Gifts
forever opening
(Always for the first time 2/?)
by thetilde
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Category: J/7 shipper WAFF (Warm and Fuzzy Feeling).
Involves loving intimacy between two women. If you take offense
at such things, stop reading.
Spoilers: None.
Disclaimers: The characters and situations of
the television program "Star Trek Voyager" are the creations
and property of Paramount Pictures, and have been used without
permission. No copyright infringement is intended. However, I
retain the rights to the plot. You may download and distribute
this story as long as my name stays on the by-line.
Archive: Ask and you shall receive. Contact me
at omegapoint79@yahoo.com.
Rating: PG
Summary: Ever the efficient crew member, Seven
makes the most of her time away from the holodeck.
Author’s
note: There are still ANCs (annoying new characters)
in this chapter but I’ve tried to keep them out of your
way.
Dedication:
This chapter is for Kitty, who is a serendipitous kindred spirit.
And to everyone at TCF, for making me feel at home and having
such interesting discussions.
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Seven of Nine walked through the ship efficiently.
She had been irritated by the Bajoran ensign’s incessant
need for her work to be verified, but the time away from the Captain
had been fruitful. The most recent telemetry would be welcome
news for the crew, and had indeed merited her presence. Seven
had also ascertained several possible explanations for the Captain’s
irregular behavior. She knit her brows in thought. Seven kept
thinking of the gentle way the Captain had touched her. It made
her feel… cherished.
Seven theorized that the Captain’s actions
were a function of the prolonged distance from her family and
friends, especially at this significant time. Then again, perhaps
the Captain was merely having an “off day” and had
not even remembered the corresponding date on the Julian calendar.
Either way, Seven had decided to come to the holodeck prepared.
“Computer, alter program parameters according
to Seven Phi sixty.” She commanded crisply.
“Access denied, authorization Janeway Alpha
four twelve.”
Seven
knelt to access a maintenance panel and deftly replaced an isolinear
chip. “Override lock using borg encryption code Seven Omega
Chi.”
“Access granted.” The computer replied
pleasantly.
The young woman made several changes to the program’s
parameters and entered the simulation. She walked down Ark Row
purposefully and was slightly surprised to see two holograms at
their table. The Captain was nowhere to be found.
“She’s nipped out to the loo, for
a bit.” The other hologram said by way of explanation. “I’m
Tyana, Daphne’s wife.”
“Seven of Nine, Tertiary Adjunct of Unimatrix
Zero One.”
“Pleased to meet you, Seven of Nine.”
Tyana replied, shaking Seven’s hand heartily. “Have
a seat. Katie ordered you a ham, cheese, and mushroom crepe in
béchamel sauce.”
“It looks… appetizing.” Seven
said. She had always found it convenient to practice her social
lessons on holograms. They were… simpler… than the
actual crew of Voyager.
“Katie doesn’t bring too many of her
friends here. And she hardly ever sees her staff socially.”
Tyana smiled. “You must be very close.”
Seven
tilted her head thoughtfully. There was something very welcoming
about this hologram, she reminded Seven of the way Neelix would
be solicitous while being careful never to pry.
“The Captain is a good friend.” Seven
stated. “We engage in many activities during our off-duty
periods.”
“Oh?” Daffy asked.
“Velocity, art, meals…” Seven
enumerated.
“She really likes you.” Daffy said
matter-of-factly.
“Indeed.”
“Katie is a funny person.” Daffy elaborated.
“I can only tell when she likes people by the way she rests
her hands on them and in her voice when she talks to them. But
with you… I can almost hear the way her fingers creak as
she lets go of her pride.”
Seven chewed her food thoughtfully. She had recently
discovered that chewing was an excellent way to excuse herself
from commenting on an issue that she found confusing.
The dark haired hologram – was Tyana Betazoid?
– patted her arm comfortingly. “Katie’s a bit
standoffish really, but she’s as sound and sweet as an apple.
Bit dodgy now and again, but you can always tell her to bugger
off.”
“Excuse me?” Seven replied.
Daffy
laughed. “Tyana is from a part of Terra that is under the
mass delusion that they speak English.”
