Stonov Stonov writes desperately Like a man imprisoned by life, By hatred, by fellow man; He slowly, painstakingly records The deeds and thoughts of his days In microscript upon the paper flags Of tobacco-emptied unfurled cigarettes The Book of Life to those who know Who realize the potential of every scrap Gathered, instead of burned for a momentary buzz Of smoke-filled lungs turning ash gray Now Stalin black in a windowless stone cell lost A thousand miles lost deep in the Siberian night. Like Zabelka Blessing the Angels Like Zabelka blessing the angels Of death, pilots of destruction Who razed two cities of Man No Soddom and Gomorrah yet burned Into the pages of the Book of Time For all of our mammalian existence Burned their shadows into the soil With the fire of Creation For no moral reason, righteous anger, Justified neither Akhilles' wrath nor Troy's doom-- But rather to further Man's hate. I see Satan's evil, here, As none other than my own And learning lessons >From our still smoking history Vow to change On Gandhi's bones and Tolstoy's words Because life is too precious To waste. Taboo What is taboo? We, me & you Engaged in whatever wet same Game of Twister caused fame In the naked Garden first to bite meek The apples red our flushed cheeks Spanked up over some Ricean vampire In drag cruising the stiletto-heeled street umpires Puffed up and preening themselves anew Stiff fronted uniforms firmly pressed askew As they beat the hell out of fags Or maybe niggers or bums in rags Burning their fingers round the barrels of fire Water burned throats choked off with desire Swallowing loads of mercurial whiteness Whence fountains life itself in all its brightness Twisting colors rainbow the facade chipping Away in the sunless neon night shipping Us all bodily in boxcars full of fecal-sludged fear Along some unholy trans-Siberian railway so near The Gulag of our hate, our home, our own Veins full of blacklight novas disgorging the unknown As begging our raped mothers we shoot Up the fathers of betrayals made moot Long ago before tomorrow fades Into another donkey-fucking night parade Through the top-less French Quarter where I Having mutilated my soul, burst my heart, gouged my eyes Find you there lost as always without me within you Eating alive the pain misery suffering the bland stew Seafood gumbo no sister-loving Cajun asshole Would eat burning churches for priests to console Victims of their own pedophilial abuse In the wildest mythic talltales blown so obtuse That even the fates have lost control of what they rue To sew knotting the skeins of our lives, taboo! The Snowfall Turned Blizzard The snowfall turned blizzard Trapped, entombed in cold Am I alone in this ennui Or do others sense it-- The coming oppression? Feel the temperature drop, Shivers start spreading to bones Which ache while skin freezes; A subzero flame begins Spreading over my body like wildfire. The floating dust of beauty drifts Snow-white flakes of death Crystalized in air, visionary, Tiny particles of Niffelheim Blown in from some Dantean lake Piling ever deeper, pressing wetly To drown me in biting dryness. Where is the warmth of life? The light of day? Where the sun? White now the blanket, And eternal the silence.