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August 29, 2005
Currently reliving the Bamboo days ;)
Yes. Bamboo. They have a new album out. I prefer As The Music Plays though. It's a gread album (ano to? advertisment?)! I love every song in it, except for Noypi and Mr. Clay. Hoho ;) Anywho. There. My day was good. And so was every other day before today and after Friday :) Friday, as you can see, wasn't all good. I mean, it was, except for the end part. Contemplating bullshit. I hate having to do that, even though I do it practically everyday, specially when I have nothing to do and no one to talk to, which has been pretty often lately. And since insomia has been knocking at my door practically since third year started, much thinking comes, day and night, tired or not. Which is sad, cause I never really think of good things. Or maybe I do, but it's just not good enough so I feel as if it isnt? Ok, weird.
Saturday was good ;) Ugh. I forgot what I did. Weird. Oh yes!! Dinner ;) I went with Paolo and Micah ;) Catching up on some crap lang ;) It was supposed to be for dinner, but we weren't able to eat any. We were too caught up in playing billards at Eastwood, so there. We weren't able to eat at all, except for some juice, coke, and all that crap ;) It was fun though. We have dinner slash go out like, once a month lang, and it gives us time to catch up on stuff ;) Haaay. Got home, and surprise, surprise! Party. Gawd. Sooo many people, and sooo noisy, and sooo, well, weird. I dint even hear my mom talking bout some get together crap. Sheesh ;) I had nothing to do, and I was uber bored. So I went online!! ;) Woohoo! I've been online practically everyday, even though I've been busy, cause some work requires research and stuff, so that includes YM and friendster i guess ;) Gawd. Anywho. So there. I forgot what happened na ;) Pero, I talked to Mel that night, or was it Friday? Forgot! Pero I talked to him ;)
Sunday ;) Ugh. Went out? Yes, I most certainly did ;) I went to my cousin's first. Then, Carlos picked me up, so we could hang out daw and crap. So, went to Starbucks, arrived with Justin, Bea, Cars, Chris, Anton, Sab, Ju, Lean, Kev, and Marc there. Kaya pala big car yung dala, hoho ;) Anywho, there. We lounged for a while, then switched to some bar at Tomas Morato to lounge some more. It was my first time there, out of the many times I've been hanging out there. It was Ok I guess ;) I forgot the name though!!! Sad. Anywho. There. Got home at around.. Ugh. Forgot na tuloy. like 10? Or was it 11? I forgot dammit! ;) Anywho. Went online, AGAIN, and chatted with Karen and some other people ;) Tapos I got sick of chatting na, so I talked to Karen over the phone nalang ;) Tapos we finshed passed one na, cause my mom got mad at me cause it was late na daw and all that ;) Sheesh.
Thank gawd there aren't any classes today and tomorrow. I seriously wouldn't have anything to pass to Sir Prado and Sir Antiquera if we did. Haha! And to think I wasn't able to get much work done today. I was too caught up in this new guitar program that we have, which is cool ;) Haha ok whatever.
See! I'm surprisingly not contemplating today, which is great, haha whatever ;)
Today was good. I was planning to go to Greenhills, and I though all hope was lost, since it's a working holiday, my mom dint go to work, so I had no one to take me there :) I was planning to bring Angeli along pa naman, per anyway.. Ayun. At around 2:30, Justin texted me saying that he was done studying and if I wanted to go somewhere. So thank heavens, he texted talaga! He saved me from boredom, haha! ;) So there. He got here at around 3:30, and we headed on to Greenhills. I was supposed to buy these peasant skirts that I've been seeing lately, kaso out of stock and alll that crap. Lucky Justin, he was able to buy a whole load of stuff ;) Grabe. I only had about less than a thousand, so I really couldn't indulge in the shopping spirit, I was only there for the skirts anyway, right?
Cool cool. So, in other words, I went home empty handed, haha! Sheesh.
at 10:39 PM, Monday
August 26, 2005
Tired of living.
I honestly am. Tired of waking up each friggin' day to go to school, tired of not having any time for myself and my friends anymore, tired of having to sleep at around 11 o'clock each friggin' night cause of all the damn school work I have, just, tired of living. Tired of living up to people's expectations, tired of listening to people who don't listen to me, tired of being so used, tired of hearing problems that i don't give a damn about, practically, tired of everything.
Except...
for people who make my day ;) Gawd. I'm so thankful to have friends to hang on to. Friends, and some special people ( not in that sense hah, special lang to me ;) ) who text me Good Mornings in the, well, morning, duh! ;) Gosh. Parang. It's never complete without a good morning ;) I'm so spoiled na, I have a friend who greets me good morning everyday, and ang sad kapag hindi siya nag greet, parang may kulang ;) Aiii promise, I get spoiled soooo easilyyy! ;) So easily that it sucks na, cause i miss people too much most often. Sheesh.
It's been such a drag going to school everyday. I dunwana go to school anymore :) Haaay. I wanna go out with friends, chill, and have a week's off to catch up on all I have to do. Gawd. Soooo tough to live, noh? Hmmm. I have sooo much to do over the weekend that it's ruining my social life na, and I dunwant that to happennnn!! That would be like, sooo sad, cause that's the only time I feel uber light and carefree, when I'm with my friends :) Haaay..
Gawd. Friday last week, no classes, went to Eastwood with Angge and AJ ;) Watched Bewitched, went to the arcade, ate some Baked Lasagna and Ziti, and went home ;) That's it for my damn social life last week. And this week I ain't going no where cause, yun nga, uber daming gagawin and all!!!
