's all. ^^ You're rather shy? Why? Maybe you could let me know the reason? :)

Tyas, the guy in my dream was my junior. He's cute and somehow, I adore that guy. But I never thought that I would have such a dream like that... even in my wildest dreams. And I'm so sorry to know that you've lost one of your cats. My deepest condolences to you, Tyas. Maybe you should bring the other cats to veterinarian in order to keep the other cats' health.

About future aniki-in-law
A short explanation from me... the first person who said about that was this girl, not me. She made it sounds like I'm engaged to someone. ^^;;; For God's sake, I'm still a single guy. *turns to Icchan and Leeza-chan* Jangan mikir yang enggak-enggak yah.

Added a link to Kourin-chan's blog. *jitak Kourin-chan* Nge-link bilang-bilang dong, say... ^^

k4r-kun --- 08.00 AM
(who wants to get 'dirty' with someone)

Thursday, November 21st, 2002

Song: Can't Forget Your Love - Kuraki Mai

Just finished reading imadoki! volume 2 last night. The story is getting more and more interesting. I love this manga very much. Must admit that Watase Yuu has done a good job.

Anne-neechan, his voice is so sexy, ne? I love his voice. ^^v And he's kinda good looking too. I'm looking for the PV of Your Body Is A Wonderland now. Me wanna see it... \(^0^)/ ...listening to that song really made my mind dirtier than before. *is imagining a yaoi scene while listening to the song*

Eve-san, the 4th chapter is the last chapter of your thesis? o______O;;; Kok di tempatku kelarnya sampai bab 5 yah? ^^;;; Aku doakan semoga tesisnya cepat selesai deh. ^^v Your next review would be this series, right? Ganbatte ne... you can do it, Eve-san. I know you can do it. Can't wait to read that review of yours.

Kacoa, sungutmu itu kelihatannya 'menantang' banget buat dipotong. *evil smirks* Karena itulah aku kepengen banget motong sungut kamu. Lagian aku kan emang takut ama kecoa beneran... kalau ama kamu kan nggak begitu takut. ^^;;; BTW, kenapa kamu bisa dapat julukan "Ratu Kecoa" sih? Dari dulu aku selalu penasaran dengan sebutan kamu itu deh. Percuma aja kamu kabur dan menyembunyikan sungutmu... *evil smirks* ...tetap aja aku bisa menemukannya. *gets bombed* Apaaaaaaaaa... sudah ketularan flu gitu masih tetap aja tukar-tukaran makanan? Ck ck ck, ternyata tidak belajar dari pengalaman nih. *ngelirik Ratu Kecoa yang sudah mengeluarkan sungutnya lagi* Makasih deh, aku nggak mau disungut. Paling nanti aku tanyain Ajeng aja soal kegunaan sungut itu. ^^;;; And thanks for congratulating (ada kata gitu dalam vocabulary bahasa Inggris gak yah?) me. ^^ And I'm so sorry that I can't accept your kind offers. *looks at the offers* Tumpeng kecoa, pie kecoa... aiyeeeeeeee... *is fainted* ...I think I would prefer the ballet. ^^

Kazuma-kun, I thought that you have watched the newest episodes of Kamen Rider Ryuki.

Seme-sama, what the...? What kind of name is that? *massive sweatdrops* I can't accept that name, thanks a lot. I have no idea what she had in her mind when she told you about that name. Dangerous things? What dangerous things? *is pretending that he knows nothing* *gets bricked* Yeah, they really like gossips, ne? I can understand it pretty well. What, you have been gossiped just because you're singing some old songs? Aiyeeeeee... tell me the whole story, please. *gets bricked* C'mon, I've asked you to copy those animes and of course I should pay for the CDs. Sorry for making you busy with my requests. And you don't have any comments about my dream? Great... since I've told you about the dream during our lunch. ^^ Hope that you didn't lose your appetite because of that.

k4r-kun --- 07.25 AM
(who has to go to campus earlier today)

Wednesday, November 20th, 2002

Song: Crazy For This Girl - Evan and Jaron

I'm supposed to go to campus now but I'm just too lazy to do it. *sighs* I have headache and I don't want to spend my day at the campus, just want to spend a whole day inside my bedroom. Oh well, maybe not a whole day. I want to go to the cyber cafe again today (as usual).

