Sunday, October 12, 2003

np: First Love - Utada Hikaru

Dua dunia yang berbeda... dua cahaya yang berbeda... bagaikan bumi dan langit. Hidup adalah hidup... aku hanya menjalaninya sesuai dengan apa yang sudah digariskan untukku. Meskipun terasa berat, aku harus menjalaninya... aku tahu, bukan hidup seperti ini yang kuinginkan. Yang kuinginkan hanya satu... hidup bersama-sama dengan orang yang benar-benar kucintai. Satu dunia yang sama... satu cahaya yang sama... tak ada lagi hal yang terasa penting seandainya aku bisa hidup di dalam dunia yang sama dengan orang yang kucintai. Bahkan air mata dan kepedihan menjadi tak berarti seandainya aku bisa bersama-sama dengan dirimu. Apakah aku memang sudah buta karena terlalu mencintaimu? Apakah aku memang sudah kehilangan akal sehatku karena cinta yang ada di dalam diriku? Mungkinkah aku sendiri yang telah menghilangkan seluruh akal sehatku ketika aku mulai mencintaimu? Cinta itu buta... tapi kenapa orang-orang yang jatuh cinta mau dibutakan oleh cinta? Jawaban untuk pertanyaan itu mudah tapi susah... orang mau dibutakan oleh cinta karena mereka menginginkannya. Mereka begitu mencintai orang-orang yang mereka cintai dan mereka rela dibutakan oleh cinta selama mereka bisa bersama-sama dengan orang yang mereka cintai... begitu pula dengan diriku. Aku telah hanyut dalam pesonamu, terombang-ambing dalam kegundahanku dan ketidakpastian karena aku mencintaimu... amat sangat mencintaimu. Apapun yang terjadi, aku tidak akan merasa menyesal karena telah memilih jalan ini... mencintaimu adalah satu-satunya hal terpenting dalam hidupku. Aku tidak akan mengingkari kenyataan kalau kau adalah segalanya bagi diriku... kau akan menjadi seluruh duniaku sekarang dan selama-lamanya. Aku ingin mencintaimu selama-lamanya... lebih lama dari pancaran cahaya sebuah bintang... jauh lebih lama dari apa yang ada di dunia ini, melompati ruang dan waktu. Dunia bagaikan sebuah kaleidoskop raksasa ketika aku mencintaimu... penuh dengan warna-warni indah. Setiap kenangan yang kau lukis sepanjang jalan kehidupan kita akan selalu tergantung rapi di dalam ingatanku, tak akan lapuk oleh waktu yang terus dan terus berlalu tiada hentinya. Kau akan selalu ada di dalam hatiku... jaman boleh berubah tapi kau tetap dirimu. Kau tetap segalanya untukku sampai kapanpun. Kau akan abadi di dalam hatiku... satu-satunya untukku. Rasa cinta itu tak akan hilang ditelan waktu... waktu justru akan memperkuat semuanya. Warna-warna di lukisan yang tergantung di dinding kamarku bisa pudar akan tetapi tidak demikian dengan kenangan-kenangan manis. Aku akan mewarnainya setiap hari dengan cintaku. Mereka akan kekal dan berwarna selama-lamanya. Berpalinglah kepadaku... genggamlah tanganku... melangkahlah bersama diriku. Kita akan melalui jalan-jalan kecil penuh kenangan manis... aku tahu kalau aku tidak akan bisa menjanjikan apapun untuk dirimu. Yang bisa kujanjikan untuk dirimu hanyalah kebahagiaan. Aku akan membuatmu bahagia... dalam hatiku, kuucapkan janji ini. Mungkin ini bukan hal yang berarti bagi siapapun tapi tidak demikian dengan diriku... kebahagiaanmu sudah lebih dari cukup untuk membuatku bahagia. Senandung cinta yang terlontar dari bibirmu ketika kau bahagia akan terdengar lebih indah dari musik apapun di dunia ini... aku boleh kehilangan seluruh jiwaku tetapi aku tidak bisa kehilangan dirimu. Dekaplah diriku... jadikan aku milikmu... bawa aku ke tempatmu berada... cintailah diriku selamanya seperti aku mencintaimu. Aku tidak punya keinginan lain selain menjadi bagian terpenting dalam hidupmu... karena aku begitu mencintaimu.

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 20.15___

np: Tak Bisa Ke Lain Hati - KLA Project

*menarik nafas panjang sebelum siap ngomel-ngomel* Sialan!! -_-;;; Kenapa ujian PPh Badan-nya susahnya amit-amit? *melirik instruktur 'tercinta' sambil mengalungkan granat di sekeliling leher* Kenapa yang namanya "BIAYA PIUTANG TAK TERTAGIH" bisa muncul? Masih mending kalau pernah diajarin gimana caranya ngerjain soal yang ada biaya terkutuk itu... lha, ini musti langsung ngadepin soal aneh bin ajaib tanpa pernah diajarin sama sekali. Akhirnya terpaksa pakai asumsi, biaya piutang tak tertagihnya dikeluarkan dari daftar biaya karena biaya piutang tak tertagih di dalam soal merupakan nilai estimasi dan bukannya piutang yang nyata-nyata tidak dapat dibayarkan oleh pelanggan. Awas saja kalau sampai asumsinya nggak diperhatikan trus jawabanku langsung disalahkan... wong biaya piutang tak tertagihnya juga nggak dikasih tahu sudah nyata-nyata dibayar atau enggak. Trus kenapa pula yang namanya PPN main dimunculkan segala di soal? Bikin bingung pas ngerjain rekonsiliasi fiskal karena musti milah-milah lagi PPN mana yang harus dikoreksi positif dan yang mana yang bisa masuk laporan fiskal. Dan lagi... biaya depresiasi benar-benar bikin orang depresi. Pakai munculin item komputer segala pula... yang paling ribet kalau ngerjain soal kayak gitu kan waktu ngitungin depresiasi komputer. Satu lagi... *sudah nyaris meledak* ...kok transaksi hubungan istimewa dengan pemegang saham juga dikeluarkan!! Komplit banget dah soalnya, nyaris seisi neraka dipindah ke soalnya... mulai dari leasing sampai transaksi hubungan istimewa juga ada, pas bikin rekonsiliasi fiskalnya yang setengah mati. Nggak tahu bakalan dapat nilai berapa nanti, yang penting tadi ngerjainnya kelar semua. Kelar belum tentu benar kan? -_-;;;

HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY, Lil' Bro!!
MAY GOD BLESS YOU NOW AND FOREVER... be a good son for Mom and a good brother for me, ne?
I LOVE YOU, Lil' Bro!!

Geez, I wonder how I could do that... I mean, I was going to explode because of my anger and suddenly I could greet my little brother with a big smile on my face. *massive sweatdrops* Don't tell me I have more than one personality.

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 19.00___

Tuesday, October 7, 2003

np: Watashitachi ni Naritakute - Pretty Cast [Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon Super S ED Song #1]