I'ma post nalang next time, when I have time, offline na muna, haha! ;)
at 8:52 PM, Friday
August 18, 2005
Uh huh, this my shit..
Ugh. Hollaback girl is on replay on my head ;) There's this song that I lurve though, I've heard slashed watched it on Myx once, and I totally fell in love with the vintage feel of the song, that was waaaaay back though, and today was the only day that I was able to download it ;) It's A Beginning of Something Wonderful by Orange and Lemons ;) It's not in their album though, no idea why, it's uber cool pa naman!! ;) Hahaha whatever. Ugh.
Tiring day. Hindi pa ko nakakaligo, I feel like I stink sooo bad na, I haven't eaten dinner yet, instead I've been drinking kavod, arctic, haha ;) Ugh. My tummy hurts, I have so much "nerdifying" to do, I'm out practically the whole day everyday, and I think I'm failing my first quarter. So. The upside? The fact that I'm out practically the whole day everyday of course! I mean, I know it's a lot, but it's practically the only time I feel normal or whatever. Ugh. I'm supposed to be at Alabang right now, but then, I was too tired. Kaya lang namana ko naka uniform pa is because some friends came over and so I dint have time to change anymore ;) Gawd. I'ma take a bath later on. ;)
Sheesh. Soooo much to do! I'ma do an advanced reading for Noli Me Tangere, so as to not fail any quizzes for Filipino, EVER!! I promise to be an honor student, TALAGA!!! I soooo wanna walk up that stage!!! And pass UP of course!!! It's the only school that I really want to go to!! (I think I've stated that a million times before). Gawd. Ugh! ;)
I can't seem to find any lyrics of Orange and Lemons. Ugh.
I Just realized something. Isn't it sick how most of our sentences start with I's? I mean, seeee!!! Everything I say is connected to me in a way!! Which isn't right! If we could just stop and think, just for one second, about the rest of the world, then maybe there would be a difference. Gawd. Everything!! It's all I's. I, I, I, I.... It never stops!!!! We people are too selfish!! All we think about (for those who won't admit it, get the hell out of here, haha!) are ourselves and everything else connected to us, no more, no less. Sheesh. It's hard to live this way though, wanting everything and not getting any? Thinking of ourselves all the time and not even stoping to think "am I the only one who thinks of me?". HAHAHAHA!! Ok!!! Labooo!!! ;) NEVERMIND!! Ugh! I'm going around in circles!!! Effect ba to ng masyadong matagal na exposure sa iba't ibang tao?! I THINK NOT!!! ;) Sheeeeesh!!
at 8:41 PM, Thursday
August 16, 2005
Sheesh.
It isn't the number of breaths you take. It's the number of moments that take your breath away --- The meaning of life as stated on Hitch ;)
I dint know what kind of a day this would turn out to be. I practically couldn't sleep last night cause of all the thinking I've been doing. Mostly college. It's the thing that's been occupying my mind lately since I've heard of that 2 point average I need to have to be able to get into UP. Sheesh. Why cant it be a 2.5 or something? Gawd. It's not like I'm a genius or anything. I'm just an average student that wants to get into UP so that my diploma or whatever would be recognized abroad. Anywho. Gawd. I don't want to talk about that anymore.
I slept through half of Social (first period), and I was sleepy throughout Geom (second period) which isn't really good. I hate sleeping in class, it makes me feel as if I've missed out on so much!! And I couldn't help it kanina cause my eyelids had "magnets" on them that kept on pulling them down. Dammit. It's not like I want to!!! Sheesh. UGH. Pinagiinitan na nga yata ako nung Geom teacher namin kanina. She kept on looking at me, probably awaiting my next stupid move, which was to fall asleep. Sheesh! Gimmie a break honey! Buntiska pa man, haha! :) UGH!! Connection!! Haha labo!! ;)
It's official. I failed my English exams. And yes, THERE'S A FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING DAMMIT!!!! I never, NEVER failed an examination in my life, and this is where I choose to begin, when my grades for UP matter the most!!!! GAWD!!! The fuck. I really don't want this!!!! And the bad part is, the sheet thing where all our exams scores are written, is due tomorrow, SIGNED by the parents. GAWD!!! Errrr. They might not let me go out anymore on Friday, which would suck!!! Sheesh!!! I don't wanna do thissss!! But hey, I'd rather submit it that get a C or whatever in my conduct. Screw honesty. Haha! Some *toot* change their scores since the reply slip to be passed didn't include naman daw the scores, so the teachers wouldn't know. Honestly, I was about to do it, just so that they'd let me go out or whatever. I just dint have the heart to do it. I ALMOST DID THOUGH!!!! I wrote it na actually, but erased it with correction tape. I couldn't do it! Just couldn't.
We, namely me, Angge, and whoever else is going, were supposed to watch Sibol on Friday. Yep. Addicted I guess, haha! Anywho, it was just earlier that I found out that the show that was showing on Friday wasn't Sinta. Instead, it was Cyrano de Bergerac all over again! We already watched it, so no need to watch it again right? So there, good thing we had plans for the afternoon, thinking that we'll just carry on those plans till night ;) Eastwood is supposedly where we're going ;) We're going for AJ's birthday, kasi we have to make bawi for her party and all. Haaay. I just wish everyone we asked for would come. It's for AJ naman eh, and everyone else, hehe! :)
So yes. My plans for the following days are as follows:
Wednesday: Have picture taken for my replacement ID :)
Thursday: Nada.