Called my Dad a few minutes ago and I asked him to bring the camera. I forgot to tell my Mom about that last night. And since there wasn't my Mom (next to my Dad) when I called him, I asked my Dad to buy me a new cell-phone. Since the negotiation with my Mom was a failure last night, I know that I should ask my Dad for it. ^^;;;

I'm so sleepy... *is preparing himself to crawl on his bed again* ...forget about lunch and I want to sleep again.

k4r-kun --- 11.57 AM
(who wants to have a new cell-phone as soon as possible)

Tuesday, November 19th, 2002

Song: You Make Me Sick - Pink

I'd love to kill someone. -_-;;; One of my friends (well, he was my friend) told everyone about my secret. Damn it, who asked him to do such a thing? I have asked him to keep that secret and he betrayed me. That's what I call a friend. Fuck, just go to hell!!!

Oneechan, that's your comment about the BL article on this month's Animonster? *turns to Anne-neechan* I guess that Icchan-neechan loves your review, aneki. ^^ Yeah, this edition is kinda educative for me. *gets bricked by anti yaoi* But that article isn't recommended at all for kids. You're right about that, oneechan. Rating? *scratches his own head* Wakarimasen... ^^;;;
And about my dream, that's your comment? Geez, you're admiring me because of that? *is blushing* Really, that dream isn't something I should be proud of. BTW, I have visited Kirameki this afternoon and I was drooling like a maniac when I saw the newest furoku of November's ASUKA (the GoHou Drug postcard). I'd love to have the original version, if you don't mind, but not now. Still have no interest to change the layout.

Anjie-imouto, but I was right, ne? You're the other Sumeragi Sakura. *collapses laughing* Menyaingi Fuuma? ^^;;; Errrr, nggak sampai sebegitunya kali. You want me to introduce my seme-sama? You want to know about your... *coughs* ...future aniki-in-law? o______O;;; *runs*

Futago-chan, the date was great but it wasn't a romantic date. ^^;;;

Bart, kenapa emangnya? ^^;;; Elo mau nyari seme dan uke sekaligus? *tepuk tangan* Paling-paling nanti gue lihat elo tepar kecapekan aja... *tertawa iblis*

Ephi, you've said that you're on hiatus now. But you're online... ^^;;; ..and thanks for the information about imadoki!'s mangascans and summaries. Ultra, huh? Udah bubar tuh mereka... kalau nggak salah sudah ada setahun atau dua tahun tuh. Sayang banget yah... T______T Oi, belajar oi!!! Dia udah ngasih tahu alasan kenapa dikau hiatus... makanya, belajar!!! Oh ya, gue minta nomor HP elo ama seme gue. Nggak apa-apa kan?

Haruka-imouto, I have changed your address yesterday. ^^;;; And your new layout is so beautiful. You're so talented, imouto-chan. And I'm fine... thanks a lot for concerning. :)

Kazuma-kun, I have changed your address. Thanks for the information.

Leeza-chan, yeah... that person is a special one for me. ^^;;; Hey, I've got your number from him. Is it OK for me to have your number?

Akhirnya skripsi gue sudah dijilid semuanya. *sighs* And I carried four copies of my thesis this afternoon. All of them were so damn heavy. >_____>;;; And I still have to carry those copies to campus this Thursday because I have to collect the signatures from the lecturers who have given me the comprehensive exams. -_-;;; I can't imagine what would happen to me this Thursday. *sighs* Carry those copies and I'm gonna hurt my hand again like last week. What should I do?

Called my Mom tonight and she told me that she's going to come to Jakarta this Thursday. ^^;;; I told her that I can't go to the airport to pick her up because I have to go to campus this Thursday. I also told her that I want to buy a new cell-phone next week but she said that she will think about it first. >______<;;; For God's sake, I want a new cell-phone. Nokia 5510!!!

Have nothing to do. *looks at his computer* Maybe I should start creating a new layout although I still have no interest to change this layout. ^^

k4r-kun --- 09.28 PM
(who has the desire to kill his ex-friend)

Monday, November 18th, 2002

Now playing: La Vie en Rose drama CD

As I thought before, there were several comments after reading my entry. ^^;;; But since I didn't lie about that dream, I can only 'appreciate' the comments.

