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Why?  

Why do I procrastinate (putting off a two-hour task for two weeks counts as procrastination, right?)
Why do I obsess over small things while joyfully ignoring the big problems?
Why do I try and save 15 kr only to go out and buy something for 500?
Why do I fill my evenings with social engagements only to whine about not getting enough sleep?
Why am I a pushover?
Why isn't there ever enough money?
Why don't I ever choose the easy way out?
Why is it so easy for me to be pulled into arguments and so hard to get out of them?
Why am I not on vacation right now?
Why have I acquired the (not-so-coveted) ability of being bored, again?
Why do I have problems with knowing what I want?
Why do I want what I can't have?
Why isn't it Friday? Why am I writing this when I should be working?
Why can't I, at least, come up with a normal entry?

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What I want:

movie mood:
21 Grams - still unseen. Desire to see anything at all: 0

music mood:
soundtrack to Love Actually - very unhip of me.
reading plans:
D. Francis - Shattered - that I got from a sale in a small town bookstore in Germany about two years ago.
food cravings:
chocolate chip cookies - Ell knows the ones I mean.
I wish that:
I could have the vacation I've been dreaming about.
A year ago:
My bike! Hmm, now I want to go out and ride it. Sadly, that's out of the question due to the huge black clouds covering the sky. And the last bit... I still am unable to finish what I've started.
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