“While Daffy can’t blame any extraneous
factors for her conduct.” Tyana finished.
“And that’s a polite way of putting
it.” The Captain’s voice made Seven turn in her seat.
Janeway was cradling a toddler of about two years old who was
toying with the pips on her uniform.
Tyana took the child from the Captain and she
and Daffy made a discreet exit.
“Whatever they told you, it’s not
true.” The Captain said, a chuckle lacing her voice.
“They were pleasant.” Seven said lightly.
“Was there anything wrong at Astrometrics?”
Janeway asked politely. Kathryn knew full well that if there had
been something amiss she would have been summoned to the bridge
instantly. She’d trained Harry well.
“On the contrary, Captain. Crewman Celes
has found a Class M moon both rich with dilithium deposits and
suitable for shore leave.” Seven said. “Celes stated
that it resembled an environment on the smaller moon of Tellar…
the Srapeian Cove?”
“The Cove?” Kathryn leaned forward
in anticipation. “Ensign Craner and Crewman Boylan will
be thrilled. They’ve always had a fascination for spelunking.”
“The exploration of caves and grottos?”
Seven clarified.
“Yes.” Kathryn grinned. “The
Tellarites are an irascible species that are extremely prone to
debates. It took them years to argue about joining the Federation.
I once got into an argument with a Tellarian biophysicist about
dynamic sub-unit exchange in the heat-shock proteins of Denebian
slime slugs… it was the longest conference of my life.”
Seven raised an eyebrow. “Why is this cove
relevant for potential shore leave?”
“Because the caves in the Srapeian Cove
echo nearly every sound, the Tellarites are forced to be quiet.”
Kathryn laughed. “It’s been a welcome respite for
centuries. Tuvok will be glad for some space to meditate. I’m
sure the xenopaleontologists could find some fascinating fossils.
And the rest of the crew will probably enjoy camping in some of
the grottos. The Doctor may even take it into his head to perform
a concert.”
Seven frowned. “He has asked me repeatedly
to join him in such a pursuit.”
“Seven, I didn’t know you could sing.”
“It is not for public consumption.”
Seven replied.
“I’m sure your singing isn’t
that bad if the Doctor wants to do a couple of duets with you.”
“The quality of my voice is perfect.”
Seven stated. “However, that does not imply that I desire
to perform for 150 individuals.”
“How about just one?” Kathryn wheedled.
The idea of Seven singing piqued her curiosity. She wondered what
type of music Seven enjoyed. An endearing half-smile was lurking
at the corners of the young woman’s mouth.
“Perhaps,” Seven said, “I will
sing to Naomi Wildman.”
The
sardonic glare that the Captain shot at her made Seven feel oddly…
warm inside. Was this a rational reaction? She had not meant to
imply that she would not sing for the Captain, only… why
had she said she would sing for Naomi? The Captain was smiling
and relaxed, more than Seven had ever seen her. She had not misinterpreted
Seven’s words.
The young woman’s eyes widened as she remembered where she
had observed this interaction, and a tiny part of her glimmered
with… anticipation? Hope?
Seven
couldn’t seem to isolate the feeling, she kept being drawn
to the Captain’s clear blue eyes.
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Kathryn hadn’t enjoyed herself this much
in years. Dimly, she had acknowledged from the very beginning
that Seven was an intoxicatingly beautiful woman. But Kathryn
had no idea that the young woman could be so… charming.
Seven was like a gift that she was forever opening, an unearned
and unlooked for pleasure she had stumbled over in her recklessness.
An undercurrent of guilt was still running through
her thoughts, but Kathryn quashed the building pressure to gently
probe into Seven’s first date. She certainly wanted Seven
to continue exploring this aspect of humanity and make sure that
the Doctor’s meddling hadn’t ruined her interest in
dating, but there was time enough for that later. Best to let
the conversation progress naturally and subtly sound out Seven’s
feelings about the matter.
By now, many of the patrons had left the restaurant,
the candles on most tables had been snuffed out, and the fire
cast an alluring glow around Seven’s face. Kathryn rested
her chin on her entwined fingers.
“Captain?” Seven ventured, curious
about the sudden silence.