Seandainya aku pernah mencintai orang lain seperti aku mencintai dirimu sekarang ini, aku tidak akan duduk di sini dan menuliskan semua ini... aku tahu apa yang kulakukan dan apa konsekuensi-konsekuensinya. Yang ingin kulakukan hanyalah menuliskan semua ini, berharap agar kau mengetahui perasaanku yang sesungguhnya. Aku tidak ingin bermain-main dengan perasaanku, sekarang dan selama-lamanya. Aku harus jujur pada diriku sendiri.
Sejujurnya, mencintai dirimu adalah hal terakhir yang kukira akan terjadi pada diriku. Aku tidak pernah menduga kalau aku akan mencintaimu sampai sedemikian rupa. Tak kuduga aku akan terjebak sampai sebegitu jauhnya di dalam pesonamu. Kau telah memposisikan dirimu sedemikian rupa di dalam hatiku tanpa memberiku sedikit celahpun untuk berpikir tentang hal-hal lain maupun orang lain. Tapi itu tidak menjadi masalah... seiring dengan berjalannya waktu, rasanya hal itu justru merupakan salah satu hal terbaik yang pernah terjadi pada diriku. Setidaknya aku tidak harus berpikir tentang orang lain ketika aku sedang memikirkanmu... setidaknya aku telah 'berbuat adil' terhadap dirimu dengan bantuanmu. Tidak sepantasnya aku berpikir tentang orang lain ketika aku sedang berpikir tentang dirimu. Tidak adil bagimu jika aku masih memikirkan orang lain ketika kau ada di dalam pikiranku... aku tak tahu apakah kau memiliki pikiran yang sama denganku tapi aku selalu saja merasa tidak adil ketika aku masih berpikir tentang orang-orang lain di saat aku seharusnya hanya memikirkan satu orang saja. Hal ini sudah terjadi berulang kali dan aku tidak pernah bisa menghentikannya sampai aku mengenalmu. Kau memang tidak pernah mengajariku cara melakukannya tapi pesonamu telah membuatku berhenti memikirkan orang-orang lain ketika aku berpikir tentang dirimu. Kurasa aku tidak bisa disebut egois hanya karena aku tidak memikirkan orang-orang lain setiap kali aku berpikir tentang dirimu.
Jatuh cinta adalah suatu hal yang amat sangat manusiawi bagi manusia... tidak ada manusia yang bisa hidup tanpa cinta, setidaknya begitu menurutku. Akan tetapi, kadang-kadang aku merasa kalau jatuh cinta padamu adalah suatu kesalahan besar. Dari begitu banyaknya manusia yang ada di muka bumi ini, kenapa justru kau yang menjadi satu-satunya orang yang kucintai? Jawaban atas pertanyaan itu tidak pernah kudapatkan sampai sekarang dan aku justru semakin mencintaimu seiring dengan berlalunya waktu. Bukan karena aku tidak ingin mendapatkan jawabannya akan tetapi aku memang tidak pernah bisa mendapatkannya. Entah itu karena aku sudah buta karena cintaku atau karena otakku sudah menjadi sedemikian bebalnya gara-gara terlalu banyak memikirkan dirimu... entahlah, aku tidak tahu jawabannya. Yang kutahu adalah aku begitu mencintaimu... aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang pernah kubayangkan selama ini. Dan aku juga mencintaimu lebih daripada aku mencintai orang-orang lain di dalam hidupku. Percayakah kau akan hal itu? Aku baru mengenalmu dan aku sudah mencintaimu lebih dalam daripada cintaku kepada orang-orang lain yang sudah kukenal lama... ini terdengar aneh bukan? Tapi inilah kenyataan. Kalau kau ingin aku berkata jujur, inilah kali pertamanya aku merasakan cinta yang begitu menggebu-gebu di dalam dadaku... yah, ini tidak berarti aku belum pernah jatuh cinta sebelumnya, akan tetapi apa yang aku rasakan sekarang ini jauh lebih dahsyat dibandingkan apa yang pernah kurasakan sebelumnya. Rasa-rasanya aku seperti seorang remaja yang baru pertama kali jatuh cinta pada seseorang... begitu bodoh dan tidak berpengalaman. Pesona yang ada pada dirimu begitu kuat sampai-sampai aku tidak bisa mengendalikan diriku setiap kali melihatmu... aku bagaikan seorang yang tidak memiliki pikiran tiap kali melihatmu. Hanya perasaanku saja yang bicara setiap kali aku melihat wajahmu.
Jatuh cinta pada dirimu bagaikan memegang sebilah pisau bermata dua. Aku bisa merasa begitu bahagia dan putus asa setiap kali berpikir tentang dirimu... keduanya berjalan beriringan bagaikan sedang bergandengan tangan dengan erat di atas jalan yang berbatu-batu. Aku merasa begitu bahagia karena telah diberikan kesempatan untuk mengenalmu dalam hidup... kau tahu, salah satu anugerah terbesar yang pernah kuterima di dalam hidupku adalah dirimu. Suka atau tidak, itu adalah suatu kenyataan. Tentunya aku bersyukur sekali karena belum tentu setiap orang diberikan kesempatan untuk merasakan kebahagiaan seperti ini di dalam hidupnya. Akan tetapi, aku juga merasa begitu putus asa setiap kali aku berpikir tentang dirimu. Aku selalu bertanya-tanya apakah aku adalah orang yang tepat untukmu... apakah aku pantas untuk dirimu. Terus terang, aku tidak pernah punya kepercayaan diri yang cukup untuk mendampingimu dan aku tidak tahu apakah aku akan memiliki kepercayaan diri itu kelak. Aku merasa kalau dunia kita begitu berbeda... duniamu begitu tak terjangkau olehku. Kau hidup dalam dunia yang begitu gemerlap sedangkan aku 'hanya' hidup dalam sebuah dunia yang 'biasa-biasa' saja. Tentu saja, aku mencintaimu bukan karena duniamu... aku mencintaimu karena kau adalah kau. Aku mencintai dirimu karena alasan yang sangat sederhana yang mungkin tidak berarti apa-apa bagimu dan aku tidak punya alasan lain selain alasan yang sudah kusebutkan. Akan tetapi, rasa putus asa yang menyergapku bukan hanya disebabkan oleh dunia kita yang benar-benar berbeda bagaikan bumi dan langit... ada banyak hal yang membuatku merasa begitu putus asa dan tidak berdaya setiap kali memikirkan dirimu. Dari sekian banyak orang yang ada di dalam hidupmu, apakah kau akan memilihku? Itu baru satu dari sejuta pertanyaan yang tak terjawab olehku sekarang ini. Aku benar-benar tak tahu apa yang harus kulakukan dengan rasa putus asa yang menyergapku sekarang... mungkin aku akan menjalaninya setapak demi setapak sambil berharap kalau kau akan memberiku kesempatan untuk mencintaimu. Aku tak akan meminta lebih dari satu kesempatan... hanya satu kesempatan saja. Beri aku satu kesempatan untuk mencintaimu... aku rela menukarkan semuanya hanya untuk satu kesempatan itu. Aku begitu mencintaimu dan aku tidak bisa membayangkan apa yang akan terjadi seandainya kau tidak ada di dalam hidupku kelak. Kurasa hidup akan menjadi tidak berarti tanpa kehadiranmu. Aku tidak ingin terdengar cengeng dan sentimentil tapi aku benar-benar merasa demikian sekarang. Masih teringat olehku nafas hangatmu yang menggelitik seluruh sarafku yang hanya kurasakan dalam mimpi-mimpiku... lembutnya bibirmu ketika mengecup pelan bibirku... sentuhan tanganmu yang membelai kulitku... meskipun hanya sekedar mimpi, semua terasa seperti sesuatu yang nyata bagiku.
Bersama denganmu selama-lamanya... hanya itu yang benar-benar kuinginkan sekarang. Seandainya aku bisa memohon kepada bintang di langit, tentunya aku akan memohon agar aku bisa terus bersama-sama dengan dirimu... dalam suka dan duka, dalam segala situasi dan kondisi. Aku begitu ingin menghabiskan hidupku bersama dengan dirimu... hanya kita berdua saja. Aku begitu ingin membahagiakanmu... aku tahu aku tak punya apa-apa untuk membahagiakanmu akan tetapi aku berjanji pada diriku sendiri untuk membahagiakanmu. Kebahagiaanmu adalah segalanya bagiku. Hanya melihat senyum bahagiamu saja sudah lebih dari cukup untuk membuatku bahagia. Makna kata 'bahagia' seakan menjadi lebih luas bagiku setiap kali aku mengaitkannya denganmu... entahlah, ini mungkin hanya pikiran picikku saja akan tetapi aku merasa kata 'bahagia' memiliki definisi yang lebih luas sejak aku mengenalmu. Aku merasa kalau keegoisanku dalam mengartikan kata 'bahagia' sedikit demi sedikit mulai terkikis sejak aku mengenalmu. Aku mulai 'melupakan' apa itu kebahagiaan pribadi dan mulai memikirkan apa itu kebahagiaan bersama. Tentunya aku berharap kalau aku bisa bahagia bersama dengan dirimu. Aku begitu ingin bersama-sama denganmu seperti bintang-bintang kecil yang bertaburan di angkasa yang begitu luas... berdua 'berbincang-bincang' dan bersinar-sinar seperti mereka. Bisakah kita seperti itu? Beritahu aku jawaban yang kau percayai... kemanakah aku harus melangkah agar aku bisa bersama-sama denganmu?
Hari esok akan segera tiba dan tak lama lagi kita harus melangkahkan kaki kita meninggalkan hari ini. Akan tetapi, aku masih tetap tidak bisa menemukan jawaban kenapa aku begitu mencintaimu... kurasa itu sudah tidak berarti lagi sekarang. Yang paling berarti sekarang adalah perasaanku padamu. Seandainya bisa, aku ingin bersama-sama denganmu selamanya... berdua selamanya. Akankah hal itu terwujud? Aku tak tahu jawabannya... hanya waktu yang akan memberikan jawabannya, bukan? Yang bisa kulakukan adalah mempercayai perasaanku padamu dan menjalani hidup ini sebaik-baiknya sampai kesempatan itu tiba... setiap detik yang kujalani akan sangat berharga dengan kehadiranmu di dalam diriku... aku percaya itu. Karena aku begitu mencintaimu... karena langit esok yang biru selalu menjanjikan sesuatu yang lebih baik daripada hari ini. Kemanapun aku melangkah, kau akan selalu menjadi penuntunku meskipun kau tidak berada di sisiku. Karena aku begitu mencintaimu dan mempercayaimu...

