When the tears begin to roll
I feel elated
I deserve this pain
This pain deep inside
This pain that I hide every day
Behind one of my many personas
People ask ‘how are you?’
Feigning an interest
‘fair to pissy’ I answer
‘oh’ they retort
I love my friends I really do
I want to lie and say
‘life is a bed of roses’
but I cant
I hate my life
But I wanna change
I want to stop being me
Even for a day
To be someone else just for a short 24 hours
Would be bliss
Please someone hear my plea
And deliver me from my hell
I don’t want to be me