Friday: Brunch with Kev and the other people at... Starbucks? Haha no idea.
Saturday: Ugh. Homework in the afternoon, dinner with Justin, Bea and Marc, and well, no night life, haha lame :)
Sunday: Family day thing at cousins. Lunch till dinner :)
---------Next week---------
Monday: Nada. School? Haha! :)
Tuesday: AGAIN, NADA! ;)
Wednesday – Thursday: RETREAT!!!! ;)
Friday: Sibol play: SINTA!!!! ;) woohoo fun! :)
Saturday: No idea yet. But it's Chris' birthday, so we never know….
EVERYONE!! Gimme palancas or retreat letters or whatever!!! ;) Retreat next week mahn!!! Woohoo, fun fun fun!! :)
Gawd. Hating THE. Miss Razo makes us work on such hard questions and shit, that aren't even that important. Gawd. I just wish she'd leave and take all her make up with her!! UGH!!!!
OH YEAH!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIR ANTIQUERA!!! 25!!!! ;) UBER COOL!! :)
at 9:21 PM, Tuesday
August 15, 2005
Inspired, yet..
My god. I read Mel's blog entry for Saturday (cause he told me to) and it hit me. HARD. I mean, he's not the only one who's life's a mess. Mine is too, BIG TIME. I mean, first and foremost, my studies. Now, I'm not the greatest student ever, but I'd really like to get into UP and take up Accounting or whatever. And since Ateneo doesn't offer that course, who knows what might happen to me if I don't pass UP?!?! Gosh! I wont know what to do for heaven's sake!! Haaay. And the problem is, I think, no, I KNOW that my first quarter grades aren't really deserving of a standing ovation, so why bother? WHY BOTHER?! Uhhh. I want to pass UP sooooo bad!! I want to take up accounting soooo bad, and obviously, my mind's made up for what I want to do with my life. And that is to type things, to compute, and to sign papers. Hahaha, so much for having the LIFE we all aspire for. Ugh. So many problems, so many concerns, so little me, haha! ;) I just wish that life wasn't so complicated sometimes. I mean yeah, I love the challenge, but sometimes, it's just too much for me to take! Sometimes I just feel like collapsing and shit. Gawd! Haaaay. I wanna die. Kill me. Now. And. Bring. Me. Back. To. Life. When. Everything's. Over.
I took Sam's friend quiz thing. Haha lame Sam! Ugh. Are you THAT bored?! Haha kidding ;) I've been thinking a lot lately. About stuff. Life. People. Friends. College. Career. A certain someone. No, not a certain someone, THAT certain someone who'll make my life worth living. The only problem is, I have yet to meet him! Or maybe I have na, but I haven't figured out that he's that certain someone? Oh gawd. Cheesy I know, but when you have nothing else to think about except your problems, these issues come to mind, you know? Haha! ;)
I've been really happy lately though. After everything, no, I mean, after NOTHING that has happened with Robin, nothing really matters anymore. What's sad about it is that I don't miss him that much. Which makes me wonder if I really DID feel something, although, I KNOW that I did. It's just weird. Haaay. Anywho as I was saying� after everything that has happened with him, I don't think I'm ready to put myself out there again. Ugh. It's cheesy and stupid I know, but, haaaay. He made me feel so good, and if he can leave me just like that, then the "goodness" I felt wasn't probably all that real. WEIRDNESS!! Why the fuck am I saying this?!!? Uhhhh life. Spontaneous and never straightforward.
Actually, right now, as in now, I'm not thinking of anything wrong or whatever. In the long run though, the things that I worry about are the greatest. Which I think isn't all that good. I mean, I don't think about these all the time, but when I stop and think, and have nothing to do, this is what happens. Tons and tons of thoughts, uncertainties, concerns and troubles come to mind. It's not like I can help it either. Gawd.
Nevermind. Paikot-ikot lang yata tong entry ko, which I think doesn't make sense at all. Yun lang. worries. Inspired by Mel's blog entry. Sheesh. Buhay talaga oh! Parang life.
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at 9:57 PM, Monday
August 13, 2005
Feel Good Inc. :)
Gosh. That song's been on repeat on my WMP for the past 30 mins, and since I find it uber cool and uber addicting, I have no plans whatsoever of changing it in the duration of the time that I'm online ;)
Sheesh. My past entries are full of GAWDS and GOSHES.. Haaay. I don't mean to sound maarte naman eh, kasi I'm not, it's just that, GOD has been an expression lately, and I really don't want to type GOD over and over again, kaya yan, gawd nalang :) NEVERMIND!! ;)
Gosh. Tiring day ;) Sobrang. Had this meeting thing at DQ's, which only 5 of us attended I'm proud to say!! Then got home to find out that I was going out for dinner with Paolo and Pat :) Ate at A Venetto, uber sarap!! ;) Niiiiice!! :) We ate dinner for like, 3 hours, so ang weird namin dun, we were the longest people there na, haha!! :) Pero, kasi, we had so much to catch up on, it's been a while since I was able to go out to dinner with them kasi, and we haven't been able to talk lately cause of the workload and shit. Gosh! :) Pero that's it for the day. It was uber fun even though I DID go home at around 8 lang, at least I get to go online, talk with some friends over the phone, and just bum around :)
GAWD!! ;)
at 11:25 PM, Saturday
August 12, 2005
Drysdale :)
Umiinom ako nung Drysdale mango juice convenient pack, at ang sarap! :) Haha! ;) Just got back from the mall, after tons of groceries and brand new school shoes thank you very much! :) Haaay, super bulok na kasi ung shoes ko! Since it's been raining practically everyday for the past week, and since my shoes aren't in GREAT condition at all, the water's been leaking my socks every friggin' day! Gawd! Thank God for my dad, who looked at me with much pity when I got home last Wednesday! ;)
AMAZING DAY YESTERDAY, I HAVE TO SAY!!! Gawd. Angge and I went to Tranquil Mood, and gawd, their massages, are amazinggggg!! Woah!!! We got these anti-stress massages thing, and it was great. My arms hurt a bit right now though, and I'm not sure whether if it's from all the badminton I've been playing lately (I quite like, months ago, but I'm starting again, so I dunno...), or the massage I got. Nevermind. I don't wanna think about it anyway, IT STILL HURTS LIKE HELL THOUGH!! ;) Gawd. Grabe. I spent most of my day yesterday at Mcdo though. Actually, Angge and I were there for like 2 hours I think before heading of to the spa :) Saw lots of people! ;) Gawd. We went back after our massages also, and we were there for a pretty long time, so yes, I have to say, I spent most of my time there, eating fries slash spaghetti, and saying hi's and hello's to everyone who passes by ;) Haaay :) So there, a tiring slash relaxing day.