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 19.22___

np: annani isshou datta no ni - See-Saw [Kidou Senshi Gundam SEED ED Song #1]

HAPPY 46th BIRTHDAY, MOM!!
GOD BLESS YOU AND GIVES YOU HAPPINESS, HEALTH, AND EVERYTHING YOU WANT... THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A NICE MOM FOR ME AND MY BROTHERS THESE YEARS. I LOVE YOU, MOM!!

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 10.00___

Friday, October 3, 2003

np: Pertama - Reza

One of my favorite songs... *points above* ...I think Reza's voice is really unique and has its' own character. Of course, the model on the PV Pertama is very handsome... Alex Tian. He is married now, though. I remember that I used to talk a lot about him with one of my online friends and both of us agreed Alex looks hot!! My friend also told me Alex has made another appearance on Titi DJ's newest PV. Haven't seen that PV, though. And speaking about guys, me and some of my online friends are currently looking for gay movies. Our first priority is Queers as Folks, of course... both UK and US version!! Anyone knows where we can find the DVDs or VCDs? Pretty pleaseeeeee... *puppy eyes* ...and we are looking for some Chinese titles too, like Happy Together [Leslie Cheung and Tony Leung - 1997, if I remember it right] and The Wedding Banquet.

Went to Kinokuniya and met a lot of staffs there... Mas Andi, Mas Lilik, Mbak Juju, Mbak Narti, and Mbak Yayuk. Both Mbak Juju and Mbak Yayuk even asked me a same question, "Hey, is it you who asked us to save a magazine yesterday?". God, they have known it already. *massive sweatdrops* Mas Lilik told me that my Kamen Rider 555 FILE has already arrived today and I can take it tomorrow. *looks at the wallet* Goodbye, my sweet money... *cries* ...but Bikei Catalogue volume 2: Guide to The Future Actors isn't here yet. I wonder if they are out of print in Japan now... nooooooooo, it would be a bad new for me if this catalogue is out of print!! Also ordered Kamen Rider Faiz Bunko Shiasshinshuu Side Faiz [published by Futabasha and the price is 762 Yen without tax]. I also saw Kamen Rider Faiz Bunko Shiasshinshuu Side Orphnoch when I went online today but decided that I won't buy the second one... "Kamen Rider Faiz Bunko Shiasshinshuu Side Orphnoch" has no Inui Takumi. Also took a look at Kidou Senshi Gundam SEED Character Book... 190 thousands rupiah and it has too many pictures in it. Won't buy it, of course. XD

I have to admit that Aunt Marya really knows a lot about celebrities. When I was watching TV together yesterday with Aunt Marya and her daughter, Gisella, she suddenly talked about Lin You Wei to her daughter when Lin You Wei appeared on screen. She even added, "He and Li Wei are the ex-members WeWe". I could only stare at her and said nothing... wow, she is great, that's for sure. XD

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 18.47___

Thursday, October 2, 2003

np: Itsuka Kimi ga - Mitsunaga Ryota

Went to Aunt Marya's house and had lunch there... ^^;;; ...actually, the main topic of today's entry is not the lunch. The main topic of today's entry is... *claps his own hands* ...Kent's Life!! ^______^ Yup, Handa Kento's personal DVD... after having it for almost two months, finally I watched it today at Aunt Marya's house. *is dancing like a maniac* And the DVD is very interesting... a must have for all Handa Kento's fans. Note that I won't persuade anyone to buy that DVD... I just want to express my own comment and excitement. *gets bricked* Oh well, the DVD is absolutely great and I know I wouldn't regret my decision to buy it. Honestly, "Kent's Life" is my first DVD and I bought it without having any DVD player at my home in Jambi. See, I am so in love with Handa Kento that I bought his personal DVD without thinking that I have a DVD player at home or not. Sometimes I do think that I was out of my mind when I decided to buy "Kent's Life" but I think it is a normal reaction for me... I mean, I have no DVD player at home yet I bought a DVD. Isn't it funny? Or maybe someone would consider me as 'a stupid guy'... ^^;;; Oh well, here comes my review [actually, I think I should consider it as 'my own opinion', not 'review'] on the DVD... before I start with the review, I just want to tell you all that I ONLY UNDERSTAND A LITTLE WORDS from the DVD [and honestly, I don't understand what Handa Kento is saying on that DVD].
~ opening
The first part of the DVD... here we can see Handa Kento in his high school uniform. He looks great, of course!! Now I am imagining he appears on a dorama wearing high school uniform. *starts dreaming and imagining* He stands under a sakura tree and did you know what crossed my mind when I saw that scene? X and Tokyo Babylon... somehow he reminds me of Sumeragi Subaru from the Sumeragi clan. Well, somehow I have never seen Subaru in his high school uniform... *gets bricked* ...but standing under a sakura tree is more than enough to makes me think he really looks like Subaru. *gets bricked by all CLAMP's fans* Oh yes, the way he speaks when he is introducing himself is so cuteeeeeeeeeee... hontou ni kawaii desu yooo...!!
~ Tokyo
I don't understand [at all] what he is saying on this part but he looks cute with his shirts... and you know what, the way he talks really reminds me of Inui Takumi!! ^______^ He uses 'ore'' instead of using 'boku' everytime he talks. And I think he talks in Osaka-ben... I am not very sure about that, though.
~ School Days
The longest part of the DVD... at the beginning of this part, he plays a classic song [well, at least the song sounds like a classic song for my ears... don't blame me if the song is a modern song] with a piano. Whoaaaaaaaa, I only had one thing in my mind when I saw him playing piano. I want to have a boyfriend that will play piano for me everytime I ask him to. Of course I want him to play love songs and more love songs... I am a crazy romantic guy, I know that clearly. After the piano scene, we can see Handa Kento's ex-high school... well, a clean and nice school. The school is located in Kobe and Handa Kento tells us a lot about his school days like his favorite teacher and friends, his favorite activities when the time to rest came, and many more. Oh yes, he also wears his high school uniform again in this part.
~ Kobe
If I translated it right, I think he says his favorite city is Kobe... he will also guide us to visit his favorite places when he lived in Kobe. He will guide us to visit some stores... hey, I totally forgot to see the stores because I was too busy concentrating my mind on him. *gets bricked* XD
~ nishi-Shinjuku
Handa Kento talks about buildings on this part... the skyscrappers [I hope it is the right word for 'the tall buildings'] and he also brings a digital camera to record the buildings. Oh yes, he also talks about the old buidings and the new buildings... don't understand his words at all, as usual. ^^;;; In this part, he talks at a playground.
~ Day by Day
He really looks like a girl hereeeeeeee!! *gets bricked by Handa Kento himself* Yeeeee, siapa suruh ngikat-ngikat tuh rambut? Bukannya udah dibilangin kalau kamu bakalan kelihatan kayak cewek kalau rambutmu diikat? ^^;;; I thought I would be able to see his daily activities in this part but the main issue of this part isn't his daily activities. This part isn't very interesting... because I don't understand his words, for God's sakeeeeeeeee!!
~ ending
One of the coolest scenes on the DVD... Handa Kento stands under a sakura tree and talks again. This time he doesn't wear his high school uniform. He only wears casual shirt which makes him looks very handsome... I don't remember what he is saying but I remember his last sentence in this part. "But I am here now..." and then he starts to walk under the sakura trees... whoaaaaaaa, he looks so cool when he walks under the sakura trees. He he he, untung aja jalannya di bawah pohon-pohon sakura... kebayang nggak kalau musti jalan di bawah pohon-pohon durian yang buahnya sudah matang? Sudah nggak romantis, kejatuhan durian kan serem tuh... mendingan kejatuhan kelopak-kelopak bunga sakura deh, udah romantis... eh, nggak menyakitkan pula. *gets bricked* The background music for this scene is great too.
~ Making
The additional part for the DVD version... yeah, this is the reason why I decided to bought the DVD instead of buying the VHS. In this part, we will be able to see the recording process of "Kent's Life". Interesting, of course... the opening scene of "Kent's Life" was made on April 2003 and the other were made later. In this part, we can see the conversations between Handa Kento and the staffs of "Kent's Life". Looks like Handa Kento made a lot of jokes during the making of his personal DVD. He laughed a lot with the staffs and that makes him looks more and more adorable. He even made a picture of the director, Ando Hiroshi, when they were taking the pictures at Handa Kento's ex-high school. I really wanted to kick Handa Kento's ass when I saw the last scene of this part... he was in JUNON's office and he was choosing the pictures which were taken by Kobayashi Motoyuki [the photographer of Handaful Life]... don't tell me that Handa Kento himself is the editor for his own photobook. There are so many cool pictures which aren't included in "Handaful Life", for God's sake. Argh, why didn't they include ALL THE PICTURES which were taken by Kobayashi Motoyuki in "Handaful Life"? Come on, having a 500-pages photobook sounds very interesting, especially Handa Kento's photobook. *raises a kekkai before everyone starts bricking him with grenades and stones*
Argh, I am definetely IN LOVE with this DVD... gyaaaaaaaaa, me want to have another copy of this DVD.