Alexia, where have you been gone? Aku udah lama punya Guestbook kok. Iya, yang dulu itu mimpinya cuman sebatas ciuman aja (itu aja pas bangun udah bengong sendiri gara-gara shock). Yang sekarang mah lebih parah lagi... tapi aku udah lama nggak pernah ngelihat junior yang itu kok. Makanya kaget banget pas mimpinya itu ama dia... ^^;;; ...emang dia cakep, but that's all.

Anjie-imouto, you were speechless after reading about my dream? ^^

Chikage, that's your comment about my dream? ^^;;; Well, at least you didn't clap your hands.

Devin, are you OK? It was just a dream, you know? Although I was surprised when I dreamed about the sex scenes. For God's sake, I went to bed early that night because I was very tired... never thought that I would have such a dream like that.

Ephi, thanks for your support but I never think about my sexual preference at this moment. I'm not prepared yet to think about it... but I was surprised when I woke up. Gosh, why did I have such a dream like that?

Eve-san, are you sure that you're standing in a safe distance? *evil grins*

Tyas, please don't shout like that. ^^;;; Let me say it once again... I was erotic-dreaming with one of my junior. *sighs* I know that sounds crazy but it can't be helped. It came from my subconscious mind and I couldn't control it at all. Beside, it was just a dream. And I used to have a dream where I kissed a guy... it happened several months ago.

Yos, ke... keren? *langsung serasa kejatuhan bom* Oi, dikau hilang kemana aja selama ini? Ayo, masukin entry yang baru lagi.

Well, let's talk about anything else. Here comes the 'normal' social blogging.

As-chan, really? The calendar's pictures can be used as postcards? Eh, how much does the calendar cost? Oh yes, I have gone to the Kamen Rider Ryuki's official website and you're right. The 3rd ending song is Revolution, sung by Kitadani Hiroshi.

Ephi, don't blame me. He was the one who has sent you SMS, right?

Eve, glad to know that you like the review. I've done my best for the review. And how about your thesis? Sudah sampai bab berapa nih? Makan-makan dengan semua orang yang di-link? Tapi kan nggak semuanya ada di Indonesia. ^^;;; BTW, I like your new layout very much.

Kazuma-kun, your new layout is great. And thanks for complimenting my review. Hope that it would satisfy everyone. Oh yes, thanks for the information about Ryuki Survive's Strange Vent. I haven't watched episode 35 yet so I didn't have any idea about that card.

Leeza-chan, the 'date' was great. Too bad that you couldn't come. Oh yes, he also told me that he hasn't met you yet... is it true?

Sangue, I will wait patiently for Ito Hideaki's pictures. Please let me know if you have remembered the password. Oh yes, I hope that you can find the desire to enter a university.

Gosh, I'm sleepy. Maybe I should go to bed early today.

k4r-kun --- 09.46 PM
(who has the desire to kill one of his friends)

Sunday, November 17th, 2002

Song: Your Body Is A Wonderland - John Mayer

Had a 'date' with my seme today. Both of us had lunch at Pizza Hut, Mall Taman Anggrek. ^^;;; We did talk a lot during the lunch and I must admit my 'date' was a big success although seme-sama was kinda quiet (well, that because I was the talkative one). I told him about my experiences and about my erotic dream. ^^;;; And I ate a lot for lunch and I was almost exploded because of that. *turns to his seme-sama* You should have helped me with the dessert, you know? ^^;;; I kept forcing myself to eat the dessert... and as the result, I've lost my appetite to eat my dinner (sebenarnya sih emang sudah niatan nggak makan malam untuk hari ini). *gets bricked*

Bought John Mayer's album, Room For Squares, at Duta Suara Musik. *turns to Anne-neechan* Thanks for your recommendation, aneki. The album is great and I love the songs very much, especially "Your Body Is A Wonderland". I also saw a lot of albums... V6's Seven, Christina Aguilera's Stripped (the imported version), Kang Ta's Pine Tree (my, Kang Ta looked so damn handsome on the cover), hitomi's Self Portrait (I think it's her best songs collection and it contains two CDs), HOT's best album and many many more. *is drooling maniacally* I want those CDs!!! I want those CDs... especially hitomi's Self Portrait, Kang Ta's Pine Tree and V6's Seven. And yes, I'm looking for Kang Ta's Polaris now.

