NIGHT TRAIN AND FLIGHT TO MEXICO "Whoee!" yelled Dean. "Here we go!" .      .    ."And we moved!"                               Jack Kerouac
Tijuana, Juarez, Laredo, Matamoros, border town crossings, pausing for garish "rose" tattoo, large bottles of cheap tequila, tooling topdown old convertible into the desert, endless dusty interior wastelands, drunken and aged "bonviveurs," mesmerized by millions of stars buring down upon them from the nighttime heavens, passing esistential nomads hoping to commune with the spirits of The Consul, Fred C. Dobbs, Sam Peckinpaw, William Holden, the old broken down Pike struggling to get up on his horse, Lee Marvin the dynamiter, Richard Boone sauced brain and wobbly, Bogie, long tall John, wild ass Burton wearing his red socks and] smoking four packs a day, continuously pouring down the juice, wild search for a definition of spirituality, listening, looking for right desert ghosts, hoping "the word," instructions, wishing rascally old John Huston was here, certain that whe would know all about this.
POETRY READING aging greybear poet long in tooth, telling new, young femmes "i'm working on my obituary," subtle hint no ling time to play eager lover suitor persona, growing desperate, black early morning existential shadows, musing, "do i have time to discover who i am, is it already too late," meeting attractive young woman, noisy coffee house poetry night, sylvia plath black, meryl streep cool, carolyn olds sensual honesty, tiny pink roses, tattoo garden, inviting soft tender breasts, filling out patient advocacy form, legal refusal, life not to be prolonged, no invasive surgery, sustaining medicines, treatment.
autumn tides aging poet watching sunset bounching off pale sandstone cliffs, pink ripples echoing across superior, touching canada and beyond, memories of loving young femme, soft tender lips, sweet tasting like ripe fruit weighing orchard limbs, angling fresh brook trout dinner, golden bodies, bright red and blue speckles, delicious repast with wild onion garnish, rose-mauve northern lights exploding over fall horizon, signaling final wilderness trek, outback odyssey in peaceful communion, cherry nighttime embers warmth against chilling winds, deep late musings sipping whiskey, ancient cold tin cup, knowing too soon black shadows giving way to first dawn pressing through dark bare branches, season of long white drawing near.
TROUT DANCER HOUSE "whew, splake, there are poems all over the place, eh," first bank refused loan saying, "it's almost what we call sub-standard housing," troutman's abode fine sanctuary, home for spirited saints, arhates, bodhisattas, jivuklas, haphazard carpeting of books, magazines, papers covering floor, movie posters, snippets adorning walls, sleeping bag, thin mattress, couch corner and pillow, bitter early morning espresso odors, late afternoon garlic mad-rice stew aromas, evening incense from "good talking" candles whisper, perfect solitude, no one aware poet sleeps in his clothes, does jazzy air-guitar step to early morning country western wake up ballads, cozy shell, quiet moments in searh for beauty, listen to voice from somewhere deep in the poet's soul.