Drown

It's getting closer to the end, every part of me
Then disaster takes its toll and now I'm left with only me
Maybe sorrow plays a role when you feel unkind
Your abuses matter, standing up forever lost in time

Save me, save me before I drown
Save me, save me before I drown

It's getting closer to the end, I look back and smile
We conquered every single bump in my road, made it all worthwhile
Just remember how I cared when it came crashing down
I'd like to toast to all those angels that were always hanging 'round

Save me, save me before I drown
Save me, save me before I drown, drown
Oh, oh

Maybe life ain't what it seems, 'cause it's all a dream
Forgive me
Sometimes I feel like a fool 'cause I'm so uncool
Forgive me

(Limp Bizkit - Drown)

*****

I was going to write about many things... about what I've been doing, why I've been gone. About Estonians and drinking and my father and my grandfather. About the resolutions and the mess I'm in... I'm not getting to it today, though, because I listened to that song and now I'm miserable. And I don't want to write entries when I'm miserable - that would mean I have to delete them later and I really don't want to do that.

But I'm still planning to write on these topics... or at least some of them. For now let's just leave it with:

Sally, I'm so sorry about your father!

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Part of the journal that attempts to describe my current mood using pop culture

movie mood:
Angel - I finally got my hands on the latest episode. I guess I should watch it.

music mood:
Limp Bizkit - I didn't like them much before but the latest album has really grown on me.
food cravings:
nothing