5:37p 
I knew it was only a matter of time before abby stepped on something she shouldn't...or something.

lol.

she just flipped the power button on my power bar. i lost the entry i was writing.

grrr.

Today was a long day. what with therapy this morning, errands running, christmas party this morning/afternoon, and all hell breaking loose while i was out of the office (i had to cancel plans of going home after the party...) AT least I got a lot of solid work done in a farely short amount of time...i actually felt like I was serving a purpose to an extent. Wonders upon wonders.

But therapy went well. The Doc had me give him the "this is my life focusing on my problems interacting with people" spiel and then said some very encouraging things...for example, our COA will only take four to six sessions, after which he'll release me with the tools I needed to practice "self-therapy"...to come back if I need to...This is promising because...well hell I've been practicing self therapy through the use of my journal for so long...except for a few notable problems I never caught, it's been good thus far...

He also said it encouraged him that I wasn't interested in finding a local national to take home with me...in light of the dependency issues I came in to seek help with...

Tommorrow I have group again...had to do some maneuvering and favor seeking to allow that as I have initial manifest and sustained airborne training tomorrow that would conflict...

But I worked it so I still do what I need to do and get to group in addition.

Friday is gonna be even longer than tomorrow or today...wake up at 3AM, jump between 7 and 10AM, get my dress uniform inspected, nap, then attend the unit christmas function...where I'll be bored off my ass because I'll probably be the only sober one there...

Saturday I get more PJ tix to get and then hopefully dive a good bit that afternoon and on sunday. we'll see how THAT one works out.

Christmas is a week from today? Huh? Looks like I'll be so busy i won't even have time to be lonely. 

current mood:  tired
current music: Cowboy Junkies _Miles from Home_ 

oddharmonic 
2002-12-18 15:30 
Were you using the client or the web interface? Curious...

Self-therapy tools sound great.

If you bring home a local national, can I have them? I could use some help around the house. *smirks* They probably wouldn't appreciate my birthday being on the anniversary of the Nagasaki bombing, though. tinder got spat at on his birthday this year, but such is having protesters around. (Locally, we have people that try to sneak on base and damage the jets with hammers and red paint. Robert jokes that everyone on the flightline was told they could "f*ck sh*t up " if they caught one of the protesters out there.)

/end minirant

Seriously, I'm glad therapy is going well. It makes me feel better about considering trying to deal with Tricare to go for it myself.

rainingvodka 
2002-12-18 18:22 
I was using an interface...semagic to be exact (i think that's it's name...i'm at the office right now). if you close the program it usually saves itself...but apparently if you hit the power button, it doesn't. big surprise.

and sorry, but the only local I'm considering whether or not to bring home is my cat...and no, you definitely cannot have her...

she's taken to batting at my dog tags on the rare occasions I wear them. lol. 
 

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