OH YES!!!! Kinamumuhian ko na talaga si Sir Prado!! He doesn't know a damn thing about teaching, taken into account the fact that he's from the seminary. GAWD!!! He's nice and all, pero talaga, mag pari nalang siya!! I'ma fail religion because of him, baka siya pa maging cause nung running for honors crap ko!! I WANT TO GET INTO UP AND I NEED A TWO POINT AVERAGE TO DO SO, AND SIR PRADO AINT RUINING MY DREAMS!!!!!!! GOD HELP HIM!!! Gawd!! And the fact of the matter is, Geom was much easier than Religion!!!! SHEESH!!!!
HATING PRADO!!!!!
Oh yeah, I'm not mean. The man just doesn't know how to teach for crying out loud!!!
at 4:24 PM, Friday
August 11, 2005
Tranquil mood ;)
Woohoo ;) Just got a massage last Saturday and here I am at Angge's, waiting for the right time to go to Tranquil Mood :) Woohoo!! Massages are sooo addicting actually! ;) humaygosh! ;) Haaaaay.. I'ma go now! ;) Ciao! :)
at 2:02 PM, Thursday
August 7, 2005
YFC meeting
Yes, may pagkabanal din ako noh ;) Besides, the YFC org, as stated by everyone who's a part of it, is uber fun ;) Culture shock at first, but once you get used to it, the fun just never stops as long as with your orgmates ;) Haaay :) We had our household meeting at my place, which was a first :) I'm not a part of the YFC org in our community, instead, I'm part of it in my cousin's, so I'm pretty far away from everyone else. So, this was the first household meeting that I was able to attend of course. Fun, though it dint turn out the way I expected, I had high expectations since as I said, I never attended one :) Yun pala, bumming around lang and sharing stories and stuff ;) Fun nonetheless :) Haaay.. Humaygoolay!! ;) I have so much to do pa, I dint do a single thing this weekend, and parang,I'm too lazy to do anything pa!! ;) Goodness!!
at 8:12 PM, Sunday
August 6, 2005
Mario Buan: sino ung HIM!
Haaay si Buan, intrigue na intrigued dun sa last entry ko! ;) Buan: NEVERMIND!! ;) You will NEVER find out!! Anywho moving onnnn...
A whole day at the spa. Yes, today was one of my most relaxing days. Anywho. Just picked me up at around 12:30, and headed on to Lean's house to pick up the others ;) Got to his place at around 2:30 I think, and headed on to Town :) Gawd. Just and I were the only ones who actually went to the spa. Sina Cars, Bea, Ju and the other guys went siyopeeng while we were at the spa ;) Haaaay, you people should've seen their bags!! They should've had a grocery cart with them sa dami ng binili nila!! ;) Gawd. Kec got these uber cool nike shoes, worth like 4 thou or something, gawd. Haha, but it was worth it considering the uebr cool stuff imprinted on the damn thing! ;) Sabs got this super nice top from Mango, gosh, super nice! ;) I was too relaxe to even look at the flip-flops, which is soooo not me cause I'm currently loving slippers! ;) Haaay. Super fun! ;) Lean got these brown slash chocolate pants and shit, uebr nice, but not super nice! LEAN, you need a BUTT to hold up those pants, haha!! ;) Kidding mahn!! ;) Oh and Bea got this halter dress that I've been eyeing, but being the kuripot person that I am, I never really had the guts to get it. It's this halter top frilly dress from mango, which is like 2,500 bucks, pero ok lang cause it's really nice! ;) Parang, pang dinner parties and all ;) Haaaay!! ;) Actually, I DID get one thing. No, actually Justin got it for me, matching kami ni best, haha! ;) It's this nice lamp thing, a small one that you put in your room. It has BESTFRIENDS written on it, which was super cute! Haaaay. Today was great, and to top it all off, EVERYONE WAS PRESENT!!! Except of course for Chris and Anton who had classes, which is excusable. They're here right now anyway, just arriving from school ;)
I'm at Justin's now, and since everyone's getting drunk here and all, I'd rather drink my kavod with a hint of chat ;) I do NOT want to get drunk!! I AM NOT A DRINKER, really, occasional lang, and since this day calls for a celebration, they I'd take my chances of getting tipsy! I have to go home pa cause some friends'll be coming by tomorrow afternoon pa!! GAWD!!!! Hecticcccc!!!
