Red Ink Stain

I cannot stop these words any more
Because they are forcing themselves out
And confrontation is inevitable
Bloodied, bruised, broken

I should have realized
You would try to destroy me
Should not have wanted
You to do that to me
But what else was I to do
Needing to feel alive
No one said living was this painful
My sadistic reminder not to live

Another failing grade
In life's large lesson book
A red ink stain
Next to so many others
While this failure washes over me

I should have realized
You would try to destroy me
Should not have wanted
You to do that to me
But what else was I to do
Needing to feel alive
No one said living was this painful
My sadistic reminder not to live

No apologies need rendering
We all played our parts well
God should be so proud/happy
To see us in this discord
This pain preplanned
To make us better/stronger
When all I feel is weak

I should have realized
You would try to destroy me
Should not have wanted
You to do that to me
But what else was I to do
Needing to feel alive
No one said living was this painful
My sadistic reminder not to live

You Are Person # To Visit.

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