Date: Friday
Dan:
I'm sorry I said that about you being wacko. It was
supposed to be a joke, but re-reading it I can see
that I had somewhat malicious (though not intentional;
really!) overtones.
I'm also sorry that I'm writing so much...I wouldn't
blame you if you dreaded checking your e-mail now. I
promise it won't go on too much longer.
Finally, and this perhaps most importantly (to me): Is
that true that you never felt like I was the one for
you? That's kind of...well, it's a surprise.
Actually, many things you told me were a surprise; the
whole not-wanting-to-be-around-me thing most
definitely; also the realization that you could, at
this point in your life, care less whether I wanted to
kiss someone else...Things like that.
I think the fact that this was so sudden (to me, at
least) is why I keep wanting to talk to you about it,
to find out what's going on in your head. I know it's
not exactly a pleasant experience...But could you
please bear with me for a little while longer? I'm...
I'm sure this is not helping your opinion of me at
this point, but it's helping me come to grips with
myself.
Do you understand this? I'm just so sorry. Whatever
I did, I'm sorry, and I'm even sorrier if I've said
anything in this e-mail to offend you. Please
understand that I'm not trying to be rude or angry, or
trying to change your mind or anything... I just want
to know, as someone probably once said, the reason for
this upheaval.
Me
From: Me
Subject: Re: Hi
To: Dan