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watch me crash darkened clouds
emanating for too long now .. see you falling
i've found my way tonite
feeling all used up the day you held a gun to my head
the knife cut deep balled up the sun surrenders bridges once built you're an ǻngel
he hears you comingSCRIBBLES
A SHORT ONE
watch me burn
let me lay wasted
'cause baby im falling
let the stars be
my witnesses tonight
i watch as the moon rises
above to its wicked heights
so full it is
im here
so beautiful it is
im here
take me where i lay
please
take me away
tonight
UNTITLED
in your silence, what I see
did they love you
{like they said they would}
did they break you
{like they knew they would}
did they tame you
{like they said they would}
did you surrender yourself
{like you knew you would}
tell you lies
they're under your skin
tell you all
it's what you want to hear
and did they say
.. they'd be back for you
don't think that they cared
'cause you're no good, to anyone
where broken promises lay
their lies you believed
left out in the cold
know now, you've been used
raw emotions stirring
all but bittersweet
and when others walk among you
come to me, i'll set you free
i'll give back your wings
but not your innocence
{come to me}
angry cries
where no one hears
i do
{believe in me}
'cause i believe in you
come to me, i know your pain
see it in my weary eyes
{embrace me}
because i was once
.. just like you
DENIED
pulsating
on the rise, above the rest
theres no escape
falling
fading
drowing with others
it's a dream you and i
.. shall never have
HAD MY FULL
i've been over-brimming
you've had my fill
i'll bleed no more
when it's our screams you dont hear
[broken wings]
and i'll feel no more
when in hell is where i sit
i've watched as sailors go overboard
while you sat back
and did not a thing
well i dont need you to breathe
'cause before you
i was already handling on my own
and when it's echoes you refuse to hear
it's your shit, you can keep
i've awaken
[mended wings]
i'll take back
what you stole from me
'cause i've had my fill of you
and no more i'll bleed
been going on for too long now
when insouciance can't ascend
from the echoes that aren't heard
yeh you've had your last fill from me
watch now, 'cause i'm just one more sailor gone
.. overboard
FALLEN ǺNGEL
there's no one to brace your fall
locked away
.. away in your prison cell
all dressed in white
where no one sees
the broken glass that litter the floor
.. pieces of you shattered
see you dancing
dancing on broken glass
it's self destruction
and as your feet bleeds
it's the pain you no longer feel
your walls are a glowing red
there's not a soul
.. to hear your pleas
rose petals litter the floor
as the ground below opens up
see they've come to claim
.. to claim their fallen ǻngel
OUT OF CIRCULATION
this is my desire
and no, it's not you i desire
'cause when you're gone
my sun all but burns
and when you're near
it's a cold day in hell
can you hear my song?
it's one i sing for you
hand in hand
do you feel this pain
'cause i'm lost without a fight
and i'd give it all back to you
and it's just like you know it
promises were made to be broken
i'd take it all back from you
hell, i'd take it all from you
you fed me to the dogs
i no longer sleep at nite
an ǻngel with broken wings
up on my ledge
i'm waiting for my fall
and you'll be the one, i take with me
baby, take my hand and join me
so c'mon, come along for the ride
we'll burn down in hell
you'll see what you've made me
and i wanna hear your cries
'cause baby i'm already falling
.. because of you
here me now, i'm calling
a wave with a kiss g'nite
baby, i can take no more
laced with your cocaine lies
you fed me to the dogs
and now i don't sleep at nite
out of circulation
you'll never know how i loved you
out of circulation
you'll never know how i despised you
so on my ledge with broken wings
don't say you love me
and don't dare say you care
'cause don't you hear the song?