I talked to my mom when I got back from town, and we talked about the prom thing. Apparently, the prom date she set me up with, namely Jonathan, who, for me was the hottest boy alive before since he was uber cute and uber fil-am ish, is now uber big, uber "not my type" ish. So she cancelled. And she was actually happy about it, ayaw daw niya na makilala ko? What the hell. My dad said that I shouldn't bring a date anymore, but his grin reached his ears while he was saying that. I have no idea what he's up to, and I hope it's not to set me up with one of his collegue's sons or whatever. Stop! Ahahaha! ;) NEVERMIND!!!
Buan, it's not interesting! ;) Stop, haha! :) It's not even "cute"!!
at 11:32 PM, Saturday
August 5, 2005
Sad realizations
Ano ba. This is soooo sad. Now that I think about it, wala na akong night life! And I miss it. My friends and I (namely sina Bea and Marc and everyone else) used to go out all the time, but now that most of us are in 3rd year, some in 4th year and college, we don't really have the time to do it. Even on weekends, since Anton and some other dudes have classes on Saturdays. And college life's tough, cause they have ireg classes, so there'll be weekdays wherein they won't be going to school, but then again, all us high school people have classes, so there's no point in it. It's hard, really, specially now. Last year was waaaay easier, cause most of us were in high school and all, but now, sina Anton and Chris and Sab and everyone else are in college already (yeah guys, you are all sooooo old!). Haaaay. I miss those inuman nights we had (even though I don't drink naman talaga), the "puta may araw na dudes, matulog na tayo" nights we always had at Justin's. Gawd. I'm missing you guys soooo much!! Sana sem break na, para we could do that again, haha! Wala nang tulugan? Haha! ;) Haaaay. And even though we DO hang-out lately, we're never complete naman eh!! So what's the use? Someone will always be "absent" or whatever because of their work load and shit. Mahn. Even I'M busy on Saturdays, sometimes. And since Sunday is "family day", I don't really get to see any of you guys that much anymore. BEA!!! DEAREST!! Miss you loads!! It's been forever!! Gawd.. CHRIS!! YAYA!! Get me milk naman oh! haha kidding ;) ANTON!!! At your place? Oh sure, when? Pick me up hah! (haha feeler) ;) kidding! JUSTIN!! Nevermind! haha! ;) I'll be seeing you tomorrow anyway! SAB!! Haaaay. Let's go, SIYOOPEENG!!! Gawd. (Ayokong mag God, kahit na un ung gusto kong sabihin) Miss you loads!!! MARK!!! So, another shot of kavod? haha! :) BOOCH!!! Booch my man!! My father and my tutor!! Haaaay. Kelan mo ba ko patutulugin dyan sa bahay mo ulit?! :) KEV!!! Haaay nako bsetfriend! I just talked to you a while ago, and I'm already missing our bonding sessions!! CARLS!!! My OLD friend!!! So ano, mahirap ba 3rd year coll mahn?! "Talk to meh talk to meh!!" HAHAHAHA!!! ;) LEAN!! Mannnn, I followed your advice, the whole jogging thing? In all fairness, nakaikot ako ng basketball court 20 times, AND MY FRIGGIN' THIGHS HURT LIKE HELL!! ahhaha! ;) Dapat OK ung effects nito hah! Hahaha papatayin kita pag hindiiii!! ;) CARSSS!! Bora? Oh sureee!! Treat me treat me!!! ;) ahahahahah!! :) Nevermind!! JU!! Oh mahnnn!! Hoy!! borrow nga pala your violin pare!! It's not like you're using it naman eh!! Hah hah hah?! OIII what's this I hear about you're "chick"?! Haaay!! Kala ko ba we're like, TIGHT!! ahahaha! :) Text me when you read this! :) PATTTT!! HOYYY!! hahaha!! Miss youuuu!! ;) REBOND, haha!! :) Galle sometime.. VONSTERRR!! hahaha!! :) I have nothing to say to you at all. Uhhh, bisita ka ulit? Ikaw ba eh nakauwi na? haha! :) MICAHHH!! OIYEEEEE!!! ;) Ikaw hah!! What's up with you and von!? ahahaha!! :)
Grabe you guys!! No one's updated with anyone's lives anymore since school started! I'm hating it!! Gawd. Anywho, I wish to see you ALL tomorrow, sleep over at Justin's? Uhh, not sure? Uwi nalang ako ng super late? haha! :) I wish to be home though, I'll be going out on Sunday kasi and all. I think. Hahahaha!! ;) HAAAAAY!! PAG MAY HINDI PUMUNTA HAH!!! LALO KA NA MICAH!!! YOU'RE ALWAYS ABSENT SLASH LATE!!!!! ;)
Gawd. (excuses for the gawds. G-O-D dapat kaso, I shall not and will not use the name of the lord in vain, haha labo!) Anywho, gawd. Exams are up next week, and I really have to catch up on my Fil and Social. Since, as I said, I'm practically failing, I have to go on ahead and try to pull up my grades through the exams. Gawd. I wanna watch the Jennifer Love Hewitt movie. I forgot the title though. I don't think it's showing anymore, pero I soooo want to watch it ;) It's nice daw eh. Haaay. Whatever.
