Friday, October 17, 2003

np: Justiφ’s - ISSA [Kamen Rider 555 OP Song]

Mom called me last night and told me that I should apply for jobs at two certain companies in Jambi. *screams* Does that mean she wants me to work in Jambi instead of having a job in Jakarta? Nooooo... I am not ready yet for having a job in Jambi!! I mean, I still have things to do here until January and I can't go back to Jambi for a job before that. Her suggestions last night sound weird... she asked me to work at one of the biggest banks in Indonesia which are going to open a new [and bigger] branch in Jambi or at a company which produces traditional medicines. I only have to walk for about ten minutes if I want to go to the bank's new office from my house and the second company is even closer to my house... only have to walk for about four-five minutes before I can reach the office. *cries* The bad new is that my uncle knows the bank's director and my Dad knows the owner of the medicine company [to make it worse, the owner of this company also knows my family, not only my Dad]... God, I instantly had headache after hearing that from my Mom. I tried to escape from her suggestions by saying, "You have to ask them what positions they have now in their companies. If the bank wanted me to sell credit cards or to work as a teller, I would gladly reject the jobs at the first place. And for the medicine company, make sure that you ask the owner what kind of position he has there... I don't want to be a salesman, Mom". I still have other excuses for my Mom, of course, like saying, "But I want to join two courses before I go back to Jambi, Mom. Photography and web designing... would you please give me time to join both courses?". Of course, I am serious with the second excuse... I mean, I really want to learn photography and web designing. I am not joking with the excuse. Duh, I am having headache now... if I really had to work in Jambi, that means I have to prepare a lot of things before going back. *points at Kinokuniya* Yeah, the business with Kinokuniya... books and magazines!! T______T

Watched several anime episodes for two consecutive days... Samurai Deeper Kyo episode 25 and 26 on Wednesday, Gravion episode 9-13 and Matantei Loki Ragnarok episode 1-6 last night... wanted to continue watching "Matantei Loki Ragnarok" but somehow the call from my Mom changed my mood. Oh yes, also watched D.N.Angel episode 1 last night. Comments? The final episodes of "Samurai Deeper Kyo" bored me... *yawns* ...the final episodes of "Gravion" were more interesting. "Matantei Loki Ragnarok" was... *yawns* ...pretty interesting but sometimes the stories bored me. And "D.N.Angel" was totally boring!! The only good thing from "D.N.Angel" is the character designs.

Oh yes, almost forgot to say that all entries on this page are new entries from Monday to Friday. The previous page [entries from September 19th - October 12th] has been archived on Monday. ^^;;;

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 13.53___

Thursday, October 16, 2003

np: When You Believe - Whitney Houston & Mariah Carey [OST of The Prince of Egypt]

Nearly came to the decision to close this blog forever and not continuing it anymore even with a new name last night but something disturbed my mind when I was thinking about this blog... that 'something' is more important than this blog that I decided to think about that 'something' first. This blog can always wait for the final decision. To be honest, I am not in rush with the decision. Just take it easy... the decision flows slowly inside my brain.

Freya, congratulations for passing the thesis exam!! *throws candies, confetties, and flowers* You have done a good job, girl!! I am so proud of you!! ^______^

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 12.43___

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

np: For You - The Calling

The accountant at the office doesn't come today and I 'have' to replace him today. Since I didn't have any plan of going out today, I think that's OK for me. ^^ I can use the computer for myself and I did go online for about three minutes just to check Ami-chan's blog, Mic's blog, and Freya's blog. Of course, I did check my own TagBoard. What I am doing now at the office is checking the income calculation... seems like the accountant did mistakes when he made the income calculation. ^^;;; Nyo, I realize that I really hate accounting when I checked the income calculation... really really hate accounting.

Had another weird dream last night... ^^;;; ...met someone who was my first 'love' when I was still 13 years old. Yeah, Handa Kento isn't my first love... he is my first TRUE LOVE. Back to the topic, the guy I am talking about is married now and he has nothing to do with me anymore. Sometimes I do remember him but I realize he has his own life and I have to continue my life without him. I have already had 'the love of my life', ne? I have never loved anyone like I love Handa and I hope this feeling could last forever. Oh well, last night's dream was kinda confusing. It was a perfect mix between adventure and love... I don't remember the adventure, though. The love part... *is blushing* ...er, I held that guy's hand and we walked together in a mysterious city. Suddenly he stopped and then kissed my lip right in front of people [and he even played his tongue inside my mouth, for God's sake]. *massive sweatdrops* It was very pointless for me, of course. He kissed me softly and I completely forget all the scenes after that. In real life, that guy has already kissed me... er, six times, I think. I must admit I really enjoyed his kisses since he is a good kisser but his kisses are history now. I don't think I should remember them if I want to continue my life with a person I really love... or maybe I should remember them as a part of my sweet memories? Oh well, can't decide which option is better. ^^;;; God, I am thinking about kisses right now... I want someone to kiss me again.

