As I sit here
Beginning to write a new
Chapter to my life, 
Do all realise the
Exhaling of air is
Futile, that life is so
God damn futile.
Honestly, without my friends
I wouldn’t be here
Just to think that I owe them that
Knowing that make me feel so devoid of their friendship
Letting them know this would hurt them so much
My god don’t let me hurt them
Not now I love them so much
Over my life would I
Put the life of a friend.
Quarts of milk pile up at my door
Rank, and decaying just like my life.
Seizing the bull by the horns I
Take a bold new leap, a leap into the
Unknown, it was with a knot in my heart, and an unknown
Verve that I began to try to change myself,
Waiting to see what will become of me,
Xavier will that be my new name, I
Yearn for change please
Zoom to the end and let me know what to do!