“Seven, have I ever told you…”
Kathryn paused. “I’m very proud of how far you’ve
come, Seven. I know it hasn’t been easy.”
Seven considered this for a moment, a strange
expression on her face.
“I know it might have seemed that you were
simply a charitable project I indulged in my spare time, but your
adjustment… it’s very important to me. And I’m
so proud of you, Seven.” Kathryn repeated.
“I also feel pride in what I have accomplished.”
Seven admitted quietly, no longer surprised when the Captain reached
for her hand. The words had cost her much.
Seven continued slowly. “I am aware that
my efforts are not sufficient.”
Kathryn held the young woman’s hand tightly.
“Seven, you shouldn’t…”
Seven shook her head, laying her Borg-meshed hand
gently over the Captain’s.
“Look...”
Seven said softly.
Kathryn
couldn’t stifle the smile that spread across her face. Snow
was falling from thick, bunched clouds. It began to cover the
multi-colored roofs of Tiburon gently.
“How did you-?”
Seven
shook her head again, still cradling the Captain’s hand
tenderly within her own. Kathryn arched an eyebrow in silent confusion.
Seven nodded her head towards the window, and the Captain looked
outside once more with a bemused smile.
For
a moment she couldn’t determine what had changed, if anything,
and then she saw it. A transporter beam was slowly shimmering
into life and gradually beaming something onto the holodeck. Kathryn
watched in fascination as an object was deposited in the snow
at a painstakingly sluggish rate.
“Would you like to go outside, Captain?”
Seven asked.
The
answering smile she received made Seven look away shyly. The Captain
held on to her hand, so excited by this new development that she
bolted out of the restaurant without another word. She almost
yanked Seven's arm out of its socket.
Kathryn crouched outside expectantly, wondering
what all this was all about, knowing that Seven was behind it,
and trying not to spoil the young woman’s fun by asking
her any questions. When the transporter beam faded away, it left
a medium-sized box wrapped in blue and silver paper.
“Is it…” Kathryn looked up at
Seven. “Is it for me?”
“Perhaps it is for the holograms.”
Seven deadpanned.
The Captain laughed and Seven’s chest was
suffused with warmth. She wondered if anyone had informed the
Captain of how…beautiful she was when she laughed.
Kathryn
tore through the wrapping paper and ripped open the container,
unable to wait a moment longer to see what was inside. After removing
the tissue inside the box, she gasped as she gently lifted out
its contents. She looked at the gift silently, pondering each
detail as she turned it around in her hand.
“It
is a 1/24 billionth scale replica of each vessel in your career.”
Seven said helpfully when the Captain remained silent. “I
had planned to present it to you on your birthday.”
The Captain’s silence pressed on Seven’s
chest like a weight, and when the young woman spoke her words
were strung together like school children crossing a street. “I
was not aware that this time was particularly significant to humans
and was not able to research the appropriate expressions for this
occasion thoroughly. I will replace the gift.”
The Captain took her hand quickly, careful not
to drop the delicate glass sculpture. “No… Seven,
it’s beautiful… I… I don’t know what to
say.”
Kathryn was awed by the intricacy of each ship.
She knew that Seven could be precise to at least eight decimal
places, but she had no idea that she could create something like
this. The Al-Batani stood proudly at the base, it’s hull
duck-egg blue. Each starship she had served on was positioned
in mid-flight as if they were on a spiral staircase. The USS Billings
had a large gash across its hull, just the way she had brought
it back to Earth, a testament to the battle she and Tuvok had
won against two Romulan warbirds. And Voyager was nearest the
top, shot through with cerulean blue and sporting a blood red
primary deflector.
“What is this recess at the top for?”
Kathryn asked. “Another ship?”
Seven smiled. “It is a receptacle for your
pips, Captain.”
Kathryn grinned. She didn’t know whether
to laugh out loud or to hug Seven or both. So she stood there
awkwardly, holding the sculpture in the palm of her left hand
as if it were a tray of food, and holding Seven’s hand in
her right. She felt Seven tighten her grip gently. Kathryn turned
away from her gift and looked into Seven’s luminous eyes.
“Merry
Christmas, Captain.”
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