Tina told me that Kinokuniya already has Actor's Fan magazine which has Handa Kento as their front and back covers... ^^;;; ...whoaaaaaaaaa, have to go to Kinokuniya this Saturday and get the magazine before anyone buys it. The price of the magazine... *turns pale* ...243 thousands rupiah. Goddamit, Kinokuniya... you really know how to kill your customers, right? You are very cruel, you know? *death stares at Kinokuniya's staffs* All of you... discount, onegaishimasuuuuuuu!! *some of the readers fall off their chairs* Please give me discount for that magazineeeeeeee... T______T ...God, I am going to be bankrupt this month. Still have to buy the October edition of JUNON this month and I will be completely bankrupt if Bikei Catalogue volume 2: Guide to The Future Actors and Kamen Rider 555 FILE really arrived this month. *cries* Gosh, at a time like this, I am glad I have decided to stop buying anime VCDs and mangas. For manga, I only buy the Indonesian version of Meitantei Conan now... maybe I will buy Get Backers if m&c! has published the official Indonesian version. Urasawa Naoki's Monster sounds interesting too but I have decided I would only buy "Get Backers" and "Meitantei Conan". I can only hope one of my friends will buy "Monster" and he will borrow me that manga. You know what, I AM BROKE BECAUSE OF HANDA KENTO!! *suddenly Handa Kento says calmly, "Are you going to buy 555 Report: The Making of Kamen Rider 555 The Movie: PARADISE LOST, honey?"*
*faints*

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 19.11___

Wednesday, October 1, 2003

np: Platina - Sakamoto Maaya [Cardcaptor Sakura OP Song #3]

Gosh, I really have no mood to go online and update my own blog these days. Something has happened to me but I can't tell anyone the reason... only has a single reason, actually. Well, sometimes life can be very very annoying like now... oh well, I can only hope everything will be better tomorrow or maybe the day after tomorrow.

Went to my friend's boarding house on Monday with Aria... the two of us met each other at Kinokuniya [Plaza Indonesia] as usual. Aria was pretty late that I had my lunch first before he arrived... ^^;;; ...we immediately went to Willy's boarding house after I had met him. Guess what, I got the chance to watch Kamen Rider 555 episode 34!! Since Willy hasn't add the subtitle for episode 34, the three of us watched the raw version of 34... no subtitle and I only understood some conversations there. Of course, I nearly yelled [in excitement, of course] when I was watching episode 34 but I managed to keep myself quiet... didn't want to disturb both Aria and Willy with my loud voice. Whoaaaaaa, did you know my reaction when I saw Yuji and Kusaka hit Takumi? I wanted to say, "Yuji-kun, don't do that. Be a nice guy, ne? Don't hit Takumi anymore... he is innocent." to Yuji but I want to kick Kusaka's ass for hitting Takumi and say, "Go to hell, bad guy!! I don't understand why you keep appearing on the screen up to now and acting like a hero... you are just a jerk, you know?" to him. ^^;;; The coolest scene on episode 34? The scene when Takumi transforms into his Orphnoch form, Wolf Orphnoch, of course!! That scene is so damn great!! I could feel Takumi's anger for Sawada Aki before and after he transformed into Wolf Orphnoch... "Sawada, I will defeat you... for the sake of joining the Lucky Clover". Before he transformed into Wolf Orphnoch, Takumi dropped the Faiz Driver and Faiz Phone which were given by Keitaro. Both Keitaro and Yuji who came with Takumi stared at him with puzzled expressions when Takumi dropped both units... their puzzled expressions turned into shocked expressions when they saw Takumi transformed. Yuji could only say, "Sonna..." when he saw the silhouette of Wolf Orphnoch's face on Takumi's face before Takumi totally transformed into Wolf Orphnoch. There were six persons watching Takumi's transformation... Keitaro, Yuji, Kusaka, Mihara, Saeko, and Aki. All of them were in the same place when Takumi's anger for Aki reached its' limit and a blue flame covered Takumi's body before he totally transformed. Cool sceneeeeeeeeee...!! Gosh, all of you should see Takumi's expression before he transformed into Wolf Orphnoch. ^______^ OK, I also got the chance to watch some scenes from 555 Report: The Making of Kamen Rider 555 The Movie: PARADISE LOST... whoaaaaaaa, I am going to buy the DVD for sure!! And the most interesting thing, I got the chance to watch the first seven minutes of Kamen Rider 555 The Movie: PARADISE LOST!! Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, that's a great movie!! Must have the DVD!! Really, I won't regret my decision to buy the DVD of "PARADISE LOST"... it is the most anticipated movie of the year... for me, of course!! Will buy the Director's Cut version, I guess. Director's Cut version always has differences from the original version... maybe it will have the uncensored scenes from "PARADISE LOST" like Takumi's naked scene. *immediately gets bricked*

Went to Mangga Dua Mall with my friends today and they kept persuading me to buy the pirated DVDs of Getter Robo and Saint Seiya. Both of you, shut up!! ^^;;; I don't have enough money to buy "Getter Robo" and "Saint Seiya" unless both of you want to give me some financial supports. Honestly, I really want to buy "Getter Robo"... eight DVDs and all of them are subtitled in Chinese and English!! *whines* And "Saint Seiya"... 19 DVDs [12 DVDs for the Sanctuary Chapter, four DVDs for the Asgard Chapter, and three DVDs for the Poseidon Chapter] and subtitled. Damn, every DVD costs 25 thousand rupiahs... *grumbles* ...but "Getter Robo" and "Saint Seiya" sound very interesting. Two of my favorite titles... *whines*

Oneechan, got your e-mail already but haven't opened it yet. ^^;;; I rarely go online these days, I am trying to reduce my online time.

Ami-chan, you are absolutely right. It is crazier to get drunk on tax exams instead of the wine... ^^;;; ...and I am totally drunk on Pajak Penghasilan Badan right now. Somebody helps meeeeeeeee... ^^;;; ...just kidding. Nyo, report gathering gue yang paling heboh yah? Nggak sia-sia dong gue duduk di depan komputer sampe sejam lebih cuma buat ngetik laporan gathering itu.

Christa, thanks for your kind comment on this layout. Your layout is cute too, you know? ^______^

Feli, emang cover photobook-nya dia keren. ^______^ Kata orang, dia mirip Kimura Takuya di cover-nya tuh. Menurut elo gimana? Eh, Suga Takamasa mirip ama Nobuo Kyo? Masa' sih? Kalau menurut gue sih yang cakep di Kamen Rider Ryuki ada tiga orang: sang pengacara narsis Kitaoka Shuichi, peramal bernasib sial Tezuka Miyuki, ama hero-wannabe Toujou Satoru.

Freya, mempermalukan elo? ^^;;; Er, emang mempermalukan elo yah... *langsung digeplak* ...er, bukannya semua bisa pada eneg kalau gue ngomongin soal H melulu? Setidaknya ambil hikmahnya, terbebas dari H untuk beberapa saat [nggak kayak gue yang tidak bisa melepaskan diri dari pesona H - dan emang nggak ada niat melepaskan diri juga]. ^^;;; Majalah di Kinokuniya yang ada H gue? *mikir* Apa maksud elo Hyper Hobby? Gue udah punya majalah itu kok... pertama-tamanya penasaran dengan majalah itu karena ada wawancara dengan H tapi belakangan beli karena ada poster jumbo bolak-balik. Eh, masa' sih gue bikin heboh blog orang dengan mempromosikan yayang gue? *sok polos* Yeeeee, masa' pake yang bibir keriting duluan sih? Pake yang bibir seksi duluan dong... *langsung gempar nyari foto-foto yang memamerkan bibir seksinya H* Soal I mah pastinya ga' kebongkar atuh... itu kan kode rahasia yang emang ga' pernah dibocorkan.

