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Mishca Micheals 15 Ridge Runner (It's a long one!) Black hair blue eyes
Why he’s here- What can I say, um… I’m a male prostitute in the simplest terms. My mom is a prostitute. She does crack and some other drugs. She uses the money she gets from turning tricks for drugs and stuff. Which means usually no money goes towards food or rent or utilities for our apartment. She has a new boyfriend every so often. Usually they just stay for the drugs, but they have a tendency to beat the crap out of me if they wanted to. And she lets them because she beats me to. My mom is evil and I hate her guts but that’s besides the point at the moment because I don’t want to dilly-dally on all the stuff she does. Her newest guy is a man named Kennith, he’s like 6’5’ and huge. He of course has to beat the crap out of me too. The guy luckily for him, unluckily for me, has the “amazing” ability to beat me in the exact places where no one would look or if it’s where someone would, hard enough to hurt but not to leave visible mark. If I risk it enough to ask for food or something I need they either beat me, or do the worser option. Make me hit the streets. Give people sex for money. It’s sickeningly amazing how many wackos there are in the world that’ll wanna have sex with a freaking 16 year old. But I have to or else I get no food or get beaten up worse. So you do what you gotta do to survive right? One night I was waiting for a “costumer” and a cop car comes up. Officer Daly was in it. He knew why I was there. And he took me to the station. He doesn’t know what mom does and just took it as she didn’t care, which isn’t that far from the truth. He doesn’t know what goes on in that apartment. No one else does and I wasn’t about to tell. So with nothing better to do with me that he hasn’t tried yet, and with a big check from our local gov’t to send some one here he did. Would he run- Yeah I would run. I mean look at the freaks here. They take care of kids with “problems” can’t anyone else see what their ulterior motives are? Or is it just because I’ve had adults rape me before that I can see that? I mean not all people want you but how do I know these guys won’t try to have sex with me to? Un-uh. Would he tell- Dude, giving sex for money isn’t exactly something you put on a collage application. People like that have bad reps, no matter why they had to do it. People are bad like that. I don’t like feeling dirty, and I do. But I feel like brought that upon myself. As for getting all those beatings by mom and her boyfriends. Well maybe they thought they could beat some sense into me or something. Sure I know it’s wrong but everyone has to believe something to keep going. And believing that I didn’t deserve all that has happened to me doesn’t exactly fit right with what I’ve been told. So you gotta believe that it is your fault cause if you say it’s not then your just gonna get beaten more and hurt more. How would he act towards students/staff I need to know someone’s been through what I’ve been through. I need to know that they know what it’s like to have to do something terrible when you don’t want to. I need that. If they don’t I’ll be hostile. I mean I won’t hurt anyone or anything but they can’t act like they know when they don’t. That’s just being bad. And it’s wrong. And the adults. I mean dude I am leery about them, you know can’t stay in the same room alone with them. Who knows if they’ll try to touch me or something. I mean after I see where they stand on that and know it’s the truth. Whether they think that when kids get raped who’d fault it really is and to know that it really does hurt, unless of course you block it our real well. I don’t like being made up as a bad guy just because of what I did and when someone labels me like that I won’t talk to them. Would he fall for another student- Probably not. I relationships lead to sex usually and I don’t want my girlfriend to have it, not just with me but with anyone. I used to be real strong on the no sex till marriage thing, you know don’t do it cause its wrong. But then I had to hit the streets, and well…yeah. I don’t want my girlfriend to feel that she has to give herself to me like that. And to just love someone. I don’t remember what that was like, so how can I do that? I wouldn’t want my girlfriend to have to put up with me and my problems, because their mine, not hers. I know that if I were on the opposite side I wouldn’t want a “used” person like me. He's been at Horizon for 2 days. |
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