One small cut just here
Another just there
My arms cut to shreds
I look like I have been fighting 1000 rabid kittens
Why do I do this
Does it not hurt
I deserve it
And no it doesn’t
My multitude of sins are being repaid
I am not insane
I am merely different
To be different in this world is frowned upon
To have no reason to live
Is the worst thing of all
I have no concept of life
Anymore
I cut therefore I
Am
I am therefore I
Exist
I will be dead within 70 years
I will not cry
Nor should you
Have a drink to my health
As you lower my body into the earth
The worms with eat my decaying corpse
I have ceased to be
With my soul I
Die
I drop down
Dead
Blackness engulfs me
I see the truth and I was
Right
Futile
Oh the horror