Some replies for the new visitors...
DokiDoki, nggak cuma Kamen Rider aja kok, cuma favorit gue emang Kamen Rider. Hi hi hi, Handa Kento jadi kareshi karena emang dia ga' cocok jadi kanojo. *mulai dengan jawaban yang super nggak jelas* XD Anyway, salam kenal.

Junko, hajimemashite! *bows down* I dunno if I used the right word... ^^;;; ...feel free to give me corrections, ne? I haven't gone to your blog... will visit it later, of course. Yeah, you guessed it right... KJH stands for Kouichi, Junno, and Handa. *claps hands* And yeah [once again], I like anime and manga a lot... how about you? ^______^

Oricon, hi too! I hope to know you too, Oricon-san! ^______^

Sakura, salam kenal! He he he, emang dia itu kesukaan gue, thanks to Kamen Rider 555. Eh, emangnya elo lihat gue pake avatar yang gambarnya dia dimana sih?

Eh, it's October already... *looks at the calendar* ...whoaaaaa, the first episode of the tokusatsu version of Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon will be aired on October 4th in Japan!! Me wanna see the live version of Sailor Moon... yay, it must be interesting that I can see the cute girls on the screen. The only annoying thing, TOEI didn't hire Shiruta Yuu to play Tuxedo Kamen!! ^^;;; And October also means Gran Sazers... whoaaaaaa, Segawa Ryou-kun!! XD

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 17.51___

Friday, September 26, 2003

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Got a call from my Mom [again] last night and she asked me why didn't I say "Yes!" to my aunt and cousin when they offered me a job last week. -_-;;; For God's sake, if I said "Yes!", I would have to work at a public accountant office and that means I would sacrifice my freedom just for an annoying job. Have a job at a public accountant office? That would be the last job I want in this world... FOREVER!! I really have no interest to work at public accountant offices... they sound scary like spooky graveyards for me. Or maybe a dracula castle. Public accountant offices never sound like Disneyland for me.

Had a nightmare last night and it had something to do with Baby Boy. Too bad I can't remember the nightmare but I think it would be better that I can't remember it. ^^;;; Gosh, I really really want to have another sweet dream with Baby Boy... having a date with him or maybe having an adventure together... hey, they sound more and more interesting than having a nightmare which has him in it.

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 10.59___

Thursday, September 25, 2003

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I am thinking of changing my cellphone number... again. If I really changed my cellphone number, it would be the second time in this year. Some of my friends will definetely think that I am a rich guy or something... well, it has nothing to do with wealth. As long as I can allocate my money wisely, I can buy a new number two months again... hey, I have just found a cute number and I immediately fell in love with the new number, without any doubt. Wai, me wanna have that cute number... me wanna have that cute number... *gets bricked and slapped*

Had a gathering with Ami-chan, Freya, and Mic again yesterday. The gathering was held in a karaoke lounge this time... ^^;;; ...in Kelapa Gading, far away from the usual gathering points. The four of us had fun for about four hours at the karaoke lounge and actually, I only sang one complete song during the gathering. I was responsible for the background voices when the other sang their favorite songs. My comment on the girls? Freya and Mic have great voices but Ami-chan's voice sounds convincing too. Me? The worst one, without any doubt. Duh, I really hate microphones... they always make my voice sounds worse everytime I use them. My voice sounds better when I sing a song alone in the bathroom. *gets bricked* The other problem... I needed more time to read the Hiragana and Katakana when I had to sing Japanese songs!! ^^;;; k4r-kun is a baka guy, for sure. Lot of songs... Hamasaki Ayumi's songs, J-Friends' songs, Kinki Kids' songs, and I even listened to Yamaguchi Momoe's songs. I was very curious that I tried to listen to her songs, didn't have the 'interest' to sing her songs especially because I HAD NEVER HEARD any songs of her before. Duh, her songs are the typical 70's songs and they sound like old night club songs. Handa Kento, your taste in music is really really unbelievable. I don't want to imagine what kind of song you would offer me to listen to when we have a date... *starts with his crazy thought* ...really, I would definetely ask for 90's songs if I had a date with him. Or maybe classic songs like Mozart's. Okay, back to the gathering... we also went to Freya's house after we had finished with the singing session. Her Mom is very nice and her cats are very cuteeeeeee... well, I thought Ami-chan was going to 'kidnap' one of Freya's cats. *gets bricked by Ami-chan* Just kidding, Ami-chan. But I'd love to kidnap one of Freya's cats if I could. *gets bricked by Freya* Talked about a lot of things when we were at Freya's house... animal talks [we even talked about some disgusting animals like cockroaches, lizards, rats, and snails], churches in Italy [boy, me want to visit Italy someday], ecchi talks [well, this topic is our favorite topic, for sure], and we even talked about tokusatsu!! Girls, all of you are great!! The most interesting talk? The ecchi talk on KJH, of course. Ho ho ho, KJH is our code for three cute guys. Guess their names by yourself, people... ^^;;; ...hey, we even talked about our guys' favorite foods. I would definetely have chocolates, ice creams, and sweets with Handa Kento if both of us had a date while Ami-chan would have Caramel Frappuccino and takoyaki when she went to a date with her beloved one. ^_^ Mic and Freya? Er, Coke, I guess... that sounds better than 'infus'.

TOEI have finally confirmed that they had decided to give Inui Takumi three identities in Kamen Rider 555... as a human being, as a Kamen Rider, and as an Orphnoch. Takumi showed us his Orphnoch form on TV series episode 34 [aired on September 21st]... actually he had showed his Orphnoch form, Wolf Orphnoch, on Kamen Rider 555 The Movie: PARADISE LOST [first premiere: August 16th]. Well, that explains the reason why Takumi wasn't surprised at all when he saw Stingfish Orphnoch on the first episode when he met Sonoda Mari for the first time. I think it would be very difficult for Takumi to live with three identities like that... Kusaka Masato dislikes Orphnoch very much and Kiba Yuji hates Faiz. Somehow it sounds very unfair for me that Takumi has to have three identities in his life... the others only have two identities, as a human being and a Rider or as a human being and as an Orphnoch. Takumi showed his Orphnoch form to others just for one reason... he wants to save Mari's life. Mari is injured badly by her childhood friend from Ryuusei Jyuuku, Sawada Aki, and all her friends blamed Takumi because of that. The one who can save her is Smart Brain and when Takumi heard from Kusaka that Smart Brain can save Mari's life, he decided to go to Smart Brain and asked for help. The CEO of Smart Brain, Murakami Kyouji, said that they can save Mari if Takumi can replace Sawada Aki's place in the Lucky Clover. Er, I don't think Murakami Kyouji knew that Takumi is an Orphnoch too because he said it was a joke that he offered a position for Takumi in the Lucky Clover. Or maybe he already knew that Takumi is an Orphnoch but he pretended he knew nothing about Takumi's third identity. Sounds confusing, right? I am very very confused, for God's sake. On episode 35, I think Takumi would join the Lucky Clover and he would become a new enemy for his friends... he must have his own reason to do that. According to my opinion, Takumi's characteristics really grow together with the story and time... from a young guy without dream and had no passion for others, he had grown into a guy with a simple dream [he decides to protect others' dreams and that proves Takumi finally has a dream to chase] and has grown into a guy who has a passion for others. If he didn't have any passion for others, he would never reveal his secret identity, Wolf Orphnoch. Yeah, Takumi's characteristics are very interesting... angsty and dark, of course!! Yay, one of the coolest tokusatsu characters ever.