Haaay. Von was here when I arrived, WITH A STUPID PATCH ON MY EYE THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! Good thing he visited though, it's been ages since I've seen him!! Yihheee!! MICAH!!! What?! I thought it was Bea?! Awww besh! Don't cry! It's only Von! ahahah! ;) Gawd. Hahahaha! Haaay nako alam niyo, you're love teams slash triangles never seem to fade!! Ang chickboy mo kasi pareng Von! ahahaha! ;) Sheesh. At least you guys have love lives! ahahaha! ;) Haaaay. studies first dudes, studies first!!
This is such a long entry na, and I'm still wearing my uniform for heaven's sake! It's a weekend, pero, I'ma rest lang tonight. I've been feeling uber tired lately eh. Nakakainis. Ang dali ko nang mapagod, and add up the jogging thing pa, which I dint do today cause Von was here nga, and nakatulog pa ko after he left for MICAH'S house, hahaha!! :) So ano yan Von?! You needed MORAL SUPPORT?! Ahahaha!! ;) Whatever. So, whatever. I'ma go now. I'm tired, I'm hungry, the last meal I ate was at lunch, I stink, my eye hurts, my feet have calyos na (hmm, is that right?!), I wanna go jogging but it's raining so nevermind, I wanna see or talk to or chat with HIM, OK I'VE NEVER REALLY TALKED TO HIM ON THE PHONE, AND ALL WE DO WHEN WE SEE EACHOTHER IS EXCHANGE HIs OR APIRS, BUT I CHAT WITH HIM A BIT OFTEN, and I miss it. ASAN NA BA SIYA?! ANG TAGAL NA NIYANG HINDI NAG OONLINE ANO BA, ahahha!, I wanna stop school right now, I want it to be Saturday na so I can get na my friggin' massage, I wanna eat Hot shots cheese burger (ang tagal ng dad ko eh! haaaay! pinabili ko na actually..), and I'm speaking in tagalog in my blog na, which is new cause I rarely do unless I'm uber mad, which I'm not naman so o nalang kayo hah, AND.. Well, wala na eh. Gawd. Sige na, I'ma go na! :)
at 7:38 PM, Friday
August 4, 2005
Town on Saturday ;)
Town on Saturday for a day of massage! ;) Oh yes! :) I'm going somewhere with Just cause he has this "free massage" deal thing at The Spa in Town ;) I asked him to bring me along, cause I really waaaaant one and I feel sooo stressed out ;) I've been feeling tired lately, I don't get much sleep anymore either. Gawd. Soooo looking forward to Saturday! ;)
Went to Mcdo earlier, saw YAEL YUZON!!! Haaay, he's soooo cute with his hair all gelled up and stuff ;) Also saw Mel and some people, even Migna :) I was with Angge and Karen, and eventually we saw Jo, Kim, Elphie and Marga :) Karen and I left early though cause we had to go back to school :) We left at around 4:45 I think ;)
I really don't give a damn anymore! JUST GIVE ME MY FRIGGIN MASSAGE!!!!!!! ;)
at 6:37 PM, Thursday
August 3, 2005
Afraid?! I guess.
Haaay. Hell week, almost over mahn!! Can't wait till next week when I'll be able to breathe deep again ;) This week has been uber tiring, and so has last week. It's been a long time since I had nothing to do :) The one assignment we have: Study for the friggin' graded recit tomorrow for Chem. It sucks really, cause I was looking forward to sleeping early, REAL early, which I guess wont happen considering the fact that I have yet to accomplish that one thing that I'm supposed to do.
Oh yes, my entry title. Afraid. I mean, yeah, just think about it for one damn minute. We had our guidance session earlier this day, and we talked about stuff that concerned us now that we were in our third year. I guess, what struck me the most was my concern for my future. I mean, I have to face the facts here. I'm not exactly the best student around, and I haven't been an honor student, EVER (I hope that'll change though)!!! So what's in store for me?! I have no idea. Colleges would be picking those "best" students Miriam has to offer, and I'm sure as hell that I'm not one of them. It's just that, I either want to take up PoliSci or Accounting for college or anything that has to do with bussiness. UST they say is the best choice for law, except for those other law schools. The problem is, UST chooses the best from the best! So how do I expect myself to get in there?! Call me pesimistic, I really don't care. And Acccounting! I have no idea what college would be best for that, but hey! It's one of the many quota courses! Sheesh!! And business! They say that PSBA (the one at the end of katipunan) is one of the best when it comes to bussiness, but the school really doesn't appeal to me. Discrimination na kung discrimination, ayoko dun, haha! So, there. UP's not much of a choice, since they choose the best from the best and since they specialize in english slash language courses. Haaay. I sooo want assurance. I wanna know now what I'd be like in 10 years! Haaaay. Sooooo afraid!!! Call me paranoid all you want, and please, don't lie to me that you don't think about it!!
Sheesh. My legs hurt like hell. It's been a long time since I've jogged, and since I started my resolution yesterday (which is to jog everyday for at least 30 minutes. YES, thirty minutes.), I figure that I should give my legs time to get used to it. I jogged around the badminton court in our park 20 times, and 5 more walks around it for my cool down. AIIII!! My legs are too damn week!! Errrr!!
We'll be going to mcdo tomorrow! :) Woohoo! A lot'll be there though, 2-5 people, and Karen will be with me as well. Moncha's coming to visit yata eh, haha dunno ;) I'm going anyways :)
at 7:47 PM, Wednesday
August 2, 2005
Hectic
Grabe, ang hectic ng life ngayon.. We're having our exams next week, and i really don't like how they put the subjects together! They don't match.. They just don't!!! Errrr, hating life right now. But it's ok. I think I'll be failing Social this term. Which is stupid cause it's all memorization, but hey, that's the one thing I'm WORST at. Give me Geom anytime, I'd gladly answer those in exchange for those stupid history questions!