Want to buy CLAMP's newest manga, Tsubasa, but the price is kind of expensive. 390 Yen for the regular edition [without tax] and 1,143 Yen for the limited edition [without tax]. Yeah, 55 thousands rupiah for the regular edition and 158 thousands rupiah for the limited edition... the limited edition has the same price with Kamen Rider 555 Chouzenshuu: Joukan. Weird... I can buy Actor's Fan magazine which price is 243 thousands rupiah without thinking yet I can't buy a manga which price is only 55 thousands rupiah. Oh well, object does matter in this case.

Ami-chan, your new layout is... *speechless* ...you have already known my comment, ne? Daigo Stardust really really really reminds me of Tamayama Tetsuji. ^^;;; Yeah, I can't imagine Tama posing in 'cute' styles... maybe I would laugh loudly if I saw him posing in 'cute' styles. *gets bricked by Tama* Yeah, I did want to teach Handa biology... human's body, for specific. *flashes Handa a demonic grin* Gynecology... ^^;;; ...er, I can't imagine what would happen if Handa and me are locked in a laboratory and he is the professor. If he wanted to perform BDSM on me, it would be better for me to find a way to escape from the laboratory before he started torturing me with his whip. *crazy mind starts working* And I am so sorry for my rants on Monday... you know, the case with 'aitsu' which made me angry for a whole day. Thanks for listening to my rants, Ami-chan. *hugs* Yeah, I really wish 'that person' could read my entry... you know, I just love 'that person' so much and sometimes I am out of words when I talk about 'that person'.

Futago-chan, I am OK... thanks for concerning, anyway. ^______^

Eve-san, thank you very much for your nice wish. *hugs*

Feli, seingat gue sih emang gue pernah lihat si Ichihara Hayato dengan rambut hitamnya... ^^;;; ...atau mungkin rambut coklat yah? Yang penting rambutnya nggak pirang banget seperti yang ada di blog elo itu... cakep sih kalau gue bilang. ^O^ Eh, majalah Actor's Style? Majalah apa lagi tuh? Ada Handa Kento di sana? *langsung mupeng*

Freya, masa' sih SMS-nya sedemikian luar biasanya buat Fre? ^^ Tapi emang Fre musti ingat istirahat, jangan sampe jadi siluman kalong lagi buat persiapan sidangnya. Musti istirahat yang cukup juga kalau mau sidang. Soal arisan, terserah deh... ^^;;; ...gue usahain datang aja. Kalau misalnya akuntan di kantor nggak dateng, mungkin gue juga harus tinggal di kantor seharian kayak hari ini. Liat saja nanti yah. Gue nggak berani ngasih janji dulu.

Mic, I know I sound a little bit unstable these days [especially last week]... well, had a lot of things to think about and I was depressed because of them. The biggest thing is 'that person', of course. Yeah, I would be very happy if I saw 'that person' happy too but my biggest wish is that 'that person' could find his ultimate happiness when 'that person' is together with me. I know I sound very selfish but I can't stop my mind from thinking like this. I can't stop thinking about 'that person'... ^^;;; ...for me, realizing the fact that I love 'that person' is more than enough. Like I have said before, I think I have no reason to love him. Love came to me and it runs inside my blood and veins now... it feels so natural. And you think both entries of mine could be categorized as love essays? ^^;;; Thanks, Mic. Honestly, sometimes I feel ashamed that I wrote my feeling here without thinking about the risks but I come to the decision, "Hey, this is my private blog and I can write everything I like here". But I can only write love essays when I am sad... sounds weird, I think. Whoaaaaa, thanks for copying the autograph session for me, Mic. *hugs* God, I am so curious about the session... I have seen some pictures from the autograph session and I know Handa looks cool there. White shirt... *drools*

P-Chan, I have never watched Bakuryuu Sentai Abaranger before but my friends have already told me "Bakuryuu Sentai Abaranger" is a cool series. I am only drooling over Abe Kaoru who plays Asuka / Abare Black now [will try to watch it later]... he is cute. Oh yes, I have only watched some episodes of Gosei Sentai Dairanger... it was made 10 years ago, if I am not wrong. The effects on "Gosei Sentai Dairanger" aren't as good as the effects on "Bakuryuu Sentai Abaranger"... ^^;;; ...anyway, one of the actors on "Gosei Sentai Dairanger" also made an appearance on Kamen Rider Ryuki TV Special: 13 Riders last year. Too bad I can't remember his name.