Went to Gramedia too and I bought mangas there. Let me see, I bought imadoki! volume 1 and 2, InuYasha volume 9 and Jiraiya volume 1. *collapses laughing* I love imadoki! very much!!! It's a sweet shoujo manga and the story is very very cute (because of Yamazaki Tanpopo's stupidity and the other characters like Kugyou Kouki, Saionji Tsukiko and Kyougoku Aoi are a little 'baka' too). Gosh, imadoki! is more 'normal' rather than Fushigi Yuugi and Ayashi no Ceres. No, not that I hate both titles, but imadoki! is more realistic for me. No magics and no supernatural powers. ^^

Oh yes, also got CDs from seme-sama... Cardcaptor Sakura episode 1-70, BL animes, and mp3s. Gonna spend this night with the BL animes!!! Thanks, seme-sama!!! *hugs*

Anne-neechan, you're welcome. No, that's no the reason why I dedicated the Kamen Rider Ryuki review for you. Even if you dislike that series, I would still dedicate that review of mine for you. Believe it or not, you and the other persons I've written on the end note of my review were my inspirations. Thanks for being there for me every time I need you. Well, I dislike my own reviews because... you know, I have a high standard for my own reviews and somehow I always think that I can't fulfill that standard of mine. But I love the Kamen Rider Ryuki's review rather than the Kamen Rider Agito's review. I've done my best for this review... ^^;;; ...and I wish that Joe could give me another job. IYF's gathering? I'll try my best to come to the gathering. I'll ask my parents for it... I don't want to leave without having a gathering with the IYF-ers. I feel that IYF-ers are my family, that I love all IYF-ers with all my heart and I'm so glad that I have decided to join IYF. Iya, nanti gue coba cari cara yang paling baik untuk scan Morocco deh... sayangnya tuh buku gampang copot sih. Kalau bukunya kayak X ZERO mah gue nggak usah takut untuk scan... ^^;;;

Hana, thanks a lot. The guy on your new layout is cuteeeeeeeeeee... *is drooling maniacally*

Leeza-chan, I guess that I'm emotionally chained to someone... that I want to be a part of that person's life. ^^ Nope, we didn't do anything during the 'date' although we're not fasting. ^^;;;

Added a link to my imouto's blog. Welcome to the community, imouto-chan. This girl is the 'mou hitori no Sumeragi Sakura'. ^^

Kamen Rider Impere's holding Spin Vent*points the picture* It's the 10th Kamen Rider that made appearance in Kamen Rider Ryuki TV Series. Kamen Rider Impere, the Kamen Rider who had 'contract' with the monster Gigazelle (tapi Final Vent-nya konon adalah serangan keroyokan dari enam monster sekaligus... Gigazelle, Megazelle, Negazelle dan lain-lain --- curang!!!). Still have no idea that he's a good Rider or not. Kamen Rider Impere had the highest jump ability (aside from Kamen Rider Odin). He appeared for the very first time on episode 41, aired today. The title of episode 41 was Impere, a simple name which told us about the new Kamen Rider who would make appearance in the episode. The scenario of episode 41 was written by Inoue Toshiki-sensei [Changerion, Kamen Rider Agito and Dragon Drive] and Toshiki-sensei is also the script writer for episode 42, titled Room 401... I think it's the time for TOEI to reveal the secrets of Room 401 where Kanzaki Shirou did his experiments. Maybe episode 42 would consist a lot of flashback scenes. ^^;;;

I guess it's enough for now... me wanna watch BL animes now!!! XDDDDD

k4r-kun --- 08.57 PM
(who feels the tension of love inside himself)

Saturday, November 16th, 2002

Song: Say It Once - Ultra

Went to the new Carrefour at ITC Kuningan today with my friends and I did my monthly shopping there. Bought one big pack of Good Day Coolin' Coffee that contains 30 small packs of coffee (I must admit that I'm addicted to coffee now), one pack of Cadbury Break that contains five chocolate bars, one big bar of Cadbury Premium Dark and one bar of Cadbury Time Out (I know that I have addicted to chocolate since I was a kid but it's getting worse this time because I always want to buy chocolates every time I go to a supermarket), instant noodles (can't live without instant noodles) and some snacks. ^^;;;