Sheesh. Addict?! We were talking about the Sibol plays earlier this day. I'm not sure when Sinta will be, but they say it's on the last week of August. Which is harsh because Pep has this competition thing on the 27th, the final saturday of August. So, Missy and Pat won't be able to watch it, and neither will Angge, who's a Pep Booster member. Sheesh. I wanna watch it pa naman with Sibol buddy, haha! ;) But really, the Sibol plays are uber cool! It's addicting, really. And for the involved ateneans to be able to do that and handle their studies?! It's.. AMAZING, haha! ;) It's uber funnn! ;) EVERYONE!! LET'S WATCH?! HAHAHAHA!! :) God. I still have so much to do. Hmm, maybe I'll do it after I eat nalang dinner ;) Study for Religion and Geom pa ;) Friggin' tests!!! Haaay! Isa pa tong si Jose Rizal!! Diba nga national hero?! Eh, he's the one who's causing my breakdowns eh!!! I can't understand a paragraph in the Noli book we have that I had to buy an english version!!!! Gosssshhhh!! Hating this..
I really don't study on saturdays, even though exams are coming up, so I'm looking forward to spending time at Alabang, even for just a couple of hours, to unwind and crap. I WANT A MASSAGE!!!!!!! Feeling ko, ang dami ko nang "lamig" dun sa likod ko or whatever..
I'm currently locked on to Nina's Fall For You song. Haaaay ;) Not that I'm in love or anything, no, DEFINITELY NOT!! Wala lang, ang cool kasi, haha! ;) But mind you, it's for the sentimental :) Definitely not for the rockers at heart :)
There's a right or wrong to know for everything
And the truth is somewhere written in between
But there's always something missing in the dark
Until you find the true condition of the heart
Well, I can visualize the pieces of a dream,
But it's not as far away as it may seem
But if truth be told, it's you that holds the key
To the question that defines my destiny
Chorus:
I've been in love, a time or two
I've seen the world, but not with you
I wanna fly and spread my wings
I don't wanna cry, I wanna sing
I wanna live and take a chance
I'm not afraid to love again
I wanna fall, fall for you
And I want you to fall for me too
I've had plenty conversations with my heart
Coz I want this thing to work, not fall apart
So, I ask my heart how it can be so sure
And it answers me because your heart is pure
I've got every expectation that is true
Coz my heart won't lie to me, much less to you
But if truth be told, it is you that holds the key
To the future that becomes our destiny
Chorus
Until the mountain snow melts into the stream
My heart flows like the river to sea
To the heavens up above,
I pray to God our destiny is love
Chorus
There's another one :) The Wreckers - The Good Kind :) I first heard it on One Tree Hill, which I am a confessed fan of, and there, haha! ;) Nice nice :)
"Do you wanna run away together?"
I would say it was your best line ever
Too bad I fell for it
And I walked alone
Waiting for you to come along
Take my tortured heart by the hand
And write me off
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind
You forced me to become strong
When I just cried, being weak
And you think you know
And I would like to think so
But do you know that when you go
I fall apart
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind
No, you're not the good kind
I'm tired of hiding behind these lying eyes
I'm tired of this smile that even I don't recognize
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind
No, you're not the good kind
Do you know I cry?
I don't get it though, pero it's a cool song parin :) Haha whatever.
at 6:49 PM, Tuesday
July 31, 2005
Bugbog sa schoolwork!
Sooo much to do, and yet here I am, chatting and blogging the minutes away. Haaaay.. I had so much fun yesterday! We watched the sibol play, Cyrano de Bergerac, and it was soooo cool! ;) It was the last part that really struck me. Haaay. So, being the hopeless romantic that I am, I cried my heart out at the least part. So, it's true what they say about that Justin Aquino dude, he's one hell of an actor ;) Haaay. The first part i dint get though, I wasn't paying to much attention cause ******************** was there, and he was all "high and mighty" on the stage and all, haaay, haha! ;) Anywho, I was at first with Angge and Marga, and Kim caught up :) Ahhh, we were with Buan, Ken, Go and Mel :) Fun fun ;) Missy and Pat were supposed to sit with us, but they came in too late, so we caught up with them at Mcdo after the show nalang :)
Actually, yesterday was kind of a drag. Kasi, I was online the whole night the other night, and at around 12:30, I went offline to supposedly read Noli, but then sila Justin came to pick me up, and said that we'd be haning out at his place, sa Alabang :) then ayun, they kind of drank, and some of us were just talking and crap. We finally realized na may araw na, so natulog na kami! :) Woke up at around 2 na and realized that I was supposed to be at Angge's at around 3. Eh Justin was still asleep, so I called up Angge, took a bath, got dreesed, and woke up Justin and asked him if he could bring me home, which he eventually did :) When I got home, I changed, asked for money from my dad, grabbed my contacts and my jacket, and off I went, haha! :) So as you can see, I was sooo tired and hung over when I got to Angge's. And I hadn't eaten my dinner the day before, and breakfast nor lunch yesterday. So I had to eat cause I had some meds to take. So we went to mcdo at around 4:30 and ate ;) Left off for Ateneo at around 6 ;) And those were my past 2 days, which was super nakakahilo! ;)
Anywho, I have to go, may alliteration crap pa sa English!! errr!! take care all!! byeee! ;)
at 12:17 PM, Sunday
July 29, 2005
Currently *sighing* over the Nina Live! Cd ;)
Humaygoshness! ( Buan, nahahawa na ko, stop, haha! :) ) I'm sooo excited for tomorrow! ;) We're watching sibol tomorrw, Cyrano de Bergerac ;) They say the play's uber cool, so looking forward to that :)
Grabe, weekend na nga, and yet I have so much to do! I've been feeling sooo stressed for the past few days.. Both harsh and demanding days we have at school lately.. Grabe, I slept at around 12:30 last "morning" cause of the stupid Beowulf story thing, and so, I wasn't able to pre-read Noli Me Tangere for today's discussion anymore.. Haaay.. Yesterday was, well, tough i have to say.. Super demanding, and super time consuming!! Haaaay.. I'm hating 3rd year life right now!!