Hajimemashite, Mo-Mo and plue_chan. ^______^

Just added two movies on my 'most anticipated movies' list... Dragon Head [starring Tsumabuki Satoshi as Teru, SAYAKA as Ako, Yamada Takayuki, and Fujiki Naohito as Nishimura] and g@me [starring Fujiki Naohito and Nakama Yukie].

I am thinking of closing this blog... FOREVER!! I feel like I don't want to manage a blog anymore... I always feel sick if I have to deal with the impolite people. I have to control my anger everytime I am dealing with them and it reduces the fun of having a blog. If I didn't have any blog, I wouldn't have to deal with them, right? Closing this blog forever [and not having a blog anymore] sounds interesting now. Will seriously think about it later.

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 16.15___

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

np: appears [A Ballads' version] - Hamasaki Ayumi

Talked on the phone for almost 90 minutes with Aria last night... both of us talked about a lot of tokusatsu-related things. ^______^ We talked about the first episode of Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon tokusatsu, Gran Sazers, and other things. His comment on Sailor Moon was, "There are a lot of beautiful girls on the screen. Oh yes, there are hotpants and underwears everywhere too" and I only said, "What? Beautiful girls? Hotpants and underwears? Wow, interesting!". Well, that doesn't mean I want to watch "Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon" just because its' beautiful girls and their underwears... I want to watch it because I am curious about it. Aria said "Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon" seems very convincing as a tokusatsu series and after hearing that, I have another motivation to watch it as soon as possible. *suddenly a voice comes out from nowhere, "Huh, you want to watch it because of the underwears? I didn't know you like underwears, honey... you are such a pervert, you know?" Nooooo, it has nothing to do with the underwears!! And "Gran Sazers"... Aria's comment, "Two thumbs for this series. The main character [Kudou Tenma] looks a little bit stupid and useless but there are cute girls on the series. The special effects look great but the fighting scenes aren't as good as the scenes on Kamen Rider series." Well, I think I can consider "Gran Sazers" as an interesting series... ^^;;; ...two thumbs sound enough for me. Then we talked about Kamen Rider 555 The Movie: PARADISE LOST... yeah, this is the main reason why I called him at midnight. "555 thumbs for this movie. It is just too great!" was his only comment. Yeah, I knew it already... "Kamen Rider 555 The Movie: PARADISE LOST" is the best movie of Kamen Rider series ever, at least for now. Although we only have the poor quality VCD [recorded from handycam when the real owner of the file watched the movie at a cinema and downloaded by my friend, Willy, for days], I think it is enough for now. As usual, we also talked about the newest episode of Kamen Rider 555... the story is getting more and more complicated and dark. Both of us discussed about it for minutes before we changed the topic to other topics like kaijuu and some new movies. We were talking about Ninja Hattori movie and Robocon movie... ^^;;; ...I can't believe there are so many good looking guys on both movies. There is Katori Shingo of SMAP on "Ninja Hattori" and there are Oguri Shun and Tsukamoto Takashi on "Robocon". Mmm... sounds interesting, ne?

Ketika akhirnya Kyosuke bangun, ia tidak menemukan Rei di atas tempat tidurnya. Tapi ia tahu kemana Rei pergi. Sambil menarik nafas panjang, Kyosuke bangkit dan kemudian duduk di tepi tempat tidur.

"Apa yang kau pikirkan, aniki?" tanya Naoto yang sedang berdiri di dekat pintu. "Rei?"

Kyosuke tidak berkata sepatah katapun. Ia hanya mendengus sekali saja sebelum keheningan kembali merangkul seisi kamarnya. Hanya bunyi angin yang ditiupkan pendingin ruangan saja yang terdengar sayup-sayup.

"Rei meninggalkan ini sebelum ia pergi" kata Naoto sambil menyerahkan secarik kertas putih kepada Kyosuke. "Ia memintaku untuk menyerahkannya kepadamu kalau kau sudah bangun."

Di atas kertas putih itu hanya ada beberapa huruf yang ditulis rapi, "Aku menunggu kedatanganmu, Kyosuke-kun."

"Pergilah, aniki. Jangan kecewakan Rei" pinta Naoto. Dirangkulnya tubuh kakaknya dari belakang.

