I haven't been real active on the LJ front as of late; neither making comments, replying to comments, or pretty much just writing anything. Sorry about that. I didn't suddenly stop liking any of you. Call it a downcycle.
I'm at work right now...and I feel kind of wound up. Got some things coming to a head and i just feel rushed because I'm leaving Saturday. Yet...I have everything done that I CAN have done at the moment. Anxiety. Yeah, that's it.
I haven't heard from Dan for a while now, and that worries me...did
something happen? Is he moving already? It'd unnerving because now I'm
not sure if I'm flying back to Oki out of Nashville, or where I'll be staying
when I'm at Nashville...or even if I'm *going* to Nashville...pretty much
everything on that front is up in the air now...
If I can't meet up with Dan I've got a friend in the Fort Bragg area
I'd like to see, and it'd be nice to see the big apple again perhaps...maybe
see a few more concerts. But I can't make any plans until I figure out
what's going on with Dan. So that doesn't help the anxiety any. **Grrrrrr**
This weekend I got up before dawn to go make some recordings of the birds singing their morning songs. Unfortunetly it was rather windy so the tapes didn't turn out so well...but hearing it in person was enough consolation. I'll have to try when I get back...and maybe pick up some windscreens. It has only been lately that I've actually even *noticed* the birds here... Saturday I got home and went right back to sleep until like noon. Sunday I stayed up until 2100 or so...
I slept straight through the night last night. Something that hasn't happened in weeks...months even. Hell I can't remember the last time I got such an uninterrupted night's rest. So it seems that waking up early on the weekends has an added benefit ;) I'm gonna try again Saturday...my flight doesn't leave until late afternoon. Sunday I found this really beautiful spot off on one of the game trails...little burbling creek and it's sheltered from the highway sounds which I've had trouble getting away from. I have a feeling I'm going to spend a considerable amount of pre-dawn saturday and sundays tromping through the jungle in the ensuing months...trying to find that "prefect" spot. :)
I just got an email from my dad wondering why I hadn't called home over the weekend like I told them I would I had *completely* forgotten! Oops.
I followed this link from biffah:
Amazing. This is the first quiz I've ever taken that I can agree with.
Current mood: anxious.
Current music: Pink Floyd _Echoes_.
Comments:
taliana
2002-04-11 14:24
I've been absent too...
Glad to see you wrote tho...I was getting concerned.
Take care...
Nothing on this date last year