I guess I'm in sleep mode here for a while...at least I have been and christa called me on it this evening (i stopped by for tea and to talk for an hour and a half or so...). I've been spending more time away from the computer lately...human interaction and homework does that to you.

I think I'm gonna be OK on this whole finally quit smoking thing...A friend took pity and handed me a couple nugs to roll a few blunts with...they taste so much better a real cigarette tastes like ash and I just don't wanna put an ASNF in my mouth...physical addiction goes away in a week...it's the pyschological craving that remains...you drink coffee with a cigarette, you smoke after a meal, you smoke when you're bored...see and that's a big thing--boredom. smoking is somethign to occupy your time, but if it isn't enjoyable, it's easier to kiss it off...ramble ramble ramble...

Christa hugged me as I left tonight...we hugged the first few days, then never again...caught me by surprise this evening.

Economy of time and words...that's the goal here folks, so sorry. i have been trying to sleep more normal hours now, and it's helping me energy wise...now it's 1:09AM and I"m up at 8AM by my alarm clock...no class till 11 but I can start physics homework when I wake up...

I got a weird email today...looked like a listing of online porno sites...also looked like the sites had been password hacked, looking at the url...Don't know why I got it, but I sure as hell am not gonna go there on Lynx...especially since they'd have a direct route to my numbers via my school account...

I can use the campus computers to log into the system directly, anonymously, use Netscape, and not be traceable except back to the computer lab--which should be worthless...

I had this funny feeling it was some kind of trap or virus or something...but still, I'm curious as to what I'll find that this person just dropped into my lap for no reason...tried to respond and ask, but the inbox on the other side was full...

OK, well that's it for now folks. it's 1:14 AM and time for "sleep cycle now".
 
 

OK, yeah, sanity watch is high...
happiness meter is somewhere between pleasant and joyfull...
Just a bit of an update there (1:17AM)

Night.