Before I went to Carrefour, I have gone to Office 2000 at Ambassador Mall. I saw the Darren Shan's series and there were two books of Darren Shan's series that available at the store: Cirque du Freak and The Vampire's Assistant. I wanted to buy both books but too bad I didn't bring enough money. I also saw the translated version of Anne Rice's Queen of The Damned. Me wanna buy that book too!!! Maybe I should bring more money tomorrow in order to buy those books. ^^;;;

Oneechan, give me your comments after you have read the newest edition of Animonster, 'kay? I'm waiting for your comments. ^^

Futago-chan, thanks a lot. I feel much better after I've been 'fired' from the campus. ^^

Delin, you're graduated now? Congratulations!! *is dancing happily* So, what's your plan for your future? Yeah, I will going to have a date with him tomorrow... what's wrong? ^^;;; Anything's wrong, Delin?

Ephi, I know that you're not the one who said that I'm a narrow-minded person. But I must admit that sometimes I do act like a narrow-minded person. So both of you were right. ^^v I'm a narrow-minded person but I'm also an open-minded person. Kirim coklat ke kamu? ^^;;; My seme's pic? No comment... absolutely no comment. And what's wrong if I want to be his koi? I've never felt like this before... that I want to stay next to this guy forever and ever. *gets stabbed from everywhere*

Kat, I'm waiting for your reply but please don't force yourself. That's OK if you can't send it now. I can understand that. It must be fun that you have your friends stayin' at your place now. *grins* Yeah, I want to be his koi if that's possible. I've never been 'in love' like this before. Mmmm... elo nggak mau kalah ama gue juga yah. ^^;;; Ya udah, gue traktir elo kalau gue jadian ama Ito Hideaki dan elo traktir gue kalau elo jadian ama Sugi-sama deh. *evil grin* Yeah, both of us are crazy... very very crazy. ( ^^)//*\\(^0^ ) But thanks God that we're falling for different guys. I wonder what would happen if we're falling for the same guy.

Leeza-chan, so the first person who used the words 'jebakan Batman' was Anne-neechan? ^^;;; I thought I was you. And about that joke... yeah, there isn't any person aside from this guy. My feeling for him is too complicated... but don't worry, I also love all of you. *looks at all bloggers whom are listed on his list* I love ya all, no matter what and no matter where. *grins* You're afraid that you might interrupt my 'date' with him? ^^;;; Hey, we will only talk about some simple things, not complicated ones.

*bangs his head against the keyboard* You can say that I have a perverted mind. You can say anything... just tell me your comments, guys. I had an erotic dream again last night... *sighs* ...with a handsome guy and we had sex this time!! My goodness, the last time I had an erotic dream, both of us only kissed each other. Just that... no more and it's the end of the story. But last night, the dream was hotter than before. I did have sex in my dream!! My God, I was totally shocked... okay, the guy was a handsome one (he looked like a Korean and the guy that appeared in my dream looked like one of my junior at the campus --- one of my junior at the campus is a Korean) and both of us had sex in a bathtub and I was the uke. We did hug each other, we did kiss each other... and of course, the next scenes were... name it yourself. I don't want to remember it anymore. I feel like I've betrayed someone. *is fanning himself* Gosh, I keep thinking that I have a perverted mind right now but I just can't say that I didn't enjoy the dream last night. *gets bricked*

k4r-kun --- 08.41 PM
(who feels hot for his erotic dream last night)

Friday, November 15th, 2002

Song: Sora no Screen ~ rainbow in my soul ~ - Takizawa Hideaki & Imai Tsubasa

*kicks the computer at the Internet cafe* Shit, the connection is so damn slow!! -_-;;; What's wrong with this Internet cafe? I need to use the Internet and the connection is too damn slow for me. >_______>;;; How could I finish my job if the connection is so slow?

Tyas, that's OK. I just want to make sure that you're OK. *is concerned* I always worry every time my friends got troubles. I guess that there was a problem with the TagBoard that night but I think it has been fixed now. You can give it a try now. ^^ And about the dedication, you're welcome. You did write my name on your Wild Adapter / Shiritsu Araiso review, right? Thanks, too. I should have written "For the Riders inside my heart, thanks for always cheering me up every time I have a problem" but I forgot to write it. ^^;;;

Seme-sama, you're welcome. And thanks for your supports.

