Title=title of an essay I had to write for 406....prompt="discuss the quality of negotiated tension in your mentoring of your Fortuna High School student"...we were all assigned a student paper on _The Great Gatsby_ (which I have *not* ever never ever had to read and I wear that fact like a badge on my shoulder) and had to analyze it like it was a student/teacher conference...I'd had to babble quite a bit more to be completely lucid here--I'll spare you for this evening (and myself as well since I don't feel like rehashing it all right now again so sorry that's life)
Got a lot done this weekend schoolwise as you might have noticed by the above paragraph + laundry + cleaning
Christa and I had dinner tonight...papa murphey's...I had a ton of beer left from D&D friday, so we each had one of those and then *coffee*...yay. Christa got a 4 track Tori Amos sampler from the new album cuz of the radio station--very cool tunes...popped it onto DAT...can't wait for the new album to come out... We had another hug...no surprise this time I hugged her. :)
IN a semi sorta way right now I'm feeling *obligated* to write an entry. I haven't really written a "journal entry" for a while...does it grate at you readers? Do know you're an "obligation" right now? Once you have readers it's always there, isn't it? Of course it's all a big joke, feeling this need to write for probably just a handfull...anyway, point being, thigns right now are good for me. I can't say this journal is ending...there is *always* something going wrong that could be entailed...it's just that the *need* is so much less now. I'm spending more free time with other people, making friends, being a friend, etc...in a way this journal has been another escape...down time for the soul, but time to think also. What I'm saying is that entries won't be coming daily anymore, unless school lightens up severely (not possible) or I start being a reculse again (also unlikely...if it's a choice between spewing meaningless babble like this or chess w/ Eric...guess which wins...)
Repeating the third time now...
Actually *did* record some sound files, and I *was* gonna put one online for downloading today...never got around to it...was more interested in hanging out with Christa and gettin my school stuff done. tough luck you lose...
At this point, I'm actually forcing myself to write, and it's not worth it when I have to do that. I'm not writing just for writing's sake...I'm writing to think...when there isn't anything I need to think about, there's no need to waste time here.
Repeating the fourth time...