So I am neurotic! I was happy in the morning, maily because I had a lot of fun last night with Lynn who was picking out new men for my screen-saver (if that makes no sense then the explanation is as follows: I have Windows XP which allows you to use your pictures as a screensaver. Most of my pictures are of different guys I, and my friends, find cute) because every now and then Lynn or Megan finds that I should have some new pictures there. So yesterday I got a bunch of Alan Rickman pictures. Have I mentioned I'm slightly obsessed with him? Why, I have no idea.

OK, back to the original point of my neuroticism! So I'm happy in the morning and then I totally rip my pantyhose at work. Plus, I have to look very official in an hour so it's not like I can just think 'Ah, the hell with them!' That kind of dented my good mood!

The meeting went better than I expected although I still am sceptical about the end results. But I got the rest of the day off so that smoothed things a bit. I got to see my mum who just got back from Egypt and I got to read, something I haven't done in a long time. My brother dropped me off at the Hellhole and that's where the really crappy mood started. I don't even know what brought it on, probably the alienation I'm feeling about living here, when most of my friends live (and work) a lot closer to the centre. I have a feeling that it keeps me out of the loop quite a bit, a feeling that everyone does some fun stuff that I'm not included in. And that makes me edgy, nervous... basically EVIL! That's it! I'm an evil neurotic today! Don't come near me!

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So I did a test, the results are crappy. Am I really such an awful person? Or do the results have something to do with the fact that I'm in a murderous mood? And most of the mood is focused on me? I'll probably try again when I'm in a better mood - just to check! It's not like I'm obsessed with taking personality tests and have taken every test there is on emode. Anyway, these are my results from The Big Five Test:

	Your Results
Closed-Minded		Open to New Experiences
Disorganized		Conscientious
Introverted		Extraverted
Disagreeable		Agreeable
Calm / Relaxed		Nervous / High-Strung

Or the complete results at I'm a O30-C25-E79-A32-N43 Big Five!!

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