That's all for today. Now I want to think about what's the meaning of "LOVE" for me. Kinda crazy, huh? I keep thinking about that all the time. And at this moment, I think I've got the temporary answer for that question. For me, love is something precious that has been given to human beings and I always look for it all the time. Love is something which 'appears' when you feel that someone is more precious than anyone else in your life and you think that you want to share your life with that person for the rest of your life, through the happiness and the pains, through the brightest days and the darkest days... without fear and without hesitations. Love comes when you believe in someone more than others and your trust will become the strength of a relationship with that person (if the person has the same feeling). Love is a complicated thing you've got in your life because sometimes you just can't realize that you're in love with someone, because sometimes it gives you problems and many more things. Love is also a simple thing, though. It's one of the purest feeling you have inside your heart (I think everyone has this feeling inside their hearts but sometimes it's just to difficult for them to realize that the feeling they have is love) and sometimes you can feel that the feeling is exist inside you without any difficulties. And for me, love is a thing that I have inside my heart when I feel that I'm emotionally chained to someone, when I feel that someone is the most important person for me and I want to spend all my life with that person, when I want someone more than anyone else in my life like I've never been with anyone else before. And when I'm emotionally chained to someone, it's deeper than just a physical relationship. Emotionally chained and physically chained have a lot of differences... there are too many differences between the two of them. At this moment, I feel like I'm emotionally chained to someone... that I want to have that person as my own but I know that I just can't force it. The only thing I can do is to let the feeling flows on its own... 

k4r-kun --- 10.25 PM
(who feels that he's too crazy romantic)

Thursday, November 14th, 2002

Song: My memory - Ryu (from Winter Sonata Original Soundtrack)

Finally got the new Animonster today. *laughs maniacally* This new edition of Animonster is also known as 'edisi dosa' (name given by me) or 'jebakan Batman' (name given by Leeza-chan). ^^;;; I wonder what would happen to people who dislike yaoi or shounen-ai. Maybe all of them would commit suicide when they read this new Animonster... but who cares? I love yaoi and shounen-ai. *laughs maniacally (again)* My favorite review on this edition? I love all the review, excluding mine. I don't know why but I always dislike my own review. ^^;;; Gosh, why would such a thing happen on me? I'm a narcissist, for God's sake!!!

Finally IYF has 101 members!!! Congratulations, Anne-neechan!!! Too bad that I can't come to the gathering. T______T I will go back to Jambi by the end of this month so it's impossible for me to join the gathering... I'm gonna miss ya all. Tell me the details of the gathering, guys.

Let the social blogging begins!!! ^^;;;

Ajeng, seperti kata elo di SMS elo tadi siang... edisi bulan ini benar-benar 'lucu'. *grins* Iyah, gue ada kelainan jantung bawaan sejak gue lahir, tapi sekarang sudah lebih mendingan kok (meskipun kadang-kadang kambuh juga). Waktu gue masih kecil yang parah... ^^;;; ...oi, gimana Bishounen no Koi-nya? Comments, please. :)

Anne-neechan, your new layout rocks!!! It's kinda simple but it's very cool... better than the layout that featured Honogurai. That one really freaked me out. But the layout that featured Kanata Kara is kinda cute and adorable. Too bad that you only used the Kanata Kara layout for a short time. Hey, your reviews on this month's Animonster are cool!!! Me love your reviews. Gue sebenarnya pengen scan juga gambar-gambar dari Morocco, tapi sayangnya bukunya itu gampang copot... >______<;;; ....nanti gue coba cari cara lain untuk scan-nya deh. Gue usahain dulu yah... ^^;;; ...nggak berani janji.

As-chan, thanks for the information about Kitadani Hiroshi and JAM Project. Revolution itu ED dari anime apa? Setahu aku, di Kamen Rider Ryuki nggak ada lagu yang judulnya Revolution deh. ^^;;;

Chii-imouto, tadaimaaaaaaaaa... duh, layout kamu selalu bagus-bagus yah. ^^

Chikage, aku udah bilang yah... nggak mau jadi Souma Akito. Mendingan jadi Souma Kureno yang rada-rada lemot aja deh. ^^;;; Layout kamu selalu bagus-bagus yah, sama seperti dia dan dia. Gimana sebenarnya cara bikin layout yang bagus sih? Aku dari dulu selalu aja pake layout yang standar dan agak membosankan, kalau mau jujur.