"Apakah Rei menantikan kedatanganku?"

Pertanyaan itu terdengar begitu idiot di telinganya sendiri... entah kenapa ia masih sedikit ragu dengan perasaan Rei.

"Kau harus ke sana, Kyosuke" kata Takashi yang tiba-tiba masuk ke dalam kamar Kyosuke. "Setelah apa yang terjadi selama ini, kau tidak pantas meragukan perasaan Rei terhadap dirimu."

"Aniki..." desah Kyosuke. "Aku... aku hanya..."

"Kau masih mempermasalahkan kenapa Rei memutuskan untuk berangkat ke Jerman?" tanya Takashi dengan bijaksana. Ia tahu perasaan Kyosuke yang sesungguhnya meskipun Kyosuke tidak mengatakannya.

Takashi diam sejenak sebelum melanjutkan kata-katanya, "Rei sempat bertemu denganku tadi pagi dan dia sudah menjelaskan semuanya kepadaku. Tidak ada alasan bagimu untuk meragukan perasaan Rei terhadap dirimu. Dia mencintaimu... amat sangat mencintamu, malah. Tapi ia ingin memantapkan dulu hidupnya. Dengan berangkat ke Jerman, ia akan bisa menggapai cita-citanya sebagai pianis. Kau pasti mengerti keinginan Rei kan?"

"Tapi..."

"Aku tahu kau merasa sulit berpisah dengan Rei sekarang apalagi setelah kalian berhasil menyatukan perasaan kalian. Tapi tidakkah kau merasa egois kalau kau memaksa Rei untuk tetap tinggal di Jepang dan menemani dirimu sampai kau lulus tahun depan? Kyosuke, kemanakah dirimu yang dewasa yang selama ini kau tunjukkan pada Rei? Jangan menyusahkan Rei dengan sifat kekanak-kanakanmu."

Kata-kata terakhir dari Takashi menyentakkan Kyosuke. Ya, ia tidak boleh egois dan memaksakan kehendaknya begitu saja kepada Rei. Sebagai orang yang mencintai Rei, ia tidak boleh menghalangi apa yang menjadi impian Rei. Justru ia harus mendukung Rei dengan memberikan kesempatan kepada Rei untuk menggapai cita-citanya.

"Aku akan ke sana. Aku akan bertemu Rei sebelum ia berangkat ke Jerman."

***

"Kau masih menunggu kedatangan Mizuhara, Rei?" tanya Alex. Pemuda Cina itu duduk di samping Rei dan menyerahkan sebotol air mineral yang langsung ditolak Rei.

Rei hanya diam saja. Ia terus menatap ke arah luar, berharap kalau Kyosuke akan datang.

"Tuhan, apa yang menarik dari anak ingusan seperti itu? Ia benar-benar..."

"Ini bukan urusanmu, Alex" kata Rei dengan suara tenang dan tegas. "Kurasa kita sudah sepakat kalau kau tidak akan mempermasalahkan masalah ini lagi. Kau tahu aku tidak akan segan-segan menghajarmu kalau kau menjelek-jelekkan Kyosuke lagi. Aku sudah memilih Kyosuke dan keputusanku sudah final."

"Oh well, apapun katamu, Rei."

Rei kembali menatap ke arah luar dengan perasaan galau. Apakah Naoto sudah menyerahkan pesan yang ditinggalkannya? Rei melirik jam tangannya lagi. Lima menit sebelum boarding dan Kyosuke belum juga muncul.

Kyosuke tidak muncul juga sampai akhirnya petugas bandara mengumumkan kepada para penumpang kalau pesawat JAL dengan tujuan Muenchen akan segera berangkat. Dengan kecewa dan sedih, Rei bangkit dari tempat duduknya bersama-sama dengan Alex dan penumpang-penumpang lain. Kyosuke tidak datang, batinnya sedih.

Rei baru akan masuk ke belalai yang menghubungkan pesawat dengan ruang keberangkatan ketika tiba-tiba telepon genggamnya bergetar di dalam sakunya. Ia mengeluarkan telepon genggamnya dan melihat nama Kyosuke di layar.

"Kyosuke?" ujarnya dengan cepat begitu ia menerima telepon itu.

"Aku ada di luar ruangan keberangkatanmu."

