| When the tears begin to roll I feel elated I deserve this pain This pain deep inside This pain that I hide every day Behind one of my many personas People ask ‘how are you?’ Feigning an interest ‘fair to pissy’ I answer ‘oh’ they retort I love my friends I really do I want to lie and say ‘life is a bed of roses’ but I cant I hate my life But I wanna change I want to stop being me Even for a day To be someone else just for a short 24 hours Would be bliss Please someone hear my plea And deliver me from my hell I don’t want to be me |