Blond hair with a light trace of brown green eyes
Why he’s here
My parents divorced when I was 13. My mom started to drink cause she was really depressed because she had thought they’d be together forever. When it came time for the custody hearing in court, the judge thought it was in my best interest to live with my father, at least until my mom got help. I was sent to live with him. I missed my mom because I couldn’t see her. And I was always closer to her than I was with my father.
Dad got married to a woman named Kimberly, or Kimmy if your on her “good side”. I was a nieve 14 year old. She tried to make passes at me when dad was gone. I tried to brush it off. I mean I never really liked her. Then she got more serious. She’s come into my room and try to touch me. She said if I had sex with her once she’d leave me alone. So I did cause I didn’t want her touching me. Than that one time became 2 and that became 3 and soon she just wouldn’t care. She didn’t care if she hurt me or whether I felt dirty or not. I tried to tell dad she was raping me and he came out with the whole “It doesn’t happen to guys” thing. I hated that. I hated the fact that I was a guy when he said that. Does just being the sex I am give her a right to do what she did tome? I thought so, I mean that’s what my father, my own father said. He blamed me and thought I was a liar.
That’s when Kimmy raped me for the final time. She got pregnant. The baby inside of her was mine. She told me to tell dad it was his. And dad believed her. I felt so guilty and I still do. I got my step-mom pregnant. Sure it wasn’t my choice but It was my sperm wasn’t it? That did it. I tried to tell dad again and he just got really mad at me calling me a liar and stuff. That’s when I turned to drugs. At least when I was high I didn’t have to worry about the baby that was growing inside Kimmy.
“Our” baby daughter, or should I better say my sister, Julie, was born. I tried to keep the feelings I had inside. But I tried to commit suicide. My father thought I would hurt the baby after I did that. But I would never hurt her. I’m scared that Kimmy is though. So dad sent me away.
Would he run-
I would run. I want to make sure Julie is okay. Someday people will know the truth that she is my daughter and I want her to know that I never wanted anything to happen to her. And her witch of a mother should die and rot. But I won’t hold that against Julie. It’s not her fault what her mother did to me. I want her to, when she’s old enough and I’m old enough that I’m her dad.
Would he tell-
I’ve tried to tell the one person I thought would believe me and he called me a liar. So why should I tell anyone else. At least not yet. And people always say it’s the guys fault. Maybe it is, maybe there was something I could have done that would have made her stop.
How would he act towards students/staff
I would be icy. I don’t like people to close to me. And I don’t like being touched. It’s the little plastic bubble theory. You don’t let anyone close and no one can hurt you. Maybe eventually when I know for sure that they aren’t like Kimmy or my father than I would let someone in.
He probably would not fall for another student. He doesn'texactly have the best track record with girls at the moment and he doesn't want to be hurt any more right now.
He’s been at horizon for 9 months.