Rei langsung membalikkan badannya dan melihat ke arah yang dimaksud Kyosuke. Dengan cepat ia bisa melihat tampang Kyosuke yang masih acak-acakan di balik kaca tebal yang memisahkan mereka. Ia buru-buru berlari ke sana dan sinar matanya langsung berubah bahagia. Ia membuat isyarat 'tunggu aku di sana' dengan tangannya tapi Kyosuke menahannya dengan isyarat 'jangan, di sini saja'. Rei sudah nyaris protes namun dia merasa telepon genggamnya bergetar lagi dan ia kembali mengeluarkan telepon genggamnya dari dalam sakunya. Ada mail masuk... dari siapa? Ia buru-buru membuka mail itu dan tersenyum. Mail itu dari Kyosuke dan isinya "Tidak usah keluar dari ruang keberangkatan, Rei. Kita bicara di sini saja. Gunakan telepon genggammu untuk bicara denganku." Dua detik kemudian, telepon genggamnya kembali berbunyi. Kyosuke.

"Hai..." sapa Rei dengan suara pelan namun nadanya penuh dengan kegembiraan.

"Maaf, aku datang terlambat ke sini."

"Kukira kau tak akan datang ke sini, Kyo."

"Tadinya memang begitu..." Kyosuke mengaku. "Tapi aku sadar kalau itu tidak pantas. Seperti yang sudah dikatakan Takashi padaku, tak ada alasan bagiku untuk tidak mengantarkan kepergianmu."

Rei hanya mengangguk pelan saja. Dari belakangnya, Alex memanggilnya. Mendengar namanya dipanggil, Rei membalikkan tubuhnya dan memberikan isyarat kepada Alex kalau ia akan segera menuju pesawat dalam waktu lima menit. Alex hanya bisa mengangkat tangannya ketika melihat isyarat itu.

"Aku sempat merasa ragu dengan perasaanmu kepadaku, Rei. Aku merasa kalau kau lebih mementingkan karirmu sebagai pianis daripada diriku... aku merasa disisihkan olehmu gara-gara..."

"Sstt... aku mengerti perasaanmu, Kyo. Sejujurnya, aku juga merasa berat meninggalkanmu. Seandainya bisa, aku ingin tetap tinggal di sini dan menemanimu sampai lulus. Tahun depan baru kita sama-sama pergi ke Jerman. Tapi..."

"Apa yang kau putuskan sekarang sudah benar, Rei. Jangan ubah keputusanmu hanya karena aku. Aku akan terus menunggumu. Aku tidak akan berpaling dari dirimu. Hanya kaulah yang kucintai."

Rei sudah mendengarkan kata-kata itu semalam sebelumnya akan tetapi kata-kata yang diucapkan Kyosuke itu amat menyentuh perasaannya. Tak terasa air matanya mengalir membasahi pipi.

"Aku mencintaimu, Rei. Aku bersumpah kalau..."

"Sstt... cium aku, Kyo."

Rei langsung menempelkan bibirnya di kaca tebal yang memisahkan mereka. Kyosuke tersenyum dan kemudian ikut menempelkan bibirnya di kaca tebal itu. Secara bersamaan, keduanya memejamkan mata mereka. Kedua tangan mereka pun turut bertaut di tempat yang sama... entah itu naluri atau apa. Seandainya kaca tebal itu tidak ada, kedua bibir mereka dan kedua tangan mereka akan bertemu di tempat yang sama.

Rei-lah yang pertama kali membuka matanya. Melihat Kyosuke yang masih menempelkan bibirnya di kaca sambil memejamkan matanya, ia tersenyum tipis.

"Kyo, sudah selesai ciumannya" bisiknya lewat telepon genggam. "Kau tidak malu berciuman denganku lewat kaca?"

Serta merta Kyo membuka matanya dan tersipu malu.

"Aku mencintaimu, Kyo" bisiknya lagi dengan suara pelan.

"Aku juga."

Keduanya tersenyum... lama sekali sampai akhirnya suara Alex mengagetkan Rei.

"Rei, kita sudah tak punya waktu lagi. Kita harus naik ke pesawat sekarang atau mereka akan meninggalkan kita."

"Iya, aku tahu" kata Rei sambil memasang tampang cemberut. "Kyo..."

"Aku tahu. Kau harus masuk ke pesawat sekarang kan? Masuklah, Rei" bisik Kyosuke sambil tersenyum. Senyuman Kyosuke serta-merta membuat Rei kembali meneteskan air matanya.

"Aku mencintaimu, Kyo. Sampai..."

"Aku ingin bicara sebentar dengan Alex. Bisa kan?"

"Bisa."

Rei menyerahkan telepon genggamnya kepada Alex yang menatapnya dengan heran sambil berkata, "Kyosuke ingin bicara denganmu."