it's one i sing for you
baby, you know i'm your last shot
no cocaine lies will save you
i'll come while you sleep
'cause just like me
i'll feed you to the dogs
out of circulation
with an infected kiss g'nite
baby, i'll give you all
.. that you gave to me
UNTITLED
washed up on the shore
her head's a spinning
grey clouds come a rollin' in
as the weather takes her under
dancing and swaying, she's
just like the whore she is
as the tide comes a rollin' in
dragging her back out
it's here to reclaim it's prize
for her, there's no way out
her soul, she's sold
for her, be there no escape
her soul, they hold
THE PAST .. HAS IT'S WAYS
was the day, i took the bullets and ran
.. no second thoughts about it
you may have been my saviour
the hell you'll be my executioner
not my creator
.. won't let you destroy me
under your wing
i'm not like the others
you have no hold o'er me
know i can run, know i can hide
know that some day, you'll find me
.. without delays
no calm before the storm
no escape, from you
can't turn my back at present
as i outrun my darkest fears
.. my nightmare
.. it's you
over my back, know this won't last
'cause you always have a way of catching up with me
it seems
the past
always does
NOT FORGIVEN
you've left me wounded
through my tears, i'm bleeding
there's nothing i can say
.. nor do
it'll be the end of me
as hungry vultures tears at my flesh
i can't seem to chase away the pain
left to stand my ground
you came at me left, right and centre
so unexpected, i was
taken by suprise
with the fire in your eye
i know time won't heal my wounds
the sun burns at my back
as your angry shadows dance around me
swallowing me whole
it's alone i'll stand
for i know this last time
.. you won't come 'round
for i know this last time
.. i won't be forgiven
NO LOVE LIKE MINE
fist up
i'm on fire
welcome to my inferno
can you feel the heat
dancing in the flames
the smoke's so thick
and you can't see
.. what it brings
don't know what you see in me
don't know what you want from me
tell me
why do you keep coming back?
the smoke's so thick
it burns my eyes
can't give you what you seek in me
.. it's killing me inside
'cause you don't love me
the way i love you
'cause you can't love me
the way i love you
and you'll never know of
.. a love like mine
DREAMS
disappears, is another day
shadows over the horizon
would steal ones breath away
clouded in mystery
watch as they dance the night away
and within' her circle of light
they'd seek to extinguish all hope
whispers in the sea breeze
silently tell of the hour
and though her conscious tells to fade
her heart leads not, the way
for it is her soul
that burns bright for he
while from across the ocean
the sandman befalls and delivers
from aground, the heavens she can almost touch
as he stands in her prescence
in his embrace she's drowning
her kisses he steals in the moonlight
and her love for he, is felt by the shore
a happiniess is what surrounds
yet something is a missing
while rivers run deep
.. there's a pain she feels
his lips they move
with the words she don't hear
the grains are a falling
as the tide rolls in
and takes him back again
alone, she stands by the shore
from deep within', a stirring void
and aground, her heaven's a falling
as the currents take her under
the grains have fell
she awakens in a river
cracks along the ceiling
shadows dancing by the flame
in crumpled sheets
she is alone, where she lays
whispers in the darkness
they silently tell of the hour
endless nights in hope she waits
with the last dance all but hers
in the endless nights it's alone she fears
for her one
.. that will never come
BROKEN BRIDGES
have now been burnt
.. nothing left to say
words once spoken
.. theres no taking back
a handful of ashes
.. scattered in the wind
its all forever lost
.. just like, you and i
ON A MISSION
so carefree and lovin' the life
just as easy as it comes
.. the illusion fades
see your halo slipped long ago
it's a constant reminder when you're choking
from dawn to dusk
you're a killer the next
so set in your ways
and for what they've done
you're here to bring the fuckers down
all one way, it's all your way
your mark is what you'll leave
'cause there's nothing that can touch you
and broken wings you'll bear
.. no more
the rivers to your heart, turned to stone
the world you see now, differently
the words you speak now, with venom
the kiss to pass your lips, death
you're out of control
walking on rusted nails
you know you won't be broken again
a promise made to yourself
your trust you've kept to yourself
'cause everyone, they're all the same
lookin' out for number one
all one way, it's all your way
and this is, only the beginning
scarred tissues only time will heal
a lost identity
there's corrosion of your soul
taking control
and for what they've done
the fuckers you'll take down to hell
satisfaction
where you know there's no escape
satisfaction
where you know you're the ǻngel
that lies in wait
UNTITLED
your footsteps fall short
hidden amongst the shadows
.. {he’s} lifting
there's alcohol on your breath
his wings you own
dust to the wind
.. {he's} grounded
the nights you prey
he's your littl' whore
these night they're yours
.. {he's} dying
not kept just to yourself
you say he has no shame
the dance is for anyone
.. {he's} ten feet under
there's dirty littl' secrets
to not a soul they be told
he dances without questions
while you know you are all
.. nails in his coffin