Dechi, kemana aja loe?

Delin, gimana kabarnya? Baik-baik aja kan? XDDDDD

Futago-chan, gimana kabarnya? *hugs* Iyah, betapa beruntungnya jadi onta yang ditunggangi dia. ^^;;; Tapi gue nggak mau jadi onta biar bisa dekat-dekat ama dia ah... maunya kepalang jadi koi-nya dia aja. *langsung digampar rame-rame*

Diva, traktiran? ^^;;; Gue juga lagi bangkrut sekarang ini. Malah gue berharap ada yang mau meng'hibah'kan uang ke gue. *gets bricked*

Ephi, thanks for the information about your archive section. It was kinda difficult for me to find the archive section in your blog. ^^;;; And you do have 'search engine' in that nucleus? Sugoi ne... maybe I should have one. But since my archive is organized well, I don't think I need it now... maybe later. Yes, I want to be Kureno rather than Akito. I don't want to be a psycho guy like him. -_-;;; And yes, as long as no one knows yourr age, that's OK. Lagian kan lulus kuliah itu nggak ada kaitannya ama umur.

Eve-san, ohisashiburidesuuuuu... I was running away from you because you held a saber when you're chasing me. *gets bricked* I think you still remember about what I'm talking now. ^^ Yeah, I was pissed off when I accepted that Kamen Rider Agito: HYBRID FILE. O mi God, I nearly cried when I accepted that book. I did complain to them but they said it was the packing department's fault. And nothing has happened with the GeoCities but I didn't blog for other reasons. I think you finally knew the reason, right? *gets bricked* Thanks, I'm glad being a free guy... I have been released from the prison of studying. ^^

Febriani, cara bikin TagBoard yang berbayang gitu cuman nambahin sedikit HTML Code aja di HTML Code untuk TagBoard. :)

Mel-chan, ohisashiburidesuuu... your new layout rocks!!! XDDDD Maybe you should teach me how to make a layout like yours.

Hana, I'm back. Sorry for waiting that long for me. *gets bricked* Yeah, I want to watch Battle Royale too... maybe after I find someone to accompany me. ^^

Imouto-chan, I'm back... and your new layout. *is stunned* It's Alcyone!!! She's very hot, ne? Glad to know thar you're OK. *hugs*

Oneechan, that's OK. Dari awal juga sebenarnya aku sudah menduga hasil sidangnya bakalan seperti itu. Tapi begitu lebih baik... ketimbang dapat nilai A dan nantinya justru jadi kontroversi kayak kasus semester kemarin. ^^

Ira-san, thanks a lot. Layout kamu yang baru itu hasil kreasi dia lagi yah? ^^

Kacoa, lebih milih mati ketimbang dipotong sungutnya? Wah, kalau gitu aku justru tambah semangat pengen motongin tuh sungut. *senyum jahat* Jangan kabur!!! XDDDD Jadi membayangkan gimana penampilan Ratu Kacoa kalau sudah nggak punya sungut lagi. ^^ Eh, udah mulai tukar-tukaran makanan lagi ama teman-teman kamu belum? Atau jangan-jangan masih pada kena flu semuanya? *langsung disungut*

Kat, I would only treat you if I became his boyfriend. ^^ If I became his boyfriend, I think I would treat all of the bloggers on my list. Ayo, mana balasan e-mail yang elo bilang? Sudah gatel-gatel tangan gue... kepengen adu panjang e-mail ama dikau lagi. :P "The person I love most in this world"? Ah, you know it lah... siapa lagi kalau bukan aitsu. Damn, I guess I'm too obsessed to that person, right?

Kazuma-kun, SMS dari kamu justru ngagetin. ^^ Dan kamu bersin-bersin abis kirim SMS ke aku? Kok bisa? XDDDD

Kou, gue sih sekarang pusing ama harganya Morocco yang lebih mahal ketimbang HYBRID FILE yang waktu itu. ^^ Lho, nyokap elo dulu lebih baik lagi? Gimana maksud elo sih? Rencana gue abis lulus yah... mungkin pulang ke rumah untuk istirahat dulu (sebenarnya untuk bermalas-malasan).