Ketika Alex meletakkan telepon genggam itu di samping telinganya, Kyosuke langsung berkata, "Alex, tolong jaga Rei untukku. Aku minta maaf atas semua hal yang pernah terjadi di antara kita... kau tahu, aku melakukannya karena..."

"Aku tahu... aku mengaku kalah kepadamu. Rei sudah memilihmu, Kyosuke-san. Dia memilihmu karena dia mencintaimu dan dia mempercayaimu. Aku tidak pernah melihat cinta yang begitu besar sebelumnya. Aku akan menjaganya untukmu."

"Terima kasih."

Alex menyerahkan telepon genggam yang dipegangnya kepada Rei.

"Sudah?" tanya Rei ketika ia menerima kembali telepon genggamnya.

"Satu permintaan lagi... cium aku sekali lagi."

Rei tersenyum sebelum ia dan Kyosuke kembali menempelkan bibir-bibir mereka di kaca.

"Berbaliklah sekarang, Rei. Melangkahlah dengan berani ke masa depanmu. Aku akan terus menunggumu di sini" bisik Kyosuke lirih ketika mereka selesai berciuman. "Aku bersumpah kepadamu, yang tadi itu bukan ciuman terakhir kita. Akan ada lagi ciuman-ciuman yang manis untukmu... karena aku tidak pernah mencintai orang lain seperti aku mencintaimu."

Kyosuke menutup teleponnya setelah itu karena Rei sudah menghilang di balik belalai yang menghubungkan pesawat dengan ruang keberangkatan. Ia menatap ke arah belalai itu selama beberapa detik sebelum akhirnya ia memutuskan untuk pulang. Ketika ia membalikkan badannya, ada mail masuk... dari Rei. Isinya adalah sebuah pesan, "Terima kasih sudah datang ke bandara untukku. Terima kasih pula untuk ciumanmu. Aku mencintaimu, Kyosuke. Aku akan meneleponmu begitu aku sampai di sana. PS: Awas kalau kau berani selingkuh!!"

Sambil membaca mail itu, Kyosuke melangkahkan kakinya... dia tahu, semuanya tidak akan berakhir dengan perpisahan itu. Semua akan berlanjut dan berlanjut dan dia akan membuktikan kalau cinta mereka tak akan pupus meskipun dipisahkan oleh jarak.

He he he, akhirnya ada mood buat nulis cerita lagi. ^^ Mood-nya akhirnya muncul karena minggu kemarin aku dilanda depresi yang berkepanjangan soal cinta... he he he, apakah ini artinya aku hanya bisa produktif kalau lagi depresi? Probably yes... tapi memang ide dasar cerita ini lahir begitu saja waktu aku lagi depresi. Seperti biasa, niatnya langsung nulis cerita yang romantis. Karakter-karakternya pun langsung dibuat saat depresi... yang terpilih sebagai Mizuhara Kyosuke sudah pasti Handa Kento. Imej-nya sudah pas banget dengan Kyosuke. Lalu yang terpilih sebagai Mizuhara Takashi adalah Segawa Ryou dan yang terpilih sebagai Mizuhara Naoto adalah Koike Teppei. Trus kalau untuk Alex, aku ngerasa kalau Wallace Huo itu imej-nya cocok banget dengan Alex. Satu-satunya kelemahan, imej buat Kusano Rei itu masih nggak ketemu... ^^;;; ...nggak rela masangin siapapun dengan Handa Kento jadinya terpaksa imej Kusano Rei masih kosong. Bagian yang sudah aku ketik di atas itu termasuk bagian akhir dari cerita. Bagian awal ceritanya malah sama sekali belum disentuh... he he he, aku emang paling niat kalau disuruh bikin bagian akhir cerita ketimbang bagian awal. Masih banyak karakter lain yang bakalan muncul kok... he he he, idenya masih diolah aja.

