
July 16, 2002 |
The Adventures of Paisley
Blue
Have you ever had one of those dreams that seemed so real that you thought it was real? You could feel, taste, smell everything... and then when you wake up you're disappointed that it was just a dream? That happened to me last night. I'll relate it as I experienced it....
I came awake to the feel of a man lying on his side next to me in bed, facing me. His hand was around my shoulders holding me close to him as he was sprinkling kisses on my cheeks and forehead. His mouth covered mine and he kissed me, playfully at first and then parting my lips with his tongue. I remember thinking that this was the best way ever to wake up.
In a still half-awake state, I felt his hand slide down my back to my hips to gently cup my butt and pull me close to him. At this point I felt the hardness between us and I woke up a little bit more.
His hand slid back up to cup and massage my breast as he continued kissing me. His lips slid down to my neck - and oh my gosh, how I love having my neck kissed. I arched my back and pressed my hips against his.
He laid on his back and wriggled out of his underwear. Then he pulled me halfway on top of him, which allowed him to use both hands to rub my back and ass. I ran my hand over his arms and chest. He guided my hand down to his crotch and wrapped my fingers around his erection.
Moving my hand up and down, I could feel his excitement growing, especially with the increase of pressure he used in fondling and rubbing me. I kissed his neck and chest, and he pushed, ever so slightly, my head towards his crotch. Knowing what he wanted me to do, and knowing that I wanted to do it, I obliged.
He knew everything and everywhere to touch me. My desire grew as I could feel his doing, too. After several minutes, he started positioning me on my side, away from him... and pulled the hem of my nightgown up around my waist. I could feel him against my naked skin, and his touch was like fire.
At this point I was wondering whether I should try to grab a condom, or would that ruin this perfect moment? Just as I was trying to make that decision, he rolled over onto his stomach and started to snore.
I lie there for a moment completely dumbfounded. He was asleep!?!? I rolled over and started playing with his ass, trying to wake him up... but nothing more happened.
It was precisely at this moment that I woke up... in a state of confusion and frustration that demanded satisfaction. However, there was none to be had... it was only a dream.
But, oh, what a dream!
In other news, I worked until 8 pm tonight on a special intranet project at work. I only learned about it yesterday and it had to be live (published) on the company intranet before I left work today. Argh. But I did it!
Tomorrow I get to attend the kick-off of a project that we are doing with a very large corporation. I am going to be working on a website collaboration that involves an outside web design firm, representatives of this huge corporation, and my nonprofit organization. This is big, for me AND for my organization. I'm very excited about it.
I wish things at the homefront were going smoother, but I try to remember that This Too Shall Pass, and What Doesn't Kill Us Makes Us Stronger. One thing that helped me keep going was the emails I received from a special online friend. They were quite encouraging.
Well, I'm going to strip down and see if I can't get cooler. It's so hot in here.... or is it just me? *giggle*
~Paisley Blue
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