I'm practically failing Filipino and Social. English, Math and Chem I have no problems with. Fil and Social are my REAL problems, and I don't think I'll be getting any honors this quarter, even though I've worked sooo hard for it, believe me ;) Which sucks, cause I want to be able to get up on that stupid stage, and freak out everybody and go "HOY MATALINO SI NICOLA ROA!!", hahaha! ;) Goodness..
I've been feeling good lately, except for yesterday and today, literally. I've been coughing all day yesterday and today and i had colds the other day. My dad told me earlier not to go watch the Sibol play anymore, but i doubt that I'll ever back out, even though a fever catches me in time for the play :) Oh goddddd!!
Haaay, went to mcdo katips kanina, super laughtripppp!! ;) And the bad part is, I've been having colds lately, accompanied by cough, so there.. My coughing got worse because of all the laughing, and there, when I got home, my voice was looong gone, and my throat hurt like hell.. So there.. Saw sooo many people there, can't enumerate na! ;) basta, HI TO ALL I SAW THERE AT MCDO KANINA!, hahaha! ;)
Haaay, I have sooo much to do over the friggin' weekend!!
English:
-The influence wheel thing, which I personally think has no sense at all
-The Beowulf thing, the whole alliteration part? Shit, hindi ko na nga alam kung ano yang alliteration na yan eh, haha!
-Draft theme paper
-Search on stuff to put on the friggin' RPS
-SIR I LOVE YOU, BUT REALLY, THIS IS JUST TOO MUCH!!! Haaaay!!
Geom:
-STUDY THE WHOLE PROOFING THING!! I sooo don't get it, which is hard, kailangan kong bumawi sa exams, REAL BAD!!
-Do the homework thing ;)
Social:
-Again, the life influence wheel thing, haaay! Ang hirap sa part ng Social, gossssh! -Advance read on the Greeks ;)
Religion:
-Study for the quiz on Wednesday, PARA TAPOS NA!! sheesh..
Chem:
-Study energy, hindi ako nakinig kanina kay miss Candado, sheesh..
Filipino:
-Read Kabanata 11-20 of Noli Me, Quiz on monday, haaaay!! Here we go again!!!
So, I'm not really thankful that it's Friday, or any day for that matter. Whatever the day, I'm sure I'll be up until 11 at the earliest until exams start.. Lumuluwa na nga yung eyebags ko eh!!! Abot na sa floor! Haaaay!!!!!
at 10:38 PM, Friday
July 26, 2005
Missed blogging ;)
Ohhhh God, it's been ages since I've blogged! ;) Now really, I enjoyed not blogging, but I missed it! And so here I am, blogging the minutes away.. I was inspired by Karen to blog, haha! ;) anywho.. A LOT happened over the summer ;) the last entry I think was the road trip thing we had going on?
We did go on a road trip, but it was just us family members meaning my dad, my mom, me and my sister ;) We went to this place called Montemar in Bataan, which was uberrrr niiice! ;) It was sooooo niiiice talaga I swear!!! ;) Stayed there for 3 days and 2 nights I think, and grabe, I was such a bum ass, but then again, I was on vacation, so who cares? ;)
Next up is the YFC youth camp we had last April 29, 30 and May 1. Uber coool! ;) It was my first time to facilitate and all, but it was cool nonetheless ;)
I don't want to recall everything that happened, since there was a whole damn lot, specially with sina Justin ;) Lets skip straight to the school part :)
School's going great for me! Except for the fact that school work's loaded and eating up my social calendar, it's great! :) I've been doing school work when I get home so I don't pile up on them, and I tried to avoid cramming lately, which didn't work much :) haha! :) Anywho, I've got a great class, and I'm thankful for them (even though the first time I saw the class list I just, had my mouth hanging, so to speak) being my classmates. At least It's them, not THEM, ehehe :) Oh yes, an uber fun thing happenning is the whole sibol thing :) It's this play that the Ateneans play (redundant, I KNOW!), and the first time I watched it was at the first week of July I think :) It was soooo niiice! :) And since there's another play coming up on Saturday, Angge and I decided to watch :) Haaaay, uber cool! ;)
Magbblog na nga ako forever!! ;) I was going through my past blogs, including the ones from different domains (which I have everytime I decide to change my layout, hehe), and it was fun cause I just realized how much memories and how much experiences I've been throguh. haha! ;) Anywho, I have to go, I have to do this stupid power point thing for Social ;)
Ciao! haaaay!! I really missed blogging!!
at 6:50 PM, Tuesday