Ami-chan, I had already arranged the LiveJournal code and sent it to you. Geez, you have made yourself two new nicknames in a very short time... SugaBabe and JunnoccinoTakoguchiLover. The second nickname sounds very cute, ya know? ^______^ Thanks for concerning, I arrived home safe and sound last night at 09.30 PM and no one sang the 'national anthem' that I came home late. Had to walk from Stasiun Kota to my home, though. Arrived home, took a bath, had dinner, and then went to bed instantly... terkapar without any Handaful dream. Completely forgot the tax exams when my head touched my pillow. XD

Freya, kayaknya yang mulai nyebut gue dengan Handaful Life itu elo yah... nanti pasti gue dituntut ama KANOX karena make nama bukunya Handa tanpa izin sama sekali. *ngakak sampe lemes*

Mic, karena Mic nyebut-nyebut Primus yang kebetulan muncul waktu aku dan Freya lagi nyanyi Bahasa Kalbu-nya Titi DJ, kita semua jadi ngakak gila-gilaan... aduh, Mic kalau sudah nyeletuk pasti kocak banget deh. Ayoooooo, nanti waktu karaoke selanjutnya kita nyanyi lagu Kocok-kocok-nya Inul Daratista!! Itu niat suci yang belum terlaksana kemarin kan? Pokoknya nanti nyanyi "Kocok-kocok"-nya harus berempat. XD

Shien, sama-sama. ^______^ Emang ada kok teman gue yang nganggep Handa Kento itu mirip Kimura Takuya. *langsung ngelirik partner gathering* Kebanyakan pic dia yang gue punya sih dari majalah dan photobook-nya dia, ga' di-scan. Yang gue dapat dari Internet masih dikit banget, kayaknya emang susah buat nyari gambarnya di Internet. Terpaksa gue musti nguras kantong beli majalah-majalah yang ada fotonya dia.

Agak sedikit bingung dengan orang-orang baru yang datang ke blog ini. Kenapa? Karena beberapa di antaranya langsung meminta aku untuk ngasih tahu link download mp3, nanya dimana bisa dapat movie ini atau itu, dan bahkan nanya tentang orang yang sedang aku bicarakan dengan teman-temanku. Ya ampun, bisa lebih sopan nggak sih? Apa aku ini dianggap tahu semuanya makanya semuanya pada nanya ke aku soal ini dan itu? Apa aku ini nggak berhak punya privasi sampai orang yang sedang aku bicarakan dengan teman-teman akrabku saja ditanyain segala? Geez, memang ini blog bukan private blog, tapi aku benar-benar berharap orang bisa menghormati privasiku. Apakah aku harus menjawab tentang siapa orang yang sedang aku bicarakan dengan teman-temanku kalau ada yang tanya? Tentu tidak kan? Dan itu yang bakalan aku lakukan... diam saja. Terserah mau dikatain apa, yang penting aku butuh privasi dan aku tidak bakalan membiarkan orang lain yang bahkan tidak kukenal sama sekali merampas privasiku. Satu lagi, jangan sotoy kalau bicara dengan aku, pastinya bakalan dicuekin. Kalau ngerasa disindir yah syukur, kalau nggak yah bukan urusanku juga.
Buat bocahklene, kenal dong... anak KG kan? ^______^

I am thinking of closing this blog permanently that I don't have to deal with the strangers anymore. The strangers who come to my blog are very very impolite, for God's sake. They know nothing about etiquette and I am so lazy if I have to deal with them everyday. -_-;;; Ah, forget about them and have fun with my beloved Baby Boy sounds very interesting... Baby Boy needs my affection now!! *suddenly missiles are flying away from TOEI's studio* XD

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 18.55___

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

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My Mom just called me and she only asked me one thing, "Have you found a job yet?". That question has become her favorite question and as usual, I only said, "Nope." *sighs* I really hope I could find a media-related job as soon as possible. Duh, I really really want to have my favorite jobs for my living like writing for magazines and making designs for websites. Although I know I am still a novice in web-designing, I want to work as a web-designer.

Watched the second episode of Denji Sentai Megaranger on RCTI today. Didn't watch the first episode, though. It is an interesting series for sure. Both OP and ED songs are great and they are sung by Fuuga Naoto, the person who sings Kamen Rider Agito's first ED song, Believe Yourself. Back to the topic, the dubbing SUCKS!! Can't they find some good dubbers for dubbing the series, for God's sake? *death stares at RCTI* And how could they translate Nejirejia as Spiral? -_-;;; And the voices of the bad guys are terribly annoying too... me want to listen to Seki Tomokazu's voice as Bibidebi. The coolest guy on the show? The seiyuu, Matsukaze Masaya, as Namiki Shun [Mega Blue]. ^_^

As usual, I nearly had a nightmare last night, thanks to PPh Pemotongan dan Pemungutan. ^^;;; This subject is very very difficult and I think my head is going to explode soon... -_-;;; ...seems like the instructor has put a high-explosive time bomb inside my head.

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 10.59___

Monday, September 22, 2003

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Had another crazy gathering with Ami-chan, Freya, and Mic at Plaza Indonesia today. The four of us can't stop laughing and laughing when we meet each other... that happened today too. ^^;;; I think our craziness level has reached the highest level... *gets bricked by Ami-chan, Freya, and Mic* ...at least that is what I have in my mind.

Arrived at Plaza Indonesia at 11.40 AM, 20 minutes before the gathering started. Went to Kinokuniya first to torture myself with the books and magazines... it is a bad habit, of course. Torturing yourself when you are completely broke is one of the most cruel actions in this world. Took a look at TOEI Hero volume 6 which has interview with Handa Kento, Haga Yuria, and Izumi Masayuki. As usual, Handa Kento looks so adorable and cute on every picture. Too bad there is only a picture of him on that magazine... since the price of the magazine is kind of expensive, 178 thousands rupiah for a single magazine, I decided not to buy that magazine [although I really want to have it, of course]. I kept whining and whining when I looked at Handa Kento's interview and picture... ^^;;; ...yeah, somehow I regretted my decision to go to Kinokuniya before the gathering started. Also took a look at the movie book of Kamen Rider 555 and Bakuryuu Sentai Abaranger. When I was looking at TOEI Hero volume 6 for the second time, Ami-chan called me and told me that she had already arrived at Starbucks. After a few minutes, I went down to Starbucks. Gave Ami-chan a birthday greeting when I met her and both of us looked at some magazines she brought with her. Freya and Mic came later and both of them gave Ami birthday greetings too. He he he, the gathering began...!! We sat at Starbucks, waiting for Freya's friends. Ami-chan bought me caramel frappuccino [thanks, Ami-chan] and we started to talk about a lot of things. When Freya's friends arrived, Ami-chan got a chance to read the final volume of Kanata Kara while me and Mic talked about Handa Kento and the other stuffs. Freya kept saying, "Handaful Life" everytime I talked about Handa Kento... yeah, it is a Handaful Life!! ^______^ Also talked about net etiquettes with Ami-chan and Mic. The three of us agreed that some people really have no net etiquettes, especially when it comes to 'direct linking' thingie. If they had their own websites and had to pay for them, they would know why people hate 'direct linking'. Although some websites have unlimited bandwith, I don't think it is a good idea for people to take files [especially pictures] from other's galleries and post the pictures on online forums with 'direct linking'. At least they should save the pictures first and host the pictures at their own websites that they don't 'consume' the bandwith of other's websites. After Freya's friends gone [Ami-chan exchanged phone numbers with one of them before they left], we went down to Red Pepper for the real gathering. Me and Mic immediately took a table when we arrived at Red Pepper... Freya accidentally met her friends there so she joined me and Mic later. After Ami-chan and Freya joined us, both Freya and Mic immediately opened the [box of] cake they had bought at Plaza Senayan... yup, it was the birthday cake for Ami-chan. The shape of the cake was... *laughs* ...the shape of the cake was a little bit unique for me, reminded me of Medusa's hair. *gets bricked* When we tried to put the candles above the cake, we realized that we didn't bring any lighter and toothpicks. ^^;;; [INDONESIAN MODE ON] Ditulis dalam bahasa Indonesia karena lebih gampang buat gue untuk menulis bagian-bagian yang lucu dalam bahasa Indonesia ketimbang dalam bahasa Inggris... setelah berjuang kesana kemari untuk mendapatkan pinjaman korek api dan tusuk gigi, akhirnya Freya dan Mic dapat pinjaman juga dari Red Pepper. Setidaknya dapat pinjaman korek gas deh... tusuk giginya kelupaan dan akhirnya lilin-lilinnya dipasang begitu saja di atas kuenya. Ami-chan langsung diwanti-wanti supaya nggak kekencengan niup lilin-lilinnya atau kita bakalan ditendang keluar dari Red Pepper karena menyebabkan kebakaran... ^^;;; ...kejadian yang paling kocak adalah waktu Freya berusaha menyalakan korek gasnya. Entah kenapa Freya puluhan kali mencoba menyalakan korek gasnya tapi gagal [kayaknya Freya kurang kuat menekannya]... kita berempat langsung ngakak-ngakak tanpa tahu malu. Ami-chan berusaha mengambil alih tugas menyalakan lilin-lilin itu tapi karena kita masih ngakak-ngakak juga akhirnya Ami-chan juga gagal. Akhirnya petugas dari Red Pepper mengambil inisiatif menyalakan lilin-lilin itu dengan korek api biasa... kita berempat ngakak-ngakak karena petugasnya terlambat mengambil inisiatif dan pastinya dia tertawa melihat Freya gagal terus menyalakan lilin-lilin itu. Setelah lilin-lilinnya menyala, langsung kita menyanyikan lagu ulang tahun buat Ami-chan sekalian nyuruh Ami-chan meniup lilin-lilinnya... dan masih pake acara ngakak-ngakak lagi seperti sebelumnya. Acara setelah tiup lilin adalah potong kue, tapi sebelum potong kue ada acara foto-foto dulu. Masing-masing dapat giliran untuk berfoto dengan Ami-chan... karena bentuk atas dari kue ulang tahunnya rada aneh dan penuh dengan 'gulungan' coklat, akhirnya kita nggak jadi motong kuenya. Yang terjadi justru kita berempat 'menggunduli' bagian atas kuenya sampe kuenya pitak. ^^;;; Kejadian lain yang tak kalah gilanya adalah waktu orang-orang yang lewat di dekat meja kita pada sibuk melototin kue ulang tahunnya Ami-chan. Buset, pada melihat sampe gimana gitu... ^^;;; ...begitu orang yang kesekian melihat kue itu dengan pandangan takjub, kita berempat kontan ngakak kencang-kencang tanpa ada rem lagi. Ngelihat kue ulang tahun kok kayak ngelihat barang aneh saja... ^^;;; [INDONESIAN MODE OFF]