Kyo, gimana kabarnya? :)

Lyn, sekarang gue udah balik kok. Gimana kabar elo? Layout elo yang baru bagus lho... :)

Leeza-chan, I'm OK now. My problems were my mood and my thesis... but since I have nothing to do now, my emotion is more stable now. Yeah, he has told me that his blog still has no archive section. ^^ Maybe he doesn't have the time to create the archive section.

Pau, how are you doing? And thanks for cheering me up that time. I still remember your words.

Razzly, welcome. Lain kali kalau ada gathering, elo musti nyinden yah. *dilempar*

Sangue... *nadah* ...mana foto Ito Hideaki-nya? *langsung dilempar* Iya, gue sempat missing in action selama sebulan lebih. ^^;;;

Tyas, thanks for always cheering me up every time I'm not in the mood. Your SMSes really gave me courage to face the world. *grins* Yeah, I will pray for you so you can pass the comprehensive exams with flying colors next year. Ganbatte ne, Tyas!!! And I'm glad to know that you're OK. Oh yes, I have read your Wild Adapter / Shiritsu Araiso review... and you put my name in your end note. Thanks, Tyas. That review of yours is so great!!!

My dear seme-sama, how are you? *hugs* I really miss you a lot. *censored scenes* *gets bricked* Don't forget that we have a date this Sunday. And I need to talk to you about several things. *turns to everyone* No, we won't talk about something dangerous... just guy to guy talk. Nothing's special. Sorry that I didn't blog for a month without telling you the reason. You're not angry because of that, right? *is worried* And... what? You did call me "Koi"? ^^;;; You really want to be my koi? I will accept you gladly!!! *gets stabbed* Oh yes, I have told you about what mp3s and what anime I want you to copy, right? Sorry if it bothers you. *bows down deeply*

And lets talk about several things... ^^;;; ...these topics were adapted from my TagBoard and other sources.
About k4r-kun
*looks at Chikage, Ephi, Leeza-chan, and Wil-kun* All of you were gossiping about me, right? ^^;;; Anata tachi... the others would think that I ignored my blog because of love. Gosh, sampe Anne-neechan dan yang lainnya ngira gue beneran lagi jatuh cinta... dan sejujurnya saja, gue nggak bakalan keberatan kalau dibilang gue jatuh cinta ama seseorang. *langsung digaplok*
*turns to Ephi and Wil-kun* Me? A narrow-minded guy? Well, maybe you're right. In some case, I prefer that it would be better for me to act as a narrow-minded person... but actually, I'm an open-minded person. ^^;;;

About junkers on the TagBoard
*looks at some people who love to junk on his TagBoard* Anata tachi... ^^;;; ...no comment aja deh.

About treating someone
*looks at two girls* Both of you said that I'm discriminative because I will only treat him this Sunday? ^^;;; Etoooooo... I have two problems here. Ephi, gimana caranya aku nraktir kamu yah? *lempar granat* Leeza-chan, mau ikutan ditraktir? Masalahnya, aku kan belum pernah ketemu ama kamu... ^^;;;

About Roger Danuarta
*looks at Ephi and Tyas* Yang paling bersemangat pasti dua orang ini deh. ^^;;; Ephi dear, anak yang mirip Roger yang ada di kampusku itu tampangnya emang mirip banget ama Roger, cuman kulitnya agak gelap aja. Kalau Roger kan kulitnya putih banget. Hi hi hi... Tyas langsung nanya tuh anak punya sertifikat kemiripan atau enggak. *collapses laughing* Tyas, gue malah ingat percakapan junior-junior gue di kampus tentang tuh anak satu.
Junior: Hey, I just saw someone who looks like Roger Danuarta!!! *almost shouting*
Friends: Really? Where? Whereeeeeee?
Me: *inside the heart* They must be talking about that guy. ^^;;; I have no doubt about that.

About Ito Hideaki
*looks at Anne-neechan, futago-chan, and Tyas* And I did drool when I opened the book for the very first time. ^^;;; Parah juga kan?

Udah ah... capek!!! *gets stabbed* Buat orang-orang yang udah memberikan selamat kepada gue, gue ucapkan terima kasih yang sebesar-besarnya (plus permintaan maaf karena sudah di-ignore selama sebulan lebih). ^^

k4r-kun --- 10.07 PM
(who feels that he's a prisoner of his love)