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 17.19___

Monday, October 13, 2003

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I am in a very good mood to explode, thanks to two certain persons for giving me the reasons to explode at the first place. -_- Yeah, those two really pissed me off and I won't let them 'escape' easily from my anger.
First, a certain person who doesn't know how to respect older people. This person keeps tagging at others' TagBoards with her meaningless and pointless tags as if she is trying to tell everyone she knows everything. One of my closest friends has already told me this person is absolutely annoying and impolite but I still considered her as my friends. But her latest tag really pissed me off... she wrote 'eh, mami lu masih semuda itu? tapi serantang deh anaknya... *ditimpuk*' [written in Indonesian because I don't know how to write it in English] on my TagBoard as if it is a funny sentence. Hello, do you think it is a funny sentence that you had to write it on my TagBoard at the first place? Hell, that sentence isn't funny at all!! I don't know why you wrote that sentence on my TagBoard but I think it is very impolite... -_- ...I was greeting my Mom and you came to my blog just to write that meaningless sentence. I wouldn't be so angry if you also gave her a greeting like Freya did. I wouldn't be angry at you if you made fun of me like writing 'I think you're gay' or something but you did make fun of my Mom and I will never forgive you!! She is my Mom, for God's sake... she means everything for me and you know what, YOU MEAN NOTHING FOR ME EVEN AS A FRIEND. It is not your business at all that she has four sons... who do you think you are? Her sister? Her daughter? She has her own freedom to decide how many sons and daughters she will have in her life. She is not your Mom and you didn't have to be so occupied to give her such a comment. Honestly, I know I am not a good son because I usually have fights with her [both of us always have different opinions on so many things] but I love her so much. I always try my best to respect her. Your words really make me sick... I think you are a good friend yet you are just an annoying person. You really pissed me off... your words sound impolite for me and I don't have any reason to forgive you now. Forgiving you would be a stupid mistake for me... sorry, I have no mercy for you. You can blame your manner for losing a friend but I don't care about you and that manner of yours anymore. Why should I care about you? I HAVE NO REASON TO DO IT ANYMORE. One thing to remember, please don't come to this blog again and write on my TagBoard... you are not welcomed anymore. -_- Oh ya, thanks banget karena udah nganggep gue dan adik-adik gue sebagai rantangan... sama sekali nggak lucu tuh. Dasar orang yang nggak bisa bikin lelucon tapi sok bikin lelucon. Bikin lelucon yang nyindir orang tua pula... kalau mau nyindir orang tua sendiri sih kagak masalah buat gue [ngapain juga mikirin orang lain di saat gue lagi pusing dengan hidup gue?]... tapi karena yang disindir nyokap gue yah siap-siap aja ngerasain amarah gue. Itu sama aja ngajak berantem dan musuhan dalam kamus gue.
The second person... -_- ...a moron who keeps coming to one of my favorite threads at KG Forum just to tell me and my online friends that he hates everything relates to gay. Hello, no one ever asked you to come to that thread and wrote your comment there... if you dislike gay movies, gay relationships, gay stories, and other related things, just grab your pathetic ass and leave us alone. This annoying guy even wrote 'Yuck, I don't understand why the actors want to kiss another guy on the movies. If the producers ask me to kiss another guy, I won't do it for sure.'... oh well, who asks you to kiss another guy? Who invites you to come to that thread, for God's sake? The title of the thread is Queers as Folks and you still came to that thread? Who is the stupid guy here, huh? Honestly, we don't need people like you to come to our favorite thread and give us your private comment... we know about the topics we are talking about and we enjoy ourselves talking about them. If you don't like anything relates to gay life, you don't have to come to the thread. Just respect us and we will respect you in return. -_- This annoying guy also wrote his stupid comments on other things like Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon, saying that he dislikes the 'yuri relationship' between Tennou Haruka and Kaiou Michiru or that he dislikes Sailor Moon because Sailor Moon is just a shoujo manga. God, if you dislike yuri between Haruka and Michiru, don't come to the thread. If you dislike Sailor Moon because Sailor Moon is just a shoujo manga, leave us alone... we don't need you to disgrace Sailor Moon. Or maybe I should tell you that every comics which are serialized on Nakayoshi are shoujo mangas? -_- Morons are still morons, they will never change.
Gosh, those two really made me sick... thinking of them will rise my blood pressure.

Izumi Masayuki will release his first photobook on January 2004 and the photobook is going to be published by Asahi Sonorama... won't buy that photobook, of course. Hey, it is Izumi Masayuki's photobook, not Handa Kento's photobook. *gets bricked* Er, Izumi Masayuki's photobook is going to be published by Asahi Sonorama? *stares in disbelief* That Asahi Sonorama? The one who publishes a lot of tokusatsu books? Don't tell me Asahi Sonorama will put Izumi Masayuki's pictures as Kiba Yuji and Horse Orphnoch there. ^^;;;

___k4r-kun enters the battle with Takumi @ 22.10___

k4r-kun is just an ordinary guy with an ordinary life. Lives in Indonesia and was born on March 18, 1981. Loves his family and his friends. Majoring in accounting but has no interest on it. Jobless and is looking for a good job, preferably media-related job. Somehow has the interest to learn photography and web-designing now. Hates himself and always finds difficulties to trust in others. Likes anime, bishounen, dorama, manga, music, tokusatsu, and yaoi. Dislikes annoying persons, being used by his friends who only want to get benefits from a relationship, being separated from his beloved ones, and living in metropolitan city. Used to feel confused about sexual preference but that matter means nothing now. Deeply in love with Handa Kento and hopes he would be able to meet Handa Kento someday.