We talked about so many things after the birthday celebration... ^^;;; ...from Naked Prince [that sounds better than Mr. Socks, I think] to the annoying girls like Matsuura Aya and Ueto Aya, doramas, magazines, movies, and other interesting things [education, gossips on the annoying local artists, health questions - especially about blood types, recipes, and sausages]. Also talked about yaoi pairings and other hentai thoughts... ^^;;; ...one of the memorable quotes from today's gathering is:
k4r-kun: *talked about Handa Kento [again]*
Ami-chan: Maybe you should make your life as a "Handaful Love".
Freya: That sounds like a dorama.
Mic: *giggled*
Ami-chan: And when the dorama is aired, k4r-kun's name will be written on the credit as the actor from Indonesia.
Freya: And our names will be written as guest stars too.
k4r-kun: I wouldn't mind about that. *flashed a demonic grin*
Oh yes, I also looked at two cute guys on Ami-chan's magazine... Izumi Masayuki and Shiruta Yuu. Who is Shiruta Yuu? He is the actor who got the role as Chiba Mamoru / Tuxedo Kamen [the 7th generation] in the musical version of Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon. He looks very very cute, of course. For me, he doesn't look like a Japanese... he looks like a native guy!! He was born on December 26th, 1985 and his height is 185 centimeters. Damn, he is 18 months younger than Handa Kento yet he is eight centimeters taller than my beloved Baby Boy. ^^;;; Hey, Shiruta Yuu can talk Spanish too... he he he, that makes him more and more interesting for me. Ami-chan also told me that Shiruta Yuu is Yamapi's friend.

At 5 PM, we left for Kinokuniya... guess what, the four of us didn't order any food when we were at Red Pepper. They would add us on their blacklist for sure... ^^;;; ...who cares about that, though?

Ooops, have to go now... *looks at the statute of PPh Pemotongan dan Pemungutan* ...the nightmare begins. ^^;;;

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 20.45___

np: ---

Here I am, typing this entry at home using the new computer which was bought by the owner last week... finally I can update my blog at home now. ^^;;; Too bad this computer has no Internet connection and something has happened to the speaker too. Well, at least I still can update my blog when no one is at home. Maybe I can also use it at night too... he he he, actually, the owner bought the computer for his office but somehow the worker only uses it at office hours. After and before the office hours, no one uses it at all. What a good coincidence, ne? *gets bricked* Well, I will try my best to update this blog everyday if I have the interest and time to do it. I rarely have the interest to update this blog lately.

Got 91 for the exam on Pajak Pertambahan Nilai... ^______^ ...yay, finally I got an A+. *feels very happy* Although the highest score in my class is 93, I am still very happy with my result. Oh, I just love PPN so much... *gets bricked* ...I think it is the easiest subject so far.

Ami-chan, got your SMS last night but couldn't reply it. Gomen ne... I was very busy with the problems on PPh Pemotongan dan Pemungutan and I have used almost all of my time last night just to remember the tariffs for this statute. I will have the exam on PPh Pemotongan and Pemungutan this week so I have to try my best to get an A+ or at least an A for this subject.

Ephi, the new address has been added on my list. Welcome back... *hugs* ...how are you doin' now? I hope you are doin' fine.

Omi, yang paling kiri itu Delta, kode namanya 333. Gue masih ngutang lirik lagu Justifaiz yah... gomen, belum ketemu juga tempat dimana gue bisa dapat lirik komplitnya. Ntar gue cariin lagi yah... semoga aja bisa dapat secepatnya.

PLUG: ~ dreamless land ~
My 'new' website in Indonesian and it will be used as a place for me to write informations on tokusatsu. I only have two entries there at this moment and I will try my best to update the website regularly. Wish me luck... oh yes, no one is allowed to copy the informations there and then paste them on online forums and no one is allowed to take the informations for any commercial purpose [like publishing the informations on magazines]. You must ask for my permission first before you can copy the informations or take the informations for commercial purpose. If you don't have the permission to copy or take the informations, please appreciate my decision. I have my own decision on this matter and I won't change my mind if I have said my decision once. Don't try to steal the informations or you will be very very sorry then.

Will have a gathering with Ami-chan, Freya, and Mic today. Another 'arisan' for four of us. XD

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 08.07___

Sunday, September 21, 2003

np: Wherever You Will Go - The Calling

Cannot accept the new fact on Kamen Rider 555 episode 34. *cries* Inui Takumi is an Orphnoch and his Orphnoch form is Wolf Orphnoch!! T______T Whoaaaaaaaa, what will happen to Takumi? Somehow it is very difficult for me to accept this fact... but I could still accept the fact that Takumi is Wolf Orphnoch on Kamen Rider 555 The Movie: PARADISE LOST. Well, the TV series and the movie should have different story lines and characterizations... ^^;;;

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 11.36___

Friday, September 19, 2003

np: If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield

Had another interesting gathering with Ami-chan, Mic, and Freya. ^______^ As usual, we talked for hours and completely ignored others. Yeah, I don't know what did the waiters at Mangkok Putih have in their minds when they were looking at us... well, who cares about that? *snaps fingers* Some of the topics were someone who thinks he has made some kind of progress because he sleeps with his socks now, someone who kept saying, "Kawaii... kawaii..." in front of a mirror when she was in a train [ugh, I think she should have said, "Kowaii... kowaii..." instead of "Kawaii... kawaii..."], dreams, medical questions, and Handa Kento. Of course, the other topics like KATTUN and Taguchi Junnosuke were not forgotten. Before we went to the gathering at Cilandak Town Square, both me and Freya had gone to Ami-chan's house first... Mic had an emergency surgery before she could join us at Cilandak Town Square. Went online when I was at Ami-chan's house while Ami-chan and Freya watched videos... anyway, Ami-chan's cat, Nera, is such a cute cat!! I wanted to hug Nera but somehow I was a little bit afraid to hug it. He he he, the four of us had lunch together at Mangkok Putih while talking about so many interesting things... oh yes, I also brought Handaful Life and Faiz SHOT!! to the gathering. ^^;;; Yeah, I am trying to poison everyone with Handa Kento and more Handa Kento. When Mic was looking at Handaful Life, suddenly she said that Handa Kento really looks like Kimura Takuya of SMAP. When I was on my way home, I thought Handa Kento really looks like a lot of other celebrities... Kimura Takuya, Nagase Tomoya, Ninomiya Kazunari [Mic told me Handa's teeth look like Nino's teeth and Tina also thinks Handa looks like Nino], Nishikido Ryo, Shibaki Takeru, Suga Takamasa, and Takizawa Hideaki. *bursts out laughing* And anyone who says Handa Kento looks like Roger Danuarta have to face my anger. Oh yes, also got the pages from the October edition of Junon from Tina which have Handa Kento's pictures on them... Tina and Ami-chan, thanks a lot. Well, Handa looks different on those pages... he looks very very naughty but he is extremely handsome!! My God, Handa always looks good on magazines... and there was an interview with Handa Kento on the October edition of Junon too. Argh, Han-chan ga daisuki da yoooooooooo... *hugs Handa Kento tightly*