W i s h e s...
All Handa Kento's doramas and movies
All Ito Hideaki's doramas and movies
Fe2: Tetsuji Tamayama Photo Book

Favorite animanga characters

Amano Ginji Arisue Sei Cerberus [Kero-chan] Chibi Inuki Chii Chikage Dark Mousy Himura Rikuou Iwakura Lain Kamina Ayato Kasumi Karen Kazuma Kinomoto Sakura Kinomoto Touya Kokubunji Minoru Kotoko Kudou Kazahaya Kurosaki Ken Kurz Weber Lady Une Luna Lune Mibu Kyoshiro Mireille Bouquet Mishima Reika

Mizuki Kaho Nagare Ryoma Nakatsu Shuichi Niwa Daisuke Noin Quatre Raberba Winner Sakuma Ryuichi Sanada Yukimura Saotome Michiru Sherrice Adjani Shia Shitou Haruka Souma Ayame Souma Hatori Souma Hatsuharu Souma Kisa Souma Ritsu Spinel Sun [Suppi-chan] Sumeragi Subaru Sumomo Suu Tenjou Utena Umeda Hokuto Yuumura Kirika Yuzuki

S e i y u u s...

Hisakawa Aya Hoshi Souichirou Inoue Kazuhiko Inoue Kikuko Kamiya Akira Koyasu Takehito Kuwashima Houko Miki Shinichirou

Mitsuishi Kotono Morikubo Shoutaro Okiayu Ryutarou Sakamoto Maaya Seki Toshihiko Sugita Tomokazu Tanaka Rie Yuzuki Ryouka

Favorite tokusatsu characters

Akama Kenichi Ashihara Ryou Fubuki Keisuke Hikawa Makoto Hoshikawa Gaku Imamura Miku Inui Takumi Kaido Naoya Kiba Yuji

Kirishima Miho Kitaoka Shuichi Madoka Daigo Momozono Miki Ohgami Tsukumaro Samezu Kai Tezuka Miyuki Tsugami Shouichi Yazumi Jun

Favorite dorama characters
Arisue Sei
Hotto Kohji
Ono Yusuke

M a n g a...

Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon Cardcaptor Sakura Chobits Clover Count Cain D.N.Angel Fruits Basket GoHou Drug Hanazakari no Kimitachi e

Inu Yasha Mahou Kishi RayEarth Meitantei Conan Tenshi Kinryouku Tokyo Babylon X Yami no Matsuei YASHA

A n i m e...

.hack//SIGN Aquarian Age ~ Sign for Evolution ~ Ayashi no Ceres Azumanga Daioh Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon Captain Tsubasa Cardcaptor Sakura Chobits Choudenji Machine Voltes V Dragon Drive Fruits Basket Get Backers Getter Robo Getter Robo G Gravion Gravitation

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Chikyuu Sentai Fiveman Choriki Sentai Ohranger Dai Sentai Goggle V Denji Sentai Megaranger Hyakujuu Sentai Gaoranger Kaiketsu LionMaru Kamen Rider Agito Kamen Rider Black

Kamen Rider Faiz Kamen Rider Ryuki Kyukyu Sentai GoGo V Megaloman Uchuu Keiji Sharivan Ultraman Cosmos Ultraman Gaia Ultraman Tiga

D o r a m a...
Antique ~ Seiyou Kotto Yogashiten
Kyuumei Byouto 24 Ji II
YASHA

M o v i e s...
Battle Royale
Bishounen no Koi
Cross Fire
Lan Yu
Love Song [currently looking for this title]
Onmyouji [currently looking for this title]
Shurayukihime

A c t o r s...

Andou Masanobu Fujiki Naohito Fujiwara Tatsuya Ito Hideaki Kashuu Toshiki

Nakamura Shunsuke Oguri Shun Stephen Fung Tamayama Tetsuji Tomoi Yusuke

A r t i s t s...

Christina Aguilera Hamasaki Ayumi Kawamura Ryuichi Luna Sea

See-Saw The Calling The Corrs Whitney Houston

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