Got an e-mail from Mic... *reads the mail* ...whoaaaaaaa, Mic, thanks a lot for translating the interview for me. God, the interview with Handa Kento really convinces me that Handa Kento is a very very interesting guy... one of the most interesting guys in my life!! And his answers in the interview are so cuteeeeeeeeee, especially his comment on his own photobook. Argh, Han-chan, you are such a cute guy... knowing you in my life is one of the biggest gifts I have ever had in my life!! You have turned on my life and I don't know what would happen to me if I don't have you in my life... ^______^

This year is a tough year for sure... *rolls eyes* ...so many interesting things to buy but only have limited amount of money. *massive sweatdrops* Yeah, you will cry if you find the calendars for 2004 on online shopping stores... Fujiwara Tatsuya Calendar 2004, Saitou Shota - Keita Calendar 2004, Tamayama Tetsuji Calendar 2004, Tsukamoto Takashi Calendar 2004, and Tsumabuki Satoshi Calendar 2004. Whoaaaaa, me wanna have those calendars!! Of course my first priority would be Kamen Rider Faiz Calendar 2004.

Will do the social blogging later... still owe a PM to someone. ^^;;; Duh, I rarely have time to online these days.

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 13.11___

k4r-kun is just an ordinary guy with an ordinary life. Lives in Indonesia and was born on March 18, 1981. Loves his family and his friends. Majoring in accounting but has no interest on it. Jobless and is looking for a good job, preferably media-related job. Somehow has the interest to learn photography and web-designing now. Hates himself and always finds difficulties to trust in others. Likes anime, bishounen, dorama, manga, music, tokusatsu, and yaoi. Dislikes annoying persons, being used by his friends who only want to get benefits from a relationship, being separated from his beloved ones, and living in metropolitan city. Used to feel confused about sexual preference but that matter means nothing now. Deeply in love with Handa Kento and hopes he would be able to meet Handa Kento someday.

W i s h e s...
All Handa Kento's doramas and movies
All Ito Hideaki's doramas and movies
Fe2: Tetsuji Tamayama Photo Book

Favorite animanga characters

Amano Ginji
Arisue Sei
Cerberus [Kero-chan]
Chibi Inuki
Chii
Chikage
Dark Mousy
Himura Rikuou
Iwakura Lain
Kamina Ayato
Kasumi Karen
Kazuma
Kinomoto Sakura
Kinomoto Touya
Kokubunji Minoru
Kotoko
Kudou Kazahaya
Kurosaki Ken
Kurz Weber
Lady Une
Luna
Lune
Mibu Kyoshiro
Mireille Bouquet
Mishima Reika

Mizuki Kaho
Nagare Ryoma
Nakatsu Shuichi
Niwa Daisuke
Noin
Quatre Raberba Winner
Sakuma Ryuichi
Sanada Yukimura
Saotome Michiru
Sherrice Adjani
Shia
Shitou Haruka
Souma Ayame
Souma Hatori
Souma Hatsuharu
Souma Kisa
Souma Ritsu
Spinel Sun [Suppi-chan]
Sumeragi Subaru
Sumomo
Suu
Tenjou Utena
Umeda Hokuto
Yuumura Kirika
Yuzuki

S e i y u u s...

Hisakawa Aya
Hoshi Souichirou
Inoue Kazuhiko
Inoue Kikuko
Kamiya Akira
Koyasu Takehito
Kuwashima Houko
Miki Shinichirou

Mitsuishi Kotono
Morikubo Shoutaro
Okiayu Ryutarou
Sakamoto Maaya
Seki Toshihiko
Sugita Tomokazu
Tanaka Rie
Yuzuki Ryouka

Favorite tokusatsu characters

Akama Kenichi
Ashihara Ryou
Fubuki Keisuke
Hikawa Makoto
Hoshikawa Gaku
Imamura Miku
Inui Takumi
Kaido Naoya
Kiba Yuji

Kirishima Miho
Kitaoka Shuichi
Madoka Daigo
Momozono Miki
Ohgami Tsukumaro
Samezu Kai
Tezuka Miyuki
Tsugami Shouichi
Yazumi Jun

Favorite dorama characters
Arisue Sei
Hotto Kohji
Ono Yusuke

M a n g a...

Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon
Cardcaptor Sakura
Chobits
Clover
Count Cain
D.N.Angel
Fruits Basket
GoHou Drug
Hanazakari no Kimitachi e

Inu Yasha
Mahou Kishi RayEarth
Meitantei Conan
Q.E.D
Tenshi Kinryouku
Tokyo Babylon
X
Yami no Matsuei
YASHA

A n i m e...

.hack//SIGN
Aquarian Age ~ Sign for Evolution ~
Ayashi no Ceres
Azumanga Daioh
Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon
Captain Tsubasa
Cardcaptor Sakura
Chobits
Choudenji Machine Voltes V
Dragon Drive
Fruits Basket
fullmetal.panic!
Get Backers
Getter Robo
Getter Robo G
Gravion
Gravitation

Inu Yasha
Jyuuni Kokki
Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed
Mahou Kishi RayEarth
Megami Kouhosei
Noir
Oudorobou Jing
Pita Ten
RahXephon
Saint Seiya
Samurai Deeper Kyo
Serial Experiments Lain
Shin Kidousenki Gundam W
Shoujo Kakumei Utena
Spiral ~ suiri no kizuna ~
X
Yami no Matsuei

T o k u s a t s u...

Chikyuu Sentai Fiveman
Choriki Sentai Ohranger
Dai Sentai Goggle V
Denji Sentai Megaranger
Hyakujuu Sentai Gaoranger
Kaiketsu LionMaru
Kamen Rider Agito
Kamen Rider Black

Kamen Rider Faiz
Kamen Rider Ryuki
Kyukyu Sentai GoGo V
Megaloman
Uchuu Keiji Sharivan
Ultraman Cosmos
Ultraman Gaia
Ultraman Tiga

D o r a m a...
Antique ~ Seiyou Kotto Yogashiten
Kyuumei Byouto 24 Ji II
YASHA

M o v i e s...
Battle Royale
Bishounen no Koi
Cross Fire
Lan Yu
Love Song [currently looking for this title]
Onmyouji [currently looking for this title]
Shurayukihime

A c t o r s...

Andou Masanobu
Fujiki Naohito
Fujiwara Tatsuya
Ito Hideaki
Kashuu Toshiki

Nakamura Shunsuke
Oguri Shun
Stephen Fung
Tamayama Tetsuji
Tomoi Yusuke

A r t i s t s...

Christina Aguilera
Do As Infinity
Hamasaki Ayumi
Kawamura Ryuichi
Luna Sea

See-Saw
The Calling
The Corrs
V6
Whitney Houston

Rider-tachi...
Ami-chan || Freya || Mic

Ano hito-tachi wa ningen da yo...
Ajeng || Alex || Alexia || Angga || Anggun || Anjie || Aoki Hikaru || As-chan || Aya Mikage || Azuya || Bart || Cherie || Chii || Christa || Crescent || Dechi || Delin || Devin || Dhieta || Diva || Ephi || Eve || Eveana || Febriani || Feli || Ferrum || Ghia || Hana || Handry || Haruka || Hendy || Hopes || Icchan || Ira-nee || Jenn || Jesslyn || Jingu || Kat || Kazuki || Kazuma || Kourin || Kris || Kyo || Leeza || Lemez || Letitia || Lyn || Makoto Ken || Mama Panda || Mamoru || Mars || Mel || Neko-chan || Olivia || Omi || P-Chan || Pau || Pinknina || Rain || Razzly || Rei || Reni || Roger || Sanji || Sean || Shienny || Spawn || Tyas || Wil-kun || Xera || Yona || Yosai || Yuzu

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Handa Kento [Hyogo, June 4, 1984]; Gemini; 177 cm; 57 kg; O; Inui Takumi on Kamen Rider 555 [TOEI & TV Asahi - 2003]; k4r-kun's object of affection!! *glomps*

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